wtnv

[Cecil Gershwin Palmer] a radio host that may or may not exist

[cecilisms]

hurray i remembered the password to this account----

like for a starter ! 

[cecilisms]

i'm back----

who wants to do a thing?

[perfectxself]

  "Cecil, Cecil, oh Cecil." He smiled wider

at him, a smile of pity, as he couldn’t recall

how better he used to feel when he didn’t had

the Smiling God on his back. ” The Smiling God

is everyone’s God. You’ll learn to accept it, all at it’s time. “

For a second he froze, and the smile threatened to

leave his features, but it managed not to. ” I’m unable to.

I just can’t feel. “

[cecilisms]

❝  You can. You just did. I saw it.❞ It's a challenge--a call to the bright,

endless void to release this man from its grasp. Cecil offers his hand to his

double--to his nemesis--to the person that perhaps knows him better than

he knows himself. ❝ And I'd help you feel more, if you felt so inclined. ❞  

[perfectxself]

  He smiled and a soft sigh escaped his lips.

"Feelings, what weird things— I wonder what they

are like.” There’s a pause, and he quickly shakes

his head. “Oh please Cecil, if you just accept it and

join StrexCorp anything is possible— if you truly want it.”

[cecilisms]

❝ I can't. Not now, not ever.

Your Smiling God is not my own. ❞ 

It's sad, really. Terrifying as Kevin is,

he doubts that he's a truly terrible person.

❝ Do you not want to at least try to learn

what feelings are like? Or do you not wish

to know for fear of them making you doublethink.❞ 

[cecilisms]

---just body slammed a final.

like for a starter

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❝----I miss Carlos.

                             I wish he would come home.❞ 

[cecilisms]

drawing doodle thing for caedxs

[dxppleganger-blog]

            “Why yes, I believe that’s how it            is! And isn’t it marvelous, Cecil?            It’s almost like having a brother—            Someone just like you, yet different.”

[cecilisms]

❝ I suppose----

                         unless you are going to try and kill me. ❞ 

[dxppleganger-blog]

          “Oh, yes!”

                “Hello again! Cecil, was it?”

[cecilisms]

❝ And you're-- Kevin?

                                  You're my doppleganger?

Or....well, you were around when the doubles started appearing. ❞ 

[dxppleganger-blog]

          “Can I help you?”

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❝ It's----you.

                     We embraced but you----

your eyes. ❞ 

[caedxs-deactivated20201227]

— throws together a banner in .2 seconds slay me.

I’m?? in shock. Just under two weeks ago, I hit 1500 followers, and now 1600? I’m in absolute awe of this, and so incredibly honoured. Lucian and the Sin verse are very important to me, and to have so many people showing interest is inexplicably heartwarming. Thank you so much to every single one of you, just… Thank you.

Anyways, without further ado, here we go. Cheers!

моя любовь:

vanagloria-superbia: You… Are the best. You’re the best friend anyone could ask for. You’re kind, understanding, genuine, and true. Without you, this would not have come into fruition. You’ve always been there for me, as I will be in turn for you, and I cannot explain just how much I love you. You’re a true treasure to me, Rabbit, and I’ll cherish you for the rest of my life. Thank you for being my best friend, and my sister. ♥♥♥

товарищи:

a-kirkland / bookman-jr / bookmans-lavi / burzhuaziya / chaiinbreaker / cxwyll / d-smantle / forcefulxlotus / genrouzan / genuflectere / glassmemoir / guardedcalloway / hakka-tourou / hakko-no-senshi / ignicity / immanisfides / immortxlvampxre / inlusiones / intellectandwill / karcharxas / kizuatokirin / lavibun / little-moth-of-rapture / lotus-of-karma / magisterpavus / mercenaiire / merciful-hell / pierssureshotnivans / provenio / roku—gen / rondeursx / samaritansavior / shardsofguilt / titanxchild / yeonkkoch-agma / yesrichesandbitches

идолы:

aprofoundduplicity / arielshepard / baneofcolumbia / blewthewhistle / cecilisms / chalceum / clearcoded / corruptionofheart / curetrix / departuretorapture / dixxmeliora / edhelernil / enveigle / fauxsalvation / gamemakxr / haneiyu / haunting-shanties / heichx / immortalcorrupter / kiraahachi / kxrat / lutecea / masochisticsadist / mirahebi / nihillmancer / patereius / profiteer / rapturerecordssilas / sanctamater / shouyos / sollertis / spookedjournalist / vigoare / viperisms / xslabking / xnfamous

And my entire blogroll, to be quite honest. < 3 [so please don’t feel bad if you aren’t on here!] Thank you all again!! ]]

[perfectxself]

  "Feelings— they are such weird things aren’t they?

Anyways—- This, this is highly appreciated Cecil. 

In fact, I’m so thankful for it that if you finally decide

to give up and join StrexCorp, you can be my co-host.”

[cecilisms]

❝ I would say that feelings can be pretty neat.

 ----but really, Kevin, that is sweet of you. But I

do not think management will allow me to ever

be on the radio again. A shame, truly, but even

I have my uses without----❞ He paused, shook 

his head. ❝ Well, that does not matter anymore,

does it?❞ 

[perfectxself]

  For a moment, words were unable to leave

his lips, he couldn’t do much more than stare

at the other with a bright wide smile spread on his lips.

"That’s— That’s so thoughtful of you Cecil! I now feel bad

for not having something for you.” 

[cecilisms]

❝ Well, on the radio I remember you saying that

 you did not feel much of anything. So I thought

 maybe a present would make you happy----and

 really, Kevin, seeing you smile is more than enough. ❞ 

[cecilisms]

i feel like a douche but if you don't clean up your posts i end up unfollowing.

it's not because i don't like you, it's because i don't like having to scroll through a mountain.

[perfectxself]

  "A— Present? Well, that’s so very nice of you, Cecil.

     Should I ask what it is?”

[cecilisms]

❝ Well you have been mentioning redecorating----

 So I got you this lovely picture of teeth and this

human heart. Perhaps once the heart stops beating

you could use it as a paper weight.❞ 

[those-crazy-meme-nights]

Our muses get stuck in a narrow small space together, by some strange situation, their bodies pressed firmly together, chest to chest, their noses softly rubbing together, both able to feel each other's hot breath on their lips. Send "Close to You" for what my muse would say and do to your muse in this situation

[caedxs-deactivated20201227]

              “… You need to stop thinking aloud, Cecil.              Especially when you know he’s listening.”

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                          ❝!!❞ Cecil nearly drops his

                           coffee at the sound of his voice.

                                         ❝ Lucian----so you heard all of                                                                          that, huh? My my, how very                                                                          embarrassing.  ❞