Her features so easily became the perfect canvas to house a fierce display of venom and decidedly vexed indignation. Wyatt’s eyes could scarcely register the transition, and he blinked furiously as to render her face placid once more through the motion. Such casually cruelty fell from Kitty’s lips, in the form a shrill laugh, and careless claims of his lack of credentials to comment on her character - they were careless, for she had made her inner-world naked to him years prior, rendering him forever privy to her true countenance. Words would not do well to dispel his notions, nor would fierce displays of emotion or action. As quickly as she moved to discount his claims, bury his jibes in a layer of ice so thick a roaring fire would shrink out of fear. His verbal undressing resulted in a heightened color, which flooded his cheeks in a rose color, and left his eyes wide in a state of indecisiveness; whether to be upset or angry, he did not know. “I have every right to voice my opinions Madam - I more so then many who freely volunteer their thoughts to you. You wish not to, but it is a great lie to to include me in the party which knows you well; perhaps your iciness is tolerable when it is not inflicted onto ones self. I hardly consider myself intolerant - I have a great many character flaws, there is no reason to conjure falsities. I do not mark you as heartless, but I shall not allow you to escape the truth that you speak so unkindly to mask true emotion; as for the purpose of your allowing me into my bed, I shall hope that a mutual desire to assuage one another’s mutual lack of self-joy, perhaps resulting in acts of pity.”
Her character was unfolded once more through a recital of her chiding laughter; it did not stir disdain in his heart, but he did not relish the action, most certainly. Thomas was uneasy in such a situation where the actions of his verbal partner did not mirror exactly their physical movements. “Is my countenance so dark as to inspire such faithless comments? Do I appear the jealous type? I am happy for you, Kitty, of course; a delicate man may be the very partner you require to be truly content in this marriage, and it is a pity that you have been denied to lead him in holy matrimony. Your rendering of his character certainly inspired me to seek out his person; upon our meeting, I shall be the picture of civility.” He was far too jealous a man for his own deal; he felt envy at the knowledge his friends found solace in other forms of companionship, whether it be a spouse or another friend. As for his lovers, he never wished to dwell on their future exploits, should he tempt himself in an embarrassing display of furry and childish rage. She denied him the intimacy he craved by pressing the tips of her fingers to her own forehead; it was foolish for Wyatt to be envious of the affections she bestowed upon herself, such a simple self-gesture he wished to be bestowed upon his own person. “You thought of men, then? Cruel, intolerant, foolish Thomas Wyatt - the man not fit to conjecture upon your person? Tell me how you thought of me Kitty - how you relived our moments as I did, wish to renew our vows of devotion, with the painful notion that we could never truly recapture the twilight days of our romance.” Without a regard for the pain she would inflict in retaliation, he pulled her close to his chest, as to lay his forehead against her in a simple gesture of refined intimacy; he would be content if this were all she were to allow him. The greatest inspiration behind his movements lay in a wish to deny her steely gaze the pleasure of regarding his face, while professing words of love in praise of another man. “Indeed, I did not picture the topic of at hand when I was given the opportunity to retain a sense of privacy with you - to revolve around your new love. Nicholas- a ghastly name, the title of a brute; you deserve far better then such. Why must he be your gift and not - “ Wyatt retracted his person as to shake away the embarrassingly vulnerable profession of jealousy - “ If you were to ask of her, I would tell you all that I believed would not strike mortal wounds; but my heart is a complexity you already understand too well - I can love a thousand persons at once, or reserve true affection for a select woman. Kitty, as much as I may tease, or the courtiers whisper behind muted doors - you are not black widow, condemning those who walk down the aisle to receive your hand to death. And if it were so, I declare there was never a happier death for a man then to die by your side.”
Fervent condemnation of her person rendered the marchioness’ uneasy and uncommonly quiet. With whetted clarity were Catherine’s sentiments manifested upon her countenance, rosebud lips twisting and becoming ensnared into a snarl as whiskey-tinted eyes flashed with contempt as thinly-veiled as an inbound storm; the source of her disdain no secret between the two. The presence of ‘truth’ was far from a commonplace at court, and even farther from the repertoire of a poet. So easily had it been skirted about in their liaison, sheathed in glacé euphemisms or stowed altogether by the glimmering lights of pageantry that gripped courtly processions. ‘Truth’ was a tedious thing, dull and uninspiring in juxtapose to a lurid fib, and yet Cat would beg to differ. In this moment, it was akin to the sharpness of the blade; it was the serrated edges of a stern, cutting through seas whisked up with vengeance, as it sliced through skin and punctured at her heart. For her part, she would scarcely wish to inflict jealousy upon her counterparts ( a roster of extinguished flames in which Wyatt stood out as being the most prominent ) but were it to conjure and clarify the love affair that once fostered between them from time to time, she would bear no qualms. After all, in such a day and age women were scarcely more than the sum of that which they left behind and relinquished ––– fortunes, reputations, lovers. ❛ I fear you have little inkling as to the definition of ‘civility’ and though as a poet I ought to hold you to higher standard of comprehension, I shall aid you this once. Please, Tommy, for my sake – Baron Sudeley is not to know what has transpired between us ; not this evening, nor any past. You must have consideration for my standing. I would not survive the publication of our affair, and I could not suffer it again. ❜
Moving to draw her hand to the little hollow at the base of her throat, she absentmindedly fidgeted with the gilt chain that rested upon her skin. Concealed within the dip of Catherine’s décolletage, the silver-band suspended from her necklace was the only surviving evidence of her union to Nicholas Seymour – a bond standing at the crossroads of devotion and duty, a coupling that had suffered a martyrs’ death in the crosshairs of fire and brimstone. She gave forth a shake of her cuprous head in response to Wyatt’s remark and the ring was elbowed away from the forefront of her thoughts. ❛ Believe me, no one was more bewildered than I. Indeed, that a cruel, intolerant, foolish man would be the subject of such fanciful recollections. But, you forget Wyatt, that at the time whatever cruelty, intolerance, or foolishness you displayed – I cherished it all. That man, who I believe to be a foreigner now, was at the very least mine. Silly girl. ❜ She did not hinder the sudden embrace between them. Her chin quickly found sanctuary upon his chest and her arms enveloped his sturdy ribcage, as if no time had passed between their last true encounter and this – a stark contrast from the acidic words they hurled back and forth with the sheer intent of burning the other. Thomas’ words reverberated stridently within his chest and she nodded to them in understanding, allowing her hands to grip at the rich linen of his attire and her fingertips to bury within his skin, seemingly fearful of his departure. ❛ I thought you would return to me after Neville died – after his funeral, when the initial shock and melancholy wore off. I thought that you knew that whatever I said.... now and then... had been in anger and were not reflections of the earnest, most earnest love I bore you. I do not wish to hear of Elena – the research I have conducted since my return to court is sufficient enough. I am grateful to her that you are happy, but you must know that I shall never be amicable to her. ❜ Doe-eyes glanced upward, and though they were misted, true to her character Catherine would not permit a tear to shed. ❛ Tell me what you thought our reunion would be like. A better reunion than this, that is. ❜