Catherine.C

CSI,Marg Helgenberger,N.S,Marcia Gay Harded,Charlotte Rampling,Jane Fonda,Fanfic Thoughts&Stories.

[flowercrownbi]

I don’t want to date. I just want to magically end up in a long-term and emotionally-secure relationship with someone cute

[cathwlillians]

Comfortable wins.

[driftwoodthrone]

Original ‘CSI’ stars Marg Helgenberger and William Petersen enjoyed having the chance to reunite for Sunday’s two-hour series finale.

[allaboutmarg]

5 TV shows you would like to see Marg on.

I was asked to name 5 TV shows I would like to see Marg appear on.  A tough but interesting question. I’ve actually deleted most of the season passes off my DVR for shows I had been watching because I’ve gotten bored with them.

Ideally I’d like to see Marg in a new show of her own. Maybe something football-themed, like a Friday Night Lights meets The Blind Side kind of deal. If I have to pick current shows though, here are my 5:

1.  Code Black

2.  Orange is the New Black

3.  Once Upon a Time (depends on the storyline though)

4.  Grace and Frankie

5.  Veep

What shows would you guys like to see her on?

[cathwlillians]

If Marg appears in the Code Black,I'll be definitely going crazy！Grace&Frankie is also a good choice!

[jencsi]

Got my Catherine Willows phone case today!!!! #CSI #CatherineWillows #marghelgenberger 😄❤️

[cathwlillians]

Jen，I'm also choosing my iPhone case photo,but I can't decide which one.Any advice?

[lyingterminatorbitch]

“They’re more than fiction. They were there for me even if they weren’t real. They were there when you weren’t. They’re more than you think they are.”

[cathwlillians]

You speak my heart.

[mamahub]

The Great POI Rewatch - 

S1 E6 - The Fix - Promo Photos and BTS pics from TV Guide

I adore Zoe Morgan and wish Paige Turco had been available to appear in Season 6

[cathwlillians]

Zoe and John

[cathwlillians]

想要的，都是等不到的。

我已经很久都没有记录过什么了。不像以前，一有什么事情就想写日记，或者是写blog。还记得曾经看过一句华为，都长大的其中一个特征就是再也不怎么喜欢写东西了。我原以为自己不会有这样的一天，但是现在看起来自己好像也有这样的倾向。 今天是等待的第15天。我觉得我在等着一个奇迹。 过去的三个月，我简直就是一个垃圾。干的最多的事情就是哭，就是情绪失控。我原以为我可以接受自己的工作，接受上班六天，接受没有未来的每一天。但结果身体和心领都无比诚实地告诉我，陈思琪你也太天真了。 也就是这段时间我才发觉自己，是一个只会嘴上说，什么都不会做的废人。 留在家，是我的决定。那些看起来真实而又遥远的梦想，现在看起来不过是我的不切实际的幻想。我很想改变我自己，却也不怎么行动，到最后变成了我最讨厌的自己，自怨自艾。 无数次地想到Catherine，无数次地让我自己不要哭，却也还是抵不过一个又一个夜半醒来的哭泣，抵不过一次又一次在办公室的厕所里面哭。 因为我从来都不相信自己，不相信自己能够凭着双手获得我想要的东西。与此同时我也不相信别人，甚至不相信我自己会幸福。 这就是我和Catherine最大的区别。她醒来都是勇敢的，而我不是。 从小接受的教育，从小自己给我自己的暗示，都和自信与勇敢无关。以为做个乖乖女，就会得到上天的怜悯。所以也就养成了我各种不爱争不爱抢不爱出风头的性格。可是在今天，你不勇敢你不自信，就意味着你比别人少了最重要的东西。当你身边再也无可依靠与相信的人时，你就会发觉相信自己是件多么重要的事情。只可惜，无论是我自己给自己的催眠，还是现实的结果，都不足以让我相信自己的能力。 谁不渴望成功？可成功却往往只属于少数人。过往那鲜有的成功惊讶今晚，让我觉得自己是那么地不可信。 知道吗？我好像觉得连爱Catherine的资格都没有了。我又何德何能去承担Marg给我的那句话？ 可是我还是不想放弃。凡是有遇到与Catherine Willows有关事情，我都不想放弃。大概我最近唯一的进步，就是在我看到她的照片或者想到她时，可以一下子就止住了哭泣。 不自信给我带来了许许多多的问题。结果就是无论是在他人还是我自己的看法里面，理智都告诉我，我该有挺大的可能性去得到那个工作，我还是会觉得这只是自己给自己营造出来的假象。是的，我还是不相信我自己可以。 我多想相信自己是可以的。这个世界上最痛苦的不是你失去了自己，是你需要相信自己，你可以。 说实在的，我不知道老天爷你有什么打算。我也更想不明白我，既然已经将我从佛山日报敢了出来，你为什么又要再给我一次机会？你是为了告诉我，陈思琪，那个地方你再怎么努力，再怎么哭泣都不属于你的？还是为了告诉我，我的渴望你看到了，你为了考验我自己所以才让我等那么久？ 我不知道拥有这么一个爱我的爸妈还有拥有一个我那么爱的Marg会花掉我多少运气。但是我想我还是会继续地等，继续努力地乐观地等，继续努力地乐观地相信我能够再次回到佛山日报工作。 因为除此之外，我别无他法。

[cathwlillians]

It has been 2 months since I left newspaper office,and it's the most darkest days I've ever had. I cry,almost,everyday. I never think that I will love all people and stuff in newspaper office.Why people often realize something is actually very great when they are already lost it? I am so eager to go back to newspaper office.But it's impossible.

[cathwlillians]

Hope...?

I don’t have faith in getting things I want.

A job with two days off per week?  No,it’s impossible.

A job with good promising future and good salary?  It’s not gonna work.

A man,a child,a family?  Well,I believe love,but not believe someone will love me.

Care from my parents?  Yeah,that’s I got know but they will die eventually.

Friends?Books?Movies?Dramas? They’re nothing than entertainment.

Food...Travel...  But I don’t have money.

The truth is ,somehow I just don’t believe myself.

[cathwlillians]

Life will be getting harder and harder,and my goal just try to be better and better.

[cathwlillians]

Risk for you,tomorrow.

[cathwlillians]

每个人自己深情的故事。 愿我的故事中主角是你。

[cathwlillians]

Hard,I know. Try,I will.

[cathwlillians]

当一个人把人生想的过于清楚的时候，当一个人发觉自己前面当然那一条路悲伤几乎都是一路高歌的时候，人就很容易陷入绝望。 我想我就是那样的人。 我想要的，大概今生都得不到了。 但是我会努力朝着我最想要的方向出发。那个方向就是你。 人最终都会是孤独一个，但是我知道心里面有你的话，我不会那么地害怕。 Catherine Willows,please be everywhere for me.

[cathwlillians]

It's sweet as well as painful when you control your life.

[cathwlillians]

当你爱上一个人的时候，就意味着你要付出代价。 I'm well awared that.

[cathwlillians]

My love❤❤❤I'll try my best to love you.