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[homunculus-argument]

"You only get one family" is true, but not in the way that people who like to say that think it is. You only get one family, the first one is free. If that one sucks or it's just not a good match, you can get a new one but you're gonna have to find that one yourself.

[onixiage]

"You're such a kind person. Im sure youll end up forgiving me again"

ehe

[baihujun]

My illustration for the Jaydick Flower Zine organized by @jaydick-week featuring one of my favorite flowers and ~vibes~ 🪷

Had fun channeling my inner xianxia fan for this one

[arinavah]

orufrey sketches

[letsdontdie]

I don't dance Chad and Ryan inexplicable shirt switch in my atelier??

[k3bchu]

Masters of yearning

[hannrum]

Absolute trinity photocards

[nayasch]

One last time🩵

[elgrajaz]

Velkan is very pretty. He looks like a sweet person. What exactly is his story (if you want to share)?

AAAAA Helloo!! Thank u for asking for him <3 he is the one I talk the least :'

I'm sorry, this is a lot AAAAAA

Velkan story is called Remains! And he is one of three stories tied together.

There can't be one without the other :']

Remains takes place in a post-apocalyptic world. Think of sweet tooth? But it's has been a looong time since that cataclysmic happened, now there's just remains of an ancient world that has been forgotten.

We have 3 principal characters and their demise, Blackbird.

🐦‍⬛ Mirlo/Blackbird- Terrible person Bad Bad Bad+ chaotic nature+ loves the feeling of having people at her mercy. She was a fighter, a beast in the arena, but her ambitions were way bigger than that.

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Velkan- Blackbird offspring. Sweet guy, gentle but he's carrying the world on his back and if he doesn't acknowledge it, it will be his demise. He is unaware of events that led to everything that happen to him. His dad refused to say anything about his mother, not even her name.

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Abram (velkan's captor)-An unstable pathetic bitch, Blackbird ex-lover (more like ex-chew toy tbh). Has a lot of grudge against Blackbird (and surprisingly justified) HE IS OBSESSED with her. Velkan is the only *thing* she left behind and he is going to hold onto him. Abram was the last one to see Blackbird after certain events.

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Tamir (velkan's dad)- Was childhood friends with Blackbird, took after Velkan from the moment he was born, Velkan def got his sweetness from him, but also he is depressed as hell.

He is the only one who interacted with Blackbird in a more personal level, and knew Mirlo more than Blackbird.

He thought that the best way to keep Velkan and him safe was erasing Blackbird from their lives.

Summary?story?plot?

Our story begins with Velkan 🪽

Velkan was raised by Tamir. He is a good father, over protective but he has his reasons. From a young age, Tamir let Velkan know that he was not his biological father, strangely he never talked about his mother, the only thing that he knew was that she was his father childhood friend, they grew up together. No more than that , nor even her name.

As Velkan grew up he started to wonder the story that Tamir was hidding. Asking him was useless, he always avoided the subject. Velkan started to ask around without his father knowledge, until he found a lead, where to go.

A citadel. he had never been there but it seems that It wasn't that far away, he could go and give it a look, he would just have to think of a good alibi to cover that many hours out.

Velkan promised to be home by night, of course his father didn't know where he truly was going.

When he arrived, he felt many eyes on him, the bad kind. Maybe it wasn't a good idea to come here, after all. He stays for a bit but ultimately decides to go.

Someone is following him.

He doesn't return home.

He wakes up tied up, blindfolded and unable to scream for help. Being carried in somebody's arms, as he start to move around he feels something piercing his skin and he goes back to sleep.

He wakes up once again, this time he is on the floor, some put a blanket under him. He can hear people around but they don't seem interested in him.

Until he arrives.

He takes off his blindfold and holds his face like he just found something that he lost long ago. He present himself as Abram and wipes his tears away, assuring him that there's nothing to be afraid of.

That's how it started.

The next morning he finally let him speak, Velkan plied to be let go to no avail. Abram told him that he was his family, and that his mother just wanted to hurt him by hidding him away.

From this moment on Velkan lost his freedom and gained information that now he didn't want.

Abram treats him as he pleases. He is creepy and weird. (It never develops into sa)

Time passes and at one point Velkan tries to escape, he almost gets away. When Abram got his hands on him he didn't hurt him, no. He threatens to kill his father if he ever tries to do that again. Abram found Tamir, Velkan gives up an resigns to this life.

He is locked away in an old hacienda. Like a princess waiting till be rescued. He can go in and out but always accompanied by Abram's men. The only place he can be by himself is in his room. He is given everything he wants as long as he retuns the favor to Abram.

When Velkan complained he was drugged/ tied up/ beaten, drowned, burn,, Anything that Abrams felt like.

The key point is that only Abram can touch Velkan, he will have kill anyone that have any kind of interaction with him that he doesn't aprove of.

During his captivity he pieces together more things about were he comes from, Blackbird and who or what she was. Why everyone on the citadel looked at him with bad eyes.

One day Velkan life is attempted by one of Abram's men. This makes Abram brings someone new, someone that doesn't belong to the citadel. A young men called Zarco.

Zarco wasn't afraid of Abram, only smart to not interact with Velkan’s when he was around. He and Velkan developed a friendship that turned into something more later on.

When they were discovered Abram went crazy, in a rage episode he nearly beat Velkan to death. Zarco was able to interfere.

Abram realized what he had done, he didn't intended to go as far as he did. Scared of himself, he told Zarco to take Velkan and go.

Velkan was YEARS in captivity 🐎

If u want more context, here are the other two stories ⤵️

Our second story belogs to Abram 🐍

Abram grew up with his older brother, Abel. They were stray kids, dead parents, no family and too stubborn to go to an orphanage. Abel gathered together a bunch of other stray kids, starting a little gang. As the years went by it became bigger and stronger, so much so that by the time they were both adults, the citadel became theirs.

Even thought Abel was strict and a cold, he had morals, he helped people and made the town grow both in size and quality of life. A respected leader to say the least. Abram on the other side was his brother shadow, always beside him, never taking decisions or having big responsibilities, he wasn't interested on them and why would he? he had all the benefits for being the small brother of the big boss, he didn't need to make a name for himself, he had pretty much anything he wanted and he was happy with it.

Abram always has been kind of a shitty person, the kind of person who says "you know who are you talking to? you know who my brother is?" that kind. Abel didn't support this behaviour and when he reprimed Abram, he actually listened, Abram loved his brother and looked up to him , he wanted Abel to be proud.

Things changed with Blackbird's arrival. Abram fell in love instantly. A madly obsession began.

Blackbird was the one to approach Abram, he was easy to manipulate, unlike her target, Abel. However Abram wasn't as stupid as she thought, he knew Blackbird was hiding something so he refused to take her with his brother. Their relationship became very abusive with Blackbird constantly treating him like a piece of shit, and sometimes even taking advantage of him knowing that he was into it,, This made Abram felt worse. Abram could have left her? nope, and not because he was afraid of her. She was like a drug to him, he NEEDED her, the embodiment of "hit me all you want but please don't leave me" he could cry all he wanted, swear on her but at the end he would always came back on his knees, pleading for more.

When Abel found out about Blackbird and Abram, he took actions into his own hands. Knowing what she had done to his only family, he left morality aside and he commanded some of his people to deal with her. Abram heard this and ran to alert Blackbird. He led them to her. They brought Abram back home while they give her first and last warning to fuck off the citadel.

The brother's relationship cracked. Abram was mad at Abel and Abel was mad at Abram because he was AN IDIOT. Abel tried to tried to reason with his young brother with no success. Abram searched for Blackbird behind his brother back, until one day he found her (she let him found her) And almost fainted when she told him that she was expecting.(im still not sure, but this one most likely wasn't Velkan) This time Blackbird was patient, and took her time, making Abram trust her. She made him believe that she was sorry and wanted to make amends with his brother, be a family.

Abram took her with Abel, She killed him.

Everyone had their eyes on Abram, accusing him for his brother death. He was left alone.

There wasn't a fight for power, Abram took the anger inside of him and defended his position as his brother successor.

He tried to follow his brother footsteps, be like him, but no matter how much he tried, he was barely a shadow of him, a remainder of what they had and who took him away. Abram grew tired of this and he started to rule with violence, confusing respect with fear. One of his brother's old friends stepped in to help Abram, to stop his madness. Without their help, the empire Abel created would have completely crashed.

After Blackbird's big event everyone in the citadel wanted justice, pressuring Abram to do something about it. This was the nail in the coffin for him.

He confronted Blackbird for the last time.

He projects Blackbird into Velkan, his hate and his love for her. The family he lost/wants. The pressure of his people seeking for justice,,, But at the same time he knows deep inside that Velkan is just an innocent kid who had the bad fortune of having Blackbird as his progenitor and he as a monster who dragged him into this hell.

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Our third and final story belongs to Tamir 🦌

I realized that his story was quite large so I might do or not do another post :']

[angelwasnothere]

This was the piece I made for the JayDick Flower Zine: Petal to the Metal!

It was really fun working on it! The flower in this piece is the Yellow Acacia, which represents concealed love🤭 Please go check and support other works at @jaydick-week !!!

[throathole]

Women with big curly red hair always have like 12 gay guy friends why is that

[throathole]

INCREDIBLE response

[justslightlyconfused]

That ‘comment on your a03 work’ email hits like a line of cocaine every time. unmatched dopamine increase. shoutout to everyone who leaves a comment on fics. you deserve the world

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[yonglixx]

Felix "THIS & THAT" UNVEIL : TRACK "After You"❤️

[bearseulgi]

red velvet + tracklist !

[deerslayer14]

Is there something that makes your whumpee scared though? I don't mean a little fear, I mean being TERRIFIED, even though they might try to hide it or even be able to. What are the absolute worst words whumper could whisper into whumpee's ears? :3 (Thanks for answering btw)

Hey thanks for asking, I'm having way too much fun with your asks! ❤️❤️❤️

Threat to the loved ones or to the protected cause is the most scary thing. Under this threat my Whumpee eagerly gives up his dignity and takes humiliation. He'd kneel, kiss the hand, call himself a slave, whatever it takes to protect the cause. Whumper thinks it's him breaking. In reality it's him being even stronger, because it takes him more willpower to act like this, more endurance and more self control. He's even more focused, and not at all given up.

In terms of physical stuff, I think it's heat slowly nearing his skin and/or something slowly nearing his eye. Which is harder to endure with grace, because eyes and eyelids are often involuntary in their movements, and it takes extra will power to control them, especially when Whumper's focus is directly on them.

And you can always write a phobia for your Whumpee and let your Whumper know it.

[deerslayer14]

I'd add that he's actually scared of pain. I mean, who wouldn't be? Of course he's fucking scared. But that's what makes him brave. Courage is not the lack of fear, it's overcoming the fear, acting despite it. 31st (my OC) openly admits he's scared, be he does it anyway.

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