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I hate having a very mentally and physically disabled mom ESPECIALLY BECAUSE SHE CHOSE TO ADOPT ME!! WHY! WOULD YOU DO THAT!!! AND THEN TALK ABOUT ME! LIKE IM! THE ANTICHRIST!!!!! Its fine though because.now I just tell everyone I really am the antichrist.bexause I am.and I aft like it because I cut myself and make little blood jars and I am very spooky and edgy ajd and and yeah. Shes right about me and everyone is rigjt about me im evil I love being evil

#vent

I wish I could get institutionalized just to get away from my parents 😭 I was cleaning up my moms mess (shes chronically ill and both physically and mentally disabled and ends up making huge messes that she cant clean) with fresh, still bleeding cuts listening to her in the other room shit talking me and telling my dad that Im genuinely sent from Satan to torture her 😭 ok man 2000 more cuts to my wrist I guess

Why does everyone just.hate me for no reason 😭 my mom acts like Im the antichrist itself, and my friends act like Im just. Some kind of ai bot or soemthing.ajd its because im too scared to say no to anything ever but like.hh. h . H...hhhh. I wish I wasnt here.

borderlinebaby420

death is so beautiful. to lie in the soft brown earth, with grass in your hair, listening to only the stillness of the world. to have no yesterday to mourn and no tomorrow to dread. to forget time, to forget life, to be at peace.

harryisfuckingevil-deactivated2

'those dont look like cat scratches theyre all straight and in one place'

GOD FORBID MY CAT HAS OCD SAMANTHA

loversbruises

I’m so fucking fattttt (it’s my first meal of the day)

heavensdoll39

does anyone else also feel like they are faking their problems if they are not actively suffering?

absolveurxins

This constant on/off ed is driving me kinda insane

aster--pupy

"I support addictions/adicts"

Until it's AI

Until it's a minor

Until they dont wanna get better

Until it's not obvious

Until it's only the beginning stages

Until it's p0rn

Until it's something you didn't know someone could be addicted to

Until it's something you dont struggle with

thevoidosphere

forced recovery is 100% caused by people getting annoyed by your behavior and never about actually helping you get better and no one can convince me otherwise