having a stranded relationship with your older brother is so weird. i don’t think we were ever really close. i remember swallowing my pride just to ask you to help me beat a difficult level in a game. i hate how mum loves you more than me. i worry about your mental health. i don’t think i have your number. is this gonna change someday? is there a future where we invite each other to our houses? will you hug me at our parents funeral?











