Shim "Max" Changmin. 22. Bitter and singing at the Sool-K bar. "My feelings are like this, even if I can only watch over you. I'm thankful and I'm very happy."
My Little Princess performed by: Jinyoung, Changmin, Aron and Xero
Getting in place running a hand through his hair, this song was a particular favorite of his. Plus the special surprise they had tiaras to hand out-- like come on, this was an A+ idea in Changmin's opinion. As Jinyoung started to sing, Changmin knew his part was coming up and let his head bob along with the smooth melody. His line came up and his voice came out clear as day. Smiling at the young girls, who were all trying not to smile too hard back. It was all just too cute for Changmin, kids were so precious. If he weren't so-- him, he'd probably find a girl to actually have his own children. ( Don't count on it, commitment wasn't his thing anyway )
As the song went on, and Changmin harmonize with the guys, trying to keep a pleasant expression.
Johun goman boyojugo shipungoryo
Nodding his head with the song, and preparing to sing his next set of lines. Closing his eyes for a moment-- he wanted to seem what is the word- emotional? Obviously with such a talented group of guys it'd be hard to upstage any of them anyway. He didn't exactly need recognition or anything, this was all because well if it made someone happy to hear them sing. It already made Changmin happy.
Gipun bamhanure ggojiji ahnun girl
Nomanur jiginun binanun byori dwergeyo
You're my love
When he got to pass out a crown, he couldn't even choose a little girl. If he were thinking clearly he'd steal the other guys crowns and give every girl one. But heh- he smiled leaning down to give a girl a crown to sit atop her head. He pinched her cheeks, because what the hell no one is allowed to be cute anymore. She reached to hug his leg, and he laughed patting her head, giving himself a mental pat on his back that he took his mic with him so he didn't miss singing his line. But the little girl let go, and he walked over to his mic stand.
For you~
As the last few lines of the song came up, Changmin did his best to harmonize and adlib at the right times. It never mattered to him how many lines were actually given to him as long as he could sing.
Yagsoghalgge
As the song ended, Changmin waved to the little girls and rubbed at his nape stepping back from the mic stands. Thanking God he wasn't in a tux or anything, because then he'd at least fifty times more uncomfortable. But now just one more song to get through~ and he could go spend the last of the holidays by himself. Wishing his dad was here to see him now.
Note-- Changmin didn't know much about hip hop or whatever- so he mentally prepared to be the one you ask yourself of why is he-- there. He did try his best during each rehearsal to get into it. But he was just so-- him. But Wendy and Xero were encouraging thank God that he did look cool or whatever. But he smiled at the crowd as the little kids seemed enamored almost and as the song started to play and Wendy started to sing he had to remember that Xero would be starting his rap soon. Okay- right- and he was snuggled in his outfit for the occasion, thank God winter had the whole sweater and dorky santa hat thing. As soon as the rap was over, Changmin started to sing-- and Frozen was one of his favorite movies to say he wasn't into it was an understatement. Having performed earlier with Ailee, it was just a great thing and it was all for a good cause. Though he had performed a million times, he definitely wanted to make it special for the kids. Hence they were the reason he even joined this organization.
Don't let them in
Don't let them see
Be the good boy
You always have to be
Conceal don't feel
Don't let them know
(Uh Listen)
Well now they know
He is where it took so much out of Changmin to not laugh at himself for trying to seem into it. It wasn't really Xero, it's just the term turn up-- just it sounded weird coming out of anyone's mouth. But hey, he was bouncing along to the beat drop and laughing in amusement. The kids were feeling it, so hey--that's always good right? The chorus in his opinion was just too-- try hard but he wouldn't say anything.
Turn up !
Let it go Let it Let it go
Let it go Let it Let it go
Let it go Let it Let it go
I don't care about nothing
So what 어쩔 건데
Turn up !
Let it go Let it Let it go
Let it go Let it Let it go
Let it go Let it Let it go
I don't care about nothing
So what 어쩔 건데
He just was happy Xero wanted both rap parts, naturally. Changmin didn't want to embarrass himself, even attempting to rap at all. Changmin just-- let him do his thing.
이제 나 상관 안해
니들이 뭐든 간에
내일은 잊고
오늘은 무대 위에서 Party
Yeah We do all die
We won't stop 비켜라
Let it go 컨셉은 반항아
우린 갈 때까지 가
It was the singing, Changmin had to be sure to focused on, but he didn't want to seem too out of place either. As he sang with Wendy, resting his hand on his stomach to be sure that he properly had enough breath. From the bouncing and hopping around he was doing. Dancing in general whether it was doing a fist pump, or moonwalking he was just ready to give up.
Let it go Let it go
Can't hold it back anymore
Let it go Let it go
Turn away and slam the door
I don't care
What they're going to say
Let the storm rage on
That cold never bothered me anyway
Thank god, this was the last chorus to turn up on, because he was going to cry-- if he had to turn up anymore than he had to.
Turn up !
Let it go Let it Let it go
Let it go Let it Let it go
Let it go Let it Let it go
I don't care about nothing
So what 어쩔 건데
I'm never going back
The past is in the past
Now singing along with Wendy was quite the joy, because here like this is where he truly shined. Duets, and singing in general was his strong suit this hip hop-- twist on Let it Go- had scarred him in a good way. But the song was so strong like this, it was like Let it Go 2.0 the- well swag version? Wendy was spectacular and she had to be sure to remind her later, and maybe ask to sing with her again sometime.
Let it go Let it go
and I'll rise like the break of dawn
Let it go Let it go
The cold never bothered me anyway
Standing, frozen
In the life I've chosen
You won't find me
The past is all behind me
You won't find me
The past is all behind me.
As the song ended Changmin waved to the children and hurried off stage to prepare for his last song with the guys. A ballad-- thank god. You can't turn up in a ballad.
I'm on hiatus.. but I really really need new stuff for Changmin to do. I do know, I never got back with some people and I do legit apologize about that.
The only reason, why I didn't is because I was really unsure if I was going to even keep Changmin. Because I didn't want to plot a thing with you then drop the next week. BUT GOOD NEWS~ I'm keeping Choikang, sad news Chanhyuk muse and Niel muse are well.. very sad they didn't get their chance to shine.
so please like this, and i'll come to you. i do want to go back and see if i can snag a few plots that were in the making. ALSO IF YOU WANNA DROP ANYTHING PLEASE TELL ME.
A: At the very end of a live, when we, together with the band and our dancers, bid farewell to everyone; the moment when we all raise our heads, there’s no happiness comparable to that.
The pack of cookies is sitting before him on the table upon returning to his seat after rehearsal with a small note attached to it reading:
“I hope you have yourself a merry little christmas ^-^/
- ssongji♥”
Seeing the cookies, he raised a brow not even questioning it before reading the note and smiled. Cute gesture, and well as he pulled one out of the pack and bit into it, humming before deciding that yeah he'll eat them all.
[text: song jieun] Thanks for the cookies, dork. ♥ They're actually edible, didn't know you could bake at all actually.
[/she snorted, taking her hand away after the handshake] Oh… someone thinks he looks smart and good. It’s a pleasure to meet you too, Mr Shim. Thank you for gracing my day with your presence. [/nodding, she gave out a soft chuckle at her own silly comment; it was just his luck to find her after she had her lunch, the sugar rush is making her speak utter nonsense] For what it’s worth, you do look smart. You know what you can do though? Join a tuition center. That way, you won’t have to go around looking for students. The students will come to you.
I do what I can, public service really. (` he retorts with a smile, at her comment ) I try to look smart, I mean I'm trying to tutor ya know but you're smarter than me, because I didn't think about that. (` rubs his nape ) Probably would make me less creepy, just approach young people. (` laughs at himself ) Right, I was the resident tutor of Seoul high but you see my students dropped me cause I was too harsh on them to study. It makes no sense in my opinion. But since you suggested, know of one- I can go to to or?
Yeah, well if you’re paying be sure to order the good beer. [ /laughs ] They threw a drink in your face? Huh. [ / shrugs ] Well, free drink’s a free drink, means of delivery be damned. [ / shuffles off to their karaoke room stretching her arms over her head now that she was a bit more thawed from the cold ] Depressing songs are the best kind, though. Seriously, man, what is wrong with people these days? [ / shakes head, flops on couch ] At least when I get booed it’s because I did something sucky. Geez. Depressing songs. [ / reaches for one of the remotes, but it’s just out of reach unless she actually moves from her position taking up one whole couch for herself; groans in annoyance ] You win by default, you pick the first song.
I get people complaining to me, cause I'm literally that great. You, though well you usually sound great when I hear you. So what do you suck at? (` jokes, but he sucks at well sucking ) ... (` he makes a face at her before playfully sitting on her for a moment reaching for the remote ) Nice couch they got here. (` says casually as he also picks up the book of songs and flipping through a page or two, then sees Bruno Mars "When I was Your Man" ) Found my song. I don't know why I choose english.. (` mumbles to himself as he stands up quickly, seeing that Boah might actually have trouble breathing with a grown man on her and punches in the number and waits for the song to playing )
You loved being with me….(‘It hurt her thinking that he only loved being with her not that he actually loved her but her hurt didn’t show, she wasn’t going to show that she still cared, that she was still jealous of girls that seemed to get his attention. It wasn’t like she would ever be a girly, long haired, big chested girl, she would always be her tomboy, flatchested self. She wanted to tell him to stop calling her something she wasn’t, she wasn’t pretty, and yet he kept saying it’) I don’t think I was ready (‘she smiled slightly shaking her head’) to be honest I don’t think I will ever be ready. (‘she could blame her mother for all her relationship problems all day but it wouldn’t change the fact that it was herself that made the relationship go to shit, and it would always be her. But she still wanted to tell him, still wanted to put everything on her mother.’)….(‘ she sat there, absorbing his words, and though it hurt her to say what needed to be said, they still came out’) Yeah…friends….I want to be friends (‘Her mouth seemed go dry as she said the words, it wasn’t what she wanted….but if he wanted that it would be enough’)…(‘And yet her eyes seemed to glaze over. She looked outside the passenger window trying to hide any sign of emotion’)
Of course, I did. (` he says once more agreeing he didn't want to say yeah, 'I loved you' or 'I could've' she'd just hate him even more than she probably already did ) Is it that surprising? Being in love is hard, and you never know anything. Maybe I wasn't ready either, I'm sure I wasn't actually. (` even if he did grow to love her completely, he wouldn't allow himself to be devoted, he couldn't end up like him bless his father's soul in heaven ) But, hey we both fucked up. Maybe we match more than we thought. (` his ears perked up, at her response ) Friends.. would be a great start. This might freak you out, but I'm taking the most round about way to your house, cause I'm not sure. I think my body, just missed you so much it won't allow me to be swift at taking you home. (` chuckles softly before glancing over at her, thinking maybe that was the correct thing to say ) Can you just punch me, for talking so much-
I.. sort of have no muse for Changmin, like none--- and it's bumming me out. As much as I do love him, I probably may drop him..I don't want to, but man I really am sitting here struggling to do anything for him.
I don't want to though, so I'm going to try but if it doesn't work out, expect that Niel or Chanhyuk muse to finally get their way.
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