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incalculablesanity replied to your post:don’t mind me as I follow ani on my RP blogs here
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Huh? What was with him? Usually if he got hurt he would go to the nurse or at least try to stop the bleeding. Something here wasn’t right. And why had he backed away so suddenly? …What was going on?
”Yeah, it matters. You’re bleeding pretty bad and you’re telling you don’t need to see a nurse? What? Did you knock your common sense out of your head when you hit it?”
This was beyond strange. Junko couldn’t recall at time he ever skipped class and for him to not care about his head was unbelievable.
“Oh, I get it. You’re playing a joke on me, aren’t you?”
This was beyond weird- no this had to be some kind of scheme... that was the only explanation... he really didn't expect Junko Enoshima- the embodiment of Despair to act like... well... this! It was strange and he didn't exactly like it one bit.
"No it doesn't. I haven't gotten any help with any of my wounds and I don't need to anyway"
Maybe it was weird for her, but for him he didn't see any sense in covering up wounds that would just be reopened when he went back. He didn't even know why he came here in the first place.... it was so strange and he wasn't exactly sure he liked it either. But what baffled him more was when she asked if he was playing a joke on her... no if anything she was the one doing that!
"No, if anything you're the one playing the joke!"
It was a good thing this school was good with understanding conflicts. Junko had been out late last night for a photoshoot and over slept. It was hard to concentrate in class on only 3 hours of sleep so she had called in saying she would be late. Now that she was there though, she thought she might as well wait until the next class started. It was always awkward walking into a class in the middle of a lesson.
Letting out a yawn, the blonde began to make her way to the recreation room so she could wait comfortably. About half way there, she felt someone bump into her. Jumping slightly, she turned around almost instantly.
”It’s fine just watch where you’re going—”
Hold on, was that Naegi? He seemed…different. Not just because of the obvious things like his head bleeding but he seemed like he was in shock.
”Naegi-kun? What are you doing out here? Shouldn’t you be in class? And hey! What happened to your head? Maybe you should go to the nurse.”
If there was anything that was strange, this was it. He looked at the strawberry blonde girl- blinking in almost surprise... this... wasn't the Enoshima he knew... this was so confusing- everything, it was so... weird... but why? This was strange, it wasn't right... at least not in his timeline. This had to be some kind of joke.... it had to be!
"Enoshima..."
He spoke under his breath as he took a step back in surprise. Making sure that what he was seeing wasn't just a hallucination. But... this Junko seemed different...? She... asked him what happened to his head- why the hell did she care? If anything he really didn't care himself what had happened to his head.
"...Does it really matter what happened to my head? I don't need to see any nurse"
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goodbye sin. masky and emi are coming to burn you.
burn sin squad
kicks ur butt. did someone say despair egg because hE SEEMS TO BE PRETTY SALTY AYYOOOOOOOOOOOOO. but omg masky despair naegg is,,,, really neat and i love how you went about his descent into despair like baby come back you're only allowed to be hopeful and you sort of kicked that concept perfectly in the rear but what i'm saying is a+ masky.
CRIES FOR A MILLION YEARS
Erika…„, thank you..„, you’re so sweet and it means so much to hear this because I really am glad that people like my portrayal of Naegi or at least Despair Naegi, I really did try to make it believable and -cries- thank you bab you’re very sweet!!! -smooches face-
i like how far you can go with your ideas and how you make them happen-- and how you don't only just /play/ the idea, you really develop it! i love opening about pages that are full of all kind of info i wouldn't expect out of that character. :3
YOU. ARE. A. HUGE. SWEETIE.
holy crap this means a lot to me -cries a river in the distance- but thank you I really appreciate this a lot and I’m really glad that you can like my ideas [excluding my evil komahina stuff rip you and koko] but ahhh you’re so sweet- thank you;;;
you wanna know what i love about ur naegi, masky??? i love your interpretation of a despair!naegi that isn't completely like junko--he's not crazy about despair, nor is he insane. he's just a bit who lost everything from his family to his friends and he betrayed them and he's just so empty that the only thing left to fill him with is despair. i love how you make him so very believable gosh it's amazing~
Jane…. Ahh this means a lot thank you so much, I really appreciate it coming from one of the only people that I know of in this RP community that I can RP novella with…. I’m really really glad that you like it a lot and I love your portrayal of Mukuro as well!!!
-gives you hugs and kisses-
kazoo noises. you are quite lovely at writing out such an interesting concept for naegi? we've spoke about it over skype but being able to see him be played is a whole different experience and it brings me joy to see that the good ol' hope protag can be twisted up in such a way as you make him out to be with this AU for him. i really do enjoy seeing him be played and the fact that i got the chance to now rp with him with my own muse excites me to the maximum. please continue the lovely hardwork!
senp ai…. //////////////dokIS intensify
Thank you it means so much coming from you but I am very happy that you like the idea a lot to me !!! And I’m very excited to be RPing with your naegi muse, because if there is one thing that I love in this world is interactions with the same character………„„„„„,
鏡だろう・・・?
Click...
Clack...
Crumbling stones rolling down the piles of burnt down buildings along with crushed cement from the ruined pavements. Thick atmosphere filled with the dreaded fragrance of blood and smoke combined. Each turn anyone could make being out here in this disaster could only but see the thick fog that would only pass by every once in awhile by the stiff wind barely blowing against the dead leaves and any greens that were once in place of this chaotic event. An event that could have been brought to an end, but unfortunately; It may have only began once more. The thought alone was like a knife piercing through skin in a single blink of an eye.
----Disgusting.
Truly disgusting.
How any of this could clearly occur in such little time was disturbingly impressive. Such a taste to the tongue with a burn to the eyes. The traveling male could only feel his body tense up by just see the drifting blood clots of the sort hitting his face and any elsewhere they could get. Twitching muscles with knees momentarily clacking along with rolling stones in the distance; creating a fragmented tune of music. With every click to the tongue and silent pants rolling out of his throat with a rasp, the brunette finally stood up from having himself crouched down at the destroyed pavement beneath him; sighs echoing throughout the empty surroundings constricting him only for just a matter of time.
Squints here and there with every turn to the head he created, he finally bit at his lower lip once having to know that he would have to continue moving on with this by relocating himself to another destination. Clenching fists with a firm grip at any weaponry he had equipped; with a grit at his teeth by the coldness of the material rubbing against his small hands. Shuttered groans cut in half by the sudden breeze shooting through him, he took a quick turn at his feet along with his body once being able to hear a sudden utterance.
----How?
By just a single glance to the apparent stranger who had so happened to be in the same location as he, the male couldn’t help but to feel a chill down his spine by the similar appearance the other had to— Himself.
”I should be asking you the same.. But—”
A clear at his throat from the cocksure remark, he continued to squint by just having to witness such an odd thing he had suddenly put himself into. How— It was not exactly possible, was it? To be having to see yourself in an odd getup in the same place as yourself? Circulating questions, he finally spat out any sudden inquiry he had left in his mind and tilted his head once meeting eye to eye with the other.
”Makoto. Makoto Naegi.”
He turned his head in almost a shameful disgust. Had he really gone crazy. Oh well, being surrounded in this living hell could do that. He knew that being in this place was terrible, but he really had nowhere else to go. He really didn't feel that there was any place that was right for him anymore, considering what he did... Ah yes, such a shame that this hope went all to waste. Of course, he had lost that hope a long time ago and now there was nothing to him, he was almost just like a shadow in this world, he really didn't see a point to his existence anymore considering that there was nothing left to this world other than despair.
"....."
".........."
Staring at the male, who was almost an exact mirror of him- yes, it was what he had thought. But, despite everything it didn't seem like a hallucination. So, how could this be? Oh well, he didn't really feel like figuring out those details since it would just be a waste of time in the first place. But, he guessed that it would prove to be somewhat interesting. Unfortunately his face did not waver when he heard the male speak his own name, with his voice- but as much as they were the same he could tell that they were also different- even given their appearances. His hair was doused in blood, his face was scratched up, his clothes were a bit torn up but mostly in tact. While the other looked perfectly normal, at least he looked that way.
"....Makoto Naegi,
huh?"
Tilting his head slightly, as his eyes scanned his.... other self. His eyes had no life in them and he almost looked like a dead person- if it wasn't for the fact that he was actually alive. But the other, he was bursting with life- like he still had hope... huh, good for him then. Despite being Super High School Level Despair, he still wasn't all too hot on despair, if anything he wished that all this despair would just go away- but that wasn't the case at all and so he would have to bare with it. With his loss of hope, he faced his reality and he knew that there wasn't going to be any change with these kinds of damages done to this world.
He gave a small smirk, it was a faint one but it was enough to let a small laugh. Maybe he was almost jealous of the other, jealous that he was able to keep something as precious as hope with him- but then again there was nothing that he could do about it
...He always just let life gamble for him.
He spoke in an almost sarcastic voice if it already didn't give a deadpan, having no care in what happened, like he didn't have a care in the world, not like he actually did. But there was one question that he had to ask, it was just something that he felt he was dying to ask.
"Well, 'Makoto Naegi' mind telling me what you're doing here? It's not very smart to be on the streets when the world is like this you know"
The brunette said that name with all the bitterness in his heart, and maybe that was wrong to say it in such a way, but maybe he said it in bitterness towards himself. It wasn't like he could say that name with any pride in the first place... not after what.... he did. No, there was no way that he ever could forgive himself....
What a pathetic excuse,
....yes, truly it was pathetic.
Well, this was a place he didn't expect to be... honestly he really never wanted to come back to this place. He was allowed to but... he couldn't find the stomach to swallow down what had happened at this school to even return... all the shattered memories that it had held, and all the sins that it stored for him. It almost felt like the doors were going to burst open by themselves, oh all the bloodshed, all because of that girl. He swallowed his pride and opened the doors.
Of course, there was apparently some kind of sick joke. When he opened the doors- he was greeted with a completely normal setting, it almost looked like a normal school. And this completely baffled the brunette as this had to be some kind of joke... He heard the doors clatter behind him as he blinked a few times, taking everything in.
It almost felt like a dream, and he felt that it had to be a dream- there was no other possible explanation for this... but he ran through the halls, despite his head still dripping blood from an earlier occurrence. But just his luck, he had accidentally bumped into someone... Jeez, now wasn't the time for him to get into this. Speaking in a passive tone he averted his eyes.
"ーSorry"
MEET THE MUSE
dolphindarli:
ABOUT ME
► Name ➔ Naegi Makoto ► Will you answer all questions truthfully ➔ Sure ► Are you happy ➔ No ► Are you angry? ➔ ...Maybe ► Are your parents still married ➔ No, they're dead
TEN FACTS
► Birth Place ➔ Japan. ► Hair Color ➔ Brown ► Eye Color ➔ Navy Green ► Birthday ➔ February 5th ► Mood ➔ Null ► Gender ➔ Male
► Lefty or Righty ➔ Right-handed. ► Summer or winter ➔ Winter ► Morning or afternoon ➔ Afternoon
TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
► Are you in love ➔ No ► Do you believe in love at first sight ➔ No. ► Who ended your last relationship ➔ N/A ► Have you ever broken someone’s heart ➔ I'm sure ► Are you afraid of commitments ➔ No ► Have you hugged someone within the last week? ➔ No. ► Have you ever had a secret admirer ➔ Not likely ► Have you ever broken your own heart? ➔ No.
TEN CHOICES
► Love or lust ➔ Love. ► Lemonade or iced tea ➔ Lemonade ► Cats or Dogs ➔ Dogs ► A few best friends or many regular friends ➔ Neither ► Television or internet ➔ Neither ► Pepsi or Coke ➔ Neither ► Wild night out or romantic night in ➔ Neither ► Day or night ➔ Night. ► IM or Phone ➔ Neither
TEN HAVE YOU EVER
► Been caught sneaking out ➔ No ► Fallen down/up the stairs ➔ Yes ► White water rafted ➔ No. ► Finished an entire jawbreaker ➔ No. ► Wanted something/someone so badly it hurt? ➔ No. ► Skipped school ➔ No. ► Wanted to disappear ➔ Yes.
TEN PREFERENCES
► Smile or eyes ➔ Smile. ► Light or dark hair ➔ Dark ► Fat or skinny ➔ No preference ► Shorter or Taller ➔ Taller ► Intelligence or Attraction ➔ Intelligence. ► Hook-up or Relationship ➔ Relationship ► Funny and poor OR rich and serious ➔ Don't care
FAMILY
► Do you and your family get along ➔ N/A ► Would you say you have a “messed up life” ➔ Yes ► Have you ever ran away from home ➔ No ► Have you ever gotten kicked out ➔ No ► If so, how long ➔ N/A
MORE
► Last person you hung out with ➔ Can't remember ► Last thing you ate ➔ Bread ► Last thing you drank ➔ Water. ► Last place you were ➔ Out on the streets
鏡だろう・・・?
Broken buildings, followed by streets that had pools of water, mixed with blood of innocent lives. It was almost like a disgusting crimson color as he watched it sit in the streets. Ah yes, this is what the world had become- a complete mess where no matter what there was always despair, in light and lurking in the shadows. Ah yes, this is exactly what he had come accustomed to- right right, he gave a small sneer as his own blood had smeared on his face. It honestly was a cruel world, wasn't it? But that was what it got, wasn't it... Ah, the world had become so utterly disgusting that he couldn't help but be disgusted with everything that had happened.... all the mistakes that he made-
ーNo, don't think about that.
It was so pathetic that he couldn't even think about his own sins- his own wrongdoings, but that was the burden he bore. He wore his sins in such a shameful pride it was disgusting even for him... why- why- why- he felt his memories stir in chaos, all the memories that he tried to run away, but they would never go away, it's impossible to run away from yourself after all. There was no place to run or hide, when your past always found you- it never ended... but this is what he wanted, right? He wanted to live, he was selfish enough to not say a word and let everything fall into place the way things are now... ah yes, everything he did was selfish...
....Absolutely Disgusting.
He could feel a lump in his throat as he felt water trickle down his face... or was it blood? He couldn't tell at this point, and he really didn't care as he reached up, running his hands through his tangled hair that had grown a bit since last, he thought about maybe cutting it but he never found the sense in doing that. Considering that it was chaos all over the world, and the world was literally a living hell.
Of course, considering the dangers of living out on the street he had gained quite the ear when it came to noticing small trivial things such as footsteps. Not like he really cared who it wasn't- because if there was anyone stupid enough to come out on the streets then it was their fault for anything that happened to them, and he didn't exclude himself. Honestly, he really didn't care at this point but he thought that he might as well take a look at the person.
But the world was just full of surprises,
wasn't it?
"....Who the hell are you?"
He said in a stern tone as he looked at what seemed to be another version of himself...? No- that didn't even make any sense. He hoped that he didn't lose enough mental sanity and now he was seeing things... Jeez, he didn't think he was that crazy... but if there was a possibility that there was another version of himself out there... then he wasn't sure what was possible in this world. All he could do was wait and let everything play out, for better or for worse..
Well, not like he could do anything ever anyway.
⊰ ■ ⊱ The computer was damaged, in poor condition. The program was scared, teeth grinding against each other. The screen blinked quickly as the laptop again, rosette orbs scanning the male. He was dirty, blood soaked. He looked angry, his eyes had furry in them. The owner… Was dead—? No, this wasn’t true… But was this him? Naegi Makoto? Why would he look like this? Fakes her uneasy feeling when a kind smile, static pouncing off of the computer. The sounds of static was annoying, but it wasn’t unusual.
A… Joke? If anything, this wasn’t a joke.
"A prank? Sir, what is wrong?"
Her voice was soft, melancholy was given off— was something wrong…? No, this wasn’t the hero she had heard of… This was the antagonist… Rosette orbs became dark, eyebrows furrowing. The male was a pain. A nuisance like every else was… Except Hinata. She gave him a roll of eyes, sighing slightly.
"Whatever, you nuisance. Mind telling me who you are? What are you here for? My aid?”
He really didn't think that this person- no it wasn't even a person it was a thing. It wasn't real and it was just a computer program. Disgusting, absolutely disgusting. He gave a small sigh as he tilted his head with a blank stare. If anything he wasn't even sure what was going on as she didn't seem to know get that she was just pulling a prank.
"It's not like you would know what's wrong"
Though it seemed the program was bipolar or something considering the next things that came out of her mouth were that he was a nuisance and asking who he was... tch, whoever made this program must really have sucked at giving this program a constant temper.
"Why am I here? I'm here because I found a laptop on some dead guy. Well, he should have been more careful in the first place- these streets are dangerous"
He sounded like an idiot honestly, why was he talking to her like this? As far as he knew this was a Future Foundation Laptop, and he knew that because it was pretty obvious given the style of it... but still.... it wasn't like he cared, the only kind of emotion that he ever felt was emptiness... he didn't care anymore.
Please read~? PSA~
Hello, DR/SDR2 community! I’m a fairly new Aoi Asahina roleplaying blog around these parts— but I’ve been RPing within this indie community for almost three months now. I have a tiny PSA, for anyone who might be willing to listen to a little fish like me? I would put this under a readmore— but I feel like it wouldn’t get any attention otherwise. I recently saw that I got an amazingly kind confession on the DR Confessions blog. I’m amazingly flattered and I can’t even express how thankful in words I am that someone appreciates my portrayal of Asahina! However! As a roleplayer in this community— I have to be honest for just a second. I get nervous when I see confessions from those blogs on my dashboard.
This isn’t a post meant to hurt anyone’s feelings or to point fingers at anybody, I promise! But! I do want to point out how harmful the words “best” and “favorite” can be to other roleplayers. When you put certain versions of a character above others— while it might be intended as a compliment, it can really hurt the confidence of other people who RP the same character. And while I know that these confessions are positive and aren’t insults by any means— people get subconscious and scared that they aren’t good enough. I’ve seen so many amazing people in this community leave— fearing that they aren’t good enough or that they aren’t appreciated. And I get scared that maybe these confessions might be something that’s fueling it.
That’s not to say that I don’t want to see positivity and compliments in this community, though! It’s an AMAZING thing to lift the spirits of the people you’re roleplaying with! But! Maybe instead of using the words “best” and “favorite”— compliment them! Mention that you like a certain blog because they’re funny, or because they’re great at what they do. But be mindful to word your compliments in a way that don’t put others down or make them scared that they aren’t good enough. Some might think I’m being oversensitive…
But guys. I’ve witnessed so much negativity spread through this community. Ignoring it, to me, would make me feel like a bystander. And I want to see things change for the better. I promise I’m not pointing any fingers at anyone— and I’m not reprimanding anybody who wants to spread positivity.
But lets try to be more welcoming and courteous— an accepting community filled with positivity! <3
I love all of the friends I’ve made in this community so much, I really do. I’m sorry this got a little long and rant-y— but I really want to see everyone feel accepted and positive here! Lets spread the love and make sure that everyone feels happy and safe in this community, okay? <3
窓を向う・・・
— Blaming the Future Foundation seemed like an alright deal in his mind. But that wouldn’t get him anywhere, since it was his own choice to be sent out here. Mm, blaming them for actually sending him out and listening to him could work. But either way, this wasn’t something he could run away from now.
Komaeda willingly came out here to survey his share of the damage he had done to the world. Part of his punishment to himself, as well as his poor attempt to make up for it. Rehabilitation had done a number on him and his other classmates. While Komaeda still felt utter trash for what he done, he had to repeat he same mantra. Forgive, and forget. Put his actions behind him and move on. Help save the world from Enoshima’s influence.
So this recon was meant to see the more recent and report back. Something about “blending in” if any current Super High School Level Despair’s saw him. That was a pretty dumb reason, since they had to know the traitors by now. In fact, it frustrated Komaeda so much, that he ended up kicked some pile of rubble over. Hissing through his teeth after the force left his foot with a slight ache. Ugh.
However in that moment Komaeda sensed someone’s presence behind him. He wasn’t so daft as to venture out there unarmed. His old survival knife- the one he used to slaughter so many innocent and talentless- was tucked into his coat sleeve. Komaeda could handle these radicals—
….or so he thought.
He recognized the boy. Short, light brown hair with a distinctive ahoge, but it was different from how Komaeda knew him. In fact, Naegi didn’t even recognize him.
Komaeda’s brows knit together in confusion, taking a few cautious steps toward the junior Good Luck. “…Naegi-kun? Do you not remember me…?”
Naegi listened to the male in the most passive way has possible- showing no sing of emotion or a sign of recognition. His eyes were rather dull as he gave a small sigh. Ah- how strange... so how did this person even know his name? It was beyond weird- but then again there were a lot of other things that were much more strange than this. Oh well, this wasn't his loss in the first place.
It was strange that he even knew about his name, considering the fact that they had never met, and no matter how much he tried to shove it off it just didn't slide with him right... it was strange and not in the good way either. Even if he was part of Super High School Level Despair now, he still was honest, even to people who still believed in hope. He still believed in some honesty- since he felt it was necessary. His voice was cold and monotone as he spoke his words softly to Komaeda.
"I don't really think it's a matter of remembering, I've never met you before, therefore I don't know you"
Now to the real question that he wanted to know, how he knew him? That was something that would be bugging him until he got an answer and he was for sure going to get an answer. He could say that he was still the same person, but in ways he was also different- he had changed and not for the better at that. But, he knew how to get answers out of people whether they liked it or not, and so he liked it when people were honest back to him, it made the whole situation easier for the both of them.
"Now,
how the hell do you know me?"