My name is Kat, welcome to my blog, I do many things! I draw, write, and I cook, and I own a Discord server
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NOTE FOR THE BACKROOMS ADVENTURE
This isnāt following ANYTHING about the canon backrooms, yes there will be canon entities and levels and objects but just know Iām not following any rules about the main backrooms, if you want to educate yourself on the backrooms feel free too just donāt expect my book to be canon to the backrooms, there are OC entities and my own backstory for the backrooms, just know this is my own interpretation of the backrooms
Also my work is strictly safe (well does violence and gore count as sfw? I donāt know š) I will not be adding anything sexual to my posts (well the only thing close to sexual is that Gacha heat thing but it was mostly made to poke fun and question YouTube ads it was the first and last time I got it too!) but Iāve already been harassed once on here (I dealt with it) but if you come to harass me please donāt? Because itās not very nice, and telling someone to kill themselves all because you hate their oc is like so stupid, and plus what if I actually did kill myself? Then you just indirectly killed someone, so please keep this place a safe place for people to enjoy!
Also I will allow people to request to put in Easter eggs like jokes or whatever you want as long as it follows these rules then I wonāt have a problem putting an Easter egg of your choice in my book :)
RULES
No racism
No sexual stuff (because I aināt comfy with it)
No homophobia (basically anything against the LGBTQ community)
No stuff about tragic events like the twin towers or the world wars, or any wars,
No rude comments about obesity or anything negative about the body or body shapes
Nothing bad against different religions because bro respect others and their beliefs! š
I feel like Abbacchio could be almost a canonical yandere. He lives in the past, and everything in him, starting from his standās ability and finishing with the role of a minion that he took in mafia the same way he took in police, is reflecting that. The stagnation of his wish to return to the past and make a right choice is one of the main lines in his character. The parallel of him still longing to be under someone's command is probably his core seeking a person with a backbone that he himself lacks in a way.
In some way he finds it comforting, to just be a soldier sensed to mission. Dare I say that the fight with Illuso showed him being so ready to lose his life is also a semblance of his trauma: since the death of his partner Abbacchio is striving for the idea of putting his life on a line just to clean his sin. In his mind he's still sure the one to be killed by a bullet should have been him, and now there's not that many things that would ruin his dedication.
A relationship with you would be one of the most risky things he decided to do. Despite his bitter derisive attitude, he probably sees himself as unworthy of something simple and comforting as love, and his lack of vision towards the future could make you feel like this is not a relationship but a cul-de-sac. But! Once again, Leone isn't the type to let someone close even after a long time, so the only way you managed to warm yourself to his heart is because he allowed this hope to grow. Obstinated by his core, he would prolong this moment not because he likes to play hard to get but due to sheer fear of his heart being broken again. Among Bucciarati's gang, Abbacchio probably has one of the most gentle hearts, that's why he has the biggest attitude when protecting it. He stretches time to wait and see if you will finally get bored and walk away, but as you keep following him, he's opening up.
And at this moment there's no turning back. As the privy of his heart is not a home but a cage that will never open again.
He didn't show his vulnerability for so long it hits him worse than a strong wine. From his usual strict position, it is pathetic, to cling to you every evening in seek of warmth, but it is addicting no less. For some reason he was sure that night all his feelings and needs for human warmth died together with his partner, so it's a sheer shock for him, to feel his own heart quickening when he listens to your beat, lulling him into a dream free of any nightmares. No alcohol allowed him to black out in the same dizzy peace he found when sharing a bed with you, resting his head on your chest or neck, and he can't imagine himself pulling away now. No matter what happens, the scenario of you two breaking up - of you leaving him, no matter under which reason - would be the same bloody wound on his heart.
His clinginess is a hunger for all the years he kept himself away from basic needs of human touch and affection. In a way, your love heals him, but this hole in his soul could never be satisfied enough, and at some point something echoed from the bottom of this pit - a fear. Abbacchio is afraid of losing you. Again, his lack of confidence will strike here, poisoning him with a possessiveness that will quickly dictate new rules over your relationship: no more male friends in your social circle, no more parties to attend without him near your side. To straightforwardly accuse you of being a cheater is to dirty the trust of your bond, but Leone is actually worried you will eventually find someone who would be easier to love than him. Someone whose emotions are easier to understand and who wouldn't ruin his masculine role by crying as pathetically as he's allowing himself when memories are too hard to contain. When he was alone he preferred to get drunk enough before tears would swell his eyes, but you're softening him up, lending him your shoulder. His heart is bare for you and he can't see any other ways but to trap you inside before you can hurt it.
His facade of a nonchalant mature guy would occasionally flash in your relationship too because of that, especially when fixation to overprotect you deal up to eleven in his delusional mind. The reality of his work would still be a mystery to you but he will hint about some illegal stuff he's connected with, using it as an opportunity for you to stop leaving your shared house too often. To psychically threaten you would be too much for him, but he can become very cruel and pushy with his words to inflict some fear in you. And guilt. After all, he just wants his lover to be safe, and he would be disappointed to see you arguing over a topic that shouldn't even be discussed.
A bit of a crazy idea but I totally can see him being delusional enough to make a compromise with you after completely locking you in the house. It's stung him a bit to do so, but he can understand you being a bit lonely without your family or some friends that were the last to leave your social circle before Leone would count even them to be too suspicious. So, as a reward for you being obedient and not trying anything funny like attempts to run away, he would use his stand to replay some memories you shared with your closed ones. Of course you need to be accurate with timing for him to find the right moment, and it's the only advantage he can allow himself in this situation. After all, there's probably not so many memories you remember strictly to the date and time and not as some vague warm feelings. Leone knows you will get bored soon to see the same emotions and hear the same words from these few episodes, and he waits for you to grow more needy to him, the only person who can give you real, new memories.
Spending more and more of his free time with you, Abbacchio would wish for you to become as dependent on him as he is on you. If not emotionally then financially, or in any other way. The perfect idea for him is if you have any similar trauma or just abandonment issues, as it would allow him to tie you the same way he already is to you. You're the source of his stability, but he isn't greedy, wishing to give you no less comfort. And to see you melting to his support with the same aching need would satisfy him the most.
HI. So. I posted this on TikTok, but Iām letting tumblr get in on this too. Iām gonna reblog this to groups + put tags of the fandoms Iām in on this post, then Iām gonna let people choose characters in the fandoms listed. The comment with the most likes will be the first one to be drawn, OR if thereās a tie or just not much likes, Iāll make a poll instead!
The second picture is just some examples of what my art looks like. Anyways, feel free to throw your favorite character in the comments now >:D
Warning : killing, mentions of stalking, and whatever I'm forgetting so be warned.
Masterlist
Chapter 01 (prev chap)
Chapter 02
Is This A Lobby? Or A Tutorial?
Third Person POV
Laura felt herself stir slightly as she heard soft but loud annoying buzzing noises as she felt two soft paws on her face shaking her slightly.
She then cracks her eyes open but immediately gets blinded by the bright fluorescent lights yelling at her at full volume.
'Wait fluorescent lights?' Laura thought as her eyes shot open and she sat up immediately while scanning her surroundings in shock.
"no, no, nonono, NO! I can't be here, it's not possible! I thought it was all fiction to scare people!" She muttered over and over again until she felt small warm fluffy paws touch her cheek.
"huh," Laura gets snapped out of her trance as she sees her two fluffy companions looking at her worried.
"Are you okay Laura?" Biscuit asked as Laura looked at her furry companion like he was not normal.
"D-Did I hear right? or am I finally losing it?" Laura asked as Willow shook her head no signaling, she was not insane.
"Don't worry your hearing right, we can talk," Willow said as Laura looked at her with wide eyes then they softened when a light bulb lit up in her head.
"WAIT YOU CAN TALK!! I KNEW IT I WAS RIGHT YOU GUYS JUST CHOSE NOT TO HUH!?ā Laura yelled as her two cats looked at her like she had three heads.
"We couldn't talk you idiot! Well until now," Biscuit screeched at his owner as Willow rolled her eyes.
"Oh... well how am I sure you're not an entity trying to deceive me?" Laura asks as her cats shake their heads.
"No we are not entities but once we ended up here we can now talk," Willow explained as she looked at them suspiciously but then nodded.
"Alright well I might have a theory, the backrooms ignores all laws of physics and yeah," Laura explained.
The two cats look at each other then look back at her but then nod their heads showing they understand.
"Well that makes sense sort of," Biscuit says as Laura chuckles, she then gets up and places her feline companions back into the bag as they start moving.
"Btw Laura I have a few questions?" Willow asked, making Laura hum in response telling her she is listening to her question.
"What are we looking for? and where are we?" Willow proceeded to ask her questions, making Laura sigh and stop to look at her cats.
"Okay I'll explain, we are in the backrooms, and we are in the first level, known as The Lobby, or Tutorial level but is classified by the M.E.G Level 0," Laura answers.
"We are also looking for the exit of this level so we can enter the next one known as the Habitable Zone or classified by the M.E.G Level 1," Laura then explains again while she starts to walk again.
"Are there only two levels?" Biscuit asked, confused as Laura shakes her head.
"No, there are estimated to be infinite because new levels are being found every day by the M.E.G," Laura responded, making the felines look at each other in confusion.
"You two are wondering why I keep bringing up M.E.G aren't you?" Laura chuckles as they nod their heads.
"Well, my furry little companions M.E.G is short for The Major Explorer Group.
The M.E.G is a corporation that works inside the backrooms to explore, test, figure things out, and most importantly find an exit out of the backrooms," Laura explains as she sighs and picks up the pace.
"If we are lucky we can be done with this level quickly and hopefully never run into any entities in the next level," Laura says but mutters the last part as a distant and cold look overcomes her normal cheerful face.
"What do you mean find an exit? and what did you say?" Willow asks, as Laura's distant cold look immediately disappears and gets replaced by a gentle but forced smile.
"Oh well they haven't found an exit yet, but they do have theories and hypotheses on certain levels that might be the exit also I said nothing," Laura explains as her felines listen to her talk.
"Let's take level the Barrier for example, the reason to why they believe it's one of the levels that has an exit is because it's the only level with animals from reality running around in the level so they think there's a portal leading to reality somewhere in the level that's letting these animals in," Laura says.
"But how do they know an exit exists in that level?" Biscuit asks as Laura pats his head chuckling.
"That's the thing about science you don't know how your hypothesis or experiment will turn out, that's why you make a theory and you test it so you can see if you can prove it or debunk it.
So this hypothesis on these levels being the way out is something they're trying to prove or debunk," Laura explained as they keep walking and making their way through the level.
"SCREEEEEEEEEECH" the trio heard a huge loud screech as Laura's face pales and she immediately starts running without looking back.
Biscuit turns around to look back as he sees something that is hard to explain as he shrinks down into the bag in fear and his ears flatten while he whimpers.
When he does that it causes Willow to turn to him and she sees the thing as she yelps then starts whimpering as her ears flatten as well in fear making Laura to run faster.
She flies around the corners nearly slipping on the moist carpet or smacking into the walls but that doesn't stop her as they keep hearing the thing screech.
When Laura turned another corner she saw a crevice she could fit in so she ran towards it and slid into it getting carpet burn in the process.
She ignores the stinging as she grabs her bags and places it against her chest as she crawls herself back so the entity can't reach her.
"SCREEEEEEEEEECH!!" The entity screeches as Laura pants feeling her lungs scream at her in pain while the brunette tries to catch her breath.
"Well this is just great! We are trapped now!" Willow grumbles angrily at her owner which causes the brunette to sweat drop at her cat's scolding.
"Well at least we aren't dead plus Laura needed a break!" Biscuit grumbles back as the female feline growls at him.
"I needed some place to hide to get enough time to use this, Aaron didn't have enough time to teach me to use it while running that fast y'know," Laura said, finally able to catch her breath.
Laura then reaches into one of her other bags as she grabs and pulls out some bullets and a gun that has a purple star pattern on the handle.
She then loads the bullets into the chamber and takes off the safe mode with a "click", the brunette then points it as she aims then...
"BANG"
"SCREEEEEEEEEECH"
"THUD"
"Wow..." Willow mutters in shock as the two felines look at the dead entity in shock as Laura places the gun her beloved brother gave her before he went to college back in her bag.
"Laura... I never thought you would actually pull the trigger... like just wow," Willow says as her owner chuckles dryly while she gets ready to crawl out of the crevice.
She crawls over to the dead entity and makes sure it's dead before she fully crawls out and adjusts herself as the brunette starts to walk away from the dead entity.
While the three move they have a tense silence between them until they started to feel someone or something watching them, Laura subconsciously starts to pick up the pace as she starts to speed walk.
"Um Laura, are you getting a feeling we're being watched?" Willow asks as Laura looks over at her then nods her head when she starts to jog, then starts to run.
"I felt it actually to be completely honest," Laura agrees as she ran.
"Do you mind telling me who was watching you or did you actually find out?" Mae interrupts looking at her with curiosity clouding her bright blue ocean eyes.
"But also where are your cats now?" Mae also asks as Laura puts her hand up to silence her so she can answer.
"I would tell you who was watching us but that would spoil it and that wouldn't be fun but my cats are out with some people I met," Laura responds as Mae nods.
"May I continue now?" Laura asks as Mae nods her head looking embarrassed.
Laura then continues to run with her felines as she accidentally trips on her own foot as Laura goes penetrating the ground but instead, they noclip and fall onto concrete.
