𝓒eann .ᐟ 9teen she/her, aerishines but im a heavy ot4 stan, sophie thatcher & margeret qualley enthusiast. I write for arcane, tlou, yellowjackets, companion (i will only write for iris) & kpop (specifically aespa) i mostly read than write so dont expect much tehe. Also this is my side blog soz if i cannot follow yall hueheue (i cannot share my main blog cuz its so fucking embarrassingg..)
reqs r open but i procrastinate allloootttt so it might take a while unfortunately..hope yall enjoy my fics!! ദ്ദി ˉ͈̀꒳ˉ͈́ )
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What i write
Fluff, comfort, reverse comfort, angst, slow burn, enemies to lovers, smut, x reader, fem reader, and a lot more.
What i don't write
I will not write anything about inc*st, p*do, sa, z*ophillia, smut about minor characters, basically anything weird.
it's a lovefest all around. she's always there to take care of you, and you're always there to thank her for being such a good wife.
she's so devoted. tbh, you didn't even program her to be like this. you hardly messed with her original settings besides customizing her. you just charmed her with your butchness and she couldn't help but become an obsessed and love-stricken femme. she wants to do everything for you. cook, clean, help you undress when you come home from work, make love to you, make sure you never leave her...
picking out iris' jewelry for the day :) you have a nice big jewelry box that you bought her where tons of earrings, rings, necklaces, and bracelets that you got her (and that she came with) are stored. sometimes she'll pick the things she thinks you'd like the most, but other times, you like helping her pick them out, along with her outfit :)
thinking about butch!reader who's not got the best fashion sense trying to dress iris 😭 spending minutes holding up shirts up to her chest, trying to see if they really match the shorts you picked out for her (it doesn't), but you decide she looks pretty in it either way and tell her to put it on for you. she loves all the outfits you've put together for her too :( she always thanks you for making her look so good with a kiss and a twirl of her outfit :) it's the biggest honor to pick out her headbands, too. it's probably your favorite part of dressing her.
she's obsessed with holding your hand. she needs to be holding it 24/7 or she starts to think you don't want her anymore 😭 she loves holding it in public while you drag her to stores at the mall. loves seeing you geek out and point out all the cool things, it makes her smile so much. she buys everything for you too! she doesn't know that the card she has is connected to your bank account so it's your money she's spending, but it brings her great joy to tap that card and give you the bag full of the things you wanted :( you provide for her, too, of course. you gotta get better at money management because half your payments are on her. any little thing that you think she would like is immediately thrown into the cart. she's the type to say, "you shouldn't have." when you give her things.... she treasures all the stuff you give her so much and takes such good care of them !!
iris who cooks for you and butch!reader who is her taste tester. you help as much as you can with the cooking but she's set on making everything perfect for you and wants to do it for you 😭 she likes setting the table and lighting candles just thinking about you :( she really does love the times when you pick her up and tell her to sit at the dining table so you can finish dinner for her because she's been working so hard for you. she's smiling so hard when you come with the plates that you can't help but fall in love even more..
butch!passenger!prince x iris who drives you around 😁
making love with her... she likes taking care of you, we know this, so sometimes when you come home from work, clearly stressed and tired, she'll help you undress, lead you to the bedroom, and gives you the most tender look ever before dropping to her knees and rubbing her cheek against your thigh. sometimes, you'll let her take care of you, mumbling praises and moans as she swirls her tongue around you so perfectly. other times, you whine and pull her back up, telling her you just need to kiss her for a while.
either way, she's happy.
taking care of her, though. you're just in one of those moods. one where you can't stop thinking of iris and how much you love her, and you're literally drunk on the mere thought of her. you're honestly just wet thinking about pleasing her. and as you have her ride your face, her milky, pale thighs wrapped around your head, you squeeze your thighs together and get off to both iris moaning and the feeling of how soaked you are. you definitely give her as many orgasms as she wants. coaxing her through more and more because you love seeing her face break and how she struggles to hide her whines. you love how she still thanks you after each orgasm and mumbles "i love you," during random moments.
Synopsis ➫ When famous actress Yn Ln from the hit show "Wednesday" gets news she will be starring in a girlgroup MV, the girl just couldn't wait! Her reaction however, quickly changes after finding out she will be working with Katseye. Member of hit girl group Katseye, Manon Bannerman, is forced to face the feelings she thought she had gotten rid of long ago after hearing the news of her ex being apart of their new comeback.
Featuring ➫ Jenna Ortega, Hunter Doohan, Katseye, and more!
Disclaimer ➫ Everything written here is fictional. If you do not like any of the topics mentioned, then please scroll.
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Credits to @cafekitsune for the divider!! Life saver fr.
Synopsis ➫ When famous actress Yn Ln from the hit show "Wednesday" gets news she will be starring in a girlgroup MV, the girl just couldn't wait! Her reaction however, quickly changes after finding out she will be working with Katseye. Member of hit girl group Katseye, Manon Bannerman, is forced to face the feelings she thought she had gotten rid of long ago after hearing the news of her ex being apart of their new comeback.
Featuring ➫ Jenna Ortega, Hunter Doohan, Katseye, and more!
Disclaimer ➫ Everything written here is fictional. If you do not like any of the topics mentioned, then please scroll.
Profiles
Sillies Katz
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Soon!
Credits to @cafekitsune for the divider!! Life saver fr.
Synopsis ➫ When famous actress Yn Ln from the hit show "Wednesday" gets news she will be starring in a girlgroup MV, the girl just couldn't wait! Her reaction however, quickly changes after finding out she will be working with Katseye. Member of hit girl group Katseye, Manon Bannerman, is forced to face the feelings she thought she had gotten rid of long ago after hearing the news of her ex being apart of their new comeback.
Featuring ➫ Jenna Ortega, Hunter Doohan, Katseye, and more!
Disclaimer ➫ Everything written here is fictional. If you do not like any of the topics mentioned, then please scroll.
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Sillies Katz
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Credits to @cafekitsune for the divider!! Life saver fr.
A/N - hi im back haha... this one is a rlly short one cuz im writing smth amazing right now huehue (its sooo good trust ill be posting it in a few days)
— Vi
-You met Vi by accident—wrong place, wrong time, and before you even realized what was happening, she had already handled it.
-"You wouldn’t last a damn second down here, sweetheart."
-At first, she thought you were just another fragile little thing that needed protecting. And at first, you thought she was dangerous.
-(You were right. But not to you.)
-Vi teases you constantly.
-"You’re just so soft, babe. It’s unreal."
-"You say that like it’s a bad thing."
-She grins. "Nah. I like it."
-You try to keep her out of trouble. It never works.
-"Vi, maybe we should think this through."
-"Uh-huh. Lemme know how that goes while I punch this guy."
-"VI—"
-Dating Vi is terrifying.
-"Hey, babe, funny story—I may have started a bar fight." "Vi." "Before you say anything, I won."
-She lives to fluster you.
-"You always get so shy when I call you babe. S’cute." "I—I do not!"
-Vi leans in. "Oh yeah? So if I called you sweetheart right now, you wouldn’t get all shy on me?"
-"...Shut up."
-"That’s what I thought."
-You’ve seen her throw herself into fights for you without a second thought.
-"Vi, stop, you’re bleeding!"
-"They started it."
-"That doesn’t mean you have to finish it!"
-She smirks, wiping blood from her lip. "Sweetheart, that’s exactly what it means."
-But then, one time, you actually hit someone.
-Vi had the guy handled—had him cornered, already mid-swing—until he lunged at you.
-And you punched him.
-The guy went down.
-You stood there, wide-eyed, clutching your fist like you couldn’t believe what you’d just done.
-Vi just stared.
-Then, slowly, she grinned.
-"Well, damn, babe."
-"I—"
-She grabbed your wrist, turning it over to check for damage.
-"You throw a punch like that again, and I might just marry you."
-You turned scarlet.
-Vi never let you live it down.
-"Hey, babe, remember that time you punched a guy?"
-"Vi, stop."
-"Nah, seriously, you were terrifying. I was quaking."
-"I am never doing that again."
-She grinned. "Yeah, yeah. Talk to me after your second punch."
-You keep her grounded. She keeps you wild.
-Balance.
— Caitlyn
-Caitlyn despises rule-breakers. So naturally, she fell in love with you.
-You flirted while she was cuffing you, calling her “Officer Cutie.” She pretended not to care, but her ears were so red.
-You broke out of jail just to see her again.
-"You're breaking the law."
-"You're breaking my heart."
-You treat laws like suggestions. Caitlyn treats them like the word of God.
-"No, you cannot bribe an officer, that’s illegal."
-"Then why do they take the money?"
-"YOU’RE MISSING THE POINT."
-Caitlyn has arrested you multiple times, but at this point, it’s just flirting.
-"Back again, officer?"
-"Maybe if you stopped committing crimes, I wouldn’t have to keep arresting you."
-She gets so flustered when you flirt with her.
-"I swear, you’ll be the death of me."
-"Aw, Cait, don’t be dramatic. You’d look so good in mourning black, though."
-You show up at crime scenes just to mess with her.
-"Fancy meeting you here, Sheriff."
-"WHY are you here?"
-"Moral support. Also, I may or may not have stolen some evidence. Oops."
-First kiss? During a heated argument about morality. You kissed her just to shut her up, and she froze.
-“You—you can’t just do that!”
-“Why not? Worked, didn’t it?”
-Caitlyn is constantly exasperated with you, but she wouldn’t have it any other way.
-She scolds you like a mother but spoils you like a lover.
-“One day, you’re going to get yourself killed.”
-“Yeah? But at least I’ll look hot doing it.”
-She has never sighed so much in her life.
-You love making her break the rules. One time, you convinced her to steal a single piece of candy from a store.
-She acted like she personally had doomed Piltover.
-"I CAN NEVER SHOW MY FACE HERE AGAIN."
-"Cait, it was literally a mint."
-"A stolen mint."
-She once caught you doing something very illegal and instead of arresting you, she sighed and went, "Just… don’t do it again."
-That’s when you knew she was doomed.
— Jinx
-You the embodiment of "calm down."
-Jinx the embodiment of "I will not calm down."
-The moment Jinx met you, she immediately decided you were her favorite person.
-You did not agree.
-"So, you’re all serious and broody, huh? Like, all ‘I have a tragic backstory, don’t talk to me’?"
-"No, I just don’t enjoy explosions."
-"Pfft, sounds like a tragic backstory to me."
-Jinx tests your patience daily.
-She steals your things just so you’ll chase her.
-"Jinx, give me back my book."
-"Make me, serious-face."
-You tackle her.
-You are the ONLY person who can calm her down.
-You’re incredibly patient with her. No matter how chaotic she gets, you never push her away.
-That scares her. She’s used to people getting tired of her. But you never do.
-The first time she has a breakdown in front of you, she expects you to leave.
-Instead, you just wrap your arms around her and hold her. No words, no judgment.
-Jinx never admits it, but that’s the moment she realized she’s completely in love with you.
-You always pull her out of danger, even when she insists she doesn’t need help.
"Baaabe, I totally had it handled."
"Jinx, you were literally on fire."
"Okay, but—"
"No."
-Jinx is determined to break through your stoic exterior.
-“C’mooon, just smile for me once, yeah? Bet you’d be real pretty when you do.”
-The first time you genuinely laughed at her joke, she melted.
-She was obsessed with making you laugh after that.
-First kiss? She literally caught you off guard mid-sentence and ran away laughing.
-“You should see your face, babe! Priceless.”
-You are the definition of opposites attract.
-You keep her sane, and she keeps you... un-boring.
— Sevika
-Sevika thought you were too soft for the world she lived in.
-“People like you? They don’t last long down here.”
-“Then I guess you’ll just have to protect me.”
-You weren’t scared of her. That pissed her off.
-But she couldn’t ignore the way you made her feel—like maybe, just maybe, not everything in the world was awful.
-You tended to her wounds without question, never expecting anything in return. That scared her more than anything.
-"I can do it myself."
-"Yeah, well, you weren’t, so sit still."
-Sevika would kill for you.
-You’re the only person she’s soft with, and everyone notices.
-“She’s different when she’s with you.”
-“Nah, she’s just scary in public.”
-You make her believe in something more than survival.
-And damn it, she loves you for that.
-If anyone even breathes wrong near you, Sevika is already cracking her knuckles.
-You're basically her emotional support human, and she has no idea how she ended up this soft.
— Viktor
-Viktor never thought he had time for love. He had science. That was all that mattered.
-And then you came along.
-At first, he brushes off your romantic nature as a distraction.
-But then he catches himself listening to you.
-You talk about dreams, about passion, about things beyond logic, and—damn it—he likes it.
"You’re ridiculous," he murmurs, watching you twirl around his lab with a dreamy expression.
"And yet, you keep me around."
"...Yes. A mistake, clearly."
-It’s not a mistake. He’s doomed.
-You force him to take breaks, dragging him away from his work despite his protests.
"Viktor, have you eaten today?"
"I consumed knowledge."
"That’s not food."
"It is intellectually nourishing."
"You’re ridiculous."
-You leave little notes on his desk when he’s too busy to talk.
"Reminder: You’re brilliant and I love you."
"Reminder: You need sleep, you absolute workaholic."
"Reminder: I’m kissing you later, whether you like it or not."
-He pretends they’re a nuisance, but he keeps every single one.
-The first time you kiss him, he’s so flustered he forgets how to speak.
-"I—uh—hmm—well—"
"Oh my god, Viktor, just kiss me back."
-He does. And once he starts? He doesn’t stop.
-Viktor is completely enchanted by you. He never knew love could feel this… effortless.
-"You’re a distraction," he mutters one night, watching you ramble about constellations.
-"A good one?"
-"The only one."
— Jayce
-Jayce is used to people either admiring him or challenging him outright. He’s not used to you.
-You don’t hang on his every word.
-You don’t take his charm at face value.
-You argue. You push back. You challenge him.
-And damn it, you’re good at it.
-"You know, most people find me charming."
-"Most people have low standards."
-"Wow. Remind me why I keep you around?"
-"Because you love the abuse."
-He swears you’ve made it your life’s mission to challenge every idea he has. And worse? You’re smart. He can’t even dismiss you because you actually make good points.
-"This is the best approach."
-"No, it’s the most convenient approach."
-"Oh, I’m sorry, do you have a breakthrough invention?"
-"No, but I have common sense."
-"...Touché."
-He swears he hates debating with you, but the way his eyes light up every time you challenge him? Yeah. He loves it.
-At some point, your arguments stop being about proving each other wrong and start being about understanding each other.
-You’re not impressed by his title, his status, or the way people look up to him. You’re only impressed when he actually earns it.
-That makes him work for it. Not because he has anything to prove, but because he likes knowing he can meet you at your level.
-Jayce flirts like it’s second nature. With most people, it’s effortless. With you? It’s a goddamn battlefield.
-"Come on, admit it. You like me."
-"I tolerate you."
-"You love me."
-"I love watching you struggle."
-"Same thing."
-He’s never had to work so hard for someone’s attention, and it kills him. But the first time you actually soften toward him? It’s over for him. Completely.
-He’s never wanted something so badly in his life. And it’s not just because of the chase. It’s because you make him better.
-You don’t just challenge his ego—you challenge his ideals. You make him think. You make him question things he’s taken for granted.
-And despite all the teasing, all the stubborn back-and-forth, all the arguments? He’s never felt more alive than when he’s with you.
-The first time he kisses you, it’s because you’ve finally pushed him past his breaking point.
I was all over her , daniela avanzini x fem!reader / sophia laforteza x fem!reader
A valentine special with @ceeaann!!
Warning ! Foul words, harassment, mentions of drinking and also not proofread
Disclaimer ! Every person is not an accurate portrayal of themselves. Everything written here is pure fiction.
Synopsis ! You and Daniela's friendship hang on by a thread, after Daniela's crush, Aaron, had started courting you— even though you had never consented to it.
Now playing ! Friends by chase atlantic, I was all over her by salvie palth
A/N : Sorry about the vague ahh synopsis I genuinely cannot think of one rn so we gotta live w this
Collab masterlist !
WC — 7.05k
Daniela subconsciously tightens her jaw at the sight of you and Aaron together. The girl scoffs, and stuffs her books into her locker. Lara, her best friend, whistles at Daniela’s sudden burst of annoyance.
‘’Girl you good?’’ Lara says, a giggle accompanying her words. Daniela looks to her left, and sees Lara with a smug smile, also stuffing her books into her own locker.
‘’It’s just Y/n and Aaron again.. Ugh.’’
You were one of Daniela’s best friends, and you still are, but ever since Aaron, Daniela’s crush had started courting you, the Latina started drifting away, your friendship hanging by a string.
Daniela, who had told you about her crush on the boy, felt disappointed you allowed him to court you. But you were just too nice to stay mad at, too unimaginably sweet towards Daniela. So the Latina could do nothing but mope about her crush courting you.
‘’I mean, Y/n is nice but like.. I told her about it! I wanna stay mad but she’s so sickeningly sweet, I just couldn’t.’’ Lara indulges Daniela and while the two of them were only a couple meters away from you, they didn’t notice the uncomfort you tried your best not to show out of kindness.
There you were, getting pestered by Aaron for the nth time today. The boy hovered around you like some sort of annoying fly. You felt bad calling the boy that, but he just couldn’t take no as an answer for some reason.
‘’Come on Y/n. Please? Just to lunch this saturday, I pinky promise I won’t bother you for the next few days… unless of course, you want me to.’’ The 6’1 boy says as he offers you yet another rose. Good God, this was like what— the third time he’s tried this week? And it was fucking Tuesday.
‘’I already told you Aaron, I can’t. Can you please stop pressing?’’ You said as you closed your locker with a bang, and Aaron’s smug smile falters for a second, before strengthening itself.
‘’It’s fine. You’ll say yes soon.’’ The boy winks, and heads back to his friends. You wanted to roll your eyes, but your social status was at risk.
Aaron was the schools star quarterback, good looking, tall, and confident. He was every girls ‘’dream’’ guy. That however, didn’t affect you one bit. Because you already had somebody you liked, and this guy just wasn’t picking up on that.
You turned away from him, and noticed Daniela and Lara just a couple meters away from you. You took initiative to wave at the two, with a sweet smile on your face. Lara waves back at you with the same enthusiasm, but Daniela had this awkward vibe around her as she tried to return your gesture.
You turned away, saddened, but you knew why. Daniela told you she had a crush on Aaron a couple weeks ago. Ever since the brown haired boy had started bothering you, Daniela began to maintain distance. It hurt you. Did she really think so little of you?
Besides, she knew you liked someone else. Someone who definitely wasn’t Aaron. As you walked away, someone put their arm around you all of a sudden, and the scent of fresh citrus perfume notified you which one of your friends it was.
‘’Megan! You twat, I almost fell!’’ Megan rolls her eyes, telling you being overdramatic wasn’t a lifestyle. If someone paid you to pummel this girl right now, you would do it for free.
The ginger continued to ramble on about how her physics teacher was an asshole for making them do a paper on rocks. “Goddamn rocks Y/n! Can you imagine me reporting that? Oh yeah, rocks are hard and cool and bland.” To which you replied with,
“He probably meant minerals, Megan. Not straight up bland rocks you idiot. Were you even paying attention?” Megan looked at you with a blank expression. Good God there was not a single thought behind those eyes.
“You're probably right but I don't wanna give you the satisfaction so I'm gonna say you're wrong.” You sighed. Megan was like this every day, so you weren't even surprised anymore.
As the ginger continued ranting about her day— which was kind of crazy because its only been a couple of hours since school had started, and the fact that this girl could ramble about three classes was interesting. You wanted to study how her brain works.
Megan noticed you were too quiet— the sassy attitude you always had just wasn't there. So the ginger paused, and you knew she was silently signaling you that if you wanted to talk, she was listening. You sighed, beginning your rant.
“Aaron’s… all over me again. Daniela has been avoiding me more and more, and it's starting to piss me off. I never even allowed Aaron to court me, yet she's assuming I did! I've been trying to tell her, even saying it straight to her damn face. But for some reason she still thinks I said yes to Aaron in some way. Good God, after being friends for years, you think she'd notice I didn't like men!! Much more, that I like her!!!” Megan patted your back, knowing the whole Daniela situation had been disastrous for you.
Megan stops, and you continue walking. After a second or two, you notice the girl was a couple steps behind you, just frozen there.
“Megan? Why'd you stop—”
“I JUST HAD THE GREATEST IDEA IN HISTORY. Y/N L/N KISS ME RIGHT NOW!!” The ginger yelled, in the damn hallway. You looked around, embarrassed for the both of you. You hurried to her and slapped the back of her neck, reminding her to behave in public.
Other students in the hallway laughed, but most barely noticed, already used to Megan's antics. She was popular as a “class clown”, so it wasn't new to them at all.
You then told Megan to drop her “million dollar” idea. The girl snickered, and replied,
“What if… hear me out… you… move on!”
Oh my God is she asking— no, begging for a taste of school floor right now?
“Megan Meiyok Skiendiel.”
“No no, hear me out! At least try. If it doesn't work, it doesn't. If it does, it does! Try giving someone else a chance. I know like 10 people who'd be willing to be your carpet.” Megan said as she raised her hands in defense. You narrowed your eyes, and rolled them right after.
“Fine. I'll… consider it. And these people you're talking about better be women. I swear to God Megan, if you recommend men to me, I'll fucking kill you for real.” The ginger saluted, and the two of you continued walking to class, talking about whatever on the way.
It has been a week since you and Megan had that conversation in the middle of the school hallway. The girl said she's been thinking about who to send your way, and honestly? You were starting to open up to this idea. Maybe it would do you some good to at least try.
You were sitting on the cafeteria table alone, waiting for Megan and Yoonchae, the recent exchange student who Megan practically adopted, to arrive. Finally, the two were within view, but much to your very unfortunate luck, so was Aaron. Oh you could feel the gaze from behind you. You just knew Daniela was probably giving you dirty looks right now.
“Hey sweet pea!” The boy waves at you, and you physically cringed. Who the fuck calls their crush “sweet pea”?? Your friends looked behind them and saw that Aaron was also on his way to you.
As the two arrive at your table, so does Aaron. The brunet brought you chocolate milk, to which you say thank you. The boy responds by flirting with you yet again.
“You're welcome pretty.” The boy rushes off to his friends as soon as the interaction was over. And once he was out of earshot, you slid the chocolate milk to Megan. The ginger took it with a smile, thanking Aaron for being sweet yet stupid.
Daniela watched the whole interaction from a distance, mildly annoyed but also slightly confused. You didn't like chocolate milk, so why didn't Aaron know that? Good God, he should do his research.
“She likes strawberry milk, not chocolate milk…” The blonde whispers to herself, which Lara catches.
“How'd you know that?” Daniela looks up, meeting Lara's gaze.
“Because we've been friends for years? It's common knowledge once you get close to her.” Lara gives Daniela a suspicious look, and hums, letting the matter go. Lara hit Manon, the girl right next to her, with her elbow. Manon, annoyed, drew her attention away from her phone.
Manon silently asked, “What?!”, and Lara signaled to you and Daniela. Manon rolls her eyes, whispering,
“She'll figure it out soon enough.”
Back at your table, Megan was yapping about, you and Yoonchae stuck listening to this monster yap like her life depended on it.
Everything proceeded as it always did, whenall of a sudden, Sopia Laforteza, one of Megan's friends, approaches your table.
“Room for one more?” Sophia said as she pointed at the seat next to you. You weren't sure if it was Sophia being friendly, or if she was someone Megan sent your way.
You glanced at Megan, and her small snicker gave you your answer. You thought about it for a moment.
Sophia Laforteza, the student body president. Kind, smart, and amazing in every way. Was she seriously into you? It seemed too good to be true.
Even if you hadn't moved on from Daniela yet, the girl's grip on your heart still as strong as ever, you were willing to try.
“Yeah, take a seat.” You said as you scooted a couple inches away. Sophia sends you a warm smile, and takes her seat.
“So, what were you guys talking about?” Megan answers before you could, telling Sophia it was about her recent math class with stupid groupmates. Yoonchae rolls her eyes, telling Sophia there was no set topic. Just whatever Megan thought of at the moment.
After a couple minutes of talking, Megan decides the food she bought today wasn't enough. The ginger said she'll be right back, and Yoonchae joins Megan, saying she wants more mango juice.
That left you all alone with Sophia. It was not or never.
“So.. Sophia.. did Megan really, uh— send you my way?” Awkward silence filled the air, and Sophia broke it with a sweet giggle.
“Yeah, she did.” You let out a soft and silent laugh as well, before pausing and looking at Sophia seriously.
“I don't know if you knew this, but i already like someone else and—”
“You wanted to move on, yes? I know Y/n, Megan told me. And I quite frankly don't care. I'll woo you in every way possible, so don't worry your pretty little head about it, yeah?” Pink was an understatement. You were probably as red as a cherry right now, especially because you didn't expect Sophia to be so flirty.
You pulled yourself together, reminding yourself its only been a few minutes since you’ve started talking.
“You’d have to try really hard then.’’ Sophia looked at you with a soft smile, staring at your eyes with a sense of longing.
“What made you think I wasn’t going to give it my all?’’ Okay, being flustered was totally not your thing. The two of you continued talking, a slight tension appearing every now and then. Until finally, Megan and Yoonchae arrived with more food and drinks.
Daniela, Lara, and Manon got up from their seats, already finished with their food. Daniela glances at your table, and sees you chatting away with Sophia. The Latina pays no mind to it, thinking it was just friendly interaction. But Lara, however, noticed. The Indian, always equipped with the best instincts when it comes to love, easily noticed the way Sophia looked at you, the way she seemingly gravitated towards you, and the way her overall body language basically screamed “I LIKE YOU!!’’.
You walked by Aaron, already prepared for the boys pestering. As if on cue, Aaron calls your name, and you reluctantly turn around.
“Y/n! Hey! Wait up!’’ The boy jogs towards you to catch up, and offers you a piece of paper. You look at him weird, until you realize it was his fucking number.
“Look.. I just very recently realized we’ve never exchanged numbers. Just hit me up, I’m free for you any day baby girl.’’ You laughed awkwardly, and tried to end the conversation, but Aaron kept pushing, telling you to just say yes to his date planned for Saturday.
Just as you were, once again, gonna turn the boy down, Sophia unexpectedly stepped in.
“Hey Y/n! Oh and… Aaron. Hi. Sorry, I have important matters to attend to with Y/n, can I take her away for a while?” Sophia had this stern and commanding stare, accompanied with a friendly smile.
Before Aaron could respond, you clung onto Sophia's side, and told Aaron you both should really get going. When the boy asked why, Sophia sternly responded it was “personal matters”.
After a couple minutes of walking away from the boy, you let go of Sophia's hand, apologizing.
“Uh… sorry. And thank you.” Sophia told you it was nothing, and followed up with a question.
“It's fine, really. Also, if you're comfortable with it, why is he still bothering you? I heard rumours about you and him, saying you agreed to the courting. The interaction I just witnessed says otherwise. Mind telling me why?”
“I honestly don’t know why he keeps persisting. I very clearly said no, multiple times even. Guess he never really got the hint.’’ Sophia hummed,
“Just let me know if you need help. I’ll be your knight in shining armor.’’ The Filipina said with a light and joking tone, softening the once tense atmosphere.
“Oh, gladly. I can’t believe men like him actually exist.’’ You sighed, and shaked your head.
“Let’s change topics. Why’d you approach me?’’ Sophia shifts her gaze to the direction they were heading.
“I noticed you were uncomfortable. I didn’t have anything to tell you, just thought you needed some help.’’ You nodded, thankful for the girl's help.
“C’mon, I’ll walk you to class.’’ The girl said as she held her hand out. You took it with no hesitation, a smile appearing on both your faces.
It was currently 11pm. An ungodly time to be out and about, especially at some random person's party. You weren't exactly the party type, unless you of course, had some steam you needed to blow off.
But today wasn't that type of day. You had no problems to run from, no nothing. You were dragged by Megan and Yoonchae to attend this party hosted by— what was their name again?
Jennifer. You were at a party hosted by a friend's friend's friend, Jennifer Huh.
In all honesty, if you could, you would have left this place ages ago. But you couldn't say no to Megan's puppy eyes, asking you to pretty please drive her home.
Now, you weren't exactly sure where the ginger was right now. She and Yoonchae had left you by yourself about an hour ago.
You were just sitting there, at the corner of Jennifer's house, looking lonely— like some sort of lost puppy.
All of a sudden, some random guys approached you.
“Hey, you lonely?” Said the one with a haircut rivaling the horridness of a bald cut. Honestly? You'd rather go bald than have… whatever haircut he had.
“Let's have some fun, miss.” Another guy said. You took one look at his horribly dyed hair. Was this supposed to be blonde? Or was he going for the dog pee color? You shifted uncomfortably in your seat.
From a distance, Daniela could be seen looking at you and the men with a frustrated glare. You seemed to be uncomfortable, so the Latina moved closer to the whole ordeal.
The third guy grabbed your hand, and you tried to pry him off you, your fight or flight instinct so close to applying itself to the situation.
“Let me go—!” Daniela's eyes widened, and just as the Latina was about to run to your side, Sophia makes it there first. Like the night and shining armor she claimed to be.
“Hey, she told you to let go.” Just as the men were about to argue, they recognized her as the student body president, and didn't persist, leaving as soon as they realized.
Sophia looks at you with a worried look, carefully examining your body for any wounds or scratches.
“Are you okay? Did they hurt you?” You nodded, tears threatening to fall. Daniela slows down, the girl letting go of a breath she didn't even know she was holding.
Sophia cupped your face, and tilts your face to the left and right. The Filipina sighs, relieved the men didn't do anything worse before she arrived.
Daniela looked at you and Sophia with a cold stare, and subconsciously strengthens her fist. She didn't know why she was so annoyed. Maybe it was because of those boys harassing you. Daniela walks away from you two, thinking you'd be fine because Sophia was there. But deep down, Daniela, in the back of her mind, had thought,
“You'd be safer with me.”
But the Latina pushed it down, thinking it was the booze getting to her.
Back with Sophia, you were so overstimulated. You just went through two hours of constant loud music with no one to talk to, and all of a sudden, you had gotten harassed. You wanted to go home so bad, and Sophia, ever the observant person, picked up on that.
The Filipina wiped a tear threatening to fall from your eyes, and spoke in a gentle tone.
“Hey, it's gonna be okay. Here,” Sophia extends a hand to you, “Take my hand, and I promise I'll take you away from all of this.” You mouthed a thank you, and gladly accepted her help.
Within minutes, Sophia got you out of that God forsaken party, and led you to a park nearby. The two of you sat on the swings, the silence of the night as comforting as it could get. Sophia understood you needed some time to yourself, but stayed. Knowing that sometimes, words weren't needed to comfort someone. Just her company alone should have some effect.
After a few minutes of calming down, you break the silence.
“... Thank you. I can't thank you enough.” You turn your head to face Sophia, but the Filipina, for some reason, had her eyebrows furrowed.
“Don't ever thank me for that. It was a normal way to handle things. I'm hurt you even thought you'd have to say thank you.” Sophia relaxes her eyebrows, a soft and slight frown neatly displayed on her pretty face.
“Still— thank you.” Sophia humms, acknowledging your gratitude.
The two of you just sat there, under the beautiful moonlit sky, peacefully swinging on the swings.
After what you thought to be a couple more minutes, you realized how late it had gotten. You hurriedly checked your phone, and saw a text message from Megan, saying,
“Hey girl so u kinda left me here so I'll js grab a lift from fine shyt 😛 and don't you worry I'll tell you ALLLLL about it tomorrow. Peace out xx” You sighed in relief.
“Hey.. Soph? It's getting late. We should get going now.” Sophia felt her breath hitch. You've never called her any sort of nickname before. And “Soph”? It hit right in the best way possible.
“Yeah, you're right. I'll… I'll get a taxi now. See you soon, Y/n.” The Filipina immediately stood up, and quickly opens her phone, hoping to mask how flustered she currently was.
As the Filipina was about to leave, you grab her arm,
“Or you could… hitch a ride with me?” You say as you pull your keys out, dangling them in front of Sophia's face.
“I can drive you home. It's the least I can do— especially after what you did today.” You noticed a slight tint of pink on Sophia's cheek, a slight smile finding its way to you.
“Yeah… that would be great.” Sophia reaches her hand out, and you take it,
“Well then what are we waiting for?” You say as you lead the way. Sophia was thankful you were leading this time, unable to see the blushing mess she currently was. The sudden change in demeanor was a bit freaky, but she liked that about you. She was sure of that.
You were chilling on your bed at 10 am in the morning, when all of a sudden, a text from an unknown number had sent a notification on your phone.
“Hey, is this Y/n?”
You furrowed your brows, who the hell was this? When all of a sudden, you remembered how you and Sophia had exchanged numbers last night, as you dropped her off at her home. You sent a reply, not too chalant, but not too nonchalant either.
“I’m assuming this is Sophia?’’ After a couple seconds, you get a reply back.
“Yes. I know it’s kinda shitty to do this on text, but are you free today?’’ You looked at the calendar hanging on your door. As far as you were concerned, the fact that you were currently still in bed, at 10 am in the morning, meant you were as free as a highschool student could possibly be.
“Yes.’’ You sent a follow up text,
“Are you taking me out on a date Laforteza?’’ It took a while, but your phone buzzed, indicating a reply.
“You caught me there, but yes, I’d very much love it if you’d be so kind to yk say yes?’’ You giggled at how dorky Sophia could be.
“12 at Angelina’s? Yk that new café down the street from school?’’ You looked at the clock. It was currently 10:12 am. You had enough time to prepare. So as you got up from bed, you sent Sophia a final text.
“Sure.’’
Sophia stood outside of the café, patiently waiting for you to show up. And as if on cue, she sees you approach her. Sophia felt the world stop.
There you were, walking towards her with a stupidly cute and soft smile on your face. You were wearing an oversized blue football jersey, exposing your left shoulder as it hung, your bra strap visible. You had baggy jeans on, white shoes accompanying them.
You were now only a foot away from Sophia. You were apologizing about being a bit late, but it fell on deaf ears. Your glasses. Sophia had never seen you wear glasses before, and oh God did she wish she had. You looked so… breathtaking.
“...ello? Hello, earth to Sophia? Are you upset about me being late?’’ Sophia shaked herself out of whatever homosexual trance she was in, and actually paid attention to you. She can’t believe such a simple outfit had her drooling like she was some dog.
But now that you had this slight pout on your face, genuinely worried if you had upset the raven haired girl, Sophia reminds herself why she was so enamoured in the first place. If the cuteness aggression she had towards dogs was strong, the cuteness aggression she had for you right now was definitely stronger.
“Uh… no no, it’s not that. You just look..’’ Sophia looks you up and down, “Amazing.’’ You blushed, telling her flattering words won’t get her anywhere.
“I beg to differ, because my flowery words have gotten me this date with you, hasn’t it?’’ You giggled,
“Whatever floats your boat Sophia.’’ Like clockwork, Sophia extends her hand for you, and you take it. The two of you enter the café, and spend the rest of the afternoon together.
You stood at the entrance of Disneyland. It's only been a couple minutes since your original meeting time has passed.
“Y/n!” You heard your name being yelled by Sophia, and turned around, wondering which direction the girl's voice came from.
And there she was, in all her glory, with a cute oversized red sweater that fit her in all the right ways, accompanied with some light oversized jeans.
You jogged towards her, and giggled at her choice of clothing.
“What's so funny?”
“A sweater? Sophia, it's the middle of the day in Los Angeles. You're gonna start sweating before we even enter a single attraction.”
“Wha— I can't choose what I look good in okay?!” You both entered the gates, a soft atmosphere surrounding you two.
After what seems to be hours, you and Sophia were now right in front of the roller coaster attraction. To say you were scared shitless of roller coasters was an understatement.
“I.. I don't know Soph. I can’t..” Sophia looked at you endearingly. The Filipina proceeded to speak to you with a soft tone.
“Hey, we don't have to if you don't want to. But… will you trust me on this?” Sophia extended her hand, with her stupid cute doe eyes. How could you say no?
So with a heavy heart, you took her hand, and stepped on the roller coaster. As the two of you strapped on, Sophia kept her fingers tangled with yours.
“Just hold on to my hand. If things get too scary, then squeeze them, okay? Don't worry, I'm here.” You nodded, as you mumbled small thank you.
Needless to say, you hated the ride. It was scary, dangerous, and overall not your thing. But maybe, just maybe— maybe it was worth it. Worth it to see Sophia smile like a little kid, giggling after you had gotten off the ride. A smile you couldn't help but return.
It's been about a month since you've been in a situationship with Sophia. Needless to say, you've been happier these past few weeks. But no matter how much Sophia was around you, Aaron, the dumb asshole he always was, still hasn't gotten the damn hint.
“Why are you playing so hard to get?” You were not in the mood for this. It was 8 am in the morning, and you had woken up on the wrong side of the bed.
“Look,” You faced Aaron, as you held your math and science books in your hand. “I'm not in the mood, Aaron. Just leave me alone.”
Aaron let out what seemed to be a mocking laugh, and grabbed your hand as you tried to walk away.
You accepted your fate, too tired to actually give a fuck, when all of a sudden, two people appeared by your side, slapping Aaron's hand away.
Those two people were Sophia and Daniela.
Sophia you expected, given the Filipina has been doing so for the past few weeks you've known each other. But Daniela?
The Latina hasn't spoken to you in weeks, almost as if you've never known each other at all. It was quite funny really. But you somehow managed to pull through— all because Sophia had been distracting you from the hard truth.
Daniela stepped forward, pointing a finger at Aaron, rage written all over her face.
“Don’t you ever lay a hand on her. You fucking mutt. Learn your damn place.’’ As Daniela was confronting Aaron, Sophia checked your wrist, and noticed red marks left by Aaron’s tight grip on you. Oh she was livid.
Both Daniela and Sophia were seething from the way Aaron had just treated you, and you know… free will?
“Oh please, I wasn’t doing anything wrong! Your friend over there was just playing hard to get.’’
“Listen here you—’’ Before Daniela could finish her words, Sophia stepped in.
“Veronica. Kaylee. Rhianna.’’ You and Daniela looked at Sophia with a confused stare. What the hell did they have to do with this?
But for some apparent reason, Aaron looked like he wanted to shit his pants.
“You want me to list more names, Aaron Williams? I know more shit about you than your side hoes do. So get your shit together, and never approach Y/n ever again. One more action— one more stupid little spectacle, and I will make it my life's mission to get you kicked out of this damned school. Am I understood?’’ Silence filled the halls, and after a few measly seconds, Sophia spoke again.
“I said, Am I understood!’’
“Ah— yes! I'm s—sorry.’’ Aaron stumbles with his words, and leaves the scene as quickly as he could, scared shitless, not wanting to face the consequences of his actions.
You sighed, glad the whole ordeal was finally over. The two girls shifted their attention to you, worry visible on both faces.
Daniela slightly opens her mouth and closes it almost immediately, as if she had wanted to say something but held back. Sophia however, did not hold back.
“Are you okay? Did he hurt you any more than that?” You reassured Sophia, but the Filipina couldn't stop worrying.
In the midst of it all, Daniela stood there, right next to you and Sophia. But for some reason, it felt as if she was watching from a distance— like she didn't belong there. You looked so happy, and the Latina felt her presence there was not wanted.
It was, after all, her who had started avoiding you for getting harassed by that man— albeit not knowing what he was really like, or that you had never consented to the “courting”.
If she could take it all back— she’d do so in a heartbeat. Daniela felt as though she was extending her stay, so after taking one more look at you, Sophia cupping your cheeks and you telling her you were really fine, the Latina quietly stepped back.
Daniela watches you from a distance, hanging out with Megan, Yoonchae, and Sophia. For some reason, Daniela felt so… weird.
The Latina stares at her hand— the one she used to slap Aaron’s hand away from yours. She doesn’t know why she’s been thinking about it so much. Aaron was straight up harassing you— her friend—so of course she stepped in! Even if she liked him! But for some odd reason, calling you just a friend hurt.
She tries to shake herself out of it, but her eyes land on you, currently getting spoon fed by none other than Sophia Laforteza. Your friends were cheering her on, looking at you two like you were the sweetest couple in the world.
Her stomach twisted. Daniela thought about all the times Aaron was around you— all the times she felt “jealous” of you being courted by Aaron. But now that she was watching you and Sophia, now that someone else had suddenly been too attentive towards everything you say— been too sweet for her liking, Daniela second guesses it all. Did she truly like Aaron? Yes. But was that uncomfortable, gut wrenching feeling of jealousy directed towards you?
Daniela took a few short breaths. It hit her like a train. She wasn’t jealous of you— she was jealous of Aaron.
The light in Daniela’s eyes disappears once she sees you look at Sophia in a certain way— like you were starting to fall for the Filipina. Daniela grits her teeth, a pained expression visible on her face. Lara, who was right next to the Latina, asked what was wrong.
“It’s nothing Lara.” Daniela’s reassurance made Lara worry even more. She never calls her Lara— only Lars or some other teasing nickname like “Dumbass” or “Bitch”. So Lara knew this was serious.
The next few weeks were devastating for Daniela. The sudden realization of her feelings for you was crushing enough— but the fact that Sophia was now openly courting you intensified her heartbreak.
On the other hand, things have been going well for Sophia. She’s finally able to pursue the person she’s been liking for the past few months— the only reason why she didn’t do so in the first place being the fact that you explicitly made it clear you were not interested in a relationship.
But after Megan Meiyok, your friend, approached her and let her know you were in the market— the Filipina jumped at the chance.
After you had told her about your feelings for someone, although she did not know who you liked so much, Sophia sympathized with you. She made it her mission to make you fall for her— to be the one you admire the most.
And with every date, every conversation, every time you had accepted her hand—trusted her— Sophia was sure she fell even more in love, if that was even possible. You were amazing, kind, reassuring, and the only person who had her heart. The past few months she’s spent with you were by far the best in her life. Your laugh, your smile, your stupid doe eyes— had her captivated.
Sophia wanted nothing more than for you to be hers— and for her to be yours.
It was currently the music festival, and you were with Megan. Megan, the hyper little bitch she was, had been running around trying stuff from different stalls. Just a couple minutes ago the girl had eaten food with peanuts in it, her peanut allergy kicking in.
“This has… what now?” Megan awkwardly laughed, looking at the food in her hands with an obvious bite on it, and the person selling.
“Peanuts girl— it’s got peanuts in it.” Your jaw dropped, and just as you were about to call school staff, or maybe even run around trying to find anyone with an epipen, Megan brushes it off.
“Oh its fine, I’ve got an epipen with me. I came prepared.” With a smug and confident smile, Megan takes another bite out of the cake. You had no idea how this girl was still alive.
It was in fact, not fine. Her peanut allergy kicked in almost immediately after the second bite, and Megan began scrambling for her epipen. She struggled, only to find it at the bottom of her bag. You swore you were going to kill her before her allergy gets to her first.
It was starting to get late, the sky turning into a familiar dark shade of blue. You and Megan walked around a bit more, and reached the middle of the festival. Here, everyone was gathered to watch what seems to be a performance of some sort.
“The festival is coming to an end, so we'll be finishing it off with a bang!” The singer says, and their drummer starts it off with a “1 2 3 4!”
All of a sudden they started playing what seemed to be Tokyo Ghetto. Their lead singer had started singing in Japanese, which was to be expected since he himself was supposedly Japanese. Some girls yelled his name, squealing. “Oh my god Ni-ki!!”
You were vibing with the music, until you suddenly felt a hand on your shoulder. You turned around, a bit spooked, only to find Sophia looking at you with a gentle smile.
You returned her cheerfulness, and the two of you just stood there, admiring the music. In the middle of it all, fireworks had suddenly started popping, which scared you. You hated loud noises— especially if you didn't know they were going to happen.
Your breathing started getting faster— more erratic than you wanted it to be. You didn't notice how or why, but you were starting to get overstimulated.
No, scratch that, you already were overstimulated. The fireworks were just what sealed the deal.
Sophia noticed your discomfort almost immediately. Sophia gently tilted your head to face her. You looked at her with a confused and tired face. The whole going around campus had you exhausted.
Sophia looked at you with a worried but gentle smile. She softly covered your ears, mouthing, “Let's go?” You nodded. Of course she came to your rescue once more. You shut your eyes, hoping to get away from all the noise.
Sophia quickly grabbed your hand, and dragged you away from the crowd. After a few minutes, you were both now in the parking area, far away from where all the ruckus was.
Sophia gently tapped your ears, and you slowly opened your eyes.
You were met with Sophia, looking absolutely ethereal. Even under the moonlit sky, her beauty was still visible— rivaling even the moon itself.
You calmed yourself down, feeling thanks to comforted Sophia's presence.
Sophia took a deep breath, and started speaking.
“I… I know this isn't the best time Y/n, but still. I just— I wanted to let you know. I know it's obvious that I like you, but…” You look at Sophia. It felt too early. You liked the girl, yes. She's been nothing but understanding and amazing— but.. but Daniela.
“I love you, Y/n L/n. I want you to know that I love you. Even through all my hectic schedules, sleepless nights, you've been the only thing I could look forward to. Day and Night I think about how lucky I am to have had the chance to even be your friend, much more this. I'll treat you as my world, if you promise to treat me as yours. So, Y/n L/n, will you take my hand, and accept my faulty but sincere confession?” Sophia reaches out her hand, hoping— praying you'd take it.
But you hesitated. An image of Daniela suddenly appearing in your mind— her sweet smile, the very one you fell for all those years ago, flashing as a memory.
Sophia took one look at you, and knew your answer. You've never hesitated in taking her hand. So she knew. She knew your answer.
Sophia sighs, and puts her hand away. Just as you were about to say sorry, the Filipina cuts you off.
“Don't. It's not your fault. I don't want nor do I need your pity.” Despite the sadness written all over her face, a tear threatening to fall, Sophia shot you a reassuring smile.
“You still like her, don't you?”
With an ashamed nod, you bit your lip and mumbled a yes. Sophia raised your head to look at her straight in the eye.
“Hey, I'm gonna be fine. You know me Y/n. But if you're gonna reject me this way, all because you couldn't move on and still continue to mope over someone you haven't even confessed to, then I just feel mocked.” Sophia's face turned serious,
“So you better get with Daniela, or else I'll kick either you or her in the shin.” Sophia laughed it off, but the guilt was starting to overwhelm you. Sophia noticed you were now shaking, and noticed how cold it had gotten.
The Filipina swiftly takes off her varsity jacket, and places it around you. She pats the jacket down, just so it could fit you perfectly.
She reaches her hand out, and looks at you with a pained smile.
“Let's head back?” You hated how considerate she still was. How she ignored all the pain she felt when you had rejected her— all because she prioritized your feelings first. You nodded, and took her hand.
It's been a week since the music festival. Sophia was still kind to you— too kind. To the point where no one knew about what had happened, except Yoonchae and Megan until she told her other friends.
Sophia was still your friend, so she greeted you, Megan, and Yoonchae more often than not.
Daniela has been in and out of it lately. She's been wanting to confess to you the moment she realized her feelings, but she knew she had to mend your friendship first. So here she was, with Lara and Manon, currently seated at your table. She apologized to you a couple days back— but she knew she had to do more.
Daniela has been by your side for the last few days, hoping to make amends. You hated how easily she can just slip back into your life, how easily she could just barge back into your heart.
As the whole table chit and chattered, everyone in some sort of conversation, Daniela handed you a note, and mouthed,
“Open it later.” You nodded, wondering what it was about.
It was now math class. Well, before math class was about to start but that's besides the point. You grabbed Daniela's note from your pocket, and it read,
“Dismissal, 5pm, school gym.” You wondered what this was about, but you were going to go nonetheless. It's not like anything major was going to happen anyway.
“Hi.” Daniela said as she stood in front of you.
“Hi Dani. What's this for?” Daniela looked hesitant, but the Latina continued speaking.
“I… I know I apologized. But… still. I'm sorry about the whole Aaron thing.” You chuckled, and told her it was okay— that you didn't really mind. Even if you did.
“Look I—” Daniela sighs, “I recently realized. I was never…”
“You were never..?”
“I was never jealous of you. I was… I was jealous of Aaron.” Daniela says as she fidgets with her fingers.
“I know, this may be kinda shitty but… all this time, the only person I truly liked was you. I don't know how it slipped past me, but it did. I'm so sorry for the way I treated you, and everything else.” Your breath hitched. Was this seriously happening right now?
Normally, you'd say yes in a heartbeat. You've been waiting for this for so long— but Sophia's confession rang in your head. You remember her telling you to choose wisely. To make sure whoever you were going to be with was worth it.
After all Daniela had done, you weren't so sure anymore.
“I…”
“Just— a chance is all I need, Y/n. I won't mess this up. I promise.” You wanted to say yes, but you couldn't.
“... I need time, Daniela. I know I said I forgave you but— it still hurt me nonetheless. Prove to me. Prove that you deserve to be the one to hold my hand, to be the one I call mine.” Daniela held your hand, and brought it to her chest.
