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I never faked my love and care for someone

i thought i was at my lowest but holy shit, it goes lower

and you knew that

4/20-4/22

The flashbacks hurt and are more vivid lately.

Everything is getting cloudy again.

Contradiction;

With you I felt loved, safe, happy.

But you made me feel like I was never enough.

Without you I feel lost, scared and confused.

But I don't feel like I am enough for anything anymore.

Idk what to do.

my thoughts cannot move an inch without bumping into some piece of you

and i cannot stop myself from constantly falling into you.

It's okay if it takes a little longer than you thought.

I want to know,

"I was just starting to feel good about myself again"

What was that feeling you felt for me before you knew..

And also, if I could've really helped you in the end.

[Questions I may never ask you]

Sometimes they don’t love you, they just love the way you love them.

Don’t be mad when I give someone else what I wanted to give you.

If you with me I’m with you it’s simple anything else I don’t know what to tell you.

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