Kyubey 123's blog

Hi im kyubey123 and i am currently making a madoka infection au. I like different fandoms and this blog is not strictly just for the infection au but my other interests too

[kyubey123]

ABOUT ME

🌊I’m AFAB but mostly fem/woman leaning or inbetween. Genderfluid is the only term i’ve found that fits.

I’m only on level seventeen….👉👈🥺So….I’m kind of a noobie at this whole life game, b-baka!

I live in America unfortunately, so ig a dni list is any hateful people who shouldve been put in light yagami’s notebook. Seriously i strongly dislike the president, his mom shouldve swallowed

I’m a yumeshipper, my main one right now at the time is Rayman. Actually he kind of took number one spot and has my complete attention. I do kind of feel bad for my other yumes rn but Right now as of posting this i LOVE rayman. He’ll probably always be number one. You can ask me about my yume lore if you want, but i’ll probably be careful on how much i reveal if you ask since i do prefer and mainly use my irl self for yumeshipping. Other f/os i like and have are Kaku from one piece and Charkie rom Habromania

I’m not sure what i am in terms of what i like. I really do know I like men but i know i like girls but i know its not bi but i dont feel pan either idk what that is but i know its not straight

Audhd

I’m mexican american, im mexican but i grow up in america. I hate it here in america

So here’s how to sort my stuff out in the search by sections and tags

• Rayman- Generative/All rayman related stuff just type the rayman tag into my blog

•If its my yumeship then the tag will explicitly be “Rayman is my bae”

•for madoka infection au type any madoka tag

As for how to reffer to me say my username or if you are talking ti me you can use my alter ego name for online specifically, Eriol.

Uhm thats all i can really think of rn kay bye!!

Remember that you can ask me questions and im fine with questions, however what i will not answer is questions that could reveal my irl life, questions that are obviously made to make me mad or something, questions about nsfw stuff since im not comfortable with being asked that sort of stuff.

ALPHA OUT🐺🐺🐺🐺🐺💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅💔💔💔💔💔💔💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💔🥀⛓️⛓️⛓️‍💥

[inpleinsoleil]

what bothers me equally as much as the very obvious race favorability in backrooms (film) fanfiction is that many of the already scarce clark fics are rooted in pedophillia

im sick of you people

[eunjining]

and bobby had like what.... 3 mins of screentime...? 😭 clark is literally one of the two main characters of the movie (him & mary), not to mention he has SO much depth and complexity to his character and he'd be great material for interesting fanfics and general fanmade material. it really is upsetting from both a selfish standpoint of wanting more fanfics of him but also bc the broader implications of this are that many backrooms fans would rather go the extra mile to pull out shit from a butt about a random ass yt man than write about a black man who took up at least half of the movie's screentime and story.

and i can't speak for black fans as to how they feel about the movies portrayal of a black character (I am aware there is some nuance since the casting was blind and race wasn't taken into consideration) but the least we can do as fans is to go out of our way and be more intentional about what kind of underlying stereotypes and racist views could seep into the material we write and publish. what you write and publish is a reflection of who you are no matter how much you try to deny it.

if you're gonna write for the backrooms and find yourself immediately wanting to write about bobby (a white man who was only there for 3 minutes and for mild comedy relief) over clark (an incredibly nuanced and complicated black character who i personally think is more attractive than bobby no diss) (and again, ONE OF THE TWO MAIN CHARACTERS) then I think some introspection might be needed.

so PLEASE for the love of god please give Clark the spotlight he deserves as a character + be conscious about HOW you write him! 😭💔

[kyubey123]

For real, the first fanfic i saw was an age gap one over on the A OH with the Three with a big enphasis on said age gap and Another Large emphasis about how it’s strange and weird…It gave me and icky feeling and while yes, internet rules are if you dont like it dont interact with it, yes parcially my fault, BUT AT THE SAME TIME

OMFG WHAT ARE WE DOING?! MIND YOU THAT WAS ONE OF THE VERRY VEDY VERY FEW FANFICS I WAS EVEN ABLE TO FIND, ITS HARD ENOUGH FINDING FANFIC ABT CLARK BUT EVEN HARDER WITH THE SUPERMAN ONES THAT FLOOD WHEN I TRY AND FIND ONE. ANOTHER ONE I FOUND WROTE HIM IN THIS CRAZY WAY AND THE ONLY!! MIND YOU THE ONLLYGGG GOOD CONTENT IVE SEEN WITH CLARK X READER WAS ENTITY READER AND ANOTHER WAS A SMALL FANART….OMFG….

….WHAT are you guys THINKING VRO….CLARK DESERVES HIS SPOTLIGHT HE DESERVES TO SHINE BUT BE MINDFUL PLEASE OF HOW YOU WRITE HIM, and there are DO MANY SO DO SO MANY better ways and things you can donwith this character who has very little x reader content. I BEG YOU ALL please please please just stop with the favorabilitg. I have a hard time finding clark x reader fanfics and then after searching i easily get recommended a FLOOD of bobby or whatever that kid’s guyss whatver his name was idk

Normally its sort of normal to see a side character grt a lot of love even if they show up for a little bit but this thing fans have going on with bobby is just wild its crazy

Alpha OUT🐺🐺🐺🐺💥💥💥💥💥💥💔💔💔💔✊✊✊💔💔💥💥💥😡😡😡🐺🐺🐺🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀

[kyubey123]

Why I think queer in tv matters pt 4

In the topic of marceline and bubble gum i actually havent seen much adventure time yet they are and were an important part in discovering myself and how things work. A lot of people have this idea rom what i’ve seen that nothing can go wrong with a queer relationship and that its perfect but i like how natural Marceline and Bubblegum feel in the fact they have issues and arguments like any other couple would, because thats what they are, a normal couple in love. They show that it’s normal to find conflict or disagreements in a queer relationship because thats what it is, a relationship. It doesnt pretend to be perfect without any issues or roadblocks and its even more important befause their relationship shows how they solve their issues.

In the topic of crystal gems again with gender presentation theres something beautiful about the fusions i cant describe..

A HUGE honorable mention i want to share is Undyne and Alphys. They were the FIRST ever queer couple i had EVER seen in ANY MEDIA AT ALL. Before seeing them i didnt even know what queerness or anything else was as a concept alone because of how sheltered i am and that i never saw anything like it to begin with. But they showed up in undertale and thats how I started my journey because when i saw them i didnt see anything wrong i just saw people in love. I saw normal people in love, well more like monsters since theyre underground but whatever. The inclusion that they even have supportive groups for them of friends.

Another honorable mention I have are the two body goards or soldiers from undertale in the core.

I would also like to talk about Mettaton. I’m actually STILL confused on what his gender identity is but how he carries himself is my biggest inspiration. I have seem people say he’s transfemme, or a feminine guy, or a transmasc or drag queen, if im being honest when i first saw the game i thought of him as a drag queen idk why, but he is very confident and loves to show who he is. I remember after being inspired by him thats what i typed in the essay question attack.

[sillyhog]

Happy Pride Month guys

[kyubey123]

Insert that one mexican flag meme

[raygirlramblings]

if rayman himself asked me to bank transfer him 1000 dollars for a single red bull i would do so without question

Red Bull works in mysterious ways.

[kyubey123]

Red Bull didn’t give him the wings they gave him the heart palpitations….The flight was too much to handle and he crashed😔💔💔💔💥💥💥💥

[anarchistmemedistro]

[blackfilmmakers]

Shit that I'm sure will turn me into a villain if this keeps on happening:

Looking up the cast of a predominantly Black movie, and for whatever reason the white actors (no matter how small their roles are), are displayed first

The actual protagonist, who is a darkskinned Black girl, is way at the bottom once you press "Show more" btw

[depsidase]

[scruncheduppaper]

does anyone want to see my deltarune madoka magica crossover

[kyubey123]

RHHHHREGHHRHRRNNRSSNSSSSNNRRRRKKRRHHRRRHRHRH I WAAAAAANT THE DTR X MADOKA CROSS OVER PLSSSS URRUVHRURDUGBURGEGHHHHH

*Turns i to some sort of savage cave man monster thing over this bc its so beautiful*

[redibinch]

[kyubey123]

About time these show up on my fyp

[dumgumgum]

BLUE FLOWER

[kyubey123]

GUYSSSSS THE BLUE ROSE IN CHINESE CULTURE MEANS UNRECRUITED LOVE GUYS GUYS GUYSSSS

[demilypyro]

Apparently there's a show on Netflix where Rayman says fuck, eats sushi off a cow girl's ass and starts killing people???? I don't know all the details

[kyubey123]

Sigh…..Rayman/Ramon……How I love him….Sigh

[kyubey123]

In celebration of finally accepting myself and my gender identity this past year i changed my pfp to genderfluid Julie Joyful, probably one of my biggest reasons she’s my favorite welcome home character

you’ll see this as me from now on plus when i eventually switch over to annew blog next year

[kyubey123]

Why i think queer in tv matters pt 3

On the topic of Gems and their genders its so unique to me as to how it works fir them and how i feel similar to it in the way they present thenselves, as far as I know and had seen other people point out theyre genderless/sexless and present themselves as femeale. I canmt remember why they present themselves that way but its wonderful that their way of presenting themselves is so unique just like any form of gender presentation and identity would be, i find those things very dear to me.

Since this one is somewhat abt gender and stuff I recently watched To Wong Foo thank you for everything Julie Newman. I’m actually not too educated and such on drag queens and drag culture so forgive me if i mess things up and i WILL be refering to the characters as she/her as they are in the movie. It meant so much to me that Noxie, Chichi, and Vida are so brave in who they are and what they do, how they present themselves is so bold and they don’t treat themselves as anything big as a megative trait and choose to celebrate who they are and what they do, Chichi in the beginning crying and becomming princess to queen and becoming braver in who she is meant so much to me because she accepted herself and it was beautiful, just like Chi chini felt like i wouldnt ever win anything and that i wouldnt ever be comfortable with myself. The same thing with Vida is that i almost cried during the two scenes regarding Vida’s family and especially the scene where she drives by her old home and tries to reconnect with her mother. But jt’s beautiful because no matter what they are so bold and loud and don’t care. They find a safe place to be who they are and help others there become something beautiful too, it means so much to me because the way i see it they broke so many bad stereotypes about drag queens, one of the biggest one i see floating around is they’re perverts, but the truth is Drag queens are anything but pervy. Noxie connected with an elderly woman who accepted her rather than try and tell Noxxie she’s wrong and sometimes people who are elderly raised in different times can be supportive and stuff and showing that connection is so important. Also i like how the movie essentially showed the sheriff guy dullard was insecure in himself which is why he was quick to lash out at the others for being open about themselves. I also love the addition of robin williams cameo that was great. My other favorite part was Chi chi wanting a man to love her and hold her forever which I really hope to find someone who also understands my gender identity and sees me and loves me too.

Since we are talking about gender in this one I want to bring up Haruhi, i don’t think Haruhi was ever confirmed to be genderfluid or trans masc or any other form or non conforming but for right now i will refer to Haruhi as non conforming since I can’t figure it out.😭 So what I love about ohshc is Haruhi doesn’t think gender matters and i think thats something excellent with how people do view gender that way and that opinion is important to share. Haruhi doesn’t seem to mind wether people thing she’s a guy or girl and doesn’t have too much of a problem when girls fawn over her, even saying smthn like hey this is kind of cool.

On the topic of Kris’ gender from deltarune that one is one i feel very great resonance with and wether intentional or not by Toby he somehow captures the struggles of trans and anyone who falls under the umbrella experiences very well. Presenting wise while Kris does seem to do a lot of things deemed traditionally masculine but you have the choice to give kris feminine pieces of armor too. The clothing closet added in their bedroom in the dark world tells kris “you can wear whatever you want” and sure clothing IS just clothing bht at the same time is can be very effective and wonderful in how you choose to incorporate it and choose it for presenting yourself especially for individuals with fluid presentation. I say struggles because while i ALSO THINK that kris being a human can reflect being weird and not fitting in in general, especially in a neurodivergence sense (i will not go into this view i also have right now that is for another time) but kris being different can be an alagory for being queer in somewhere you don’t fit in. I saw in a video explaining it that the way people don’t know what to do with kris and see them as sort of just there and “oh look classsic kris” and stuff is because a lot of times when a queer person is met people dont know what to do, especially in the parenting place where parents may not know what to do, given why toriel rented out the human guide so many times. Another topic to touch on Kris gender the snow grave route , as i had noticed other people point out, forces kris not only to hurt their friend but also forces kris into a cis/het normative thing with Noelle, with kris as the more dominant leading masculine role, essentially the husband since the thorn ring acts as proposing in a weird way to noelle and thus ties them together, not to mention in the snowgrave route YOU insist on getting the gift and theres also the fact that kris or rather YOU make all the decisions. Also the fact that commonly in rpgs (or at least most i’ve seen) the healer always seems to be of main interest to the lead role usually a man. Idk someone did point this out and im trying to remember exactly. Ironically the wntire fanbase is torn between the transphobes and the non transphobes who genuinely get it and know kris being ENBY is an important part to the story and not to mention canon, like i said ironically theres a lot of transphobia and trans denial in the fanbase saying kris is a he or that kris being non binary is only because theyre a blank canvas for the play to have projections on them, which is crazy because THAT TOO is something trans people experience, having people project their perception of them onto themselves even though clearly showing thats not how they want to be seen

Similarily Susie and Undyne don’t fall into traditional feminine presentation roles and while they aren’t necessarily trans i think thats really good to show.

[kyubey123]

I need the steve from blues clues fit

[kyubey123]

Why i think queer in tv matters pt 2

Seeing how Pink Diamond turned into Rose and got a chosen/found family and how she became better and chose people she cared abt and to fight for what she believed in against her literal family struck a big chord with me as someone who’s currently in a terrible situation where I know my family loves me but i know they could NEVER love me the same if they knew what i truly believed in. Seeing how Pink Diamond can take a stand and be who she wants to be and find familly and friends who loved her means so much to me that she can stand up for herself like that.

Garnet means a lot to me to in how she is the embodiment of Sapphire’s and Ruby’s love for each other. They’re taught their entire life fusing with other gems is impossible and wrong that when they realize they like being fused and in love they’re confused how its possible, which is something i was confused when i was a younger kid feeling things i didnt know was possible or not for some of my friends. When Rose tells and reassures Garnet that she’s the answer and that she shouldnt question her existence looking back i realize how beautiful of a message that is to show in a show and to learn, that you shouldnt question how you feel because thise feelings are real and are possible and valid. Seeing the warmth between Sapphire and Ruby made me realize that it was possible to feel the way i felt if it was someone who wasnt my parents expectations for me.

[kyubey123]

evertime im on my period i feel like zoro in the scene with kuma when he takes luffy’s pain