feeling like a bad person because of my jealousy towards my fellow transmasc friend.
he passes so well, his personal style is very masculine, he’s called sir in public, and neither of us are even on T yet. On top of this, not only does he pass as a guy, but he’s an incredibly attractive one.
Me on the other hand, I don’t pass no matter how hard I try, my personal style involves lots of jewelry and other typically “feminine” things, and my voice is so high pitched it’s actually embarrassing to speak.
I feel so guilty because of course I want the best for him, of course trans people all deserve happiness, and I really am glad for him. But being around him is a constant reminder of how much I don’t pass, even when I try my best









