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eiza gonzález for nylon magazine, may 2017.
What if someone told you they loved you, and you knew in your heart they meant it?
"If someone actually manages to fall for me, I hope that I could be able to accept their feelings. I really do."
Send me ‘What If’ scenarios for my muse to answer.
Can I be your little tease, Sir?
cat-cortez:
“Right. I just so conveniently forgot that us vampires have our own bar where we can can relax and have a grand time. I’ll just remember to go there next time I want some fucking down time.” She says with a roll of her eyes. The only reason she even went to that bar in the first place is because it’s literally the only place in town she can buy herself some drinks and relax. Sure, the strip club has a bar, but who wants to be yelling their order over loud music and gagging over the smells of multiple perfumes? Sure, she could have handled it better, but she was already stressed out and the little ginger bitch made it easy for her to take it out on.
“If you was fucking listening to me, you’d hear that I didn’t want to fight at all. Is it suddenly too much to ask that vampires can sit in the same bar as a wolf? Or are we just gonna divide the town up by territories and put up signs that says what species is or isn’t allowed inside of places? Sounds like some bullshit to me. Yes, we run the brothel, but we never had any issues with werewolves coming and going as either clients or workers.” She looks at him from between the bars, not at all intimidated by his scold. If anything, she was just getting irritated all over again. “You know what, forget I asked that question. It’s obvious that we have to accommodate them no matter what and they can do whatever they want.” She goes back deeper into the cell and sits on the bench, now staring at the wall. Maybe it was too much to at least hope he’d pretend to care, bit she’s still annoyed by this conversation.
“I have no issues with sluts, Felix. You should know me well enough to know that I’m just about as active as our patrons, only I don’t get paid for it. I just don’t like little hypocrites like her that talks about what I choose to wear on my body when she’s not any better. Anyway, can we finish talking about how much of a terrible person I am later? They haven’t fed me yet and I haven’t slept yet either, so my mood hasn’t been good at all tonight.”
“We own and operate a fucking hotel, of course we have a god damned bar.” Catalina brought out the worst in Felix, no matter how hard he tried to fight it. Although he had come to bail her out and bring her back to the Red Velvet Inn, he was no reconsidering. When she said the word ‘sluts’ in that tone, he totally snapped. His eyes darkened, his nose upturned as he regarded her. “You know what? You can stay here. Maybe one of the fledglings who bow to your every word will come get you. Personally, I think you could use a day trapped in here to get your priorities straight.”
With fury in his step, Felix turned and sauntered toward the main door.
Nía sighs and hers back up again, wandering over to the front of the cell and watching Felix's angry and tense form walk towards the exit. She's really not good at stuff like this and honestly isn't 100% sure how things always go from bad to worse whenever she's involved. Which is, basically, all the time. "I'm sorry." She calls out to him, the word being bitter and foreign on her tongue. She's not even sure if he really heard her or would even really care for her apology, but at least she said it and she meant it. "You're right and I'm sorry."
I have never related to anything so exactly.
If I missed anyone when it comes to replies, please don't hesitate to shoot me a message! My Tumblr has been a bully and occasionally either pauses when it does my stuff or deletes them.
Also, if anyone would like a fun plot or two, like this post and I'll message as soon as I can. I have a few ideas I want to try out.
I've been very bad.. I suggest you spank me 😇
Well?
cat-cortez:
Nía blinks sleepily at Felix and yawns, not bothering to stand up. Normally she would do so, but she’s too tired for such a needless formality. Even though her and the younger vampire aren’t exactly friends, hell, she could barely say that they would even agree on the color of grass, she still feels like he’s the only person that would at least humor her by pretending to care. “I went to the bar, like I always do to relax. Sit at the bar, have a cigarette, a beer, then leave. Just as I always do. No one has had a problem with it before and you know I’ve been going there for a while now.” She starts off, the talking helping her wake up more as she recounts her evening. May as well get it out the way before he inevitably starts to yell at her.
“Then this ginger bimbo shows up. I don’t know her name, all I know is that I’ve seen her a couple of times when I go to the strip club for their specialty drinks. Anyway, she comes over and starts trying to make me put out my cigarette and has the nerve to talk down to me about my habits and clothing styles. I obviously retorted in kind, but why the fuck would I care what some werewolf stripper thinks. I finally told her if she didn’t like my smoking, she could hold her breath and if she passes out, I’d call the Alpha to pick her up before people mistake her for a doormat. I guess she took that as a challenge for a fight and wanted me to fight her outside. I honestly wasn’t in the mood to fight someone that was clearly mentally still in high school, so I just wanted my beer to drink and then I would have eventually left and gone back to the hotel. But she steals my drink and says some bullshit about not serving cowards. Pretty ironic, since she’d serve anyone that could shake a sock full of quarters in her direction.”
Finally having enough energy to stand up, she slowly gets up and walks over to the bars and leans against them, looking up at Felix with a bored expression that only thinly veiled her irritation. “I refused to leave and she started to try and rile up all the other wolves to back her up and likely all attack me, which would clearly look bad, but she was clearly stupid and didn’t think it through. We went back and forth with words a few more times and so, the bitch puts her dirty paws in my hair and pulls like some weak ass teenage human girl, so that’s when I punched her in the face. It went downhill from there and when the cops came, she started whining like she was the victim. And I bet all of her mutt friends will back her up, because they’re a bunch of fucking biased hypocrites, especially for their personal little ass shaker. So, now I’m here and I’m tired and hungry and had to listen while she sucked up to her cop boytoy like a bitch in heat. Anything else you wanna know? Because I’d rather you’d wait to yell at me because I’d honestly rather be asleep right now.”
Felix’s annoyance and frustration grew with every word that came from the elder vampire’s mouth. She might have been his superior in the clan, but when it came to the town, she didn’t have any power. Her actions that night didn’t make it seem like she cared about the power she had over the clan, anyway. “And did it not occur to you that the elder vampire refusing to leave a werewolf bar would reflect poorly on the entire clan, regardless of whether there was a fight?”
He couldn’t understand her logic, nor did he care to. All Felix knew was that he was fighting every minute of every day to make Thornridge a place they could call home, and this stunt, no matter who had provoked who, would set them back at least a month. Felix took a step closer to the bars, his dark eyes narrowing as they zeroed in on Catalina. “I don’t give a damn who started what. You should have left. You should have done everything in your power to avoid a confrontation with them. If you care for the clan and our safety as you claim to, you would do your best to remember that all fights can be avoided.”
Felix was already planning the warnings he would need to give to the younger vampires. Their elder causing trouble on werewolf turf could mean a bloodbath for next bloodsucker who set food in the Alibi. Coldly, Felix turned up his chin. “And if I were you, I’d stop with the slut shaming. I don’t care if you got into a fight with a stripper. You could’ve fought with an investment banker. In case you’ve forgotten in all the excitement, we run a brothel, and our sex workers, just like that one, aren’t worth any less because of their jobs. You’d do well to stop speaking down to and about people just because you fancy yourself as more dignified than they are.”
"Right. I just so conveniently forgot that us vampires have our own bar where we can can relax and have a grand time. I'll just remember to go there next time I want some fucking down time." She says with a roll of her eyes. The only reason she even went to that bar in the first place is because it's literally the only place in town she can buy herself some drinks and relax. Sure, the strip club has a bar, but who wants to be yelling their order over loud music and gagging over the smells of multiple perfumes? Sure, she could have handled it better, but she was already stressed out and the little ginger bitch made it easy for her to take it out on.
"If you was fucking listening to me, you'd hear that I didn't want to fight at all. Is it suddenly too much to ask that vampires can sit in the same bar as a wolf? Or are we just gonna divide the town up by territories and put up signs that says what species is or isn't allowed inside of places? Sounds like some bullshit to me. Yes, we run the brothel, but we never had any issues with werewolves coming and going as either clients or workers." She looks at him from between the bars, not at all intimidated by his scold. If anything, she was just getting irritated all over again. "You know what, forget I asked that question. It's obvious that we have to accommodate them no matter what and they can do whatever they want." She goes back deeper into the cell and sits on the bench, now staring at the wall. Maybe it was too much to at least hope he'd pretend to care, bit she's still annoyed by this conversation.
"I have no issues with sluts, Felix. You should know me well enough to know that I'm just about as active as our patrons, only I don't get paid for it. I just don't like little hypocrites like her that talks about what I choose to wear on my body when she's not any better. Anyway, can we finish talking about how much of a terrible person I am later? They haven't fed me yet and I haven't slept yet either, so my mood hasn't been good at all tonight."
What do you think of the possibility of hunters being brought to Thornridge?
"I'm not too worried, so long as they leave me and my clan alone. They would have bigger problems with the wolves than with my people."
If there was another supernatural haven would you consider moving there? Or would you rather keep your clan in Thornridge despite the tension?
"If possible, I would prefer to stay. I tried to keep the peace and to keep to myself, but some people seem quite intent on making things difficult. I know I'm stubborn and would definitely fight for my people, but if a war happens, I'll have to swallow my pride and do what's best for my people. Definitely won't shed any tears if some enemies fall as a result, though."
cat-cortez:
“There’s a strip club down the road if those men want to see some ass. Unfortunately for them, I don’t like to stay in one place for very long.” She says and considers it for a moment. “I appreciate what you’ve done, but who are you? Most strangers don’t go out of their way to bail someone out for a stupid bar fight. At least, not unless they want something in return.”
“Ohh, that makes sense then!” Anathema replied, laughing softly at the girl’s response. It wasn’t uncommon to get such a response, yet it still saddened and bemused the raven-haired woman all the more. “Well, it’s really a drop in the bucket and besides, you’re far safer out there than in here. Hmm…I should specify from a legal standpoint. It’s harder to prove self-defense in a jail than out in the world, or so my clients have told me.” she explained, “If I’m being completely frank with you, all I’d really like is to get to know you. I’m still fairly new to this town and considering my corruptible, mortal state, people here tend to trust those who prove their worth first. I’m here to prove I’m not just a mortal shrink trying to psychoanalyze hundreds of years of trauma I can barely comprehend. I’m a mortal shrink crazy enough to try.”
"Considering how I was surrounded by a bunch of biased mutts, I doubt they'll look at my case as self defense, anyway." Nía says with a humorless laugh. If this incident was angry indication, trying to maintain peace with the wolves was a waste of time. They're always going side with their own and automatically blame any outsider. She wouldn't be surprised if that wolf girl swallowed a toddler and then her pack blames the kid for giving her indigestion. "That's noble of you, but many people find me to be quite difficult to get along with and don't particularly care to form bonds too often. You'd have better luck with a feral alley cat."