Why

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[satyriconmp3]

as a hobby i will pretend i am normal

[abnormall]

i dont know how i became such an inconvenience. but i know everything and everybody would be so much better without me.

[furiousgoldfish]

there’s a special place in hell for parents who act like their child’s mental illness isn’t real and they’re making it up for attention

[cen-sour]

i got nothing for my birthday and here my little brother’s getting a cake and more than two gifts for his, decorations AND cards, and my mothers still trying to tell me she loves me

[catcrumb]

romance

[fairycosmos]

in all seriousness it's very alienating knowing theres Something Wrong With You. like seeing your mental illness come through in your behaviour and thought processes and knowing it's irrational and unhealthy, knowing other people are reading you as weird or stupid, and not being able to do anything about it is such a lonely experience

[messengers-of-the-gods]

you ever just start wanting to fucking die

[bonestew]

[cen-sour]

Abuser: I'm not the one making decisions, I'll just decide what kind of hell I put you through if you don't make the exact decision I want you to.

[velvetys]

Crying about school is the lamest shit ever bc after you get done drying your tears you don’t feel better because the work still isn’t done and you just wasted 15 minutes

[cen-sour]

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[cen-sour]

i wanna go back to the 18th so i can fix everything

[cen-sour]

mother said i cut because i was copying my friends and then i kept telling her mean things she did to me and how i wanted an apology at least just for it to be settled in my mind and she refused 

so we had another mini-fight

third day of this shit

[cen-sour]

i keep starting arguments i should just keep quiet but lately ive just been so tired

“why am i grounded?” “think about it for a few years”

[powerfulsinner]

Parents do nots:

Do not ignore your child

Do not insult your child

Do not abuse your child

Do not hit your child

Do not ignore child’s health, both mental and physical

Do not criticize their interests

Do not tell them to starve just because they don’t like what you cooked

Do not make them feel guilty when you just hurt them

Do not remind them of every little mistake they make

Do not abandon them

Do not neglect them

Do not make them feel like freaks or outcasts for just being who they are

Do not ignore their lack of consent

Do not treat them like property

Do not snoop through their shit

Do not try to “fix” everything you hate about them

Do not treat them like figurines or mini models of yourselves - THEY ARE THEIR OWN PERSON

This is a more personal one that many might not relate to - but I’m adding it anyways, do NOT have sex when they’re home, awake, and near your room! And for FUCK SAKES - close and lock the fucking door so they don’t walk in on it!!

[openblogtomyabusivemother]

Hahahahaha. This is way too accurate.

[cen-sour]

she kept saying she did those things because she was at the end of her line but as soon as im at the end of my line screaming and yelling obviously saying things i dont mean she gets to say it hurts HER, why cant i say what she says hurts ME without her making it about her

she doesnt listen

thats what ive been trying to say but she wont listen

she gets to push my around and shove my head onto the floor when she doesnt like what im saying but if i were to ever do that (i cant im too small) she’d hate me? like what? im tired