catgirl diary

screaming thoughts into the void. Drew. horny and depressed on main. reblog okay askbox open. please talk to me? ps. not actaully a danger to myself (or more then average adult)

[catgirl-diary]

Hiiiiiiiiii <3 ♡☆♡☆

I'm Drew, this is a diary blog I made when I was comtemplating kms during the end of my first degree. I'm in my second degree and we're chill now. I still make out-of-pocket posts tho but dw about it. I also make silly Fandom posts and reblog lots of porn. So obviously adult and NSFW. I'm like 23, 24? You decide. 😊 regardless kids don't interact with okay? msg me whenever!!! ask or dm !! Feel free to reblog anything, if you repost tho don't credit me. Unless you're using one of my posts to make a fanfic/expands upon then pls link and also lmk via msg or tag.

[catgirl-diary]

Being the youngest and short and baby faced and childish ooooooo the world is so lucky im not a spoiled brat lmao. People automatically treat me like a teenager still. My coworkers like to bring me cookies and candies

[catgirl-diary]

Being the youngest and short and baby faced and childish ooooooo the world is so lucky im not a spoiled brat lmao. People automatically treat me like a teenager still. My coworkers like to bring me cookies and candies

[catgirl-diary]

There's a giant black hair russian toddler at work and to me, that is #hollonov kid. Very sweet and polite took a long time to start talking and has a gummy smile and somehow is the size of your average 4-5 year despite not even being 3 yet. He will not answer your questions but he will hug you with excitement. I knock on the window jumpscaring him the other day and he ran away screaming and it was a very wide legged run

[catgirl-diary]

Gang any yaoi recs? I've been in the mood but havnt heard of any titles recently. The last ones I remeber reading were pure intentions and low tides in twilight and 1 room ta

It's hard to find stuff now that batoto is gone 😔

[catgirl-diary]

T-shirt that says world's most toxic sub

[catgirl-diary]

Ilya rozanov vs shane overthinking and refusing to take the pillow off his face otherwise he'll be too in his head about his face to cum.

Ilya doing his best to make shane scream gently tugging on the pillow and shane just fully no words pure expression

NUh UH

[bugslibraryy]

This is driving me fucking crazy.

Video source

[catgirl-diary]

Sitting cunty on the park outside work horny scrolling oh boy

[lypsys]

"Write character relationships that are normal" WRONG ☝ CODEPENDENCY BEAM 💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥

[hr-rep]

#MyIlya :}

[gammacrow]

I see people fan casting lou wilson or oscar montoya for harris drover & I understand you youre so right. As a consequence tho we have to start writing harris drover as the kind of person ragebaits someone by saying "I've never seen LOTR this will be my chance to get into it for the first time :)" after winning 2nd edition copies of the full set in front of someone who's most desperate wish is to own these books. or who would have a running oceans 11 bit about how the Centaurs can make the wildcard slot and here's how we get those points back, the heist of the century. Harris Drover taking time off to be the new face of Mr. Peanut. Harris Drover secret want: an action figure he can play with and then eat. Et cetera.

[catgirl-diary]

My 2 cents on Alexei and Ilyas relantionship based off my own experiance of sibling hood is I think sometimes people gloss over the fact that 2 children can have very different lives in the same house with the same parents due to variety of factors.

Saw a post discussing how they "faced the same abuse" and not to drag my own family trauma into the Fandom but me and my sibling faced extremely different treatment from our parents growing up. Some of it was external factors like our age gap and immigration (they were raised with extended family I was not) but alot of it was just. My sister was a ill tempered child. I was not. So my parents mistreated them in a lot of ways I never was.

BUT I think it would be fun to steal from family trauma by exploring the idea of Alexei being mistreated by his father and replicating the abuse onto ilya :))) I think he got locked in a room one time he threw a tantrum and subsequently turned around and locked ilya in a room :))<.

[topgradeboy]

hollanov hall of fame (fic rec masterlist)

some popular some not so popular fics that i adore. asterisks are favs that i can't be normal about.

character study

rookie of the year by medric / @bluegrasshole*

rozanov – not on hockey / vdud' (eng) by werevolche / gotthesunshinex *

mosquito by gone_girl

au (hockey, or not)

vessel by medric / @bluegrasshole*

clear to a hedgehog by @magneticwave*

for the right reasons by @citrusses*

house of mirrors by ratherunnecessary

win and bear it by anonymous (public plea to please...update)

hurts so good (angst/whump)

penalties by @citrusses*

show me how to be whole again by @rozanohwell*

send me back a thousand days by @rozanohwell*

if only a prayer by absolutelyhollanov*

dogging by @radialarch

everything else (yum yum )

running down the hills by hockeyfinches

ballad of a bisexual terminator by pressuretoparty

torture me (with all i’ve wanted) by toomuchplor

like for like by @smugrobotics*

love takes a mile by corsi

that'll leave a mark by subcorax

forget there's any other place by anonymous

serendipity by ummrys

[castielchitaqua]

hi beautiful perverts on the dash, does anyone have good intox hollanov fics?? I would glaaaadly accept recs!!

[tearsrunningdownilyascheeks]

Haiden Henderson and Heated Rivalry have become my new favorite combo 😍

[catgirl-diary]

#myshane is misogynist not in a overt way but I think he has a very surface level understanding of "men hate women and say gross things about them" that he obviously doesn't agree with he is mama boy but because he is mama boy and yuna really was his main exposure to womanhood and the way they're treated by the world I think 1) yuna herself probably never heavily discussed it with shane 2) I think shane would just attribute alot of the misgony he sees her experiance to racism, combined with her happy marriage and the fact that he's gay I think a lot or the more insidious parts of misogny is just something he would fail to understand or clock.

Anyway ilya is horrified the first time he sees shane just let Jackie pike clear his dishes and bring a new ginger ale for him without offering to help even tho she cooked dinner and spent the entire time taking care of the kids