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Here’s my sporadic appearance to say I just finished watching Better Call Saul which made me rewatch Breaking Bad and El Camino after so many years and back then I was normal about it and just casually watched and focused on the plot and those are two damn good shows but now I can a total FREAK over it: staying on my old man brand I want to do unspeakable brings to Mike Ehrmantraut like pop pop is gong to have to sit on an ice pack for a week. Same goes for Walter White but I also want to put him in a blender I forgot his delicious his character development his like king fucking shit. Jesse Pinkman skews young for me but can’t resist those baby blues and shit fucking luck, he’s such a dumbass with a soft heart and horrible stuff happens to him all of the time and I love that, whump galore indeed (like dude he was fucking enslaved).

Also not to make myself lack anything I raided the Jesse/Walter and Jesse/Mike tag on ao3 cause of course I’m making Jesse into an old man fucker. Like he’s got such a perfect fucked up toxic relationship with Walter let’s add fucking sex to it. With Mike too, he’s the one adult man close to him actually being nice and helpful they gonna fuck too lol. Also yeah dabbled the Mike/Nacho tag because why the fuck not let’s fuck up Mike other guilt filled relationship with a younger man who’s an echo of his dead son lol! Also his disgusted Mike is with Walter is hilarious he wouldn’t touch him with a 10 fr pole he’d probably kill him like a fucking pest if he could but also….. when has that ever stopped me…..

that’s mostly it brb sobbing over Jesse going to Alaska in El Camino and Mike and his son/Nacho/Jesse/Werner like he didn’t see that but at least Jesse is the one younger man in his life who went through total ruin and made it out but also I’m gonna throw up his granddaughter never got any of the money he died for. Pretending Nacho and Mike survived because what the fuck Nacho didn’t deserve that and Mike writes every other day to Jesse over in Alaska or something.

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I used to be an italic abuser in fics and now I’m abusing em-dashes too but I’ve been using them wrong apparently and putting a space after askskdkfb

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Chapters: 1/7 Fandom: Hanna Is Not A Boy's Name Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Casimiro/Finas Characters: Casimiro (Hanna Is Not A Boy's Name), Finas (Hanna Is Not A Boy's Name), Original Characters Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Human, POV Alternating, Sheep ranching yeehaw!, Period Typical Bigotry, Unresolved Sexual Tension, Resolved Sexual Tension, mutual obsession, Rough Sex, Outdoor Sex, Marks and bruises, unspoken feelings, Hurt No Comfort, Angst, Guilt, Desperate Sex Series: Part 1 of Those Who Hunger Summary:

Wyoming, Spring of 1963.

Finas is an English immigrant, settled, married, and halfway to vanished. Casimiro is new to town, an Italian drifter, all wild talk and restless hands.

Hired to watch sheep through the long mountain season, the world shrinks to two tents, a herd of sheep, and a secret they can’t stop touching. What starts as animosity turns into something raw and desperate, all bruises, bites and hungry silences. But the season is short, and down below, there’s a wife, a town, and a story nobody’s ever supposed to hear.

(A human!AU inspired by Brokeback Mountain, first fic of a series!)

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Life still sucks, which apparently means me going ballistic over wips until something manages to catch my attention long enough. Like a gazillion ideas I need to write down or I’ll explode. I fell like the moment I get somewhere with one I get stuck and jump to another but then have to go back immediately to the old one.

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Life has been a flurry lately I’m having car-work-money issues back to back so I haven’t been able to do much buuuut I’m still thinking about the fic. This is one of the parts I shoehorned in not really because it’s particularly dirty or gorey but because I noticed I completely forgot to make Finas do anything lmao, he was just laying there as I focused on Casimiro’s pov. Whoops.

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He pulls back, just enough to see Finas’ face. His pupils are still blown, eye ringed with red. But there’s something sharpening behind the haze— something wild and feral trying to claw its way back to the surface.

Good.

Casimiro presses two fingers still wet with blood to Finas’ mouth.

“Taste it.”

Finas’ expression tightens and he turns his head, but not fast enough. Casimiro catches his jaw, fingers digging in.

“Come on. Don’t start pretending you’re clean now.”

The lips part. Barely. And Casimiro slips those fingers in, slow, an obscene drag. Watches Finas let him, his mouth closing around them. Watches his adam’s apple bob as the taste of his blood hits.

Finas makes a noise, low and furious, and bites.

Teeth dig into the first knuckle, a warning that carries no threat. Casimiro doesn’t flinch. He grins.

“There he is.”

He pulls his fingers out slick and shining, smears the mess across Finas’ lips and the prickle of his facial hair, then down his throat in a lazy trail. Like painting a canvas. Like marking him.

Mine.

The word doesn’t pass his lips. Doesn’t need to. It hums under his skin like static, electric and awful.

He shifts, settles heavier over Finas, pinning him down without force— not like he could. But Finas stays put.

“You gonna keep playing dead,” Casimiro murmurs, nose to nose with him now, “or you gonna show me those teeth again?”

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A lil excerpt because the fic is coming along nicely~

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He braces one palm flat against the tense plane of Finas’ stomach, solid, muscular, shaking just slightly— and shoves two bare fingers into the wound without ceremony.

The skin parts too easily, already shredded around the entry point. Heat spills over his fingers, wet and shuddering around him. blood soaking his knuckles as he pushes deeper.

He can feel the way Finas’ whole body fights not to move, the tremble starting low in his thighs, running up to his locked shoulders.

Casimiro’s grin widens, teeth showing. He twists his fingers. Feels something shift— sharp, solid, nestled up almost against bone.

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oh no I was looking at this part on his own and it could stand some tweaks this will never end

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A lil excerpt because the fic is coming along nicely~

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He braces one palm flat against the tense plane of Finas’ stomach, solid, muscular, shaking just slightly— and shoves two bare fingers into the wound without ceremony.

The skin parts too easily, already shredded around the entry point. Heat spills over his fingers, wet and shuddering around him. blood soaking his knuckles as he pushes deeper.

He can feel the way Finas’ whole body fights not to move, the tremble starting low in his thighs, running up to his locked shoulders.

Casimiro’s grin widens, teeth showing. He twists his fingers. Feels something shift— sharp, solid, nestled up almost against bone.

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Ah yes my long lost enemy— no not title and summary, knowing when to cut the damn fic off!

I wanted to close it right as fic die down but then went, oh but what about the immediate aftermath (not aftercare because it’s not that kind of fix, sorry Finas)?? And then aaahh but how would Finas behave the next day? Or a couple later?

But I feel like that gets them too much out of the moment? But also I like those scenes? Next day would maybe fit as a second chapter? But it’s still quite shorter than the main action so I don’t know how much I like that as a secondo chapter. And the come-down tho that has to be tacked right in the end but it also sort takes them out of the mood but I can’t get myself to quite scrap it sjsjdjcjcn

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Not scrapping anything for now let’s see if a little part tacked at the end doesn’t disrupt the pacing and if the mini second chapter doesn’t bother me too much

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Ah yes my long lost enemy— no not title and summary, knowing when to cut the damn fic off!

I wanted to close it right as fic die down but then went, oh but what about the immediate aftermath (not aftercare because it’s not that kind of fix, sorry Finas)?? And then aaahh but how would Finas behave the next day? Or a couple later?

But I feel like that gets them too much out of the moment? But also I like those scenes? Next day would maybe fit as a second chapter? But it’s still quite shorter than the main action so I don’t know how much I like that as a secondo chapter. And the come-down tho that has to be tacked right in the end but it also sort takes them out of the mood but I can’t get myself to quite scrap it sjsjdjcjcn

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Damn this was meant to be just a little blurb of Casimiro rummaging in Finas’ guts, like literally, but with an erotic angle. It immediately became actual explicit sex scenes and now it’s full blown character/relationship exploration??

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Continuation of Casimiro and Finas being nasty bloody vampires likes this except I don’t put everything in the tags and it so much worse so let’s see if Tumblr nukes it:

There has to be at least one instance right after they get romantically involved and Casimiro turns Finas in a chew toy and encourages him to wreck Casimiro, where Finas has either been shot or has the broken blade of a knife stuck inside him and Casimiro is about to start unceremoniously digging diverging out with his fingers or claws because it’s silver, but Finas starts immediately complaining and telling him to take some gloves and pliers and maybe a a few more rags for fuck’s sake he’s getting blood goddamn everywhere. Casimiro just yanks his shirt up and shoves it between his teeth and tells him to keep that out of the way (Finas gives him a look and Casimiro knows he’s sooo fucking dead later, like he’s going to have to clean the blood out of the carpet with his tongue and buy Finas a new shirt). He starts digging and Finas gets quiet at last and just lets out a grunt here and there and at some point grabs on Casimiro’s hip so hard he actually breaks the skin with his nails through his clothes.

Once the urgency is gone and the wound can start stitching itself without any foreign object in the way Casimiro licks his fingers clean because it’s not human blood but he’s got a taste for Finas and dinner was cut short tonight, he also knows it will bother him. Except he hears a sharp inhale and looks down at Finas who’s spat out his shirt and isn’t saying anything but he’s got his pupils so dilated his eyes look black. It’s then that Casimiro notices Finas still has a bruising grip on him tries avoiding eye contact and has his legs uncharacteristically crossed so hard his legs are trembling. And he hasn’t know Finas as long as in canon but he’s been long enough around him it clicks pretty fast in his head.

And he’s got choices, he could say nothing and ignore it or poke fun at Finas until he kicks his ass and never mention it again. Or he could do something very stupid and very Casimiro. He’s back on Finas and lets his fingers skitter around the wound, Finas goes very still and suddenly looks at him with an intensity that makes Casimiro feel like he’s being the one being looked down upon. He kisses him, sudden and bruising like the hand he grabs on his jaw with to keep him focused. He’s wormed a leg between Finas’ ones and keeps running his fingers and pressing down one the wound and Finas says nothing and just hold onto Casimiro’s back. He waits until he’s completely absorbed in the kiss and the fondling and after lighter touch on the wound he just thrusts a finger back inside. Finas yelps in his mouth and clenches down so hard on his lip he breaks the skin (not like when Casimiro playfully nips at him, maybe draws some blood, he opens him up side to side so there’s blood in their mouth and running down their chins).

Finas squirms but doesn’t try to get away holds on the back of his shirt for dear life. Casimiro is not gentle nor careful, his grip on Finas’ face turn iron and he forces eye contact as he slips another finger in the wound that had already started trying to close and it must hurt like a bitch but Finas on his part just flares his nostrils and makes the smallest of noises. And then they’re kissing again and it’s proper brutal now, they bite and knock their teeth together and Casimiro keeps thrusting his finger and feeling around and feels line he’s drunk. It’s warms and slick and the air smells of Finas and Casimiro can taste his blood and his need on the back of his tongue. He gives a particularly cruel jab and Finas buries his face on his shoulder and he looks like he’s going to throw up but he’s still not letting go of Casimiro and keeps pushing up against his leg and Casimiro can feel he’s trying to get off but when he tries to get some friction he also jostles Casimiro’s fingers rummaging literally between his guts so he keeps making these small aborted motions so Casimiro takes it up himself to really start feeling around (and he definitely does brush against something and it’s sick but he also wants to rip him up neck to belly with his teeth now) and presses his thighs up between Finas’ legs so much he pretty much can only sit there and take it.

Maybe he hooks his fingers and pull and hikes his leg up a little and Finas seizes and bites down on his shoulder so hard he almost meets bone and Casimiro is pretty sure he’s never heard him yell when coming but here we are. Finas flops back down on wherever he was sitting and before he’s even flat Casimiro already has his hand full of Finas’ blood on his zipper and comes so embarrassingly fast all over Finas’ stomach once he’s out of his pants. Finas is in the middle of recovering from a near religious experience so he’s not really coherent enough to immediately rip Casimiro a new one and honestly Casimiro barely takes a second to think and is licking cum and blood off of him and tongues at the gash and Finas sobs and grabs Casimiro’s hair so hard he must rip some of it and I’m pretty sure they actually fuck and Casimiro makes a mess of Finas’ wound and it take double the time to heal because he forces another finger inside while they go to town on each other.

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Sooo this ended up pulling me away from the infinite wips loop I had fallen into apparently, this blog will come alive once more! I’m writing at breakneck speed but I want to truly grasp the mood so I’m trying not to rush too much

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Haven't drawn in over a year so I of course I had to start again with some good old CasFin, very on brand. I will maybe complete this in the next year and a half lol

(how close do you think Casimiro is to getting smacked in the face with a book?)

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I don't think MJ would risk another pregnancy after Mayday, but I had the ridiculous idea of Miguel and her both being heavily pregnant around the same time.

Peter definitely walked around in a lovesick daze for the whole 9 months to Miguel's chagrin (MJ has already been through it once).

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Hey we saw you from across the bar and we really don’t dig your vibe. Get out.

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Aaaand Reibert Week has begun on twitter! This is Day 1: Marriage

Made two versions cause I couldn’t decide which facial hair/hairstyle situation I preferred. This was mostly an excuse to draw Bertholdt in an achkan but I still can’t draw fabric yikes

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RBA + extremely squeezable Reiner

I like the idea of Reiner gaining back weight when he’s in a better mental state (canonverse AUs or full blown AUs) but doesn’t go for the trim/shredded look he had as a teen to Annie and Bertholdt’s delight. Also his, he likes being squeezed and petted like a housecat, throw in a little praise and he might actually straight up purr.

Also he prefers being clean shaven but Annie or Bertholdt told him he looked nice with a bit of scruff and rubbed his cheek and now he sometimes lets it grow.

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I haven’t drawn anything in a year and a half and decided to dive right into Reibert because apparently instead of getting ready for 2023 I launched myself back in 2013 :D

Anyway, AU where Bertholdt lives (of course) but was still held prisoner and then got freed. Reiner is worried about the state he’s in and fusses but Bertholdt is also worried about the state he finds Reiner in and fusses right back at him.