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@celerytozier
I wrote it short this time, no explanation, just what I want done and who to contact
Just in case
My favorite wet dream is me killing myself
im always sad my attempts never work bc all i get is a headache and disappointed .
I lied he does hate me
I can't even look at him right now, but he's on everything I own
My dad is sick, and my mom is out, and I needed to make my family dinner and I fucked it up. How do you even fuck up pasta. And I have so many assignments and Im just constantly working with no break and I don't know what to do and I don't get a break this weekend cause im just nonstop busy and I don't know what to do and I just hate myself so goddamn much and I just don't know what to fucking do I can't do this anymore because im just screwing everything up
He does love me, I feel guilty for doubting it
He'll always love me no matter what
Even when I left him for three years, he was still waiting for me
I love him <3
Note to self
I hate being perceived as a girl
constantly switching between not giving a fuck and giving every single fuck that has ever been
ignore my ratty hair but i think it’s slowly working lol
YALLLL!!
I'm so locked in
I ONLY ATE ONE MEAL TODAY LETS FUCKING GOOOOOOOOO
He doesn't love me
Which like, no shit, he like...literally can't
But every single time I look at him and try to find comfort, because damn it he was the ONE thing that made me feel like I was going to be okay, I just hate myself more
And its all because of you
You ruined the one person that couldn't hurt me
my ONE thing
and you fucking ruined it
I can't look at him without thinking about how you treated me
You made me hate myself more then physically possible
I can't wait till I mysteriously stop showing up to school
You won't notice for days, it will be so fucking awesome
fasting distractions
officially an hour into (what will hopefully will be) 72+ hour fast. j writing out thoughts to help my future self ლ(╹◡╹ლ)
clean -- my room has gotten so messy so def first thing i'm doing as soon as i finish exams
homework -- a little behind in one of my classes so tmr or friday i'm gonna try to speedrun & get on top of it
apply to summer jobs -- need an internship SO BAD & i've been slacking w apps. aiming for at least 10, hopefully i'll get in a groove and spam apply
practice interview code -- learned my lessson after bombing my first code interview :( also the site i use makes learning the code fun! kinda want to do free trial & do as many lessons as i can
legos -- i've had a lego set sitting in my room for soooo long that i should build! also maybe i get a big one & lock in
READ -- kinda want to finish acotar since i read the first book over the summer (or maybe go back to my ao3 roots :P )
video games -- lowk want to get stuck in a minecraft hole for these four / five days + i have fun games on my ipad and switch i want to play
WALKKKKK -- rlly want to get at least 10k steps every day. the weather is sooo nice so want to take advantage b4 it gets tooo cold. there's some easy hikes i could do too...
tv -- worst case, i can lay in bed & watch shows & movies to pass time
sleep -- going to sleep at every chance i can!!
i hv tons of tea + gonna get some supplements tmr. i am so locking in & am fs making it to 72 hours. everyone says it gets so easy after that so rlly hoping for 100 - 120 hours. might switch to a liquid fast if water fast gets too hard (*^_^*)
"I'm so hungry I could eat CeleryTozier"
CeleryTozier was out here tryna do anything BUT that twin 😔✌️
