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[catrastophicsoul]

Okay...so i just finished watching She Ra in Netflix tonight

This started a couple of days ago, when suddenly, EVERYTHING that I acess in the internet was in She Ra mode (here in tumblr was trending for 3 days straight lol).

I've never feel the need to watch, but I like somethings that I see (yes Catradora, I'm looking at you).

Then I though...quarentine, free time...why not? And man, let's just say that I devour the 5 sesaons in 3 days lol.

First of all, I love everyone in the series (well, maybe except Shadow Weaver, but I talk about it later).

Adora was such a amazing hero, Glimmer and Bow such amazing friends, Mermisa such a iconic character, Perfuma so gentle...

And I can't decide if I like more Scorpia, or Entrepta or Swift Wind, it's totally impossible.

Anyway, everyone in this series have a defect, and I feel SOOO HAPPY when they surpass and become more strong. Like, genuinely happy.

I CRYED SO MUCH in different scenes (5th season, you dehydrated me). Remember about Shadow Weaver? The last scene from her (yeah) I was sobbing so hard I had to pause because I can't read the subtitles (not english native speaker but I like to watch things with original voices and blah blah blah).

And I was crying so hard not really because Shadow Weaver, but because of what she finally said to my favorite character in a cartoon in a looooong time.

CATRA.

You know, the last time I feel so attached to a character that way was Raven, in Teen Titans cartoon (urgh, I really like the traumatized ones, no?)

I liked Catra since the first picture I see from She Ra(she's on that suit, yeah, you know what I'm talking about it) but the real thing who catch me with her is that Catra is such a complex character.

She never have love (Shadow Weaver, even after all I can't like you).

The only thing that give her a little bit of love left her. And she suffered the consequences for that. Alone. And when her life start to get in all shit, her best friend is happy discovering the joy of the world with her new best friends.

At same time, she's not a good person, or cat, whatever. She seeks power, was a bad friend and maaaany times, toxic. Egoist, made a lot of people suffer. Pushed away everyone who came after her (poor Scorpia).

But as I keep watching, and she become more and more dark (4th season, you broke me) the only thing that I keep thinking is "if she is so bad, why do I like her so much?"

Then the last episode from my beloved 4th season (that's irony), the fucking scene with Double Trouble answer me. And broke me.

Catra is the character with most flaws - and traumas - in the entire series. In one episode you want to comfort her, in the next you want to slap her in the face to see if she finally wake up.

She's the most human character there.

I like Catra because I don't like perfection. Because in the end she finally tried.

I was sooo happy for her in 5th season. She deserved the redemption.

I'm feel like a proud mom with her growth.

(And every time I'm feeling in a bad mood I'm going to watch the episode 8 in the 5th season, that's precious).

I love She Ra and all the characters, all the AMAZING representation. A gay maried couple, two wlw couple, different people - in color, in personalities- telling you that's ok to be different, in such a natural way, without forcing anything.

Especialy, Catra and Adora being canon, clearly needing each other, two dorks at love, means so much for a lot of people these days. After all, the only thing that can fix this world is that, is love.

Catra, I stan you sooooo hard, chaotic kitty.

I'm sorry if this is too long, or have a lot of errors or whatever. I just want to show how She Ra it's amazing for me. Thank you Noelle Stevenson.

(And a toast to Catra's voice actor, Amanda Michalka, because every single one "Hey Adora" made me shiver).

[catrastophicsoul]

And here’s me again talking about something I need to blurt out and nobody asked for!

As always, english it’s not my mother lenguage so I probably write a lot of stuff wrong but, I hope that if you have the patience to read this you can understand my random thoughts.

This time the reason of my mental outbreak is Cyberpunk 2077.

I LOVE games. I play since my, huh, 7 years I guess? Have all the Playstation’s, the Nintendo’s and even gaming in cellphone emulators. That said: I never cared about watching game events, like E3 or whatever. Just acess my console store, pick a game, and if the game is set to release cool, have to save a lot of money (yeah, here’s in my country videogames are EXPENSIVE, VERY EXPENSIVE), then buy it and play.

So, when I first heard about Cyberpunk 2077, it’s not in any event, I don’t even know this thing are going to release. It was in 2020, in Twitter (yeah, I know, bad resource but whatever), and 99% of the people who’s talking about are the ones who, for some reason, hate it The Last of Us Part II (not going to enter in this topic, or I will write a dissertation about it). Saying that TLOU II are trash, that Cyberpunk are going to humiliate it, and that Cyberpunk will be the best game ever…

Thing is: I LOVE The Last of US. With all my heart. I buy my PS4 because I HAVE to play the second game in launch. And was the BEST experience I have in all platforms/medias that one day I consumed. Games, movies, animes, books. ANY. So when Cyberpunk 2077 launched and was, well, a completely mess, I laugh.

Oh my, I laugh.

Is like a nice karma. My favorite game won all the prizes, and Cyberpunk, the biggest game ever, the revolutionary, the masterpiece…becomes Cyberbug. Because of this historic I didn’t even watched Edgerunners (I swear that till the end of the year I will). I have a, don’t know, kind of hate for this game, if I can name it.

Time pass, we are at 2025 and Cyberpunk comes in sale in Playstation Store, for like, 20 dollars. I searched on the internet if the game was playable and I buy it. Still kinda, how can I say? Reluctant.

Then I started to play and..

Oh my.

WHAT A EXPERIENCE. When I finished the first playthough and the game started to play Never Fade Away (and and I got goosebumps), I stand - I swear – for like, 10 minutes, with the joystick in my hand just staring at the TV. Speechless.

That universe, that history, that characters are so, so immersive that I didn’t want to end. I was completely lost in the game, that I barely noticed that I’m reaching the end. And for fucks sake, the endings…

There’s no happy ending in Night City. And maybe that's what it does this game feels so connected with the players. It’s a universe destined to tragedy. I used to say that I hate bad or sad endings but, there’s a magic, a special feeling in that emotion. Many times I open the game just for “feel the vibe”.

And yet, I still feel conflicted, because there’s always something inside of me that have a block with this game. It’s amazing and something I cannot describe, at the same time. Frustration? Maybe, but of what, since when I played I don’t have any expectations?

But maybe that’s the beauty of this game – the way it leaves me torn between wonder and disconfort, never letting me settle, always making me question why I think so many times about it.

If you still have doubts, play. Will resonate with you yoo. Gotta delta, chooms!

[catrastophicsoul]

I'm going to raaaage here, but I need to let my frustration out.

I LOVE Arcane. Really. It's one of the series of my life. It's deep, the characters are amazing, the art style is so fucking cool.

I passed 3 loooong years waiting for the second season. And it's amazing, sure, but many things for me are.. Frustrating. The first act it's good, the second it's amazing, then the third... Just feel incomplete?

There's almost no dialogue in the second season. Imagine how WOW is going to be a deep, meaning conversation between Jinx and Vi (to understand each other's POV) , Vi and Caitlyn (they need one, a big one, to make amends), Ekko screaming truths in Caitlyn's FACE when she was lost in revenge? Feels like the ending will have soooo much more impact.

There's other things: Jinx's thinking that her DEATH is the key to her sister beeing happy??? Sevika without a fucking voice line in act 3? Zaun and Piltover being BFF with only a discourse by Jayce, not even a "I'm sorry for all the years we treated you guys like shit?"

And damn, I MISS the season 1 Vi. She's hot and badass in the second (impossible to not be, LOOK AT HER), but...did the show runners started to hating her, or what? Making her doing shit decisions (and not really explaining them), becoming a pretty much side character in her own show (the plot is about the sisters for fuuuuck saaaake), going into alcoholism, beeing humiliated by her own lack of actions, losing everyone. OMFG how washed you can turn a character???

They didn't even let her to be the one killing Maddie (c'mon, that would be fucking FUNNY).

Anyway, go on, watch Arcane. Is still a piece of art. With a veeeery frustrating, yet still good, second season. I really need the - obviously - scenes they cut out to make 40 minutes episodes.

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[catrastophicsoul]

Still feels like a dream. But IS REAL. Catradora is CANON. A little art to celebrate our shipp~

Follow me on twitter, mainly Portuguese but I can try english too, I swear I'm a nice person: @catrastophic_

[catrastophicsoul]

She really deserve love too, right? 

[catrastophicsoul]

My little contribution to how I imagine Catradora’s life will be after the war. PS: I saw this text on some twitter recently and I couldn't resist, I had to draw. But I'm an idiot and I don't remember where, so please, if someone knows the author of the story, let me know so I can give the proper credits.

[catrastophicsoul]

Renewed meme

Or...

Just me, EVERY TIME that I remember this scene.

[spopsite]

They definitely don’t like each other 😏

[catrastophicsoul]

I can't stop laughing

[mblerghitsmi-deactivated2020113]

[slavery]

[macbethz]

Fuck I’m at a fencing tournament and literally a minute after I reblogged this my dad told me that he talked to the point people and I’m probably going to win a medal.

[seananmcguire]

BURN BAGEL BURN

[gothiccharmschool]

OH WHY NOT?

[harukami]

I need to follow up to say I reblogged this last night, and this morning I got some of the best news of my life, like, a life dream come true news thing.

Bagel what are your powers

[acabosetotal]

FUCK, I though it was just another lucky meme but LISTEN. Since a week ago I was waiting a phone call to confirm me if I got a job or not in my university. I reblogged this yesterday’s night “just for fun and because I don’t want any bagel to be mad with me”, and today’s afternoon, while I was losing my time as always, the professor I was supposed to work with called me and asked me for my personal information to start working with her.

THE BAGEL POWERS ARE WAY TOO MUCH FOR THIS WORLD

[token-white-friend]

I GOT A JOB THE DAY AFTER MY QUEUE POSTED THIS THE FIRST TIME AND I JUST REALIZED IT WHEN I SAW IT AGAIN HOLY GOD

[noodle-dragon]

The bagel hasn’t let me down yet!

[tentacles-and-coffee]

Let’s see what you can do bagel

[catrastophicsoul]

Sometimes a song speaks to you in a way that someone never did...

[xandreeeaxx-blog]

[stvtic-screams]

Reblog this if you're a girl who likes girls and loves female fronted bands.

I need new people to follow. 🌈✌🏼

[flowercrown-joshler]

Migraine // Twenty One Pilots

[josiefoltz]

[catrastophicsoul]

Supercombo sempre com as melhores letras