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@celxfei
ooc; brief hiatus
I will be on hiatus until monday. This includes Seungri as well.
Between the doubles I pulled all last week and being sick over the weekend, I haven’t had time to get on. Plus it looks like I am going to be pulling doubles again all the way until Sunday. I have monday - wednesday off though so I will use those days to catch up. I’m sorry for everyone who has been waiting on me. ;~; Being an adult sucks.
☯
☯ for an adoring text
[ ✉ ↺ Angel ] Hey love~!
[ ✉ ↺ Angel ] I need a good smile. Come see me?
[ ✉ ↺ Angel ] You are good at putting me in a better mood.
☽
☽ for a sleepy text
[ ✉ ↺ booty ] I still say you should have come home with me.
[ ✉ ↺ booty ] even if you just cuddled me to bed.
[ ✉ ↺ booty ] it is so goddamn cold that I can’t sleep.
♘ღ☯☽⊙
♘ for a questioning text
[ ✉ ↺ bae ] How is it that I have two jobs and can STILL barely make rent?
[ ✉ ↺ bae ] Do you just want to move in with me?
[ ✉ ↺ bae ] Maybe having a roommate would be easier.
ღ for a friend-crush text
[ ✉ ↺ bae ] If you move in with me, I’ll make you breakfast every morning. <3
[ ✉ ↺ bae ] We can be the cute friends that everyone is envious of.
☯ for an adoring text
[ ✉ ↺ bae ] You are super adorable.
[ ✉ ↺ bae ] I love you so much yo
[ ✉ ↺ bae ] I’m happy that you are back in my life.
☽ for a sleepy text
[ ✉ ↺ bae ] It is 4am and I am so tired
[ ✉ ↺ bae ] but I can’t sleep
[ ✉ ↺ bae ] Friggen work
⊙ for a reaction to your muse’s nudes text
[ ✉ ↺ bae ] I am coming over RIGHT now. ;)
♘ღ☽♬
♘ for a questioning text
[ ✉ ↺ bae ] When did you get so grown up, seriously?!
[ ✉ ↺ bae ] Not that its a bad thing.
[ ✉ ↺ bae ] Wanna go drinking tonight, oh grown up one?
ღ for a friend-crush text
[ ✉ ↺ bae ] Come here and let me love you.
[ ✉ ↺ bae ] Why are you so goddamned cute?!
☽ for a sleepy text
[ ✉ ↺ bae ] Why do we work so late
[ ✉ ↺ bae ] So sleepy and cold
[ ✉ ↺ bae ] come cuddle me pls… they turned my heating off again. Whoops.
♬ for a music rec or lyric text
[ ✉ ↺ bae ] I don’t need a man, I don’t need a man~
[ ✉ ↺ bae ] … uGH WHY DOES MY HEART STILL HURT OVER HIM
[ ✉ ↺ bae ] WHY DID HE HAVE TO SHOW UP TWO YEARS LATER
[ ✉ ↺ bae ] pls come drinking with me
✂
[✉↺ LJ ] Hey, I found a thrift store nearby that has some sweaters like that one you always wear if you really like it so much.
3AM ; Fei & Hakyeon
celxhakyeon:
( ☮ )
It wasn’t like Fei to drown her sorrows in alcohol. Usually alcohol was for partying and enjoying her life as she was still young. However, that night hadn’t been about the party. It hadn’t been about the fun buzz that she got when she was out drinking with her friends. It had been about mourning. It had been about trying to forget, as futile as it was, the one thing in her life that had almost completely destroyed her. Instead of partying clothes, she had gone out in clothes that she would wear every day. Her hair was down in its usual frizzy mane and she had very minimal makeup on. She wasn’t out to flirt or have fun and she wanted to put that message out there.
Don’t touch me. Today, I am made of glass.
“Puppy..” The word, in chinese, left her mouth as she stumbled out of the last bar. Tonight was the only night that she payed for her own drinks and didn’t care how much she spent. Tonight she was mourning the loss of the one person who had given her purpose beyond just surviving.
“Hakyeon..”
Her shoulder checked a light post. Where was she? She blinked and looked around, sniffling as she fought back tears. Wasn’t alcohol supposed to make the memories go away instead of flood her mind and overtake her thoughts?
How long have I been walking?
It had been two years to the day since Hakyeon had just disappeared. She had spent a year searching for him and a year miserably failing before she finally gave up exactly a year ago to do the day. She had decided to think of him as dead, because the most likely of the other options were too horrible for her to even fathom. However, part of her was starting to realise just how much it hurt to think that he wasn;t gracing the world with his presence somewhere. The world was such a dark place without him.
Soft?
Something soft tickled her cheek and she realised she was laying face down in the grass. A small sob escaped her lips and she allowed her eyes to close. Too tired, too tired. The world swirled black and she fell into a pit of memories as consciousness escaped her. Time was no longer something that existed.
“Hey..” That voice. It was one she knew so well. Was she laying on her back now? Her eyes attempted to open, but they wouldn’t budge.
“Are you ok?” Long lashes fluttered open and a figure blurred into view. She blinked several times, trying to decide what was happening. That face. Tears spilled down the sides of her face. Her brain was playing cruel tricks on her. He was gone and she had to only be dreaming. “Puppy..” The chinese word rolled off of her tongue lazily, slurred as she tried to fight the alcohol that was so heavily affecting her brain. That word was one reserved only for him.
She reached up and her fingers lazily grazed his cheek, not registering that the warmth meant that he was real. A flash of bright light lit up as his aura made itself known, but she could only focus on his face. It was a face that had been starting to fade in her mind, A face that she never wanted to forget. “My mind is cruel for making me see you tonight. I only wanted to forget. You aren’t real. You can’t be real. You’re dead..” Her words slurred together and her eyes fluttered closed. The last of the words that left her lips were barely a whisper. “I’m dreaming. I must be dreaming.”
— reunited❞ amber && fei
( ☮ )
”Amber...” The name was out before she could stop herself from vocalizing it. It really was her, one of the two people in her life whom her feelings had gone beyond that of just attraction. One of two to have vanished, and the only one who had actually resurfaced. It took all of her willpower to not jump across the bar and wrap her arms around her. It had been too many years for Fei to react in quite that way, but it was all that she could think about doing. She couldn’t believe that this was actually happening..
Excited giggles bubbled up and out of Fei’s mouth. “Me? Pretty? Have you looked in the mirror? You are absolutely gorgeous.” Fei’s flirting turned on in full swing, and for once it wasn’t on purpose. All of the questions were adorable and made Fei unable to stop grinning, but she waited until the other finished speaking completely so that she would be able to form a coherent thought without them speaking over one another. It was how it had always been between them, though. Fei always let Amber get her words out first because all of Amber’s words had always been important to her.
“Of course I have time for coffee with you. I missed you like crazy. After you left the orphanage, life was really dull. I can’t believe we are working together now!” Her voice raised a bit in her excitement, and it was all she could do to keep from jumping up and down. “I don’t really know many people here so it is really nice to have a familiar face,” She said with a genuine smile as she scooped up her purse and walked around the counter to stand in front of Amber. All she wanted to do was wrap her arms around her childhood friend, but she decided that it was best to allow the other to move first. She didn’t want to seem too needy or desperate.
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║▌Wrong Expectations __ ksj & wff
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To: Wang Feifei From: Kim Jungshin Subject: Calling in a favour -- Yo, you know that little favour you owe me? Well, its time to cash in. My mom came around asking if I had any female friends, because apparently she owes a favour to one of her friends or something like that. ANYWAYS. This lady is looking for a blind date for her son and I thought “Hey, Fei’s gorgeous and she owes me.” So you’ll do this for me, right? You won’t owe me any more money if you do it!
Just under the message was the date, time, and place. It was that night in three hours all the way across the city.
Fei stared in disbelief at her computer screen. When her friend called in favours, he did it in a big way. Part of her wanted to tell him to go do it himself (he was incredibly gay and always looking for a new fling), but the not owing him half of her next paycheck thing was a bonus that she really wasn’t sure that she could refuse. She looked at herself in the mirror and then at the time at the bottom of the email. Why the hell would he wait so long to send her an email?
A frustrated groan escaped her lips as she buried her face in the pillow. She hated J so much that she could strangle him at that moment. But she knew that she couldn’t refuse, so she gathered her courage and sent a response.
To: Kim Jungshin From: Wang Feifei Subject: Re: Calling in a favour (YOU CALL THIS A FAVOUR?!) -- I hate you so much. I’ll be there. Ass.
She jumped up and immediately set to (trying) to tame the mane that she called her hair. People seemed to really like the wavy mess, and several times it had been called sexy. She found herself smoothing it out just enough to make it not look wild, and she beamed at herself in the mirror. It was just a little bit of work and already it no longer looked like she had just woken up from a nap. She pulled a dress out of the closet and smoothed it out, before smiling at it and quickly undressing. She pulled on a gorgeous matching black (and somewhat sexy) underwear set. She then pulled the dark blue coloured dress over her head, put a thin black belt with a silver moon clasp around the smallest part of her waist and stepped in front of a mirror. The dress’ neckline went up to her collar bone and the sleeves didn’t even completely cover her shoulder. The hem fell a few inches above her knees, elongating her legs. With only a small amount of effort, she knew that she would cause people to stare -- and she wasn’t even wearing makeup yet. Makeup wise, she decided to go with something more natural and to just enhance her features instead of smoking her eyes out. At the end of everything, she pulled on a pair of black stiletto boots that went just above her ankles and tied in the front. She was ready and she had a long walk ahead of her. It was lucky that she spent so much time wearing heels, or this might just hurt.
A beep from her computer caught her attention just as she grabbed her jacket and purse. She moved to it and clicked open the new email.
To: Wang Feifei From: Kim Jungshin Subject: Re: Calling in a favour (better than making you pay, eh?) -- No, you love me because I buy you booze and help you out when you can’t make rent. I’ve seen pictures of this guy, you’ll thank me. Details when you get home? Go have some fun. ; )
Fei rolled her eyes and shut her laptop, before heading quickly out her door.
It was two minutes until the time they were supposed to meet up when Fei walked into the Hotel lobby and made her way into the restaurant. Her eyes took in the atmosphere, and she found herself hoping to god that he was paying. There was no way that she could afford food in a place like that. She spoke with the waitress for a second before she was being led away to the table and the man who was waiting for her.
His back was turned to her as she walked up, and she was glad for it. From behind, he didn’t look half bad. When she moved to where she could see his face though, the smile that got her free drinks in the bars and clubs pulled at her lips. He wasn’t just attractive, he was one of the most gorgeous men that she had ever seen. “I am glad to say that you are far less boring than I was told. A white suit to dinner? Very daring.” She pulled off her jacket and folded it neatly over her chair before gracefully sitting across from him. She decided that sharing her name could wait, as the flirting had seemingly already begun for her.
{ Don’t Judge Me } DJ & Fei
( ☮ )
“I....” Fei could see that her treatment towards him was enough to upset him, even if only a bit. Usually an angel would be reacting that way towards her, and she knew the feeling. She bit down on her lip and looked down at her arm, the angry red discolouration from the burn screaming at her to allow him to help. Could she handle the contact from an angel, forcing his aura on her? Or would it be better for her to just leave? Despite her instinct to leave even without the tea, she hesitantly grabbed it and took a small sip. “Its.. good.” She usually didn’t really like tea, so her voice was full of surprise.
She then winced as the burn started to take over her arm. “O-okay, I could definitely use some help...” She finally consented. She knew the feeling to be disliked because of her race, and it was unfair to judge him right off the bat. His reaction to her was not what she was used to when it came to angels and she found herself curious as to why he was that way. “It hurts a lot more than I thought it would... And..” She reached up with her good hand and ruffled her wavy, mane like hair. Part of her still didn’t want anything to do with him, but she knew that she had reacted badly. “And I’m sorry for.. being a jerk. I’m not used to not being attacked on spot by an angel.” She whispered, unable to look up at him. She winced again as her arm stung. “I should not be so judgeme-ow..” She whimpered slightly, putting her tea down and placing her hand on her arm. The skin was giving off a lot of heat. She was an idiot for wasting her coffee that way.
— reunited❞ amber && fei
( ☮ )
Fei absolutely loved her job at the small bar, but she wasn’t getting nearly as many hours there as she needed. At first, she had thought that she could make it by on her paychecks there, but she quickly came to realise after the first one that if she continued with just the one job, she would quickly be out on the street. Her paycheck had been less than her rent. She had applied for several jobs around town, but couldn’t contain her excitement when she had gotten picked up for a bartending job at a club. The boss there was friends with her other boss and they were going to work with her to make sure that her hours didn’t conflict. For once, something seemed to be going right.
And, unlike the other bar, she had space to move around and people who didn’t loom over her shoulder, waiting for her to make a mistake. It was her first night and she was already doing way better than at her other bar. She found herself laughing and flirting all night with the customers while somehow smoothly serving them drinks. The bartender that she was working with was really helpful and managed to help her make the night go smoothly. He had to leave half an hour before her, but she knew she could clean up the rest on her own. It was while cleaning that she had found a blackberry. It had been under the register, so she knew that it had to have been from someone who had the earlier shift. She figured that she would leave it and leave a note with it. It was really the best that she could do anyways.
That was exactly what Fei was doing right before she heard the voice. She was organizing the bottles and wiping down the last few areas of the counter when she heard a female voice behind her. She jumped slightly, having not expected the noise, and whirled around quickly, ready to tell the other that the bar was closed, when she found herself unable to speak. The face in front of her was one that struck up memories from years past. “I feel like I know you...” Was the first thing that came out of her mouth, though it was in Chinese. She then blinked and reached to where the phone was. “T-this one?” She asked in Korean, holding it out for the other.
She was so caught off guard by the other’s face that she forgot to introduce herself. It wasn’t the face as much as it was the eyes. The eyes of a girl that she had loved a very long time ago.
{ Don’t Judge Me } DJ & Fei
( ☮ )
She knew that her reactions were odd, but Fei couldn’t help but yank her arm from him when he tried to wipe coffee off of her. She felt her heart racing in her chest. There was no anger, just fear and her inability to trust angels. As a nephilim, she had undergone many horrors when it came to angels. She was seen as an abomination to most of them and she knew that he would be able to know exactly what she was from her aura. He seemed generally kind, but it didn’t make her trust him any more. Many angels had been kind to her face and then had cornered her when she was alone. How could she be sure that he wouldn’t do the same?
Fei was generally good at keeping her cool around demons and angels, but due to her fatigue she was a little less in control than usual. “I.. I’m sorry. You don’t have to, it was my fault. I’ve had..” her voice faded out as she made sure no one was really around. There were only two other people in the cafe, and they were sitting far away. “I’ve had bad experiences with your kind because of what I am. It caught me off guard..” She responded, shaking her head and stepping just out of reach of him. Her arm was burning from where she had spilled the coffee on it, but being touched by an angel and seeing their aura was more uncomfortable than the burn.
Why do all of the hot ones have to be angels? Suddenly, she found herself hoping to god he couldn’t read her mind.
tracker ↺ 21 april
writing:
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waiting:
Junsu (starter)
Jackson (Starter)
T.G.I.F - Hakyeon
The Hangover - Mark
Don’t Judge Me - Doojoon
Blood Money - Woori
I’ll Protect You - Tao
Too Much Heart - Myungsoo (7 Deadly Sins Event)
Destiny - Sungyeol (7 Deadly Sins Event)
Girls Night In - Min
Plotting With:
Changjo
Jaehwan
Amber
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My cousin is going to be here this week so responses may be slow.
Not taking any more plots on Fei. Gonna save the rest for Seungri.
{ Girls Night In } F & M
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Fei didn’t really know many people in the town she lived in, aside from the few people that she worked with and a few others that she had run into in the city. She really only knew one female, one that she could barely even call friend before the other had invited her to a girl’s night. Fei had seriously thought about declining the offer, but her own morbid curiosity had forced her to accept.
She had been the one to explain to Minyoung what Nephilims were, and Fei had no doubt that the young human would have many more questions for her that night. She honestly really didn’t have much more to explain, but she would do her best while they were doing... well, whatever it is that people do at girl’s nights in. She had never been to one, so she really had no idea what was in store for that night. She had packed the few things that min had asked her to bring and was standing at the door, waiting for someone to answer her knocks.
The one who answered, however, was NOT who she had expected. She was speechless as the Angel that she had dumped her coffee on days before answered the door. It was a quick interaction before she was nervously moving quickly towards where Min’s voice came from. Attractive angelic barista that she still didn’t know if she trusted? That was one situation that she really just did not want to handle at the moment. She sincerely hoped that he didn’t bother them while they were doing whatever the hell it was that they were supposed to be doing.
The room that she walked into was set up for a small party and Fei couldn’t help but look around. These two definitely lived much better than she did at home. She could get used to something like this. She set down her small bag before smiling at Min. “Hey! I’m glad we are doing this. I really needed some girl time. Is your.. uh... is DJ going to be here tonight to, or...? I didn’t know that he was this mysterious big brother you keep mentioning..” She casually stated as she stood there, still looking around.
Blood Money - F&W
Fei found herself rubbing her feet with her eyes closed for a few seconds, allowing the throbbing to go away for even a moment before she started the long walk home. She had found out the hard way that she hated being in vehicles, and had decided from the bad taxi experience that she was going to walk everywhere for the rest of her life. Although not the most practical way to travel, it was the cheapest and it allowed her to get a small amount of exercise in that didn’t have anything to do with running around bars.
She whipped her phone out and stared at the few texts she had recieved as she turned to start walking, not paying attention to what was in front of her. Her hearing was the best in the city, after all, and she knew that she would be able to tell if someone else was around. At least, that was how she thought things would go. She hadn’t quite realised that she had gone deaf to almost everything around her except for her own heartbeat.
It was when she ran full force into someone and fell backwards on her own butt that she realised she had been dead wrong. Her eyes widened as she looked up at the person in front of her. The contact had given her a flash of the female’s demonic aura, but Fei found herself more worried about the fact that she had just possibly hurt this woman. She gave no thought as to why she was out in the alley.
“Oh my god, I am so sorry!” She started in Chinese, before realising what she was saying and switching back to Korean. “I am so sorry, I wasn’t paying attention to where I was going. I didn’t hurt you, did I?” She couldn’t believe that she hadn’t noticed someone standing there. It was lucky that Fei didn’t get easily embarrassed, or she would have found herself wanting to crawl into a hole in that moment.
