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Chamomile / they/them / 22

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Introductions

Hello! Names Chamomile, and this is my writing blog!!

This is where I dump all my brainrots about whatever I'm into at the moment.

Rules:

Be respectful (I won't tolerate any bullying or harassment. I will block you)

I'll add more rules as I go...

Current Fandoms:

Honkai Star Rail

Puella Madoka Magica

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instead of cat girls there were tempura girls who were part human and part fried shrimp

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2 kinds of people?

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Hello!

Its ✒️ nonnie! I was wondering if you could do a Solo leveling matchup for me please and thank you!

MBTI: INFJ

Chinese zodiac: Snake

Astrological sign: Gemini

Appearance wise: I am 5'5' with brown almond shaped eyes, a button nose, and an oval face. I have pale manilla skin, a softened hourglass figure, and straight black hair that goes to my shoulders.

Overall, outfit wise, in the cooler weather, I like wearing large scarves and cozy sweaters. In the summer, I either wear loose summer dresses or athleasure due to my preference for comfort. But the overall theme is light accademia

Hobby-wise, I have quite a lot. In my free time I can be caught napping, reading, drawing, learning new things, singing (my voice is best for softer songs), playing videogames (kirby, Ender Lillies, Stardew Valley), and dancing. I actually get super shy when people find out my hobbies, especially when they catch me singing, I get flustered and become a bit of a tsundere.

Personality: I’ve been described as carrying an elegant yet intimidating vibe when people first meet me. To strangers, I am reserved and anxious. After warming up to people, I am akin to a kind grandma. People tend to come to me for advice, comfort, or just to listen. In contrast to popular belief, I am quite chaotic and philosophical. With friends, I am known to be witty, goofy, and melodramatic. At times, I am unhindged and give really chaotic advice. I've also been described as being pretty simple due to my enjoyment of the little things. But also, I've been described as a cat, since kinda just ask for hugs and leave people alone mostly (also because I like to sit on tables and stuff ajdbhsbsj). I'm not afraid to tease people who I am close to or make fun of myself either. When I'm alone, either im completely silent, sing, or talk to myself since my brain is always so busy, akin to constant radio static.

By nature, I am quite secretive despite appearing as an open book.(I am described as a "riddle, wrapped in an enigma, shoved in a beehive") It is more of I do not show off, but if not asked, I won't tell people. I’ve been described as observant and calculating because of my tendency to read people and act oblivious on purpose. I’m super dense in the events of romantic pursuit (which is ironic beacuse I'm requesting a matchup ) My world view is realistic/ pessimistic, due to past experiences (bullying and religious trauma)  and have struggled with self harm, severe depression and an ED.  Even though I am still working on it, I am in a better place now than before. I have a deep sense of self-awareness and understanding of my emotions, and I think that's why people approach me for comfort.

My love language is quality time! I don't nessessary need to be with someone 24/7, but just being able to hang out with someone doing mundane things or just going out once in a while means a lot to me. I am quite timid with physical affection (the type to ask for hugs). I also tend to worry about others more than myself, so I may neglect my own needs.

Here are some fun facts:

• I like subdued pastels or darker hues over bright colors (I have sensitive eyes)

• I like to travel or just explore places in general.

• My favorite kind of weather is either a blizzard, heavy rain/ thunderstorms, or sunny with strong winds. My favorite season is winter

• I love to learn! I am prone to hyper-fixate on topics and learn as much as I possibly can about said topic (as a result, I have a plethora of knowledge on random subjects, i.e., wine history, beer history fashion ext)

• I am a fan of the sciences (specifically environmental sciences,  sustainability, and plants)

• I am awful at math :(

• I will try anything once despite my sensitive stomach (I’ve consumed a North Carolina Reaper pepper burrito ((even had to sign a contract)) and got sick as a result

• People are really surprised that I can sing. It's to the point that people keep insisting I should join a choir (which I declined regularly, since i like to sing since its fun)

(Ps: i got carried away wity the info, but i hope its okay 😅)

I love the longer info for match-ups. It gives me more to write and I can have more creative fun with it too.  I hope that you enjoy this and hope that it's what you wanted! Thank you so much for requesting!!<3

I will match you with our beloved S Rank Healer Min Byung Gyu! (I’m still not over his death by the way. I freaking miss him so much.)

Now, Byung Gyu absolutely adores you. He would burn the world to make sure you are smiling. He’s also extremely protective of you after hearing of the trauma and the pain you have experienced. He will and would do anything for you if it means you can find the peace you deserve. He loves all your shortcomings. Byung Gyu loves playing with your hair. He loves the way it feels when he brushes his fingers through it. He finds your unhinged and chaotic side the most lovable about you. He loves seeing you act like yourself even when he is around. 

Byung Gyu loves your personality. He finds your elegant yet intimidating vibe is just you. He finds it beautiful when you open up to him for the first time. When you tell him everything about you. When you tell him how much you trust him and view him as more than just a friend. How he makes you feel safe and protected. Byung Gyu is always telling you just how much he loves you and everything about you. When you purposely leave things out, he never questions it and never asks. He knows that when you are comfortable, you will tell him the things that you didn’t tell him before. He respects your boundaries and won’t ever step over them. Byung Gyu is the king of making you feel comfortable about yourself. He is always complimenting you or making you feel special in some way or another.

The first time he found you sitting on the table, he was confused, but just shrugged, knowing how much you like sitting on tables and things. When he’s had a rough day as a healer, he just wants to sit with you on the couch and watch movies together. When Byung Gyu wasn’t having to play healer, he often sat with you on the couch while you were playing video games and he would be reading. Sometimes Byung Gyu would be sleeping on the couch, exhausted from being a hunter.

The day you told him about self harming, he wanted to use his healing on the scars. To take them away, but he also wanted you to learn to love those scars. He would kiss each of them, telling you everything he loved about them. When you are having a bad day, he will open his arms and let you choose if you want to give him a hug or not. If you decided not to give him a hug, he would lower his arms but allow you to vent to him. He would listen to you. He would console you. He would let you cry on his shoulder. He was there to protect you. If you decide to take up his offer for a hug, his arms would wrap around you, holding you gently. It felt like a blanket when he hugs you. He knows you are not too keen on physical affection, but he takes whatever he can get when you let him. 

He remembers coming by to visit you one day after a mission and heard you singing. You had given him a key to your place but he was still a gentleman and knocked on your door. He heard your singing stop and you walked to the door. When you saw him standing there, a smile on his face, you grew shy before huffing and turning away from the door. He chuckled but entered the house, shutting the door behind him and making his way to the couch, his body sore and needing rest. He finds your voice so calming that he has fallen asleep to you singing when he comes to visit. He’s always polite and always asking you if you need help with anything even if you tell him no every time.

Byung Gyu loves taking you out on little dates around the city, showing his favorite things he likes to. He loves watching you get excited. The way your eyes shine and the way that you move around to see everything. He is absolutely whipped for you. He always asks if he can hold your hand and loves when you take his hand in yours. He always keeps an eye on how you are doing. Makes sure that you are drinking water, or eating something when you look hungry or thirsty. Byung Gyu is an attentive partner,even if you don’t take care of yourself and are always fussing and worrying over others, he worries about you and if you are doing ok. 

He finds your love for learning fascinating. How you could talk about fashion for hours at a time. He would just place his chin on his fists and listen to you talk all day. When you are done about a certain topic, he will ask you to talk about others, watching your eyes light up with happiness as you start talking about a different topic. When you guys are out shopping, and he knows the place has brighter colors more than the subdued darker colors, he places a pair of sunglasses on your face. Ones that are meant to tone down the colors. You find his caring side absolutely amazing. He’s always taking care of you no matter what. After leaving the store, what used to be a sunny afternoon, became blanketed in a dark sky. Rain began pouring from the dark clouds, a loud clap of thunder filling the air. Byung Gyu remembered you telling him how much you love thunderstorms and watched you run out into the rain and spin around as another thunderclap could be heard rolling across the sky. 

When he asked you what you hated the most, your immediate answer was math. You told him just how much you hated math and watched as he laughed before nodding his head along to what you were telling him. He noticed the animated way you spoke about your dislike of math and smiled as you continued. You told him that you were awful when it came to it and that you struggled more with math than normal (I feel that. I can’t do math to save my life.) When asking about a subject you enjoyed, you immediately told him that you loved science, specifically environmental science. You could just talk about the plants all day everyday. Byung Gyu loved listening to you talk about plants just like he loved when you talked about the other things you loved. Byung Gyu just loved listening to you talk in general.

When you told him about the time you ate a North Carolina Reaper burrito, you mentioned that you had to sign a waiver about it and it ultimately ended with you getting sick because of it. Byung Gyu was worried for you but you tell him that you are ok now. You told him that you liked trying new things even if you had a sensitive stomach. Byung Gyu was amazed that even with a sensitive stomach, you were willing to try anything. One day, both you and Byung Gyu pressed back to back when you started talking. You asked him if he liked to travel, and when he said he wanted to try and travel somewhere, you mentioned a few places that you had been that you really adored. 

Remembering the time he heard you sing; he brought it up again, asking if you had ever wanted to join a choir or anything similar, but you told him that you didn’t, mainly because you liked to sing just for fun. Byung Gyu nodded his head, his eyes shifting as he looked at you, a soft smile on his face. “Would you consider singing if I was in the same room? I really like your voice; it puts me at ease.” He said, watching as your face turned bright red. Normally, you get really shy when something like that is said but with Byung Gyu, you felt happy. That night, you and Byung Gyu sat on the couch of your home, completely relaxed, reading books you both had wanted to read, as a sense of security fell over you both. ‘This is nice. I like this warm feeling.’ You thought, diving back into the book you were reading.

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I say once again: the dumbest and most unrealistic thing about Solo Leveling is how every single female character falls near instantly in love with Jinwoo's bland-ass alpha male bod when every real woman I know would find him much more attractive before his supposed glow-up.

Like, genuinely, boys who like this show: you see this? This is what women look for in a guy. This is peak boyfriend material. You try being post-chadification Jinwoo and all you'll get is uncomfortable glances and crossing to the other side of the street. Make the right call here.

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Jin-woo is bad with names.

Really, really bad.

“You named… you named the giants you resurrected during the Japanese dungeon break… you named them 1-10?” Jin-ho stares at him like he’s grown a second pair of eyes.

Well he has two hearts. He lifts a hand to subtly tossle his hair. No new eyes. “Yes? What else was I supposed to name them?”

“Okay so you know you're bound to resurrect many monsters.”

Jin-woo nods, still very, very confused as to why they were having this conversation in the first place.

“So why don't you- I don't know- make a list?”

“A list of what?”

“Names!”

…..

Jin-woo stares at the empty note in his phone app. The document is titled [NAMES] but it is completely empty.

Jin-ah is seated next to him, scrolling through some video app. He can't remember the name of it.

Maybe she’d be better with names?

….

Jin-woo stares at the massive, massive dragon before him. The dragon’s name was well-known across the globe, but Jin-ah had begged him to name his next soldier….

[NAME: ???]

“Fried Chicken.”

….

It turned out Jin-ah was just as bad with names, but she always had food on the mind.

….

“Kamish! The dragon that nearly wiped out the Americas- you named- you named him- Fried Chicken?”

“You said no more numbers.”

“I’ll make a list.”

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Sung Jinwoo × Female Reader

"Cause I know- I know, The way- The way, To make- To make sure you'll never leave."

The moment you were teleported to the world of solo leveling, your first thought was of course, to find Sung Jinwoo, and stay at his side.

But, because of all those fanfics you had read, where the reader can never change the timeline of the world they went to, it made your confidence go down, and you decided—

You may be an A class (Your Choice), but you never had a real fighting experience, you were an introvert, you fight the air, you fight your imaginary characters,

BUT, the monsters here are never just imaginary, if you died here, who knows what will happen to you? This world is not the manhwa you love to read or an anime you like to watch, this is now your real life.

So, you stepped down, never once interacting with any character on purpose, if you did meet a character and was forced to interact with them (so you would not seem rude), you will end it immediately.

However, it was boring. Staying on the sideline, trying to be alive while the Monarch fights, while the world is slowly turning to hell.

And when you keep seeing his face everywhere, it's hard. It's like everything is forcing you to make a move.

Sadly, as you always thought it would be, Sung Jinwoo and Cha Hae In interacted, getting closer to each other, slowly building their love story.

And of course, you will just watch it. BUT a certain system doesn't want you to do simply as that.

"What the hell?" You cursed, after seeing a system similar to Sung Jinwoo's, except this one seems to be... made to make people laugh.

It has normal fonts, but its background is... a collage of popular memes, it mostly has cat memes.

Although, it's not the problem.

Side Quest: Meet the protagonist.

Punishment if not done: Death

Time to finish the Quest: 1 hour

The quest starts now. Good luck.

1:00

Where the hell are you going to look for the protagonist? And if you were to meet him, what are you going to say to him?? "Hello, I need to meet you or I'm dying. Bye."

"This has to be a joke. To whoever is pulling the strings behind this, I swear, Karma will go after you!" (Name) said to herself, and decided to go out of her room for the first time of this day.

You think of where the protagonist of this manhwa could be, on second thought, what chapter are you on already? It's probably around 100+ so.... Where am I gonna look for the—

Location of the protagonist has been sent.

0:50:35

Luckily enough, the place was not far away from you, it was a coffee shop. Hmm, you can't remember if Sung Jinwoo has been in a coffee shop in the manhwa.

After 10 minutes of walking, you arrived in front of the coffee shop, it has transparent walls, and you could already see Sung Jinwoo inside, sitting down elegantly, few people surrounding the cafe but you can pass through it easily.

...

What were you supposed to say to him?

Sighing, it seems like you really have to talk to him. You walked through the small crowd and passed through them, opening the door of the cafe, the air from the aircon of the cafe hit you on the face lightly, it has the smell of coffee too.

Should you order a coffee for yourself? But it might make you more nervous... Whatever, sipping an iced coffee while approaching him will make you more cool.

"Miss." A hand tapped your shoulder and you bolted up from the touch, it sends electricity through your body, it feels like a thunder just hit you straight.

"ehem, yes?" Turning around, you were met with the cold-blooded purple eyes of the protagonist.

Side Quest: Completed!

"You are (First Name) (Last Name), correc-?" When you received the notification of completing your quest, You IMMEDIATELY ran out of the cafe, unaware of a pair of purple eyes watching your form get little, and little, and disappeared.

But it's no worries, the moment he tapped your shoulders, he already put a shadow to watch over you.

Thinking that moment, was the most embarrassing of your life, you didn't go out of your room/house for fee days. Not until, it was the day where portals appear in certain areas. If you're correct and you still have your memory right, this is the time where Antares will fight Sung Jinwoo.

It was unsettling though. The very next moment you met Sung Jinwoo, you felt being watched. Your every move was being watched. Except when you're in a bath.

It got you excited, just a little.

Maybe you attracted a yandere sung Jinwoo

You shake your head. The world was about to end and yet, you were thinking about Sung Jinwoo's yandere fanfics that you have read before?

You can't do anything about it anyways, you felt too embarrassed to meet Jinwoo again.

You went with your day as normal, you will keep your plan and just watch from the side. Although it felt like your heart was being crushed into pieces thinking about Sung Jinwoo and Cha Hae In getting together while you could have done something, change something, get someone...

Maybe you were a coward. But, it was scary. Since Jinwoo is now a real person in this world, falling in love with him deeper will be easier, and it will get you crazier.

You look at the sky, and it feels like the air that surrounds the world changes, it feels suffocating, it feels hot.

It's starting.

The fight between the two strongest monarchs, Ashborn's Vessel, and Antares will now happen, sooner or later.

You ran to your house, your safe place.

And while thinking what would happen to you... What if you were to go back to your own world after this? That will be cool, but it's... Hurting you. The thought of having a chance, an opportunity, to get together with a character you love so much, but not grabbing that opportunity, is hurting you.

But, if you do get with him, and when the world goes back to before, what will happen to you? What if you went back to your own world? What if you leave Sung Jinwoo waiting for you, unsure if you will even come back is much more hurtful, maybe, maybe it's much better that you didn't interfere with the plot.

You saw him personally, and that's good enough.

On the other hand, what if you stayed in this world? Then maybe... Maybe you'll chase Jinwoo, maybe you'll finally allow yourself to love him freely, and meet him, like a normal girl would.

It ended. The fight between the two strongest monarchs ended. Just like the storyline of solo leveling, Sung Jinwoo won. The Rulers got to the earth, and gave him the cup of reincarnation.

A bright light quickly surrounds every single place on earth, yet it didn't make you blind, no.

It felt comforting, soothing. Like you were being hugged by the softest plushie ever.

In the blink of an eye, you were a kid. About 1-2 years younger than Sung Jinwoo's age when he went back in time too.

"I'm... Still here." You looked at a mirror, you felt happy, you're a woman of your words. You will chase Jinwoo now, you will get your man.

But that will have to wait. Just like Sung Jinwoo, he wanted to live like a normal kid for once, and then fight the monsters in the dimensional rift.

You will not interfere with that, since you don't have the power. So for now, you will also live your life to the fullest while waiting for him. For your beloved monarch.

A lot of years had passed. Yours and Sung Jinwoo's path never crossed, you were thankful for that, you were still not ready to meet him once again. To fall deeper.

It was a hot, busy day in South Korea, and yet, you were still wearing your uniform. If you're still sane, this is the day a certain monarch finished off his enemies.

But, it has been years since you've last read solo leveling. You cannot remember, where did Sung Jinwoo go after coming out from a portal, and as oblivious as you are, you wanted to get an ice cream for this hot day.

And all you can say is, Deja Vu.

A transparent wall separates the two adults on a kid's body staring right into each other's soul.

You decided to enter the ice cream shop.

"(name). Don't run away again, please." Those words, immediately colored your face red like a tomato.

"ehem. I- uhm, I forgot to ask you before, how did you know my name?" You sit in front of him, since he did point at it with his piercing gaze, and it just seems like there would be a death punishment if you don't follow.

"of course you will not be able to ask, you did run away immediately." He chuckled.

HE. CHUCKLED. And it sounded so so so so attractive.

"but to answer your question, the system— I assume you know about it?" You nodded, and it was a cue for him to continue. "As I was saying, The system notified me about a lady from another world, entering this world."

It was a dark, lifeless night, Jinwoo was doing paperwork for the Ahjin Guild, he decided to let Jinho rest for a while.

He continued to read through the paper, write things he needed to write, sign them up, just normal things.

When a certain system notified him about something, of course, it immediately caught his attention, and interest.

System warning: A girl from another world has entered this world. She has knowledge of future events.

[Click to see the lady's appearance.]

He was curious. EVERYTHING started with curiousity.

So as Jinwoo being Jinwoo, he clicked the photo, and let's just say, Love At First Sight was added to his vocabulary.

The system let him watch over the lady's movement to see anything suspicious for a few days, then he was not allowed to see even her location.

He tried to find her with his shadow army, but whenever a shadow found her, that very same shadow would disappear, and he will get a system warning.

The system keeps giving him warning to not approach the lady, so he did. Until, a quest was given to him.

Side Quest: Meet the Lady from another world.

Punishment if not done: Death

Please wait at (coffee shop) for the quest.

He immediately went to the coffee shop, maybe he was a bit eager to meet the Lady, is it because this lady knows the future? No, maybe, maybe it's because he fell in love.

The door opened, and a gorgeous lady walked in, she was so cute, looking so curious and nervous. Just the same feeling he felt.

Deciding he cannot wait any longer, he stood up and walked to her way. He lightly tapped her shoulders, but it seems like he scared her

When you first spoke, he felt like he heard what heaven sounds like. You spoke so softly, although there was a hint of nervousness to it, it still sounded so cute.

And when he was confirming your identity, you... Ran away? Is he that scary? Should he practice his gaze to be soft? Maybe he did intimidate you a lot, you know future events after all.

He felt disappointed. He thought he could finally get to know you— ehem, he meant to finally get information about the future, yes, that's right...

But that one light tapped on your shoulder was enough for him to be able to put his soldier in your shadow.

Through that shadow, he watched every single movement of yours. Except when you do something a bit too private. He still respects you, of course.

And then, you were in his mind for as long as he could remember, until Antares appeared.

"that was a long story." You yawned. But remembered how he actually finds you attractive and had not taken his mind off of you— your face went red, again.

"That is true. Look, Your ice cream is about to melt." With the faintest blush on his face, he pointed at your ice cream. He was embarrassed, of course. He did tell you that his first impression on you was that you were gorgeous.

You ordered your (flavour) ice cream while he was in the middle of talking about his point of view.

This time, you didn't feel awkward, you feel like a normal girl, falling in love with someone her age. Finally doing a move to be with her crush.

"so, (name), would you let me be your shadow, while you become my life?" He smiled genuinely, as he asked you to be his girlfriend in a poetic way.

And, obviously, you nodded. Finally, finally you are his, and he is yours.

Extra scene~

Sung Jinwoo still decided to join the tract and field thingy, maybe it's just that feeling he felt is right because that was originally what he would do.

Yet this time, it was not for anyone else, it was for himself.

It was that day, the competition, and also when he was supposed to meet Cha Hae In again.

You were beside him, eating your ice cream, when he stopped on his track, and stared at Cha Hae In.

You squinted your eyes at him, and held his jaw, making him look at you.

"Look at me and only me." You playfully said and winked at him.

He chuckled, and took your hand off his jaw, he put your hand down and hugged you, his scent immediately surrounding you.

"Of course, My Love. Don't worry, I'm all yours."

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Ps: This is unedited, I wrote this at night so I'm half asleep and half awake, and this is my first ever one shot about Jinwoo, honestly, I did write oneshots before and they were horrible, so I'd like to count this as my first ever written one shot.

Comment things that could help me improve, plsplspls, it would help a lot🙏🏻

And to whoever actually finished reading this, thank you!! I love you so much🫶🏻🌸

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Solo Leveling Brainrots #2

Hi hi!l'm glad you lot liked my rots dhrufbjfnf here's more!! Fun fact: I actually wrote this a while ago, I just found it!

Hear me out: Jin Woo with a shy!s/o who can sing like a Siren but thinks their voice is bad

I think the first time he heard them sing he'd be shocked. First time he heard them sing was when he was an E- rank while reader thought he was asleep.This being after a particulary rough raid. Kinda just singing random melodies to help him sleep. When he asks about singing, s/o denys it using the excuse of the radio playing.

(When he hears a recording of the same voice, it's from Jin Ah's phone as a ring tone. Jin Ah doesn't dare tell him, being sworn secrecy by s/o, saying "oh, it's just a friend". It would be funny if this is something Jin Ah holds over him too ajdbhdbd)

After his second awakening, I'd imagine he'd finally hear the singing again. when he arrives home early without his s/o noticing using Shadow Exchange Divine melodies floating though the space, just to find his s/o by themselves filling the silence. Wher his presence is acknowledged his s/o is startled af and gets shy, denying profusely while blushing up a storm.

Jinwoo is now seriously considering trying tobuy a copy of his s/o's voice recoding from JinAh. (Jin Ah did not take the offer and insisted it was made for them, teasing him EVEN MORE)

Mf treats it like a forbidden fruit. aluxury that he keeps trying to indulgein. Jinwoo's been trying to find a way to hear them sing again but s/o hasbeen successful in his evasion after that one time sjbdidj. (He thinks the shadows are helping them .. He is 100% correct)EVEN THE SHADOWS GET TO HEAR THEM SING DIRECTLY TO THEM (ONLY ONCE OR TWICE BUT STILL)(doesn't even include the ones when s/o is just singing to fill the silence) Its even more funny if it BOOSTS MORAL foR The ShADOW ARMY TOO. Sure Jinwoo can hear them sing through the shadows but its muffled and nothing compares to hearing it in personally.

I think it would eventually accumulate to Jinwoo arriving home on a particularly bad day, drowing in his own thoughts. And reader being the only thing that pulls him out of it.

Jinwoo barely registers coming home at all, taking of his shoes. Nothing. Just him and his thoughts. The abyss threatening to take hold ofhis mind. Eventually he comes to his senses. First thing he registers, is a voice. After a while, it's then fingers combing through his hair, and then the surrounding softness. He's in bed, cleaned up, with his head laying on his s/o lap. Opening his eyes, Jinwoo sees s/o staring into space while feeling their running fingers through his hair. Serenading him with the same melodies from the first time Jinwoo heard them as an E-Rank. He doesn't dare break the moment of peace. When his s/o notices he's back, there's palpable relief, no shyness or doubt: And after checking in on eachother, they enter a comfortable silence before switching positions so Jinwoo is laying on s/o chest before exhaustion takes hold completely. The next morning, Jinwoo asks how he got cleaned up. Still in bed, and nestled in eachothers arms, his s/o very quietly confessed to just giving him commands while singing to getting himself cleaned up. But also notes the aid from the shadows too. (The shadow soildures taking comands from his s/o? S/o comanding him like a siren??? Questions for another day) Then he asks about why s/o doesn't sing around him. After a bit of resistance and wiggling in protest. Flustered, shy to high heaven and unable to escape Jinwoos grasp, s/o admits that they think their singing is bad. What.? ( The same voice thats Jinwoos been trying to hear again for months?? The same voice that his-sister uses a recroding of against him? The voice that shadow army worships to a concerning degree?? That voice??) After some silence, Jinwoo proceeds to reluctantly confess his obsession with their voice. The jealousy he has for his sister and the army hearing them sing before he could once again. (Hes kinda pouty but dosent want to admit it ajndjdn). All while showering them in affection, giving playful kisses here and there. Jinwoo savours how cute their s/o becomes as they fluster under the attention and giggle about his pettiness. In the end, s/o agrees to stop hiding their voice from them. A few days later, Jinwoo receives a recording from s/o of them singing a familiar melody. If he proceeds to lowkey rub it in Jin Ah's face, then it's none of our buisness.

After that, Jinwoo picks up the habit of sneaking up on his s/o singing and not saying anything untill their done Even teasing them a bit, before showering them in compliments wth the most lovestruck look. (Theres something so domestic about coming home to his s/o singing that fills him with so much love, that it makes him more determined to protect)

Its to the point that Jinwoo will ocassionally space out if he hears his s/o singing though his shadows… Has he gotten distracted durring sparing sessions with other s-ranks or during meetings because of this? Yes. Does he care? Absolutely not. Will it happen again? Probably. (Even funnier if he has a blank expression while spacing out scaring people unintentionally) It would be even sweeter if Jinwoo starts calling them "little siren" much to s/o flustered dismay.

Ajbdjndjdn oki thank you for reading…

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i'm like if a kicked dog apologized to you and wanted to cling to you for comfort after you kicked it

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Solo Leveling Soulmate Au Idea : Rings of Mana

~The Idea~

The basic premise is that your pinky finger has a small thin ring that acts as a small manifestation of the string connecting you to your soulmate. The main idea is that the ring gets warmer the closer you are to finding your soulmate, and If the bond is accepted by both parties, it thickens as if both soulmate rings are side to side, kinda becoming a twist of both soul rings.

For indviguals with awakened soulmates, it glows the color of their partners mana,The brighter it can glow, the more powerful the soulmate is. Usually, for regular unawakened individuals it's just a thin grey band. In the events that the soulmate dies, the ring turns black.

Honestly, I'd imagine there would be a market for gloves that cover the pinky specifically because of hunters and regular civilains wanting to keep their soulmate status private or for safety.. what about ones that reduces the feeling of the soul bond?Using mana crystals to negate the heat or the brightness of the soul rings, so it isn't distracting??

General Ideas:

Childhood friend reader, looking at their fingers suddenly to the soulmate rings glowing.. oh its fine, they must be a hunter and just awakened. but then reader realizes that the colour of the ring is a verry familiar color...the one of their best friends...

Maybe even poly. Like imagine having not one soulmate but TWO AWAKENED. Sure its not common but it happens, so reader covers it ans goes on their day.. untill one day your watching a broadcast with two very specific hunters. Their eyes glowing verry familiar colours... the ones you see everyday. On your pinky.

Imagine like your childhood friends as a soulmate so you try to get rid of your soul mark forcibly because you don't want to be a burden.!! Imagine the angst potential of your soulmate catching you trying to cut off their "tie to fate" because of insecurities.

OR OR!! Imagine the agony of watching your soul ring go black.. Even worse if it's an awakened soulmate, meaning they died on a raid.

Character Specific Ideas:

You're Jinwoo's soulmate. As your minding your own buisness and all of a sudden your soul ring changes from usual blue and flickers black. You stare in horror, but in an instant it flicker back to normal. Over the course of weeks you notice that the mana changes from its regular blue to a shade of purple.. like WTF??? Is he okay???... Why is starting to glow brigter and brighter when before it was just super faint before??

You're Liu Zhigang's Soulmate. A fellow S-rank hunter and you develop a friendship with Liu Zhigang over the years... Knowing that your two are soulmates, You decide to not approach the topic simple because of the reality of being a hunter and not wanting to ruin the close friendship you have with Zhigang. Then durring a dungeon break, something happens. Theres an individual who culture veiw soul rings as sacred. They're panicking about their pinky being exposed. You give your pinky cover to them without hesitation. At the time you don't realize or really care because your priorities are at protecting the civilians and closing the gate. It isn't untill after everything you see Zhigang staring at you with an unreadable expression a contrast to his usual self assured confident. Confused, you ask what's wrong and then you realize it, like a splash of cold water. He can see your ring.

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Solo Leveling Brainrots

Fellow Jinwoo Simps I need your thoughts and opinion!! Also MASSIVE brainrot warning!!!

QUESTION: How do you think Jinwoo would react to his partner questioning his taste in lovers? (ie. Being interested in Reader themselves)

How id imagine the confession would go: Jinwoo, pre-awakening: I like you *holds bouquet of flowers Reader, confused: um! *looks around to see if he's talking to someone behind them before pointing at themselves confused*... me? Jinwoo: Yes, You. Reader, Shocked: oh! Um... I like you too... but *hesitates* are you sure? About me??

The feeling is mutual!!! It's just his lover doesn't have alot of confidence in themselves. Or any confidence into getting a romance with anyone, let alone Jinwoo!! Reader feels like they have ZERO RIZZ (reader has enough rizz to woo Jinwoo so...).

Like would he hype them up???? Mayhaps but in subtle ways though I'd imagine🤔🤔. You think he'd be extra affectionate when reader gets shy??? Would this differ pre and post awakening?? (I imagine Jinwoo and reader wouldn't want the relationship public due to safety since hes a hunter and all)

AND WHAT ABOUT HIS POST AWAKENING GLOWUP AND THE FANS!!! READERS ALREADY SHY BUT THE TABLOID EVENTUALLY CHIPS AT THE SLOWLY BUILT CONFIDENCE JINWOO HELPED BUILD.

OHMYGOSH WHAT ABOUT THE TABLOIDS WITH CHA HAE-IN???? WOULD HE GET WORRIED SINCE READER MIGHT GET INSECURE OR JUST KINDA SAD???

WHAT IF READER TELLS HIM THAT HE DESERVES BETTER, BELIVJNG THAT READWR DOESNT DESERVE HIS LOVE?? AAAA OUCHHHH.. I GUESS HE HAS TO STAY WITH READER AND REMIND THEM OF HIS UNWAVERING LOVE WITH CUDDLES AND QUALITY TIME DJBDBFIDN

(reader is Jinwoo's ride-or-die, the monarch of his heart and soul, the love reader gives him is like comfort of warm soup at the end of the day, the kind that soothes even the deepest of wounds. Reader's love is also a drug, one that he cant get enough of. If he loses reader, Jinwoo would go insane.)

AUDBUDBDIBD HOLY!!!! WOULD HE GET PISSED ABOUT IT AND ENDS UP GETTING CLINGY IF CRAZY SHIPPERS TRYING TO PUT READER IN DANGER IE. SENDING A MONSTER READER'S WAY BECAUSE OF THEM BEING A "THREAT" TO THEIR SHIP (HIM AND CHA HAE-IN)??? I MEAN LIKE GUIDE THE MONSTER SPECIFICALLY AWAY FROM THE DUNGEON TO READERS LOCATION TOO. (TO THE EXTENT THAT ITS CLEARLY FOUL PLAY)

LIKE THANK THE MONARCHS THAT READER HAD SHADOWS ASSIGNED AND MAYBE WAS DECENTLY RANKED AFTER AWAKENING BUT IT COULD HAVE ENDED AWFUL IF THE FATES WERENT ON READERS SIDE!!

WOULD HIS ARMY GET PROTECTIVE TOO?? IGRIS??? BERU??? LIKE HOW DARE THESE FOOLS HARM THEIR MONARCHS BELOVED?!?!?!? 😡😡EVEN WORSE IS IF READER WORMED THEIR WAY INTI THEIR HEARTS BY GENUINELY GETTING TO KNOW THEM SO ITS PERSONAL NOW TOO!!

Reader has to calm down not only a PISSED jinwoo but his Shadows too (mainly Jinwoo though)!! And maybe being the only reason Jinwoo hadn't gone on a rampage after everything setted. Was he bribed with a heated makout session and plenty of cuddles afterwards to temper his rage and soothe his anxiety, yes. Did it work??? Probably. If it did??That's none of our buisness.

Id imagie Cha Hae-in would feel bad™ if they found out about Jinwoo and reader (just assuming the two being best friends)?? Being like "oh shit someone, a civilian no less, almost died because of her fans" Even worse if later on she learns that they're together aaaaa

But like seriously, what a messed up reminder of the power S-Rank Hunter have on the media. Yes, they know about their celebrity status affecting what they can or can't do but like this??? A whole different level, because yes, people targeting other?? Awful? Yes, but its fine. Using a MONSTER FROM A DUNGEON to target a CIVILIAN?? This is a whole new level of messed up.

Would the other S-ranks and National-ranked hunters feel like kinda bad too once they hear about it??

what the fuck??? For the following reasons:

No one deserves that

Its a civilian going against fans that are most likely hunters, the very individuals hunters are ment to protect from monsters ever since the dungeons appeared

THE HUNTERS USED A HIGH RANKED MONSTER TO TARGET A CIVILIAN (the mutual enemy internationally)

this was all done because PEOPLE BEING ENTITLMENT OF THE RELATIONSHIPS OF THE S-RANK HUNTERS.

This is furthur solidified and makes the WHOLE DEBACHLE worse because only EXPERIENCED hunters would have the knowledge and experince to be able to lure a monster from a dungeon break to a specific location, especially if reader wasn't even near the dungeon in the first place.

(For anyone who's read this all the way, thanks for reading my silly thoughts!)

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Some Hsr Brainrots

Anyone Familiar with thay tiktok trend of '"soulmates being able to hear the other sing, even across universes???" I am being HAUNTED by all the ALL THE POSSIBLE prompts as a result of them hearing us/reader singing while doing random things. Do the aches of their heart ease as your voice cradles their head like an embrace as you sing songs with calmer vibes? Or smile at the sillyness of what you sing? Even cringing occasionally at our voice almost screeching at times.

Imagine this: Caelus is in a meeting, and the contents of the conversation are a matter of life and death. Everyone else is dead serious. He, too, should be dead serious but can't. Why??Caelus can only hear us singing WAP. Voicecraking and all. He knows he KNOWS he should be conentrating on this, and he is. But is he fighting for his life not to burst into laughter? Oh absolutely 💯

Oh God, imagine the irony they're more conservative about sex and stuff, Welt? Dan Heng? Especially GEPARD. Imagine them having to deal with listening to us singing the VILEST lyrics just because it's a banger sjbdnsjns

I betcha on the other hand Sampo would find it hilarious if he hears us singing CPR or Never Gonna Give You Up by Rick Astley (because of the Easter Egg from the Masked Fools. (I'd imagine Jing Yuan would find it amusing)

On the other hand, what about the longing to comfort reader, as they sing really depressing songs while having a mental breakdown? (I sing to vent, and I change the lyrics to suit my feelings) Do they get worried? Do they feel helpless at our suffering?

Even hearing us singing lullabies, do the characters find comfort when we sing those as well?? Does Blade find his Mara being reduced to almost nothing when he hears us sing? Does Jing Yuan feel at peace and can't help but doze off ?

Do the older members, i.e., Welt, Jing Yuan, Blade, and Dan Heng, those battered down by life, find comfort when hearing us, knowing that we are somewhere among the stars? ( This is especially imactful when, for the longest time, all they heard was silence)

Even singing in a different language, especially one that's unfamiliar. Imagine Dan Heng, searching the archives just to find any traces of the language that is being sung in their head. Even consulting Welt about it. He wants to understand, to get closer, but how? All he has is your voice being the guiding light towards finding you.

In Welt's case, what about recognizing the song that you are singing was from media from his world? (But in actuality, its also in our world too?) Does make him want to go home faster? Or does it make him want to explore longer so he can find you?

SBHDRUBDHDB the POSSIBILIES ARE ENDLESSS AJDDBJDNZ