I think I'm cracking up

Ollie He/Him, 20, part of an endogenic system

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Moved to @c4sket-b4sket-c4se

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Me: Damnit why can't I pick off this dry skin under my ear-

Me: *feels something underneath nails and realizes it's blood. Wipes finger across "dry skin", and there's more blood.*

Me: Ok so maybe that wasn't dry skin, and if it was, maybe I shouldn't have picked at it.....

*Five minutes later, I have a bandaid under my ear. I can't tell if I put it in the right spot because I couldn't see the spot even in a mirror.*

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If I were better at art and didn't have the voice of a twelve year old soprano I'm pretty sure I'd have a rantsona by now

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Wtf is big bang theory even about? I thought it was a slice of life sitcom with mediocre to bad autistic representation depending on who you ask, but I have seen 1) a google news heading involving a spin off where one of the characters ends the universe, 2) An asmr video of young Sheldon lobotomizing you??? (no I didn't watch the video, I panicked and exited youtube)

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Not much going on right now. Playing pokemon pinball on a gba emulator. Also I'm apparently too scared to tag any of my posts as jirai until I get an alt email set up. Because of the spam reporting from a while back. My anxiety disorder is winning unfortunately

[angelic-femcel]

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Normalize going outside then going right the fuck back inside.

Like. I'm done. Got my sunshine for the month. Now nobody should bother me for the rest of forever, but also I do not want to be abandoned so maybe they should not bother me while sitting silently in the next room over where I can call them if I want them but be undisturbed otherwise.

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Posting this here because I don't wanna sound controversial or whatever on my system's main blog. But I absolutely hate how every video essay I see on youtube is like "Gen Z isn't having kids!!" when like. 1) What happened to abandoned theme park video essays. 2) Don't we have an overpopulation problem on this planet? Why would we want to overpopulate it more? Also, have you seen the economy? Even if people want kids, they ain't taking that risk in this economy. 3) The only emotion I feel about the existence of the human race after my death is apathy. I genuinely don't care about the continued existence of humanity as a species- as long as I have a chance of living along, happy life, I genuinely do not care what happens after that. As a perpetually single person who's come to terms with their possible aromanticism, I feel actual disgust at the thought of passing on my genetic code for some equally pathetic as me children to run around with. Like why would I want that? And how do I know that a situation like that- having to raise children I mean- wouldn't turn me into my conservative mother? And, if you can't tell, I am genuinely scared of becoming anything like her. Anyways, back to my apathy for the human species as a whole. I feel like what some people don't understand is that they might only want children due to their reproductive drive (not libido)- and the only goal the reproductive drive has is to continue the species. Which again, I don't think I could care less about. They romanticize having children as "beautiful" and "natural" and yeah if they wanna see it that way there's nothing wrong with that, I guess? But we live in an era where we don't always have to abide by what's natural- if we can fly in airplanes, I think we can choose not to have kids if we want. And the way they say having children is "beautiful" sort of.... implies that not having children is bad or mediocre? They act like you can't have a full and fulfilling life without children. Which you absolutely can.

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Challenge: Name a tumblr subculture my system has never been in. Difficulty level: Impossible.

....I dunno, it's just funny that we've been into midwest gothic, pokemon irl, and jiraiblr all at different times in our life

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Sighhhhhh... I think my headmates are going to make me take my jiraiposting to a separate email so our main blog doesn't end up getting termed.......

[blukutz]

is all of jiraiblr popularity just posting and reblogging things with pink text and anime girls gifs while saying something vaguely relatable

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Yes

The pink text in this post is ironic, but no hard feelings to anyone who does use pink text.

Edit: It's only ironic because I'm transmasc anyways

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Moms going into surgery. That feeling of dread hasn’t gone away, no matter how many times it happens. It sends me into this weird limbo where I can’t hate her, but I can’t forgive her, so I just approach with apathy. I don’t know what else to do.

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Yeah...... I get that. My mom's on dialysis and. On one hand, a part of me (the overattached clingy little kid) wants to forgive her. On the other hand, everything else makes me want to hate her. Her rigid transphobia. Her religious fanaticism to the point that she tries to control what church my dad attends. I could go on but I won't, I've already probably hijacked your post a bit too much. But suffice to say: I feel this.

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YOU

? what character should i base my blog on…

kutner house md

c!tommy

noelle deltarune

captain america (yes. iknow) (You have to trsut me on this pkay)

france hetalia

spongebob…….(squarepants)

michael afton

rise leonardo (ninja turtle)

luz noceda

Voting ended onApr 24

yes these are my favorite characters ever no i didnt want them to be

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I voted for Noelle before I saw Michael Afton- (⁠｡⁠ŏ⁠﹏⁠ŏ⁠)

I honestly don't know which of them I prefer tho.......!!!!!!!

[tripwire-angel]

hate my classmates sm cuz wdym im not allowed to threaten you bcuz im a woman (i'm obvi not????) ∘ ∘ ∘ ( °ヮ° ) ? istg i'm gonna kill these ppl (≖_≖ )

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Not a woman either (transmasc and I will bite any transphobes) but for any women and girls reading this women are allowed to threaten people just as much as men and boys. Either nobody is allowed to threaten anybody (unlikely, unfortunately) or everybody is allowed to threaten anybody :3

[noctivienne]

"there's nothing wrong with you." incorrect answer.

i want you to recognize that there is something wrong with me, but love me anyway.

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Why I chose Ira for the redesign:

1. Vampire. Obviously this fits the villain arc.

2. Gamer vampire. Kind of a cool concept.

3. The bunny themed profile picture I found. Gonna be honest that's what sold me

4. Nobody else is doing it. (That I know of)

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5. I want to bite myself. It's like. A recurring motif in my thoughts about self harming.

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Why I chose Ira for the redesign:

1. Vampire. Obviously this fits the villain arc.

2. Gamer vampire. Kind of a cool concept.

3. The bunny themed profile picture I found. Gonna be honest that's what sold me

4. Nobody else is doing it. (That I know of)

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Boom. Villain arc blog redesign done. Goodbye Miku header I forgot to backup when I switched computers. Hello Ira Blood from All Saints Street