I’ve been contemplating this for a while and I think it’s finally time to let chaninfused go. I know that I have unfinished wips, but I will not be finishing them before closing this account. the reason is that I am just no longer interested in fanfiction 😅 I’ve grown out of the fandom years ago and frankly have lost interest in the purpose and subject of fanfiction.
I tried to rekindle the spark last year, but it was incredibly difficult and my work felt insincere. the other reason I’m closing this account is that it has stood as an obstacle in my way for a while now. I want to focus on original work, but I can’t because I feel like I must finish my wips first, and I have no interest in those. I would just like to move on 🥴
thank you all for being an integral part of my writing journey! I cherish every memory and friend I made during these past 7 years 🤍 I’ll still open tumblr, so I can still be in touch, but please note that I’ll be privating chaninfused by june.
thank you all again! it’s been such a pleasure being part of this community 🩷
I’ve been contemplating this for a while and I think it’s finally time to let chaninfused go. I know that I have unfinished wips, but I will not be finishing them before closing this account. the reason is that I am just no longer interested in fanfiction 😅 I’ve grown out of the fandom years ago and frankly have lost interest in the purpose and subject of fanfiction.
I tried to rekindle the spark last year, but it was incredibly difficult and my work felt insincere. the other reason I’m closing this account is that it has stood as an obstacle in my way for a while now. I want to focus on original work, but I can’t because I feel like I must finish my wips first, and I have no interest in those. I would just like to move on 🥴
thank you all for being an integral part of my writing journey! I cherish every memory and friend I made during these past 7 years 🤍 I’ll still open tumblr, so I can still be in touch, but please note that I’ll be privating chaninfused by june.
thank you all again! it’s been such a pleasure being part of this community 🩷
truly the end of an era ;-; i’ve been reading your fics since 2021 and your advice helped my own writing way back when! i hope you won’t take your gems down! you will be missed <3
yeah ;-; thank you! I’m really glad to know I helped you on your writing journey 🩷
I’ve been contemplating this for a while and I think it’s finally time to let chaninfused go. I know that I have unfinished wips, but I will not be finishing them before closing this account. the reason is that I am just no longer interested in fanfiction 😅 I’ve grown out of the fandom years ago and frankly have lost interest in the purpose and subject of fanfiction.
I tried to rekindle the spark last year, but it was incredibly difficult and my work felt insincere. the other reason I’m closing this account is that it has stood as an obstacle in my way for a while now. I want to focus on original work, but I can’t because I feel like I must finish my wips first, and I have no interest in those. I would just like to move on 🥴
thank you all for being an integral part of my writing journey! I cherish every memory and friend I made during these past 7 years 🤍 I’ll still open tumblr, so I can still be in touch, but please note that I’ll be privating chaninfused by june.
thank you all again! it’s been such a pleasure being part of this community 🩷
I’ve been contemplating this for a while and I think it’s finally time to let chaninfused go. I know that I have unfinished wips, but I will not be finishing them before closing this account. the reason is that I am just no longer interested in fanfiction 😅 I’ve grown out of the fandom years ago and frankly have lost interest in the purpose and subject of fanfiction.
I tried to rekindle the spark last year, but it was incredibly difficult and my work felt insincere. the other reason I’m closing this account is that it has stood as an obstacle in my way for a while now. I want to focus on original work, but I can’t because I feel like I must finish my wips first, and I have no interest in those. I would just like to move on 🥴
thank you all for being an integral part of my writing journey! I cherish every memory and friend I made during these past 7 years 🤍 I’ll still open tumblr, so I can still be in touch, but please note that I’ll be privating chaninfused by june.
thank you all again! it’s been such a pleasure being part of this community 🩷
absolute cinema: reading this was a cinematic experience. the room shook. lives were changed.
fine dining: we ate really well. this wasn’t just a meal, it was an experience to remember.
drive thru slay: this was a slay but it was quick and easy to digest.
live laugh love: we lived, we laughed, we loved, and then we moved on. Fun read that didn’t leave a hole in my heart/didn’t leave that much of an impact/didn’t care to finish the rest of the series/forgot i read this.
pass the panadol: this gave me a headache.
i was rooting for you: i had high expectations and was let down.
OAPA 1861 s. 18: this book caused grievous bodily harm to me with intent. this is bad, like offensively. it’s a crime against literature.
List of January-June reads:
English novels:
Your Blood, My Bones; Kelly Andrew (standalone)
The Red Palace; June Hur (standalone)
Belladonna; Adalyn Grace (book one only)
The Otherwhere Post; Emily J Taylor (standalone)
For She is Wrath; Emily Varga (standalone)
The Isles of the Gods; Amie Kaufman (the duology)
A Far Wilder Magic; Allison Saft (standalone)
A Cruel Thirst; Angela Montoya (standalone)
Light Novels:
If the Villainess and Villain Met and Fell in Love (1-2)
Bride of the Barrier Master (1-2)
Manhwa:
A Stepmother’s Märchen (1-4, I’m gatekeeping vol 5 from myself)
description: when your best friend Felix sets you up on a blind date with adorable medical student Han Jisung, you find yourself falling for his sweet words and dark eyes, and the even darker secrets he hides behind his charming, angelic smile.
20, 20 DECIBEL • YJI • mayhem on valentine's; highschool au; friends with a crush; mutual pining; fluff; 1,073 words.
“What are you guys doing?” you pushed the question through a yawn, walking over to where your friends crowded over your desk. Jisung perked up first, much too hyper for 8AM, “You’re not going to believe this. Someone gave you Valentine’s chocolate!”
“Huh?” you blinked at the neat little box he shoved in your face. Quite the expensive chocolates, too.
“There’s a card too,” Chaeryoung pointed at your desk, where a square note with scalloped edges sat. “Only has your name on it, though.”
You took the box from Jisung, bewildered and slightly embarrassed. This was not on your bingo card of the day. Your backpack, heavy with books, made a muted thud when you plopped it onto your table.
“Do you have any idea who it is?” Chaeryoung studied you as if to find a secret in your twisting expressions. Her desk was in front of yours, but she was turned around to rest her elbows on your table instead, cradling her chin in her palms.
You shook your head, a half laugh. “No, I’m actually—”
The realization was like a splash of cold water, and you, a drowsy student forced awake by the sensation. Jisung didn’t miss your sudden pause, a gasp too teasing for his own good, “So you do know! You have to tell us!”
Well, it wasn’t that you knew per se, it was just that you mentioned this specific chocolatier before and how you wanted to try out their creations one day. It could’ve been just a really funny coincidence, or a very platonic Valentine’s gift—either way, you had the compulsive urge to keep your realization a secret from your friends’ all too curious eyes.
“I don’t know,” heart hammering, you cleared your throat, diverting your attention to preparing for first period and shoving the expensive, curious chocolates under your desk. Out of sight, out of mind. “I just remembered that I only got chocolates for Chaeryoung and none for you, Jisung.”
His shoulders dropped. “What the hell!”
Chaeryoung snickered, always too happy to tease him, “Third wheel.”
“And here I thought we were friends…” Jisung lamented when another voice joined your conversation. “Morning. What’s going on?”
“Jeongin! They’re ganging up on me,” Jisung turned to your approaching friend, a melodramatic hand on his chest.
Jeongin grinned, dimpled, playful. “Bet you deserved it.”
“You’re all so mean to me,” Jisung huffed. “Woe is me.”
Jeongin laughed, and you noticed the slight pallor in his face. He looked tired, you thought. Did he not get enough sleep?
Then you thought about the chocolates—and you vanquished that idea immediately, suddenly feeling too warm for a February morning.
“Honestly, you guys will appreciate me when I—” Jisung faltered when Jeongin pulled out his seat with a screech, eyes widening. “No way…”
The four of you stared at a pretty box comfortably sitting on his chair, previously hidden from sight.
“Who’s it from?” Chaeryoung wondered as Jeongin picked up the box and flipped the little card attached to it.
“It doesn’t say,” he revealed, much to your two friends’ visible and audible disappointment.
“That’s funny,” you remarked with a chuckle, suddenly too preoccupied with arranging your pens. “Another mysterious sender.”
“Open it, open it,” you heard Jisung urge then gasp when Jeongin seemingly obeyed, “Are these homemade? They’re totally homemade!”
You couldn’t help but sneak a glance at them right then, catching the exact moment Jeongin stole a glance your way. A question, a hope, an answer in his foxlike eyes.
You dropped your gaze as though the contact burned, barely registering Jisung’s whining over the thundering of your heart.
“Give me some—”
“No way. Get lost.”
“Good morning. Settle down, everyone,” your teacher’s voice broke through the mayhem, and the sharp bell of first period snapped you back to reality.
The day passed in a flash, and you found yourself standing outside the school gates with Jeongin after waving your friends goodbye. You always walked part of the way home together, but for some reason, silence blanketed the two of you this time.
Awkward, it continued until you nearly reached the junction where your paths diverged. Your time was running out. Even though the words were at the tip of your tongue, it was as if a spell had been cast on your mouth to keep it zipped tight.
It seemed Jeongin fared the same, fingers absently messing with his cuff buttons, knuckles brushing yours ever so lightly as you walked. Always hesitant, yet always close.
It was only when the two of you stopped at your usual parting point did you assemble a semblance of courage, if only to keep him by your side longer. “Um…!”
Jeongin faced you, and you were too cowardly to hold his gaze. Or even look at his face, really. The tips of his ears were unmistakably red, and you were already losing this battle of spirit. Your voice felt far too small, a sigh in the wind. You settled for staring at his plain shoes.
“Thank you…for the chocolates.”
When he didn’t respond instantly, you rushed to save yourself, “I mean—that was you, wasn’t it?”
“Y-Yeah, it was,” Jeongin’s voice cracked. Like yours, it was a mere murmur on the breeze, but your ears caught it with fervor, and your stomach somersaulted in celebration.
“You too,” he hesitated, as if testing the words. “Thank you. The chocolates look nice… They must’ve been hard to make.”
“No,” you shook your head, a smile playing on your lips. “I had fun making them.”
The two of you lingered, a vast ocean of words left unsaid between you, yet settling for the shores of silence. The more you thought about the day, the more you wanted to laugh.
“So, you also came way too early today, huh?” you grinned, finally looking at him. This would be enough for now. The fledgling feelings in your heart were not yet ready to soar, too fragile and tender, and Jeongin seemed to feel the same.
He huffed out a breathy laugh, the tension in his shoulders melting, “Yeah. Funny how we didn’t bump into each other.”
This was enough. You tucked the memory of his radiant smile against the brilliant sun deep in your heart, nourishment for your fledgling feelings so that they may one day take to the sky, brave and beautiful.
I forgot to rb this after I read it, so I’m doing it now because it came back up on my dash
I loved this fic! It was so cute, I love these concepts with Jeongin so much. Like, he’s totally the quiet action type of guy when he has a crush imo, and I live for fics that capture that. I also think it was so funny how the others were so perplexed about their secret admirers
Please check this fic out and give it some love 🫶🏽
ok !! now that dmds is finished !! I’ll take a two week break (ending nov 16) then start working on either sit or roseborn (u can vote if u want 😭) — while I do that I wanna keep a regular posting schedule so I’m gonna try to post a blurb every weekend 🫡 those are my plans
