diary entry #1
04/10/25
This has been so on and off of recording my life on here, then in a phyiscal diary, and then back on here. I even tried writing in one of those one line a day, and couldn't even keep up with that. But I really do want to record more of my life because I'm not going to remember any of this! Of how I was even feeling during these times or what specifically even happened, and I wanted to have a record of these things to remember. I'm going to miss these days, that are seemingly worry-free.. I'm still "young" and child-less and not married or tied down anywhere. These are the so-called days!
Sairi and I recently went to the Djo concert and that was fun. Still so hard to see at a concert at my height, and I just don't have the same gusto like when I was young to try to really make it up there. The coming super early and dedicating yourself to getting a good view and spot, I'm just not there anymore. And I'm glad I'm with someone that's like that too.
What else? I'm watching The Pitt, The Studio, just finished The White Lotus (I'm going to Thailand this year!), Temptation Island while I'm running, Abbot Elementary, started Black Mirror the newest season.
We just watched that first episode of that; I'm still feeling sick from it. Who the fuck thought of that? But also, it just felt very real. At least the subscription service, capital part of it all. They were trying so hard to have kids and they were really happy together. One can only hope that your relationship stays like that before this life-altering health issue happens. I almost forget that when you get married to someone, that every health thing they get into, that's your thing too. Like it's a whole other person's health and well-being that becomes a part of your health and well-being basically.















