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things aren't going well and unfortunately i understand that they never will with someone like me so i'm letting myself out of all this soon (don't worry the last couple of orders will be finished and sent over this weekend). i really can't even describe how awful i've let things get and what a horrific waste of life i've been for 29 years straight it's humiliating and disgusting how everything around me becomes a problem for someone else i'm so unbelievable tired and scared all the time and everything is flooding again which seems to be some sort of cosmic joke. everytime i'm being pushed out of something, a pipe breaks, rooms flood it's happened three times before and there's no where else for me to be pushed to i don't know what i did but it must have been something awful in past life or soemthing because it can't be a coincidence i dont know
the website's subscription will be ending soon, but i don't know how long it will stay up since the domain is also expiring - i think to the end of November it should be up, so if you want to save a reading or something you'll have until then to do it, otherwise i think they get deleted after some time of the website being inactive.
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use the archives if you're looking for a large number of readings because the main pages with the scroll boxes only show 20 or 40 or something like that
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And a lot people, pretty much everyone who requested mini readings asked about jimin and jungkook - i did the readings, one for each and one joined, and there was weird stuff about something from the outside tampering with the connection and attempting to sink the higher influence they have together. it looked like it was working so i did't want to post it because it was odd and then that ai video thing happened and i was like oh that, of course it's always around when they're about to do something together so you know just some nonsense in the end, but it's getting under the skin, jimin was already spooked by earlier issues it seems (that reporter and the marketing fall out that was prepared for but never actually came). they're fine though it's just being pushed back the amount of influence and positve waves they could have together, but it's still going to come through well. they're good, theyre fine, it's just an "on the edge" thing, i'm sure they'll get past it, if not, their individual purposes are still being served just not the highest degree possible, which is fine.
I'm not that active anymore here but sometimes I logged in just to check in on you. Not only about your reading, i'm just happy if I saw you post about anything, to see you well enough to post.
I don't know how else to reach you, but the first part of this post is really concerning... I really hope you're ok wherever you are 🫂
When I say Jungkook is the greenest green flag ever , this is what I mean!
This short clip reveals so much about who Jungkook is… not just as a person, but in the way he sees and cares for Jimin and his interests.
Jungkook doesn’t just know that Jimin enjoys science stories he knows the exact YouTube show Jimin watches. That level of attention and memory speaks volumes about how much he pays attention to the little things that matter to Jimin.
You can see that Jimin is initially a bit hesitant to talk about what he enjoys. Maybe he thinks it’s too niche or not worth sharing. But Jungkook gently encourages him, making space for him to speak without embarrassment. And the way Jimin smiles after that, genuinely, and with a little more confidence shows how much that support means to him.
But Jungkook doesn’t stop there. He goes a step further and suggests they watch the show together. Not because he necessarily shares the same enthusiasm for science stories… he probably doesn’t.. but because he wants Jimin to feel like his interests are valid and worth sharing. That simple gesture says: What you care about, I care about. Because it’s you.
It’s such a small moment, but it speaks volumes. Jungkook loves Jimin… he supports him deeply, and he’s willing to embrace even the little quirks Jimin might think are too uninteresting to share. Because to Jungkook, they’re not uninteresting at all.
I came across a post on TikTok that said, “Jimin always looks at Jungkook first, every time he feels overwhelmed or nervous… and Jungkook is already looking at him, because he knows Jimin needs him…. even before Jimin himself realizes he does.”
And truly, nothing has ever felt more beautifully devastating.
Not only bigger details about a person which family or close friends might know but even smallest and intimate details, down to his fav song at the moment or how many rounds of game he plays before sleeping.
JK just knows Jimin inside out and you are saying he's not Jimin's person ?
oh we’re doing this today? someone really said jk isn’t jm’s person?? the man who looks at jm like he personally rewrote the definition of gravity?? alright. let’s get into it.
jk doesn’t just like jm. he understands him. we’re talking about a man who shows up for jm in ways that scream “you don’t even have to ask.” it’s the kind of love that looks effortless, not bc it’s easy, but because it’s second nature [to them].
like, we’ll be watching a chill interview and someone casually asks a question about jm, and before jm can even open his mouth, jk’s already responding like he’s been preparing a thesis. it’s not performative or exaggerated. it’s just what he does. he pays attention. all the damn time.
he remembers how jm thinks. what comforts him. how he unwinds. what calms him down when he’s restless. the little habits, the rhythms, the pauses between words. he knows jm’s favorite kind of quiet. the way he plays games before bed. the niche youtube channels. the comfort shows. all of it. and it’s never because jm asked him to, it’s because jk wanted to know.
he doesn’t just listen to jm. he hears him. fully. and then he stores it like it’s sacred, like it matters. bc to him, it does.
he cooks for him, cheers for him, gives him space to be loud, soft, playful, serious. to be unapologetically himself. he knows jm’s music, his moods, his passions. and he never tries to dim them. he makes space for all of it proudly.
and jm lets him. that’s the part that floors me every time. jm lets jk know him like that. not just surface-level stuff, but the real, layered, messy, beautiful parts. and jk meets every single one of them with so much quiet reverence it’s unreal.
also let’s talk about how jk reacts when jm talks. the man physically lights up. like he’s witnessing a miracle in real time. no matter what jm is saying, jk is there looking like “this is the most important information i’ve ever received.” and honestly? he means it.
people say jm is louder with his love, which yes, king of soft touches and vocal affirmations. but jk? jk is a stealthy menace. his love is quiet, precise, relentless. it’s the kind of love that settles into his bones and stays there. it’s in the way he steps aside so jm can shine, but is always close enough to catch him. in the way he remembers every detail, even the ones jm forgets about himself.
he’s a simp in a black tee and big boba eyes that sparkle every time jm so much as breathes. silent but completely, hopelessly down bad.
and he doesn’t do grand speeches. he just shows up, stays close, remembers, pays attention, looks at jm like he’s the only person who’s ever mattered. and the wild part? he’s not doing any of it to prove anything. he just CARES. and he does so deeply, instinctively.
you can’t fake that. you can’t copy it. you either move like that or you don’t.
and jk does always.
say jk isn’t jm’s person again. i dare you. this man has learned jm in every season, every mood, every version. he remembers things jm said once in passing like it was sacred scripture. he shows up, tunes in, and loves loud even when he says nothing.
and the worst part? jm will giggle and say “he’s right” while the rest of us disintegrate.
jk is jm’s person. he’s always been jm’s person. and honestly? he’s not even subtle about it. he’s just soft and in love and not trying to hide it. we’re just lucky enough to witness it.
“Just because they’re close doesn’t mean they’re in a relationship, stop sexualizing everything they do”
Then call them best friends, Becky. Say it. Say that Jimin and Jungkook are connected-at-the-hip-share-a-single-brain-cell-soulmate-level best friends. Just like Jimin and Tae, right? Say it.
Actually, be specific and call them the closest duo in Bangtan, because at a minimum that’s what they are. Like, if you don’t want to say they’re each other’s real life best friend (meaning outside of BTS), at least say that they are closer to each other than they are to any other member — because you can at least acknowledge that, right?
And if you’re so sure they’re “brothers” then celebrate it! Stop pretending it isn’t special, call it a bromance! Ooh and ah over it, like people do when married male actors have a public bromance. Call them the next Ryan Reynolds and Hugh Jackman, the next Woody Harrelson and Matthew McConaughey. (Even if, rather than publicly roasting and joking with each other; they are more often than not sweetly supportive and flirtatiously complimentary…That’s fine, call them a CHEESY bromance).
But nobody will.
It’s either, “ALL SEVEN of them are so close and love each other like brothers” or “Jungkook has such a big crush on Namjoon 🤭” or “vmin are still the closest, they have a song about it!” or “Korean men have skinship in their friendships, shippers are so weird, stop projecting your fantasies” but it’s never “ah, well, season 2 of that soft little show? No one is surprised. As expected from the best friends who enlisted in the military under a rare, special Buddy system. Jikook are jikook. Of course they want to hang out together 24-7.”
People flood to the comments section to (very mildly, with much restraint) praise their bond, but NO ONE will call it the closest in the group, even though it objectively is. Well, no one but a subset of the fandom who immediately get called creeps and weirdos and fetishizers.
No one but shippers will acknowledge their closeness and it’s so obvious why:
Because if you acknowledge their closeness, if you do anything but minimize and ignore it, it starts to look a whole lot like something else.
And people are too homophobic to allow that.
Jungkook and Jimin enlisting together under a Buddy system that no other idols in the same group have ever used shows closeness.
Jungkook and Jimin filming not just one but TWO seasons of a travel show that primarily follows JUST the TWO of them (when they are part of a band of 7) shows CLOSENESS.
Jungkook going to Jimin’s house after a concert to cook him dinner and then the two of them going out the next day to presumably spend White Day together shows CLOSE. NESS.
Jungkook going live in 2023 every time Jimin left town, and mentioning Jimin relentlessly and making him flat out the entire topic of some of the lives shows that Jungkook thinks of him when he’s gone.
Jungkook complaining that he missed Jimin when they were both busy, Jungkook saying he wants to film travel shows with Jimin until they’re 50, Jimin mentioning Jungkook in the letters he posted while enlisted alongside him, Jungkook’s voice giggling from behind the camera while he films Jimin’s dance challenge for him…
Jimin saying if he could take one thing with him to a desert island it would be Jungkook. Jungkook saying if he was a girl he’d want to date a guy like Jimin. Jungkook showing up with a hickey Jimin gave him because they got drunk together and Jungkook wouldn’t stop spinning him in his arms. The same arms he proudly carried Jimin out of a concert with, while Jimin giggled and blushed.
Jason Momoa and Henry Cavill? Tom Holland and Jake Gylenhaal? Selena and Taylor? THEY COULD NEVER.
Everything jikook shows us points to a best-friendness of EPIC PROPORTIONS at the LEAST. They should be the best friend duo that gets talked about the MOST IN BANGTAN. They’re so close locals should know about it. Not Jimin and Hobi. Not Jimin and Taehyung. Not Hoseok and Yoongi. Not Yoongi and Namjoon. Not Jungkook and Jin. Not the maknae line. Jikook have lapped all of them, and they have for years, but ESPECIALLY in the last 3 years.
And in the last two weeks? In the last two/three WEEKS???
If Jungkook and Jimin were a man and a woman the events of the last two weeks would be a HARD LAUNCH, and EVERYONE KNOWS IT.
It is only — I repeat: ONLY — heteronormativity that keeps the majority of ARMY from assuming they are dating. That’s it. That’s literally the only reason anyone in the fandom is even arguing about what they are right now. (Well, that and rival ships, which at this point should really only be referred to as patched-together inflatable rafts).
Call them just best friends. I respect that take! Some people don’t see the romance and tension and affection that I see, and that’s cool! Call them the best of friends.
But for the love of god stop minimizing their closeness. Stop pretending they treat anyone else in the band the way they treat each other. Stop pretending that they’re not choosing each other over and over and over again.
And don’t call them fake, or forced, unless you want to talk about the fact that everything we see about them is official content. Not unless you want to pry open the can of worms that is your parasocial relationship with them and acknowledge the hard truth that you actually don’t know either of them at all.
But one thing we know? They know each other. Like. Reaaaaallly well.
Jikook went on a (contractually obligated) world tour and left the fandom in a meltdown.
Okay first of all… I already know this post is going to be a mess because I have too much to say, zero organization skills. I might forget things. I might not include pictures or links or videos, but buckle up anyway. Bear with me as I unleash this demon.
🔙 Let’s rewind to pre-military: Our contractual husbands Jikook decided to soft-launch their little pre-enlistment honeymoon—hitting up NYC, Sapporo, and Jeju. Cute, romantic, iconic. And the outcome? Oh nothing… just Are You Sure (™), aka Jikook’s intimate masterpiece, sealed with soul-touching glances and lingering camera pans. Then they enlisted. TOGETHER. Are we surprised? No. Are we gagged? Always.
⌛ Fast forward to post-military: Now of course Jikook had a lil pre-discharge Tokyo getaway but ANYWAYS. Discharge time. Our boys come back looking like they drank from the fountain of youth. They do a little live, they breathe the same air again, and everything’s peaceful. Until.
✈️ Enter the chaos: Jungkook is spotted at Incheon airport. "Alone", allegedly going to the US. All good. Everyone’s like “Omg music project??” But then boom—plot twist. A Thai ARMY shares that her friend, fresh off Hobi’s concert, going back home, saw BOTH JK and Jimin at the airport. JK was walking ahead, Jimin behind. Translation? They left together. But guess what? The first airport report came from a JK solo, because OF COURSE she conveniently forgot to mention the part where Jimin was there too. Color me SHOCKED.
So yeah, now we know they both flew to NYC. Together. Again.
🕵🏻♀️ First sighting: A Jimin stan named Emily (who also saw them in 2023—God clearly has favorites) shares that she saw Jikook again in 2025, so now people are calling her a liar. Suddenly she’s under FBI interrogation for… not knowing every step of their enlistment timeline?? Because apparently you need to submit an entire academic paper and prove you’ve memorized BTS’ enlistment schedule before you’re allowed to tweet a damn celebrity sighting. Like girl she saw them, she shared it, she wasn’t in their faces. The TL: “Why is she pretending not to know them if she’s a Jimin stan???” Me: I don’t care if she pretends JK is a barista named Jeff. I don’t care if she called JK “some dude” and pretended not to know him. She wasn’t in their personal space. She didn’t call him names. It’s giving: solo behavior but harmless. Next.
🍜 Second sighting: Someone named “Emma” sees them in a restaurant and mentions they were wearing masks. Cue the stupidity: “Why would they wear masks while eating?” “How could she see Jimin smiling with a mask on?” Babe. People keep masks on until their food arrives. And smiles reach the eyes. Try covering your mouth and smiling. Go ahead Barbara, I’ll wait. The math is not mathing because y’all skipped common sense class.
🌪 Then silence. No news. Just heavy TL speculation: Are they filming “Are You Sure?” season 2? A GCF? An OST? A honeymoon vlog?
Suddenly someone drops the bomb
🦢They were seen in Zurich, Switzerland (or Zermatt?). Feeding ducks. Or swans. Or both. Maybe petting unicorns too who knows. Then the moral panic kicks in: “Take it with a grain of salt!!” NO. Enough with the salt. Girl, if y’all keep sprinkling salt on everything, don’t complain when the fandom ends up with high blood pressure. Too much sodium will kill you. You’re not chefs. Sit down.
👼🏻But the best part? The fandom saints returned from their caves:
“Don’t share this!”
“Respect their privacy!”
“Protect their privacy!” “In a public park?” YEAH!!
Respect their privacy from a 50-meter distance in a public European city? As if sightings don’t happen to celebrities all over the world? As if people don’t tweet “OMG I just saw Timothée Chalamet at Whole Foods” every two days on main? Apparently celebrities outside, walking on the same streets you walk on, breathing the same air, is now a privacy breach. Okay.
But also? God forbid someone posts a pic or video to confirm these sightings because y’all will be sprinting to your report pages like Olympic athletes. But if the video never comes, you’ll scream “they’re lying!” You can’t have it both ways.
📲 THEN. Jimin drops a video on Instagram dancing to Killin’ It Girl, filmed by none other than the contractually obligated cameraman Jungkook. It’s adorable. He’s giggling. Jimin’s serving. The internet breaks. We cry. We scream. We sob into our pillows. And THEN reposts it to his story with “This is what I mean by killin’ it boy…” I screamed. I ascended. I reincarnated.
Of course, the fandom Sherlock Holmes committee identifies the hotel they stayed at. AND AGAIN, the fake moralists started hyperventilating: “This is creepy!! How dare you post the hotel?? That’s their privacy!” Girl. Be serious. Jimin posted that after they had left. You think BTS debuted yesterday? You think Jimin doesn’t know how this works? They’ve been dealing with this for a decade. And riddle me this: Where was that energy when JK posted his birthday flirtation video and the hotel was ID’d in ten minutes while they were still actively staying there?? Y’all had the hotel, the floor plan, the room view, and the carpet texture identified within 20 minutes? Crickets. That’s what I thought.
🛬Hours later, Jikook are spotted in Da Nang airport, Vietnam. which confirmed they had already left Switzerland. And only THEN, pictures and videos from their time in Zurich started dropping.
Cue new moral panic:
“Wait until they leave before sharing.” …but also:
“Don’t share at all. Ever. Even when they’ve left.”
So what is it then? What are the rules? Because you sure weren’t this pressed in 2023 when they were spotted going to/leaving from Antoya and dancing on a boat with their souls intertwined and y’all were posting 4K footage? That wasn’t privacy? Suddenly “privacy” only matters when you decide it?
Also: no one was filming them inside their hotel room. (Well… JK was. But you get the point.)
Now let’s talk about the xenophobic meltdown. The moment those Da Nang airport pics dropped, the TL turned on Vietnamese fans like they were the villains in a dystopian novel. Some pictures and videos dropped while they were still there. Yes, taken from a respectful distance. No one up in their face. But ideally? Yes, wait until they’ve left.
But the TL’s reaction? UNHINGED.
People dragging Vietnamese ARMYs through the mud. Calling them “stalkers”? Excuse me??? Entire populations got slandered when the actual leaker turned out to be a cultist. But instead of correcting the misinformation and calling them out, people kept slandering Vietnamese fans. Instead of holding one individual accountable, y’all dragged an entire fandom base and disrespected a whole country. I saw Vietnamese ARMY hurt, insulted, and heartbroken over this, and rightfully so. Shame on everyone who joined that bandwagon.
🏠Now they’re back in South Korea, spotted again at Incheon. And let me tell you, they were looking fresh, healthy, adorable, sweet, couple-coded and annoyingly perfect. JK making sure Jimin got his shoes back?? I’m fine. I’m not crying. It’s allergies. . Speculations now say they’re back for Jin’s concert. Will they travel again soon? Maybe. Will I be ready with popcorn when they do? Yes.
🖼️ Oh and before I forget — Jimin posted a little drawing with “Jaykay” on the caption.
Now that’s just comedy gold.
Immediately the TL: “Is this their shared IG now?? Is this lovestagram??”
And now?
JJks are mad that JK is with Jimin.
PJMs are mad that Jimin is with JK.
Cultists are mad because JK dared to leave his “husband” behind and travel with the “homewrecker” Jimin (contractually 🤓☝️).
Like how dare he eat dinner with his contract husband? How dare he travel across the globe under a fanservice contract and film his boo dancing in a luxury hotel (contractually)?
Cultists: “JK is doing all this with Jimin contractually.”
Me: Sweetie, if this is a fanservice contract I want my money back. WHERE is the hand-holding? WHERE is the kissing? WHERE are the back hugs? WHERE are the late night cuddles? WHERE's the steamy drama? I am not being serviced properly! I want a better deal.
Also, sidenote: why is it always Jungkook’s fault when Tk falls apart in your minds? Not the fantasy relationship falling apart under the weight of reality, no. It’s always: “JK betrayed Taehyung!” Okay sure.
🌟 And finally, to the fandom saints clutching your pearls and whining about sightings being posted ”— First of all: A sighting is not outing. Second: If you think it’s private, then keep your speculation in your drafts. Don’t tweet “Jikook are together 😳” or “Are they filming a GCF?” if you’re gonna turn around and yell at people who are doing exactly what you’re doing—except with honesty and excitement. Because guess what? That’s also engaging with “private” info.
Jikook were seen. In public. And people got excited. That’s it. That’s the post. Stop making everything a moral panic. Stop treating fans like criminals for noticing things. And PLEASE, for the love of sanity, stop saying “don’t share” AFTER you’ve already read, liked, and bookmarked the damn post.
You can’t pretend to be holy after you already ate the forbidden fruit, baby.
I genuinely don’t get this whole “fanservice” narrative. Like, have we all been watching the same thing lately? From what’s been going on these past few days, it honestly feels like Jikook is one of the most hated pairings on social media right now. The general fandom doesn’t seem to enjoy seeing them together, not even a little. People have been absolutely vile towards Jimin, and now they’ve turned on Jungkook too, openly hating on both of them.
So seriously, who exactly are they meant to be “serving”? Because let’s be real here – Jikookers are clearly the minority when it comes to online presence. If they’re doing this for fans, then it’s certainly not for us, because we’re outnumbered, overshadowed, and frankly, ignored most of the time. And even if, by some miracle, it is for us, are we really meant to believe that facing this level of public backlash and constant toxicity is somehow worth it? Is that really all they get in return for “serving” us?
Forget the company, forget BigHit or HYBE or whatever people want to blame – let’s just think about Jimin and Jungkook as actual people. Would putting themselves through this storm of hatred be worth it just for a bit of fanservice? I honestly don’t think so.
So maybe – and hear me out – it’s not fanservice. Perhaps these moments between them are real. Maybe the trips, the interactions, the time they spend together – maybe it’s just because they want to. Maybe they actually enjoy each other’s company, and travelling together is simply something they chose for themselves.
Not everything has to be scripted. Not every moment has to be for us. Sometimes, two people might just be close because they genuinely care about each other. And perhaps that’s what’s really happening here – not some fan-directed performance, but a real connection that just keeps showing itself, whether people like it or not.
Jikook went on a (contractually obligated) world tour and left the fandom in a meltdown.
Okay first of all… I already know this post is going to be a mess because I have too much to say, zero organization skills. I might forget things. I might not include pictures or links or videos, but buckle up anyway. Bear with me as I unleash this demon.
🔙 Let’s rewind to pre-military: Our contractual husbands Jikook decided to soft-launch their little pre-enlistment honeymoon—hitting up NYC, Sapporo, and Jeju. Cute, romantic, iconic. And the outcome? Oh nothing… just Are You Sure (™), aka Jikook’s intimate masterpiece, sealed with soul-touching glances and lingering camera pans. Then they enlisted. TOGETHER. Are we surprised? No. Are we gagged? Always.
⌛ Fast forward to post-military: Now of course Jikook had a lil pre-discharge Tokyo getaway but ANYWAYS. Discharge time. Our boys come back looking like they drank from the fountain of youth. They do a little live, they breathe the same air again, and everything’s peaceful. Until.
✈️ Enter the chaos: Jungkook is spotted at Incheon airport. "Alone", allegedly going to the US. All good. Everyone’s like “Omg music project??” But then boom—plot twist. A Thai ARMY shares that her friend, fresh off Hobi’s concert, going back home, saw BOTH JK and Jimin at the airport. JK was walking ahead, Jimin behind. Translation? They left together. But guess what? The first airport report came from a JK solo, because OF COURSE she conveniently forgot to mention the part where Jimin was there too. Color me SHOCKED.
So yeah, now we know they both flew to NYC. Together. Again.
🕵🏻♀️ First sighting: A Jimin stan named Emily (who also saw them in 2023—God clearly has favorites) shares that she saw Jikook again in 2025, so now people are calling her a liar. Suddenly she’s under FBI interrogation for… not knowing every step of their enlistment timeline?? Because apparently you need to submit an entire academic paper and prove you’ve memorized BTS’ enlistment schedule before you’re allowed to tweet a damn celebrity sighting. Like girl she saw them, she shared it, she wasn’t in their faces. The TL: “Why is she pretending not to know them if she’s a Jimin stan???” Me: I don’t care if she pretends JK is a barista named Jeff. I don’t care if she called JK “some dude” and pretended not to know him. She wasn’t in their personal space. She didn’t call him names. It’s giving: solo behavior but harmless. Next.
🍜 Second sighting: Someone named “Emma” sees them in a restaurant and mentions they were wearing masks. Cue the stupidity: “Why would they wear masks while eating?” “How could she see Jimin smiling with a mask on?” Babe. People keep masks on until their food arrives. And smiles reach the eyes. Try covering your mouth and smiling. Go ahead Barbara, I’ll wait. The math is not mathing because y’all skipped common sense class.
🌪 Then silence. No news. Just heavy TL speculation: Are they filming “Are You Sure?” season 2? A GCF? An OST? A honeymoon vlog?
Suddenly someone drops the bomb
🦢They were seen in Zurich, Switzerland (or Zermatt?). Feeding ducks. Or swans. Or both. Maybe petting unicorns too who knows. Then the moral panic kicks in: “Take it with a grain of salt!!” NO. Enough with the salt. Girl, if y’all keep sprinkling salt on everything, don’t complain when the fandom ends up with high blood pressure. Too much sodium will kill you. You’re not chefs. Sit down.
👼🏻But the best part? The fandom saints returned from their caves:
“Don’t share this!”
“Respect their privacy!”
“Protect their privacy!” “In a public park?” YEAH!!
Respect their privacy from a 50-meter distance in a public European city? As if sightings don’t happen to celebrities all over the world? As if people don’t tweet “OMG I just saw Timothée Chalamet at Whole Foods” every two days on main? Apparently celebrities outside, walking on the same streets you walk on, breathing the same air, is now a privacy breach. Okay.
But also? God forbid someone posts a pic or video to confirm these sightings because y’all will be sprinting to your report pages like Olympic athletes. But if the video never comes, you’ll scream “they’re lying!” You can’t have it both ways.
📲 THEN. Jimin drops a video on Instagram dancing to Killin’ It Girl, filmed by none other than the contractually obligated cameraman Jungkook. It’s adorable. He’s giggling. Jimin’s serving. The internet breaks. We cry. We scream. We sob into our pillows. And THEN reposts it to his story with “This is what I mean by killin’ it boy…” I screamed. I ascended. I reincarnated.
Of course, the fandom Sherlock Holmes committee identifies the hotel they stayed at. AND AGAIN, the fake moralists started hyperventilating: “This is creepy!! How dare you post the hotel?? That’s their privacy!” Girl. Be serious. Jimin posted that after they had left. You think BTS debuted yesterday? You think Jimin doesn’t know how this works? They’ve been dealing with this for a decade. And riddle me this: Where was that energy when JK posted his birthday flirtation video and the hotel was ID’d in ten minutes while they were still actively staying there?? Y’all had the hotel, the floor plan, the room view, and the carpet texture identified within 20 minutes? Crickets. That’s what I thought.
🛬Hours later, Jikook are spotted in Da Nang airport, Vietnam. which confirmed they had already left Switzerland. And only THEN, pictures and videos from their time in Zurich started dropping.
Cue new moral panic:
“Wait until they leave before sharing.” …but also:
“Don’t share at all. Ever. Even when they’ve left.”
So what is it then? What are the rules? Because you sure weren’t this pressed in 2023 when they were spotted going to/leaving from Antoya and dancing on a boat with their souls intertwined and y’all were posting 4K footage? That wasn’t privacy? Suddenly “privacy” only matters when you decide it?
Also: no one was filming them inside their hotel room. (Well… JK was. But you get the point.)
Now let’s talk about the xenophobic meltdown. The moment those Da Nang airport pics dropped, the TL turned on Vietnamese fans like they were the villains in a dystopian novel. Some pictures and videos dropped while they were still there. Yes, taken from a respectful distance. No one up in their face. But ideally? Yes, wait until they’ve left.
But the TL’s reaction? UNHINGED.
People dragging Vietnamese ARMYs through the mud. Calling them “stalkers”? Excuse me??? Entire populations got slandered when the actual leaker turned out to be a cultist. But instead of correcting the misinformation and calling them out, people kept slandering Vietnamese fans. Instead of holding one individual accountable, y’all dragged an entire fandom base and disrespected a whole country. I saw Vietnamese ARMY hurt, insulted, and heartbroken over this, and rightfully so. Shame on everyone who joined that bandwagon.
🏠Now they’re back in South Korea, spotted again at Incheon. And let me tell you, they were looking fresh, healthy, adorable, sweet, couple-coded and annoyingly perfect. JK making sure Jimin got his shoes back?? I’m fine. I’m not crying. It’s allergies. . Speculations now say they’re back for Jin’s concert. Will they travel again soon? Maybe. Will I be ready with popcorn when they do? Yes.
🖼️ Oh and before I forget — Jimin posted a little drawing with “Jaykay” on the caption.
Now that’s just comedy gold.
Immediately the TL: “Is this their shared IG now?? Is this lovestagram??”
And now?
JJks are mad that JK is with Jimin.
PJMs are mad that Jimin is with JK.
Cultists are mad because JK dared to leave his “husband” behind and travel with the “homewrecker” Jimin (contractually 🤓☝️).
Like how dare he eat dinner with his contract husband? How dare he travel across the globe under a fanservice contract and film his boo dancing in a luxury hotel (contractually)?
Cultists: “JK is doing all this with Jimin contractually.”
Me: Sweetie, if this is a fanservice contract I want my money back. WHERE is the hand-holding? WHERE is the kissing? WHERE are the back hugs? WHERE are the late night cuddles? WHERE's the steamy drama? I am not being serviced properly! I want a better deal.
Also, sidenote: why is it always Jungkook’s fault when Tk falls apart in your minds? Not the fantasy relationship falling apart under the weight of reality, no. It’s always: “JK betrayed Taehyung!” Okay sure.
🌟 And finally, to the fandom saints clutching your pearls and whining about sightings being posted ”— First of all: A sighting is not outing. Second: If you think it’s private, then keep your speculation in your drafts. Don’t tweet “Jikook are together 😳” or “Are they filming a GCF?” if you’re gonna turn around and yell at people who are doing exactly what you’re doing—except with honesty and excitement. Because guess what? That’s also engaging with “private” info.
Jikook were seen. In public. And people got excited. That’s it. That’s the post. Stop making everything a moral panic. Stop treating fans like criminals for noticing things. And PLEASE, for the love of sanity, stop saying “don’t share” AFTER you’ve already read, liked, and bookmarked the damn post.
You can’t pretend to be holy after you already ate the forbidden fruit, baby.
Relationship Reading for Park Jimin and Jeon Jungkook - Tarot Reading (2024)
[This reading covers the relationship dynamic between Jeon Jungkook and Park Jimin on a subconscious and energetic level. This particular reading can cover romantic, platonic, and familial relationships and is designed to put a connection between two people into perspective, showcasing what is gained from the relationship and what the highest potential of the connection is. I used The Linestrider’s Journey Tarot for this reading. This spread is an original design by me. This reading lasted less than 1 hour.]
Reading Performed: July 4, 2024
Posted: July 11, 2024
Overall Collective Energy
There’s quite a bit going on here, and the energy of these cards strangely moves across them, progressing into one card after the other while still maintaining individual projections that settle more on one over the other.
At the head of this set, there is Change, which was present in the Group Energy Analysis for the collective external influence for the whole group. Things are changing, evolving, rebuilding, reconstructing. This progresses into a lower state, a more physical state with Chop Wood where the physical surroundings, demands, and expectations for them change into something closer to chores or hard labor — enlistment.
Them being in this state physically and consciously, together but apart from most of the group and the public opens the doors to The Fates where things are being woven together for something new. For both of them together, but also separately as individuals. They seem to be balancing something here with each other, or the balance that they have naturally with each other is helping The Fates, or their Guides, assist in some level of soul progression or a literal weaving of a new path or level of development for them that will be more clear later on.
The Fates, or their efforts, reverberate downward into a more physical and energetic state of Exaltation (Moon in Taurus), which feels very connected to Jungkook’s Nine of Pentacles and Jimin’s Companionship cards in the GEA. The physical abundance, reward, and success of Exaltation reflect the Nine of Pentacles. At the same time, the dual or mirrored image, the balance of two cornucopias tied together with ribbons, reflects Companionship. Honestly, it almost feels like the stardust that falls from what The Fates are weaving is what makes up Exhaultation. It’s not something they can physically enjoy or really take in, it’s energy or emotion that they’re swimming in because of what they are experiencing with the success of their work in the world and their personal connection while enlisted.
This energy, or this quite warm and friendly energy within Exhaultation encourages the production or the simulation of the Fourth House. As in, they are creating a sense of home or personal foundation together, within each other, and as The Fates and Exhaultation sit at the center of the spread, I feel like this was intended. As in, their Guides want them to create a kind of “home” together to keep each other grounded.
In Jimin’s GEA set, that was a pretty big point, however, Jungkook didn’t seem to be in need of grounding or assistance with foundation, but I would assume that means he’s supplying it. Very similar to the energy between Cancer and Capricorn (4th and 10th House), Cancer brings about the nurturing or softer insides of the home (Companionship) and Capricorn brings about the more structured, hardened, and therefore secure and protective walls that encapsulate the home (Nine of Pentacles).
Side note — just wrote all that and remembered that Jungkook’s other card in the GEA was Charity which is Saturn in Cancer. This also combines those energy of the 4th and 10th Houses, or Cancer and Capricorn as Saturn in the ruler of Capricorn. So, yeah, that just pushes the whole creating a home for each other in a not-so-homey place, but it is just a bit more for Jimin’s sake at this time. Jimin curates the softness and Jungkook curates the protection for that softness, and I really can’t help but make another note of how they really do seem to have switched places in terms of who looks out for and protects who the most. I imagine when they’re back out in the world again, and they’re both in more comfortable spaces again, they’ll be even closer because of the fact that they’ve both occupied both sides of their dynamic. It creates a really strong bond based on trust and vulnerability.
Lastly, the Nine of Wands at the end there, feels like something sitting at the threshold of the 4th House, like something literally standing in the doorway of your home. The Nine of Wands is about paranoia and anticipating something bad happening, which really seems to reflect what I was getting with Jimin in the GEA. Even more so, this card is interesting with its depiction as it is described as the outer wands skeptically or fearfully watching the wand that is on the screen. They’re expecting the image to do something, and just like I was seeing for Jimin, it’s like he’s anticipating something based on what he’s seen or heard around him, but it’s not something (or someone) who can actually get to him physically. No one would allow it, but there’s just such a shadow to it, it’s like he really can’t shake the fear or anxiety that some people around him are causing with their words or actions towards other people.
Jimin’s Projection: Two of Wands
Jungkook’s Projection: The Magician
Within the current state of their connections, these cards represent what Jimin and Jungkook are individually projecting into their relationship with each other. This is purely energetic and doesn’t necessarily reflect emotional connection or conscious-level projection.
Here, Jimin has the Two of Wands and Jungkook has the Magician. Both of them feel similar in terms of planning something with a clear vision in mind, just on different levels. The Two of Wands plans to move around quite a bit while The Magician plans to bring something to fruition, bring something to life, or manifest something. The difference between the two in terms of how these energies are implemented, at least as they are coming through here, the Two of Wands is a slow burn project, while The Magician snaps his fingers and it simply appears.
The Magician also focuses on personal transformation that is very deliberate, changing from the inside-out. The Two of Wands feels a bit more focused on a change of environment, a plan to change things from the outside-in. I feel this is coming through as Jungkook being very focused on what he is going to do once he is finished with his enlistment, possibly working on stuff already, while Jimin is mostly focused on just getting the heck out of there. It’s almost like, with the world globe sitting on the ground behind the rabbit, rather than in front where it can be focused on, he can’t even begin to think about the future too much while he is feeling quite uncomfortable or nervous about his current location or position.
Jimin's projection, as well as the image of the rabbit in the Two of Wands, brought to mind the Rabbit card from The Wild Unknown: Animal Spirit deck. For reference here is the full description of this card:
“Afraid of everything, overwhelmed, frozen — The Rabbit loves to remind his friends that someday the Eagle will swoop down and eat him. He talks and talks and talks about it, so loudly in fact… that one day the Eagle hears and thanks him for the great idea. Rabbit energy is alive when we are scared (most often about the future) and we become our own worst enemy. We spin up a dust cloud of fear and then complain to others that we are lost. Notice your thoughts and words, oh Rabbit… they shape your destiny.”
Now, imagine Jimin did have The Magician as his projection, a perfect mirror to Jungkook’s energy, but then this Rabbit hopped into Jimin’s line of sight and brought him into the space of the Two of Wands instead. That’s how it feels. Jimin has all of the energy and potential that Jungkook does, especially right now, but there’s so much discomfort and anxiety where he is right now that he can’t think that far ahead or worry about anything else, and if he does, it just seems to add to the stress.
How Jimin Sees Jungkook: Four of Pentacles
How Jungkook Sees Jimin: Two of Pentacles
This set shows, based on their projections and the overall dynamic of the relationship, how they both see each other now. Here, Jimin sees Jungkook as the Four of Pentacles while Jungkook sees Jimin as the Two of Pentacles. I thought this was so interesting because it follows that same kind of mirroring, but brought down a level with the Two of Wands and the Rabbit. It’s like they’re both supposed to be Four of Pentacles, stable and secure, but Jungkook is seeing that there’s some kind of imbalance happening with Jimin, something he’s not hearing about, but something he’s seeing. While he stands as The Magician, secure in the Four of Pentacles here, he sees Jimin balancing on one foot, or struggling to hold what he has.
Rather than the actual meanings of the cards, I’m so much more focused on the numbers and the element of Earth in relation to the Pentacles. They both see each other as foundation or stability, they see each other as security, but there is a noticeable separation that I feel like they’re both trying to ignore especially because I don’t think it’s ever been like this before where there was this much turmoil in one while the other was practically floating by. It seems like such a difficult thing to grasp because it’s like Jungkook can SEE this, but there’s not much he can do about what’s going on INSIDE of Jimin, all he can do, until Jimin talks more directly, is protect his outsides and simply let his presence be that extra footing or balance that he needs until he, as we saw in his Charity card, can pick Jimin up and just run out of there when they’re finished with their enlistment.
Current State of The Relationship: The Devil (rev.) + Four of Swords (rev.)
I think I’ve seen this before in one of their readings where the current state of the relationship was completely dictated by Jimin and here it is the same, but unfortunately it doesn’t really showcase their relationship as much as it showcases Jimin’s relationship with their relationship if that makes sense. I really wish I could access the full versions of previous readings because I swear there was something before in one of the readings about Jimin kind of putting a wall up between himself and Jungkook because he thought it was safer or better for Jungkook if he did that. It had something to do with emotional disconnect and fear of judgment or backlash from the public.
This is a little bit similar to that, but it seems like a further projection of Jimin’s perhaps anxious or unnerved state. He’s seeing their relationship as The Devil, as something that is toxic or a burden on Jungkook, but it’s almost like Jungkook is the one who came around and flipped this card on its head saying, “yeah, no, that’s ridiculous.” And then Jungkook would throw out the Four of Swords and say, “this is us, we’re resting, we just need to relax, it’s okay, I’ll watch you while you sleep so you can feel safe.” And then Jimin flips that card on its head and says, “yeah, no, that’s ridiculous.”
They’re so in sync with each other but so not at the same time, it’s very confusing, but I think that’s what is shown with Change and even The Fates where something is in an odd state of transition, including their relationship.
The images of the cards have an odd mirror between them as well with the two people in The Devil tied together back-to-back, as if they’re trying to get away from each other but can’t. With their heads down and arms covering their faces, it’s like they’ve passed out or given up trying to escape. But then, on the Four of Swords, there’s a lion sleeping peacefully, head down on its paws. They’re the same image basically, but seen in very, very different lights, and both sides disagree with the other.
It sounds odd, but it keeps hitting my mind as if it’s literally about sleep. Like Jimin can’t sleep well so Jungkook would watch him or be close by to let him sleep more comfortably, but Jimin sees that situation as The Devil, as two people tied together, as if Jungkook doesn’t have a choice or is sacrificing something for him. But then from Jungkook’s perspective, he’s literally just… watching him sleep, as if Jimin is the lion in the image.
Jimin sees this situation as very sharp and toxic for Jungkook, but Jungkook sees the situation as soft and necessary for both their comfort, but mainly for Jimin's well-being.
Highest Potential/Next Step: Ten of Cups (rev.) + Eight of Cups (rev.)
These two are so dramatic, I swear. If this is following the same pattern as the previous set, then these reflect their own split perceptions or expectations for the highest potential or next step of their relationship. For reference, here are some excerpts from the descriptions of these cards so you can know why I’m calling them dramatic:
“Ten of Cups Reversed — It’s very hard to see this card in a negative context; it is really one of the most positive cards in the deck. Sometimes the deck can warn that a current course of action is placing your family and home life at risk. If the card is shown with The Devil, the Moon, or several swords cards, examine the source of contention and confusion in your life. Is there a persona around you that is actively working against your stability and happiness?”
“Eight of Cups Reversed — In its reversed aspect, this card suggests that you may be confused or conflicted about the path forward. Disappointment and disillusionment might have you at a standstill. Perhaps you feel unhappy or dissatisfied but can’t clearly see a path forward. Try to focus entirely on yourself for a minute, think hard about what you need and want as well as what might be preventing that from happening. If your job, relationship, or current path are not helping you reach your full potential, think hard about how to make that change. Delaying hard decisions does not make things easier in the long run.”
Now imagine Jimin saying all of that to try and convince Jungkook that their relationship is The Devil, or he himself is The Devil.
The way I’m seeing this is so ridiculous because it looks like they’re not allowing things to move, they’re waiting for the other to "move on" — as in, Jimin’s waiting for Jungkook to literally drop him like the Eight of Cups drops emotional baggage before moving along on his solo journey, and Jungkook is waiting for Jimin to move on from this emotional disconnect and stop looking at them like that, like The Devil.
Basically, Jungkook is waiting for or anticipating the Ten of Cups (upright) as the next step of their relationship, but Jimin flipped that and said “no, remember The Devil,” and Jimin presents the Eight of Cups to Jungkook like, ‘this is what YOU are supposed to do, leave me here, and go!” and Jungkook’s like lol funny, and just picks Jimin up, shoves him in his backpack, and carries him across the river anyway. Someone tell me why they're like this and what the hell happened in the last like four years that brought them to this because… what kind of cosmic angst-ridden drama are these two souls stirring up in the higher dimensions for these two to be projecting energetic arguments like this??
Just so we don’t have to leave off with their energetic quarrel, I pulled extra cards with focus on The Fates, or more specifically, their Guides and what exactly they’re trying to do with them together, or what they are meant to move into together once they’re in a better position and both more comfortable. With that, they got the Seven of Pentacles and The World card. I’ll include pieces of their descriptions as well:
“Seven of Pentacles — In a relationship reading, this card speaks to family and future happiness gathering rather than quick, passionate flings. Sometimes this card may appear when you feel frustrated that your efforts are not paying off. The Seven of Pentacles encourages you to keep working hard. You may not see it yet, but your efforts will be rewarded. This is especially true when you see the Star card. If your reading includes a Ten or the World, this cycle of hard labor will soon end.”
“The World — The World is the final card in the major arcana. It symbolizes completion, achievement, and fulfillment. This card generally indicates that a cycle is coming to a close, heralding a new phase in life. The dancer, surrounded by a wreath of victory, looks out on the world with the experience and perspective of the road already traveled. In the present position, this card indicates that your work is coming to fruition though it may be difficult for you to currently see things in a positive light. In very literal terms, this card may speak of a physical journey, traveling the world, especially when seen with the Fool or the Two of Wands. Perhaps you are looking at a new career that has been enabled by a degree you completed. Maybe you formed a strong partnership or marriage in years past and are seeing the effects of that union in your current situation. In the future position, this card reminds you to “hold on,” and that all your work and investment will pay off even if you can’t see it coming together yet. Paired with the Magician, The World is a powerful omen that not only allows you to accomplish your goals but indicates that others will see what you have done and want to be part of it.”
It feels like the Seven of Pentacles is more for Jungkook while The World is for Jimin, both of which would be alongside each other. It’s kind of interesting to think of it in that light with The World being mentioned in the Seven of Pentacles description, while The Magician, Jungkook’s current projection, showing up in The World’s description. It’s almost like the message for them would be to wait for Jimin to get to that high point. He’s supposed to be even higher than The Magician, in terms of development, but eye-to-eye in terms of how they cycle each other.
While The Fool is the first card in the major arcana, it’s number 0, marking it as a card of potential, while The Magician is number 1, which is that snap! I mentioned where he could just “make something appear.” The World card marks the completion of The Fool’s journey through the major arcana, and holds the higher vibrations or energy of the four elements, while The Magician holds the physical representation of them.
Essentially, it’s like, Jungkook’s support now is connected to the idea of The Magician having the physical elements on his side, represented by the suits of the tarot - Cups/Water, Wands/Fire, Swords/Air, and Pentacles/Earth - while Jimin has the energy of those elements on his. If they combine, they genuinely form magic, like cosmic magic, but right now, Jimin is not at his absolute peak yet. On some level, to some degree, he’s pushing Jungkook away, but another part of him, probably his Higher Self which may line up more with The World, is holding on for dear life because where is all the energy supposed to go without him?
It's kind of making me feel how his soul did when it came to the Soul Body separation. As Jimin was the Heart of the body, representing the Heart Chakra, when all the others started to separate, there's this sense of loss of purpose. What is a heart to do when there is no body to pump blood or energy through, when there are no other souls to anchor in?
This is kind of reminding me of the lovely reflection and duality of Adam and Eve, specifically in the context of the Divine Masculine and the Divine Feminine. Adam is the Atom, the “cell” of matter, while Eve, or Evvvvvee, is the vibration that brings those atoms to life and starts to form everything in existence. If we visualize this we see Adam as the egg, and Eve as the sperm, but obviously, physically, the female holds the egg while the male holds the sperm. It’s always just been an interesting macrocosm vs microcosm type of thing that I like to think about sometimes, and this aspect between them as The Magician and The World, as energy within one matching “physical” conduits in the other is really interesting. They’re showing to be very strong counterparts, very necessary for each other's progression.
Hua Cheng wearing wedding colours, Xie Lian wearing funeral colours
Hua Cheng's spiritual weapon being forged in a last desperate attempt to stay alive, Xie Lian's spiritual weapon being forged in a futile attempt to die
Hua Cheng who is dead and has died three times clinging to life with everything he has to the point where he became one of the most powerful ghosts in the world, Xie Lian who is immortal and literally can not die trying to kill himself and being self-sacrificing
Hua Cheng who loves life choosing to die for Xie Lian, Xie Lian who wants to die choosing to live for Hua Cheng (live as in actually enjoy living as opposed to being idle and suffering)
Something about the whole "Eming is born of Hua Cheng's desire to live and Rouye is born of Xie Lian's desire to die," and then how Xie Lian wears funeral colours and Hua Cheng wears wedding colours. God oriented towards death and stillness and self-denial. Ghost oriented towards life and hope and happiness.
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