Journey To Answer The Call Of A Creative_GOD

This blog is has moved from Untitled_Journey to Journey_To_Answer_The_Call_Of_A_Creative_GOD. I am on a Journey to define my calling and purpose on this earth.

[igxbaddies]

@jadeyasm

[cebicile]

I've lost track when its comes to reality of days. Yesterday I thought it was Monday. #ThisMorning #SetLife #MakingTV

[wnq-writers]

We grew up getting wet in the rain, chasing butterflies, And when the sun sunk into the horizon, we’d capture fireflies. We eagerly answered questions with “I am so excited to grow up”, We gave up our childhood just wishing we’d be older. We didn’t see rejected college applications, rejected crushes, rejected hard work. We didn’t see having to hold our head up high in the worst of situations Or shrug off the deepest pain with empty words that go like “No, don’t worry, I’m okay” We’re too old to cry. Too young to give up. Too old to throw a tantrum. Too young to move away. I wish I wouldn’t have smiled wide, with front teeth safely in the tooth fairy’s possession, I wish I would’ve patiently waited for the future to beckon. I rushed through my childhood. But I won’t rush through my life.

polkadottedsmile  (via wordsnquotes)

[cebicile]

Holding on to HOPE...#KeepWalking #GodAnchorOfMySoul #Empires #TouchTheSky

[cebicile]

Brand New on Food Network tonight GIRL EAT WORLD. I enjoyed working on this, ill do it again and again. Dont forget to watch the credits hahahaha @kaminipather #luckybeanmedia

[cebicile]

"God values Creativity_Cebisile" (quote me). These guys are the tipping point for my calling, creativity. #Empires #TouchTheSky #Hillsong #HillsongJozi #DreamTeam #HappyThursday #Concept #PsalmsIt

[wnq-writers]

when someone deeply listens to you
, they plant flowers in places that you used to say hurt.
 they fill a void that you called a blackhole.

Leila L. (via wnq-writers)

[wnq-writers]

I’m sorry to hear that you’re sad. I wish I could tell you it’ll get better. I wish I could tell you someone will come along and life will be all laugh and roses; and even if no one comes, you and you alone will be enough. I wish I could tell you the people you trust will never lie to you. I wish I could tell you people are fundamentally good and no one is truly malicious. So much I wish I could tell you. But I don’t know that. I don’t know any of that. Everyday I see the worst things happen to the sweetest people. I see deceit and lies all around. I see the average person stamping on other peoples’ dignity and rights. I see acts of ungraciousness on the public transportation. On some days, nobody is nice and the warm spring days only accentuate the cold. I feel afraid and I know you do too. You will snap, you will break down, and you will feel like giving up. But remember how much you have gotten through. And though it never gets easier, deep down you know you will be okay. You just have to listen for that little voice in you. And, if you ever need to, talk to me and I’ll be there for you as a fellow sad stranger on the internet — distant, maybe, but never unkind.

Sylvia (via wordsnquotes)

[stupidmansuit]

There is a voice inside of you That whispers all day long, “I feel that this is right for me, I know that this is wrong.” No teacher, preacher, parent, friend or wise man can decide What’s right for you— just listen to The voice that speaks inside.”

Shel Silverstein  (via iwillbefree-iwillbeme)

[cebicile]

My hair journey.....

[cebicile]

"Practical knowledge of once ability is the greatest miracle that can ever happen to an individual" I just finished reading Chimamanda Ngozi Adichie' book Half Yellow Sun and I don't know what to do with myself. Well written novel. The book rewrite Nigeria' history and the day I visit Nigeria I would go there for their finest cuisine 'Ugwu Jellof rice". Such a lessoned packed book about Nigeria. Connected with all the characters Olanna and her twin had a chance to pack their bags and join their parents in London and wait till the war is over but they didn't. Their journey open ones heart to the strength of an African woman. How the author of the book paints pictures in my mind by using simple words and detailed events. I really loved Ugwu but my heart was broken when he got involve in gang-rape. Harrison was hilarious and his invented English food. I laughed, I cried, jumped off my seat and travelled to Nigeria without moving. Ahhh me I am in Love. Have two new books to read but I am no longer inspired Chimamanda has stolen my heart. Purple Hibiscus next. Beauty and Brains in ine frame!!!! #Toomuchpower #Toomuchknowldge #JourneytoAnswerACallOfMyCreativeGod #ChimamandaNgoziAdichie

[cebicile]

New babies in the family. The excitement right now #steallikeanartist #makingideashappen #Creativity #CreativeDaughterOfTheMostHigh #happysaturday

[cebicile]

Another week another 5k in the bag. Starting this week different running morning and afternoon. LET GO PEOPLE!!! *OliviaPope'sVoice* #ChannelingTheMind #ChannelingTheBody

[cebicile]

Endless tied of mercy rain, let it flood in my heart again, surround me like an ocean. Your love is like a storm. #JourneyToAnswerTheCall #CreativeGod #CreativeDaughterOfTheMostHigh #HillsongY&F #GraciousTempest

[cebicile]

Todays moment with my CREATIVE GOD is dedicated to Hillsong Y&F_GraciousTempest. Your love is crashing over me, Surging like a raging sea, immerse me in the wonder of Your Love. Your Love is like a storm.

[cebicile]

I write a lot these days. I write my prayers, thoughts, dreams and things that are pressed in my heart and I cant share them. Since I dont have a facebook page anymore thought I should share one paragraph from my writing yesterday. I am approaching #25 fast or maybe very soon. #25 I am developing a thick skin. I will love myself with those huge lips, big head, weighing 58kg, wrong bra, face with no makeup, no earrings, always wearing sneakers (its getting too much I know but no apologies in #25). I will never become your cover girl and Its Ok all these things don't define what's in my heart. I love and care a lot. If you need a favour come to me I'll move mountains for you. But now its time to offer myself same kindness I offer to people. #7March

[wnq-writers]

I’m sorry for laughing out of place. I tend to feel awkward and laughing is my way of evading the incoming silence. I know I’m weird sometimes. Well, a lot of the time. But since my normal quiet self didn’t fit in, I decided to try something different. I guess this isn’t working either. I apologize for staring. Believe me, there are many thoughts going through my head that I just can’t put into sentences and before I know it, I get lost in the fear of saying something wrong and then don’t say anything at all. I’m not the best looking guy around. I get wrinkles on my forehead, I get pimples in the weirdest places, and I’m shorter than I’d like to be. I’m quite soft spoken. If I’m raising my voice it’s more or less to not be such an outcast, than it is to really get my point across. I have a tendency to sing, usually when I think no one is listening. If you pay attention to what I sing, you may learn a bit of my story. I sleep and daydream a lot. Sometimes it’s because I’m tired, or bored. Other times it’s for a temporary escape If I’m devoted to something, eating just may come second. So please don’t get mad if I’m not eating lunch with you from time to time. I write a lot of poetry. But as of late I’ve been looking at the world through broken windows; they cracked under the pressure of holding things in just like my heart did and no matter how much I write about love, truly I’m afraid of it, afraid of messing up somehow. I have a tendency of making things like this piece of writing longer than they need to be. I guess what I’m trying to say is.. I’m sorry for being a mess.

maxwelldpoetry, “To The Ones Who Deal With Me Daily” (via wordsnquotes)

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