I probably shouldn't, but I will.

25 | let's do hard drugs and each other

[crypticchaosabsurd-deactivated2]

[cloudyeventss]

Afterward, forehead kisses 💋

[melisica]

“Well, then why should we do anything more than once? Should I just smoke this one cigarette? Maybe we should only have sex once, if it’s the same thing. Should we just watch one sunset? Or live just one day? It’s new every time, each time is a different experience.”

[feelingsoftheday]

some days i’m healing and some days i break again

[chainedjunkiesstuff]

[burnt-out-angel]

Sometimes recovery is boring as fuck and I want dirty spoons and heroin and needles and empty wine bottles and shitty cigarettes and empty sex and looking beautiful while close to death.

Most days I’m smart enough not to back there. But I think we all think about it.

[ohbutwebestmakepeacewithit]

271/365

[slowbriety]

[hollywood-noir]

[assume]

september 2nd 2014

[slowbriety]

[dilaudidnightmares-deactivated2]

LOL ACCURATE AS FUCK.

[slowbriety]

[thunder]

via weheartit

[nicolethedopefiendqueen]

“Heroin wasn’t my downfall. My downfall was my own choices, and self destructive behavior which allowed for me to develop a heroin addiction.”

— Nicole.

[pathologising]

anyway decriminalize drugs and make treatment resources widely and readily available so that people stop dying in the fucking streets

[melliflu0us]

[gorepleasure]

High me:

Fuck this lifestyle

Fuck them opioids

Fuck them withdrawals

Fuck it, im done with this shit

I just want to be sober.

Sober me:

Fuck my life

Fuck them overwhelming feelings and emotions

Fuck them ever changing mood swings

Fuck you depression

Fuck them cravings

Fuck this sober misery

I just want a shot of liquid peace.