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He could tell he was being carefully examined and it made him nervous, what she might find. Jean wasn’t naive to his problems or his insecurities and he hated that anyone might see them in his eyes. Still, despite his fears and reservations, he took a glance at her hand outstretched and only hesitated for a second before reaching forward and shaking it firmly. At least she was honest about why her day had been bad; he didn’t think he’d divulge his secrets for the time being. The tenderness of her actions surprised him and he immediately leaned away from her touch, fear shifting inside of him at the unexpected action. He wasn’t used to people being tender with him, taking care of him, so he was wary of her intentions but he sat still enough for her to help him. “Thank you,” he says, voice soft and surprisingly gentle. Inside, he feels a shifting of turmoiled emotions rising to the surface and immediately he breaks eye contact with her, wondering where she had come from and why she was being like this with him of all people. “You’re kind.” It almost sounds like a question, a vying for answers to a problem that he doesn’t understand.
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Her eyes studied his face for only a moment more, taking in blue iris’ and dark brows, very handsome features when the brow isn’t split, nose bloodied and lips chapped. He looked like a painting, something macabre and beautiful at the same time but she couldn’t quite place what she was thinking of. She’d hang his painting in her room and stare at it for hours if she could, just to figure out what he’s thinking, what makes him so tense, so tired. “You looked like you could use some kindness.” She says behind a softened smile, dark hair hanging over her shoulders and framing the sides of her face, doe eyes and wide lips. She was always a savior, a blessing as much as it was a curse, overtaking her entire being and making her a martyr of her own gentleness. Then their drinks are delivered and she pushes his slightly more in his direction, holding up her own. “And you definitely looked like you could use a drink.” Now her smile is wider, more amused, though her expression remains somewhat soft. It’s as if she’s trying to call over a frightened stray cat, waiting for permission to pet it. She holds her glass out in his direction for a cheers and says, “Here’s to the other guy; may he look worse than you.”











