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❆ Mafuyu/Yuki/OWN [Plural] ❆ +25 ❆ She/They ⚢ ❆

Hi, this is a fictionkin blog for a Mafuyu that has some memories from their canon (I come from a canon-divergent timeline). I believe in the multiverse and fictionkin as a past life, so I'm fine with doubles or systems interacting. This place is meant to be used for venting or yearning rather than to make friends, but I wouldn't mind having mutuals.

Anyone is free to send asks, too, but in case I get any asks that I consider hateful, they will be directly deleted.

🔞 While I don't have anything against minors, I would prefer if only other adults followed me in case I reblog or make posts of a sexual nature. Thank you.

⚠️ DNI: Bigots. I block freely to curate my own space if necessary. ⚠️

#pinned #fictionkin #fictkin #fictionkin community #otherkin #alterhuman #fictionkinity

lesbianeo

Mafusys but I projected my experiences on them again

Happy Pride Month!

#pointing like #that's me #I mean I drew this and posted on main so #tbh this blog serves no purpose since I've been pretty open about being fictionkin on main #or figuring out our plurality #so you know...

Remember when I wrote that long post questioning my own experiences with dissociation and masks?

Turns out I'm plural myself.

#mafuyu talks #and it's even funnier with the kinshift now I guess #I'm a 3x1 #something in the spectrum of OSDD I've been told

call-me-chera

Because I Was Found

mr-avocado-man7

big fan of clingy mafuyu.. shes all yours bro 🤞

lesbianeo

people love self-projecting, but so do I

I used my free will and skills for this

#I finally doodled these #yeah they're part of my kin canon. I had to. at some point

My partner broke up with my recently and I feel like life just got even worse.

#mafuyu talks #I will manage #but it feels I'm in a rollercoaster #this flared up my need to isolate in Empty SEKAI with Miku #which isn't going to happen in this life

knmfbunnies

Mafubunny

Since Mafuyu's Bloomfes and seeing that people with DID keep relating her stuff to that, I wonder if there are any other disorders that work similarly but that don't quite create a system in the way in which DID does.

Let me explain, I'm not too versed when it comes to those disorders, but I've been curious because I can completely relate to Mafuyu's symptoms in this life as well, and while I do suffer from dissociation, I'm pretty sure it's a different kind closer to DPDR, and on a side-note I'm diagnosed with chronic depression and anxiety.

At the same time though, I do recognize I have different personality 'masks', different ways of acting depending on the people I'm treating with, but I've always pointed that in direction of simply masking, even if sometimes I do feel as if it was another person talking as I don't feel like my 'true self'.

Those masks don't have a name on their own, maybe except for one that I considered an alter ego since I was a young teen, but I've always recognized everything just as part of myself or simply getting in different moods depending on the day/week/month, rather than fragmentations living inside a headspace with me.

It might be confusing because I do talk with myself as well, but nothing's ever been so severe as to suffer amnesia when putting one of the masks for example, and like I mentioned they don't have a name of their own nor fully separated identities, if that makes sense?

Sorry if I sound so lost, like I said I'm not really versed in these, but I kind of would love to know in which position all of this leaves me when I'm pretty sure it's not DID in my case.