Gay and Hate it Here

Your favorite lesbian's least favorite lesbian 💖

[cesspitoflove]

art from @tcustodis @tcustodisart

[tswizzlesfan]

yes jean was pure evil at the fall banquet in the raven king but have you also considered that he was serving soooo much cunt. he insulted everyone, exposed neil, insulted andrew's existence, traumatized kevin, went off in english, french, and japanese, checked renee out, all while being weird and hostile and off-putting. and gorgeous!

he is so done with everyone. and this is literally his entrance scene. he is The diva.

[nevelua928]

The idea of Wymack paying out of pocket for shower stalls because he knew it was likely with his recruiting standards that players would have scars and he wanted to respect their privacy and make them feel comfortable. He’s the best dad.

[kasikomedihc]

My girl's 💅

[swan-scribbles]

Somehow I’ve gone this long and only ever drawn two things for aftg?? Anyway wanted to do some fun little doodle designs

[piwonplaylist]

may i present kevjean yuri

[literary-claustrophobia]

Andrew, searching for something to live for:

Neil, currently in California, burning his mother's corpse:

[gremlinnddraws]

Jeremy coming up to Jean at a house party, he drank too much and it speaks through his boldness when he finds Jean.

Jean standing with his hands behind his back, a tall and calm presence (maybe) trying to remain immune to Jeremy’s heated stare and too close body (failed embarrassingly).

Yeah this is call back to that one sketch of Jeremy saying “hey” to Jean

[lorasx]

so funny that jeremy canonically enjoys making jean jealous because jean gets all angry & irritated and jeremy is giggling and kicking his feet abt it but if jean did the same, jeremy’s reaction would be killing himself. not so fun now is it

[korakos]

"please be kind to jeremy!!!" lol nah

[korakos]

jk I probably won't remember to come back tomorrow (today? it's 330 am) so you get the unpolished version

ok so I was gone a lil bit longer than intended ..got sick Again in Jan for 3 weeks, getting a little tired of this ..practiced sobriety for 2 months. wish I could say I felt better / slept better / felt renewed & refreshed, etc etc but the truth is I did not particularly enjoy it. was an interesting experiment though ..QUINNESOTAAAAAAAAAAA ..have bought a truly horrifying amount of books in the last couple months. I am excited about so many of them. hopefully I will eventually read them. at the rate I've been reading it'll only take me like………. 75 years. going to create a 2026 reading list with assigned weekly books, see if having a rigid list solves anything. ..I wish I could talk more about TBC, there are so many parts I want to share. .."how long is wretchedly long???" well last time I checked we were at 135K and there's probably 50k left to go unless I trim it down any. (unlikely. joy of being self-published is no one can tell me to stfu.) so far we've been pretty even-stevens on POV breakdowns. picking POVs is sometimes the hardest part of writing this set. example a: the chapter I've spent the last four weeks on has changed POVs 6 times. I've rewritten it so many times it has its own "cuts" file separate from the main one. ..the news is horrific! evil people keep winning! keeping faith in humanity is getting a bit difficult these days, but if we give up on ourselves & each other then what else do we have to carry us through

[changingtidesandtimesss]

Happy Ever After // Cat and Laila

[jordiipordii]

“Maybe Laila’s not as good with her tongue.”

You know, Jean? Don’t believe him just because he’s pretty. Demand proof next time.

[w0opwo0p]

Grief is the final act of love.

It is under the skin

[jordiipordii]

jean slipping up and accidentally calling jeremy beautiful for the first time mid conversation and not even catching it. jeremy staring at him with wide, awed eyes that jean only notices once he realizes that jeremy has gone quiet and so he’s suddenly having a one-sided conversation with just himself. “what is it?” he asks, to which jeremy meekly mumbles, “you think i’m beautiful?” and that’s when it clicks and jean realizes the inner thought that he let loose before he was ready. he stares at jeremy who stares back up at him and jean can feel his face flushing. he doesn’t panic but he also isn’t totally sure how to save himself so he clears his throat and resorts to his usual curt remarks: “obviously. do i look blind to you?” and that makes jeremy’s heart swell even more because not only did jean just give him a compliment that no other man ever has before, but he was also his usual snarky self that jeremy adores so much about it, too. jeremy’s on cloud nine.

[ur-moms-hairline]

daily affirmations:

jeremy knox is NOT a twink

jeremy knox is NOT a twink

jeremy knox has never been and never will be a twink

jeremy knox is in no way a twink

jeremy knox is NOT a twink

[kefcioart]

“Promise me you won’t try again. Promise me, Jean. I don’t want to lose you.”

Promise me, except he’d walked away years later without a second thought.”

― Nora Sakavic, The Sunshine Court