hiraeth

[cfhiraeth]

i will face god and walk backward into hell

                           indie mature multi-muse penned by fia. she/her. 30+.  

                 selective & low / medium activity. discord available upon request.                                                         draft: 2    /    queue: 0

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[moonwltches]

that voice catches her off guard, but seeing his familiar features takes the air right from her lungs. or it would if she was still capable of breathing, but he made sure to change that before disappearing from her life. "you saw to it that i wouldn't change," she speaks in a hush tone, eyes narrowing in his direction, "right before you left."

[cfhiraeth]

"You begged me to," Mateo said, as if that justified anything and everything. It wasn't like he hadn't been eager, like he hadn't been part of that life changing decision. Clearly, she was bitter about it, not that he could blame her. "Do you regret it?" What he really wanted to ask was if she regretted him but Mateo couldn't handle that truth.

[1liv]

CAMILA MORRONE as RACHEL HARKIN in SOMETHING VERY BAD IS GOING TO HAPPEN 1.03

[cfhiraeth]

closed starter for @moonwltches based on this

"Sorry babe, the traffic was ridiculous tonight," Belmont said as he sat opposed someone that looked very incredulous. He had been eyeing them for a while now. He would usually only find it funny but there was just something about the other that made him step in. "I didn't remember staff being this desperate, maybe we should go somewhere else next time." The words were directed at the waitress, trying to make her squirm for having treated the other the way they had. "Can't believe someone would stood you up but that's their lost and my gain," he said with his most confident and charming smile.

[cfhiraeth]

closed starter for @moonwltches based on this

"Are you sure she doesn't suspect anything?" Lennon was convinced her sister had no idea what was going on but she knew the price she would pay if she ever found out. It wasn't like Lenny liked doing this, sneaking around with her sister's significant other but this was different, this was one of the few times she allowed herself to be that selfish.

[cfhiraeth]

closed starter for @moonwltches based on this

"It's been a while," Mateo said, cursing himself silently for saying such a mundane and ridiculous thing. If his heart was still beating, it would be frantic right now. "You haven't changed." And who was to thank for that? Him, the asshole who turned the other and then vanished for a century.

[cfhiraeth]

OPEN: m/nb/w 21+ PLOT: two friends who can't admit their feelings? they might hookup when not sober but never talk about it.

"I don't even like this bar, I'm just here because you are," Lennon said exasperated.

[cfhiraeth]

✦ ― NEW MUSES ― ✦

i'm trash and adding muses because of off campus. so like this to get a starter with one of them.

lennon. 20s. bisexual. travel blogger & photographer. free spirit & spitfire. ( mika abdalla )

belmont iii. 20s. bisexual. private equity. carefree & entitled ( stephen kalyn )

mateo. 20s. bisexual. bartender. never ending party, shrug off responsibilities. ( josh heuston )

[sophie-baek]

OFF CAMPUS 1.06 "The Breakaway"

[margoterobbies]

MIKA ABDALLA as ALLIE HAYES in OFF CAMPUS (2026)

[rebeccabreeds]

childhood best friends slash roommates who get immensely drunk one night and have sex and then just continue to keep doing it because that’s the only way they think they can have each other. spoiler: they’re both in love with each other and have been for years, but don’t wanna say shit about it because they’re afraid of losing each other. cue angst.

[cfhiraeth]

closed starter for @dcgtown based on this

This was a rather new thing, a few months only and Lola was surprised by how quickly it had taken off. It started because she needed quick money but there was something liberating in it, in how she would allow herself to let go entirely. People were watching but they didn't know her. Behind the screen, she could be anyone she wanted. It had been a slower stream but still a good one. Lola had no idea she wasn't alone, in her room, until she closed her laptop and turned around. "What? This isn't what you think," she said as she tried to cover herself.

[cfhiraeth]

closed starter for @dcgtown based on this

This was mad, they were mad, but the brunette didn't care. They were speeding, no lights behind them, no sirens trailing them. They had been careful, she knew it. Everything had gone exactly has they planned and they were getting away with it. Looking at them drive, a wicked smile was on her lips and before she could even think about it, she was throwing herself at them. "Baby," Hazel said as she trailed kisses on their neck. What she had in mind was clear and her hands were roaming their body.

[cfhiraeth]

✦ ― STARTER CALL ― ✦ like this for me to write you one or more starters based on your wishlist. mutuals only for now.

[cfhiraeth]

I caught a nasty cold. Will be back shortly.

[cfhiraeth]

It turned into bronchitis. Still sick.

[cfhiraeth]

I caught a nasty cold. Will be back shortly.

[miserableuntil]

" you're either really brave . . . " she begins, serious expression morphing into subtle amusement " . . . or incredibly stupid. " curious, she tilts her head, sizing them up. " or is it a combination of both ? "

@cfhiraeth ♡'d for a short starter .

[cfhiraeth]

His grin did not leave his features. "I'm not one to spoil the plot," he shot back, not missing a beat. If there was one thing Cam knew, it was that keeping some things to himself was always best. Let them want more, unsatisfied. Even if it was hard to do that with her. "Where would be the fun in my laying it all for you?"