cee is writing, vibing, art-ing, phd-ing.

thirty. 🤎 queer (she/they). 🌈💕 music/playlist enthusiast. 🎶 turbulent, venting, messy-mess of a grad student. 🦋 black girl feminiZt. 1920. #bigcancerenergy.  #AllBLM 🗣

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sapphic

i can't believe i actually get to love this girl forever?!?! that's so insane and beautiful. :)

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Welcome to this unstructured ramble of an audio diary where I talk about whatever I want; because, let's face it: making time to physically journal is HARD. I hope you laugh, learn, and grow with me toward radical authenticity. :)

MENTIONED MEDIA FOR THIS EP:

Fundie Fridays on YouTube:  @FundieFridays 

Jordan & McKay on YouTube:  @JordanandMcKay 

Gabs w/ Abigail on Youtube:  @gabswithabigail8321 

Jessie Hildebrandt's interview on Mormon Stories Pod: https://www.youtube.com/live/gCeK7sIP2Y0?si=TclyrCFKwEUYgM9Z

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Cee (she/they) is a Black queer “multimediartist” from Detroit. Her work is underwritten by her constant consumption of art, music, research, culture critiques, and video essays. Outside of full time graduate student things, Cee is a chronic overthinker. This is the brain dump zone. 🧠🤠

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More Cee: https://ceewritespoetry.tumblr.com/

Other Links: https://linktr.ee/ceeceefontaine

------------------------------------------------------------------------ Intro/outro instrumental prod. by slaying ibis on YT: https://slayingibis.beatstars.com/beat/-disappear-maggie-lindemann-x-post-hardcore-type-beat-13218383

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bby rant 01

it is so annoying feeling simultaneously like a fucking genius and a complete mess. what the fuck is up with that???

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Cee Unstructured [SZN 01 - EP. 01] - Audio Diary Era?!

Welcome to this unstructured ramble of an audio diary where I talk about whatever I want; because, let's face it: making time to physically journal is HARD. I hope you laugh, learn, and grow with me toward radical authenticity. :)

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Cee (she/they) is a Black queer “multimediartist” from Detroit. Her work is underwritten by her constant consumption of art, music, research, culture critiques, and video essays. Outside of full time graduate student things, Cee is a chronic overthinker. This is the brain dump zone. 🧠🤠

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More Cee: https://ceewritespoetry.tumblr.com/

Other Links: https://linktr.ee/ceeceefontaine

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Intro/outro instrumental prod. by slaying ibis on YT: https://slayingibis.beatstars.com/beat/-disappear-maggie-lindemann-x-post-hardcore-type-beat-13218383

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i'm just gonna write some shit everyday until i feel better

me (inspired by jordan tho)

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journal 1 - 11/9

niggas be tired;

it’s me: i’m niggas. 

tired, burnt-out from work. 

stressed af. trying desperately

not to feel like a fraud

or worse: a failure. 

clinging desperately

to the moments i can

manage to be

anywhere but in

my own head. 

wishing i was

more rested, more happy,

more of anything

but tired.

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uncharted waters 🌊 8/27/2020

liner notes: the words are the a side // the sounds are the b side. in pursuit of authentic self-expression.

scan the QR code for the full experience. 💫🤞🏾

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detach to grow. be open to change.

me (inspired by life and spirit)  (via ceeceefontaine)

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soft brat fantasies. 4/1/2020

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Split Decisions. 4/4/2020

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Precautionary Distancing. 4/6/2020

[inkskinned]

In the underbelly of me the back of my throat held your name and never let it go. I had my heart set on drinking you. All fortitude, all lapping, all deep thirst. I spend my mornings wondering how to coax you to my doorstep but when the night comes you're not beside me. I am telling myself it is fine, I have other things to fill that great empty - but the other things are not you, and I am left wanting. I keep thinking about how you would feel in my hands, and the curves of you, and how you would taste. I say it is enough and I am full and happy. But we both know. Without you something is incomplete. A lacking. A wanting. Somewhere you are poured out in some other girl's mouth.

And here I am, left without.

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unrequited. 4/1/2020

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1:31 am Sunrise, 2/11/2020

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lessons in catharsis, 2/19/2020

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Gradients. 3/31/2020

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-Sierra 💕