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[casinorabbit]

Thirsty? Ugh, so corny! If you get lonely, find anybody, just get lucky I loathed to love, but it gave me life Gonna be a smitten mitten 'til the day you die?

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[sangerosnix]

Neo here, with yet another muse to torment and throw into a vampire AU. Even if I owe so many replies elsewhere, I'm so sorry I'm not consistent.

Anyway, Indie Mafuyu Asahina (Vampire AU)! More open to work as Multiverse than strictly for Project Sekai only, so read the About first!

[blackjackmegurine]

Luka snorted at that, shaking her head at the idea. A pointless hypothetical, neither of them would ever so much as consider it for more than a joke. ...Well, a joke or...certain fantasies that were best enjoyed when they remained firmly in the realm of fantasy, anyway.

"I do." Smirking a little, she added with an incredibly fond tone, "You smell."

Luka noticed Miku's little chin rubs, it was impossible not to catch the scent marking, just like when she pressed her cheek against her lover and did the same thing. She was much more used to it though, having grown up surrounded by kemonomimi. She distinctly remembered scenting whatever she wanted to make sure her brother wouldn't take and try to pretend like he didn't know it was hers.

"I'm glad you like them. I'll enjoy seeing you wearing them." A bit like seeing Miku with a hickey that she left behind, but with the comfort of knowing it wouldn't risk getting her in trouble. A sign that she was Luka's, shrouded in her clothes, her scent. A comfort to a slightly possessive predator.

She went back to drying her hair, trying to get it back to its usual fluffy state before getting into bed.

[casinorabbit]

For a second, Miku couldn't help but joke a little at the comment, lifting one of her arms and doing as if she had to sniff herself, then looking back at Luka with a sly smile.

"Damn, I guess I gotta take even more showers, then."

After she finally was finished and wearing her girlfriend's clothes, she stepped closer to the cat even as she continued drying her hair, with arms crossed and perked up ears at the loud sounds, but clearly not uncomfortable.

"Need help with your hair? You know I don't mind getting it fluffy for you." Otherwise, she couldn't help but keep looking at her lover's tail, so fluffy and soft…so tempted to pet it.

She was at peace at the moment, enough so that Miku sighed softly, genuinely forgetting for a while about the bruises on her body or the complications of life itself.

[blackjackmegurine]

"Aw, you sure? No kits for us? It is funny that the english word is the same for baby cats and rabbits." Luka teased, her good eye sparkling with the playful mischief of someone with absolutely no horse in this race, so to speak. Outside of her heats, she never gave the idea of children a second thought. Her lifestyle was too self-centered to stop everything to dedicate her entire self to a child. A tiny person she could mess up if she didn't do it right.

"Just let me dry my hair a little so I'm not tracking water across the floor." Luka squeezed the water out of her hair and tail, fluffing her tail with the towel before grabbing a hair dryer.

"I'm sure all my clothes smell like me, I just can't tell because I live here and wear them. You'll probably stop even noticing it as much once you're here all the time." As kemonomimi, their scents were their own, even outside of shared shampoos or lotions or perfumes, but the thought of each other's becoming so commonplace as to be unremarkable was...charming. Luka could only barely remember a time when the scents of her family were as familiar as the back of her own hand.

Once she had gotten her hair damp-but-not-dripping, she wrapped a towel a little closer around herself before dipping into the other room to rifle through her clothes. When she came back, she was dressed in a comfortable, silk set of pajamas, and had a set of folded, slightly fuzzy pajamas for Miku

"They aren't going to fit you, but the pants have a string so you can keep them from falling down. Shirt will be big, but I figure that's part of the appeal."

[casinorabbit]

"Hmh…I would only consider it if we could get to sell them for a million Yen." Perhaps pretty dark humor, but it's not like she was going to really do it. Not when she didn't intend to go through the process of giving birth, anyway.

Her body shivered for a moment for being exposed to the change of temperatures, but soon enough, she was stepping closer to Luka even if she was drying her hair and fluffy tail.

"No, you're right. It's how I'm super used to my own scent, but I'm sure you notice it on all my clothes and all." Or…when she rubbed her chin against Luka to mark the woman as hers. It was only something she's done to show affection before with her mother, her father too -before he lost his mind-, or previous romantic interests when at high school.

Yet, it was the first time she could do it with another kemonomimi, someone that was actually going to notice the marking, unlike humans.

As soon as Luka finished drying herself better though, Miku would take the chance to do the same while her girlfriend looked for some clothes, taking way less time because of her shorter hair.

At least, it was fluffy and wavy as usual, like cotton candy.

"I love all those lil details when wearing your clothes. For some reason, the oversized clothes from my kitten are way more comfortable than if they were my size." Winking, she dropped the towel that was currently around her body so she could pick the pajamas offered to her, hugging them first and nuzzling against the fabric before she started to dress herself.

[blackjackmegurine]

Luka had been plenty embarrassed when she woke up this morning, the bulk of her heat over and her mind just clear enough to remember how desperately she'd fucked Miku like she could breed her if she tried hard enough. How much of a good idea it had seemed like at the time, to have children when she'd only in the past few years stopped living like any day could be her last. Hormones were a hell of a thing.

"Not to mention you wouldn't be allowed to drink if you were." Luka leaned forward a little more, fully pressing her front to Miku's back, turning off the water and hoping her body heat kept it from being too unpleasant of a shock for Miku to be robbed of the steam and hot water. Playfully tapping her lover's stomach, she added, "Good thing I can't do that to you, hm? Poor thing."

She fumbled around with one hand, reaching outside the shower to grab at the fluffy towels hanging just outside so that she could swaddle her rabbit only a moment later before she could catch the chill in the air.

"I have some pretty soft pajamas if you'd like them."

[casinorabbit]

She shivered at the thought, even making a subtle expression of disgust before she relieved some tension off her shoulders.

"Jeez…no alcohol? Torture. To not say I would get hella sick and I would be limited without being able to do lots of things I like. Then having to take responsibility on feeding a few more mouths? No, thank you."

Her ears tried to tense back up now that the water wasn't running anymore, finding comfort against the body of her lover, but also missing the sensation of a soft and dry towel around her body.

That's why it didn't take her long to follow suit and hop like a rabbit in front of the cat, humming and content now that she was wrapped in the fluffy towel, some comfort for her body after the rough night.

"I will gladly accept those soft pajamas, though- even better if they still smell like you."

[blackjackmegurine]

"No, I suppose they wouldn't." Luka tried to take that thought and relax with it; 'bullies' in university, for as much of it as she experienced before blowing school off entirely, could be snide and nasty, but physical violence could much quicker grab an assault charge for an adult when compared to the pushing and shoving of children. Once she got out of this life, Miku had much less to worry about.

Miku's wording earned a snort of laughter and served as a distraction from the thoughts swirling in her head. "Maybe you're made to do that, I don't think I am." She teased right back, in full irony of having not even twenty-four hours ago come off of the heat that attempted to incentivize her to do exactly that.

"Yeah...? That sounds nice...." She purred softly, pleased at the thought of getting to lazily pamper her lover like that, to have Miku fall asleep in her embrace, safe and warm and content. "...Anything you want, Bunny. We can go get dried off before we fall asleep standing up."

[casinorabbit]

Miku wouldn't take into account the fact that Luka herself had heats that made her want babies, maybe even wanting to carry them, but she was too aware of Luka's actual preferences when out of that stupid baby fever to take it seriously.

On the other hand…

"My body's probably kinda ready for that stuff, yup. Although I don't like the idea of having babies either…I heard female rabbit kemonomimi even have a higher chance of having twins or even triplets- actual Hell."

She made a pause before straightening her posture and passing both of her hands by her hair, feeling her tail vibrate before she finally turned around to look up at her girlfriend.

"Let's get me all dry and comfy and dressed in some of your clothes again, hmh?"

[blackjackmegurine]

"True...but I'd rather not deal in an amount of 'acceptable injuries' to you. Ideally, you not get hurt like that at all, ever again." She kept her tone light, matching as best she could Miku's wide smile and relaxed demeanor (the last thing she wanted to do was to drag Miku's mood down after it had just gotten raised after a shitty day), but guilt still remained coiled in her stomach like a snake.

Torturous as a heat alone was in the moment, it wasn't physically dangerous, not really any more so than a regular heat; risk of dehydration, pulled muscles, lack of sleep. To be so demanding as to need Miku around and available for her for days at a time, even at the risk to her own wellbeing...ah, that was just like a cat, wasn't it? Selfish.

When Miku leaned back, resting her head against Luka's chest and looking up at her, Luka smiled instinctively, wrapping her arms around her lover's torso (ostensibly washing her stomach, though really she just traced lazy patterns).

"Mm...'s a miracle I didn't bruise your cervix the way we went at it."

[casinorabbit]

"I doubt they're gonna beat me at school for not going to class for a few days." She remarked, trying to completely leave behind the life she had now.

After all, her current job and the people handling the business were questionable and shady…illegal, too. She was hoping that aside of your typical bully, she would do fine at school- if there were any bullies at a university level of studies, though, Miku would get worried about the lack of maturity otherwise, even if it can still very much happen.

That aside, the bunny didn't seem too worried about it; smile still present while she kept looking at her lover.

"I'm made of something else, babe. Muscles down there are crazy- we forget we're made to shit whole babies through our vaginas." Which sounded horrifying, but she couldn't help but laugh at how she said it, purring softly at how lazily Luka washed her, and closing her eyes a bit more.

"Despite the shit day I had and how tired I am, I can't believe I wouldn't say 'no' to falling asleep while you finger me…sounds extra relaxing…"

[blackjackmegurine]

"More than a little sacrifice...it got you hurt." Luka murmured, running her sudsy hands up to Miku's shoulders, ghosting over the bruises on her neck and the lingering bite-marks and hickeys that were visible now that Miku's makeup had been washed away.

"I don't... hm." Luka hummed as she kept washing more of Miku's body, taking the time to collect her thoughts and speak carefully. "I don't want you doing that again if it's going to put you in danger. At this job or at school. Alright? I've handled heats alone before, I can manage not having access to you 24/7."

Sacrifices for the people who make you feel like you're living, not just surviving. A small sacrifice, in Luka's mind, and more than worth it if it meant she didn't have to ever deal again with the pit of ice that still sat in her stomach, refusing to melt even under the hot water.

Luka knew she was bad. Everything her mother said not to be. She hurt people. She wore the facade of someone who didn't care like a jacket. She wanted to believe she could be good. Maybe that started with being less selfish.

She didn't say any of that, though. She just moved on to the rest of Miku's body and spoke, her tone light and comfortable. "Shouldn't have to worry about that for a little while anyway. Cat kemonomimi don't go into heat as often as actual cats, thank the gods...."

[casinorabbit]

"It got me hurt…but I knew they couldn't hurt me that much. Leaving your star incapacitated would be stupid, wouldn't it?" Pretty much the only reason it has worked as a shield from getting a worse punishment, because she knew that some of her bunny girl companions weren't as lucky…

Also explained why the competition between the bunny girls was rather brutal. Of course they would aim to go high, even when in a place like that.

Her ears would perk up as Luka recollected her thoughts, however, getting Miku's smile widening before she shrugged her shoulders.

"School's less serious than my job, in a way. They should be more understanding if I get sick. Plus, with you not studying alongside me, that means no one needs to know about your heat."

She could always catch up from home once the heat was over, but Miku didn't intend to leave her girlfriend on her own, specially not when she knew it was torture.

"This ain't about having access to me 24/7, it's about having me there when it matters the most."

Playfully, she arched her head back enough so she could rest it against her lover's chest, making her best to look up at her while the water fell from her neck down.

"Worry about yourself, though, because I loved the wild sex and how raw you were~…grrr~..." The bunny even half-closed her eyes, staring at the cat with overflowing smugness, to tease her a little.

[blackjackmegurine]

Luka claimed no fondness of such nicknames (she'd given others a good scratch for saying less), but if Miku kept petting her ears like that, she could've called her just about anything and Luka still would've kept up the rolling, rumbling purr of delight in her chest.

"Mmm...think this makes my third one today...maybe fourth." For that reason, Luka stood behind Miku, letting her get the most of the hot water. She'd do the work of lathering up some soap and gently washing her lover's back, careful as her hands moved around fresh bruises, mindful not to press on any of them.

"...thank you, again, by the way." She spoke just loud enough to be heard over the rushing water. "For helping me out the past few days. Especially with...such a high cost."

She bit her tongue to keep from apologizing for something Miku already told her not to, but she couldn't quite help it.

[casinorabbit]

As soon as the warm water started falling all over her body and head, Miku sighed in relief, rather deeply, letting her ears fall back while she let her lover take care of washing her back.

If she was alone, she would probably be at risk of falling asleep here, but at least it was a good sign that her shoulders and muscles started to relax better.

"Hmh?…" She looked over her shoulder while lifting one of her hands, to move away whatever wet strands of hair that decided to fall on her face, smiling as she listened. "You're welcome, babe…I dunno, I felt it was the right thing to do. I owe you more than I owe my boss or the clients."

After she arched her neck so water would fall better on her face, the bunny sighed once more and caressed with her hands to pull her hair back.

"It's worth making little sacrifices for the people who make you feel like you're living, rather than just, surviving, you know?"

[blackjackmegurine]

"Mmm...Pirate, then." Despite the subject and the joking tone, Luka still purred at Miku's hand in her hair, squeezing her a little tighter reflexively. Maybe it was selfish of her to not want Miku to call herself what she technically was. Possessive, to not have to think of her lover as a whore, someone for other people to use, but she let herself be.

Her ears twitched, with embarrassment almost, at the earnest way Miku said it, no doubt behind her words at all. Luka had said it to her in return when she was in heat, but barely remembered having done so.

"I know you do, Bunny." It was still hard to summon the words for herself, even as she held Miku in her arms like a princess through her house. Everything still felt so fresh, so fragile. Yet, as she stepped into the bathroom and flicked the light on, the stark reddish purple of Miku's bruises jumped out against her pale skin, and the sight pushed the words out of her mouth. "...'ve you too."

The distraction of a shower was welcome, and a smile made its way onto her face. "We can't have that." She turned on the water to start getting hot before bringing her hands back to her own clothes draped across Miku's body, carefully working to strip her in the gentlest way she could. It was only after steam started filling the room and Miku was fully nude that she took a much less tender approach to herself, eager to get in without standing around naked.

Maybe the bathroom mirror, not yet fogged up, had a small thing to do with that.

[casinorabbit]

"Pirate…that works better." Her hand wouldn't stop caressing her kitten's ears, soothing to even herself with how soft the fur on her ears was, not unlike hers. "A sexy pirate, at that."

Her words came off as sweet rather than playful or teasing, but maybe it's because she was looking at her girlfriend with fondness as the warmth settled inside her chest.

Once inside the bathroom, it was Miku who didn't want to look at herself in the mirror for once, avoiding it completely so that horrible feeling of being filthy and gross wouldn't affect her further. That, and so she wouldn't have to see the bruises around her neck, still exposed and reminding her of what happened a few hours ago.

Instead, she focused on staying on her feet once back on the floor, helping Luka with taking all the clothes out of the way, and grateful that the medication was indeed making effect.

"Phew…there's nothing better than a warm shower after a day like this. Makes you feel for a moment that you can clean even your soul."

The smile that remained on her expression was one closer to melancholy, but it didn't take the rabbit long to enter the shower once the water was hot enough, eager to get closer to her lover when she also entered inside.

[blackjackmegurine]

"Mmm... I thought I told you to stop calling yourself a whore. Otherwise I'm going to start calling myself a cyclops." Luka chided softly, though there wasn't much bite behind her words. Hearing Miku's optimistic tone, she still conceded; "But yes. You've come a long way."

And in such a short span of time, really. The two of them had only met in the end of fall, early winter. It was spring, and with the new buds of plants so too it seemed was Miku's new life bursting into existence.

"That's because you love me." Luka teased, though the words still felt strange on her tongue. Miku had said it more than once, but the idea that someone loved her again, someone was making that mistake, still caught her off-guard.

"You want a shower or just freshening up a bit and then straight to bed?" Luka had spent more than a little time today cleaning herself already, but she'd jump into the shower again in a heartbeat if Miku wanted the company. If she couldn't beat up the bastard who gave her those bruises, she could at least try to be there for her.

[casinorabbit]

"N'awwww…don't call yourself a cyclops, you still physically have both eyes even if one doesn't work." She cooed back, purposely trying to sound a little pedantic while she held onto her lover, but not doing it with ill intention, not when one of her hands was moving up to play with Luka's hair.

All in all, despite the worries Miku could have, she seemed genuinely happy right now. She hasn't felt like this in…years. Many years.

The one playing the gamble of life was her at the moment, and she's decided to bet all her chips on this woman.

Perhaps someone would call her foolish for doing so when it hasn't even been a year, and yet…

"That's right, I do love you." That came out softer than the rest of things she's said, but soon she would find the confidence to use the free hand to caress her girlfriend's cheek. "What about a quick warm shower, though?…I have this sensation I can't shake off of feeling filthy...I feel if I enter alone I could faint, though."

[blackjackmegurine]

Luka hummed her quiet agreement. The process of not only getting Miku out of her old life but kickstarted into her new one, the path of an artist, was one that would require more thought than her late-night brain could managee. With any luck, she'd be with Miku the whole way.

"...She would've been." For some reason, the words caught in her throat more painfully than she expected, feeling like they had hooks, dragging against her insides. Neither of them would know what it felt like, then, tot have a mother who was proud of them. "...I'm proud of you."

For all that was worth. She pressed another kiss to Miku's head before pulling back just enough to stand straight. Then, minding Miku's bruises quite carefully, she scooped her lover up out of her seat and into her arms, picked up with all the ease of a mama cat and her kitten. "Come on then."

[casinorabbit]

Miku closed her eyes for a moment while listening to Luka, before sighing softly and opening them again. The strange tension of the painful realization lingered in the air for a moment before the bunny smiled at her lover with smugness.

"Of course you are! You're the first one in line to see the evolution of the sex and drug addicted whore. I ain't doing so bad, huh?"

Maybe this would come to bite her on the ass later, but for now…

A pleasant purr escaped the rabbit as Luka placed a kiss on her head, and then she exaggeratedly gasped on purpose when being picked up, chuckling after, and getting comfortable in the arms of her girlfriend.

"Gods, I hate when people lift me up like this…but you manage to make me love it when it's you." Something about feeling too vulnerable and in danger when in the arms of others- realizing she was small enough and light.

But in Luka's arms? It was quite the opposite. She felt safe and loved instead.

[blackjackmegurine]

"Laying low I can agree with, given the circumstances." Especially, Luka thought to herself, if the two of them were publicly seen and recognized together. It would get to a certain point, eventually, where trying to hunt Miku down would be more risky and pointless for the casino than just letting her go. But if Luka was still there and they found out? They could still take their anger out on her. Protective though she was, Luka was no self-sacrificing lamb.

"Why not aim high? That's hardly that lofty of a goal. You'll never know until you try, anyway." Luka wasn't going to fill Miku's head with false promises that she'd be a star, a global pop-star recognized by millions. That seemed unlikely. But... "If you make good music, people will listen. How many? You won't know that until you release it."

The purring that had briefly stopped returned with vigor.

"I'm already your first fan. I'll be right there."

At least, Luka hoped. A nagging little thought scratched at the back of her brain, reminding her that things had been good once before, and they didn't always last. Not with her. Good people got to keep good things. Luka wasn't that.

...But those were worries for another day.

"Do you want to get ready for bed? I just finished cleaning and changing everything, so...."

[casinorabbit]

"I wanna aim high but I wanna do it while not being an idiot. I know what's up with idols behind closed doors, so I would rather stay indie and do everything myself."

Companies? No, she didn't trust them enough. Which is why initially, her idea was to not outright become some kind of singer or idol…would rather be respected as a musician as a whole.

Thinking this way got the rabbit to fall silent for a moment, though. A few months ago, thinking about this kind of dream again would've been insane, with her mind filled with drugs and sex more than anything else.

Now she was here, and in the arms of a lover, no less.

The purring soothed her, and yet, Miku couldn't help but stare down at the empty bowl with a hint of melancholy.

"My mom would've been so proud of me if she was still here."

While her voice was low enough to come out as a whisper, it was meant for Luka to hear as well, but not long after, a soft hum escaped her and Miku's expression softened.

"Buuut, yeah, gods, sleeping sounds great…I just gotta make sure I don't sleep on the side that hurts."

[blackjackmegurine]

"If you'll have me...I'll be there." Luka murmured, gently nudging Miku's head with her own in a playful, yet tender little acknowledgement. Her heat was over, but she hadn't exactly shaken the prideful, protective thought that this was her mate, and she'd do whatever she had to for her satisfaction and well-being.

"You can't change being a kemonomimi, there's not much point in trying to hide that." Luka sighed against her, hiding the weight behind it against her lover's hair. She knew what it was like to not be able to hide. She was so distinctive, being half foreigner, being as tall as she was, being a kemonomimi, having her scar. Even long after she stopped modeling, people recognized her, and not always kindly. "If you're going to try to appeal to them with the truth, or at least some version of it, I don't know if you being recognizable is a bad thing...but I don't know, maybe don't wear the bunny suit."

She lightly flicked her lover's ear at that.

"Just look your best, and look like you. Then if they end up rejecting you, you know it never would've worked out in the long term. You were fake with me when we met and I was only interested because I'm quite good at seeing through all that and I thought the real you was compelling."

As Luka spoke, she mirrored Miku, running her fingers through her lover's blue and pink hair, marveling as she always did at how wonderfully soft it was.

"...You should. It'll give me an excuse to spend more time grooming you."

[casinorabbit]

Even from this position, Miku would try to reach out her arms- an attempt to let her hands squeeze Luka's cheeks from there before letting herself melt against the seat a bit more.

The same way Luka was protective of her, the bunny leaned into that protection, even pulling her tongue out playfully.

"Heh~…you're sadly right, we can't change that about ourselves…but I'm pretty sure they wouldn't like having a slut in their school if they found out that I've been…doing questionable stuff." She only paused for a moment, tilting her head to the side. "It's not about trying to please them, and more like…the whole 'staying-low' stuff until things calm down…"

Her ears tried to perk back up despite being pretty much nested under her girlfriend's chin, although the more she thought about it, the more her eyes ended up looking elsewhere.

"Maybe it's aiming too high, but I wanna promise myself I will be recognized not for what I did at the casino…I wanna be known for what I could do now instead."

Recognized as some kind of star? It was probably almost impossible, but it was at least a goal to use her talent better, if anything.

"I want you to be by my side to see that happen."

[blackjackmegurine]

"Then I'll be even more blown away by whatever you do that isn't casual." Luka said plainly, continuing to make herself purr, though it was a little less forced now that Miku seemed relaxed and genuinely hopeful in her arms.

"Mm...I don't think so. It speaks to you." Luka paused, a real smile curling on her lips for the first time since Miku had come to her, beaten and bruised. "Besides...considering a certain someone is the reason you're even thinking about going back...that song seems like a good fit."

Miku might not have made it obvious within the song itself that Luka was the inspiration, but Luka wasn't slow. She knew how to recognize her own influence.

[casinorabbit]

"Oh, yeah…I think you should be there to watch me success. Although I still want you to be the first one to hear the song. You're part of it, after all…" She was teasing, speaking in a playful tone, but deep inside she wasn't joking- those things usually happened in the mornings, so that meant Luka could go with her before the night shift.

On the other hand, that also made her think further about all of this.

"Do you think I should change my appearance a little to not be too sus?…I'm so…recognizable. Even worse that I'm a kemonomimi."

As she thought about it, she played a little with her hair, picking one of her locks with a hand to twirl it around her fingers.

"I wanna let it grow again…I miss when it was super long."

[blackjackmegurine]

Luka took the hint from Miku's nuzzling and upped the amount of her own affection while she stood there, arms still wrapped around the rabbit as her hands moved in lazy strokes up and down. A way of continuing to soothe her lover after such a rough day, to be sure, but just as much something that brought her relief to do.

"I think that'll be good for you." She murmured into Miku's hair, busy pressing kisses and feeling her nose tickled by soft hair and fur. "I'd believe it. Like I said, you're talented. Smart too."

She thought for a moment, trying to remember a time where she ever had lofty dreams of her own. Her family had always pressed so hard on just that, on being more than what everyone expected of them, that it had never been her dream. She ended up just wanting to be happy above all else, unfortunately through less-than-ideal means.

"...Might be worth reaching out to that school. Universities like that love a good story. If you've got a tale to tell on why you didn't attend before and what's bringing you back... Who knows, they might be willing to make the offer again."

[casinorabbit]

If anything, the share of such affection got the rabbit purring even more by mere instinct as she continued eating, moving back to fit even better in her lover's embrace and not wanting to let go.

Compared to an hour earlier, she could sigh and feel as if she's reached Heaven- all a good mix of being with Luka, safe, and having the alcohol and the medication in her system.

"Hmh~…you've only seen me doing casual stuff, though." One of her ears twitched near the cat's face as she buried herself against her hair and fur, finishing her meal at the same time with a content hum.

Ah, she will never forget what she had to leave behind or the dreams she had to give up on because of what happened, but she didn't want to dwell too deep into that.

"I don't mind making a scene, so I can see me presenting myself there with the story AND a taste of what I can do~…" Despite her sensual tone -maybe out of habit-, she was referring to her skills when it came to play the guitar, sing or compose her own stuff.

The smug smile and playful laugh were directed at her girlfriend instead.

"I want to finish the duo song I was writing…would it be too bold if I presented that one?"

[blackjackmegurine]

"People will keep gambling, we'll live." Luka anticipated a push to up her own sex appeal in the absence of Miku, they might even ask her to sing, but there would always be people willing to throw their money away in a card game. That business was unlikely to dip too considerably.

As another kemonomimi in their hire, it was possible they'd turn an angry eye on her specifically, but... she'd deal with that if and when it came. Luka highly doubted their boss would be quite so confident putting hands on her.

"...No, people go to school to learn in the first place, you don't have to come in perfect. Being rusty would only matter if you're trying to get into a super competitive school."

Luka's experience with school hadn't been...great, given she'd hardly spent any actual time going instead of just pretending she was while taking the money and blowing it off.

"Besides, I've heard your music. You've got talent."

[casinorabbit]

Even as she kept eating, she didn't want Luka to move away- comfortable in the embrace of her lover while she swallowed the munched veggies.

"Hmh~…right. Honestly, I'm not even worried about getting by." Despite being kinda suicidal at times or self-destructive, she wasn't completely hopeless, and even less so now that she had her girlfriend.

She had reasons to stay alive for pleasure and the like, but she also didn't want to leave Luka's side so quickly.

Affectionately, the bunny started to nuzzle her head against Luka as she could, before taking yet another bite, followed by a gulp of the alcohol.

"You know…yeah, why the hell not? I'll do it. I'll enroll in some kinda school. I stopped when I was about to enter university. I can do it again." Making a pause, she tried to look up at the cat with her eyes, smiling genuinely. "Did you know I was gonna enter the most prestigious university of music?…I'm honestly still salty about that even if it was years ago…I really worked hard for that."