You looked dead center at your laptop to see the ridiculous total number summed up. Over thousands of dollars of student debt is yet to be paid off and youβre not even halfway done.
You closed your computer shut because if it was out of sight it was out of mind, at least for the time being. You sighed, rubbing your temple hoping to soothe the ache forming but the sudden loud beeping of a truck backing up disrupted your train of thought.
The annoying blaring sound only worsened your headache that it felt like it was going to explode any second. Your eye twitched, you were already running on 2 hours of sleep, you hoped to at least get some sleep in before working until late in the night.
Standing up from your table, you walked over to the small window that allowed just enough space to see outside but your eyes narrowed seeing someoneβs back quite literally blocking your view. You quietly mumbled under your breath before wacking open your door.
You currently were in no mood to deal with any solisticing today.
βLook-β You began but quickly stopped when you see the scene before you, a manβa hot man at that, not much older than you or at least you assumed carrying a little girl who resembles him
His hair perfectly combed back showing off his forehead and neatly done undercut with his sharp jawline that looks like it could quite literally cut you in half, a nose bridge all tall and mighty as he wore a simplistic nude pink button up that managed to make your knees weak.
Not a lot of people canβt pull that color off but he sure as hell can.
What stood out to you the most was the jewelry that shone in the sunlight blinding you. Just from the mere pieces of jewelry alone, you could practically feel the success flowing through and out of him.
The jewelry the little girl wore outcompeted each and every single one you could ever own. And yet, that wasnβt enough to make you peel your eyes away. You hadnβt realized how long youβve been staring until the said little girl pointed it out.
Embarrassed, you finally looked away and the mysterious man cleared his throat. βAh, if you'll excuse my daughterβ
Wait what. Daughter?!
You held yourself back from dropping your jaw. Even though you were assuming he wasnβt much older than you, he already has a daughter, a young one at that and youβre over here stressing over student debt. What stressful time you must be having.
βWeβve been up since this morning moving in, so she is a little antsy. Please do forgive us for disrupting youβ
Anyone would be if theyβve been up since morning to mo- Wait Moving in?
It mustβve shown on your face because the male in front of you lightly chuckled but it wasnβt like the usual chuckles that you hear from other guys. It was rather deeper, more mellow and rumbled out of him and it twisted your insides out.
βWeβve just moved in next doorβ He adjusted his daughter into one arm hoisting her up with ease while his free hand extended a hand to shake with yours, βPleasure to meet you, Iβm Park Jongseongβ
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Another exhausting day, another terrible pay.
Youβre genuinely wondering how youβre going to manage to just make it by this upcoming month without falling into a hole and never coming out of it.
Your current job isnβt nearly enough to cover all your expenses in the slightest but thereβs such a shortage of job opportunities that youβre stuck there until some miracle falls into your lap and presents you with all the answers to your prayers.
Rubbing your shoulders, you twist your head side to side to feel the crack of your neck relieving you from the tension in it but thatβs when you hear the deep faint voice thatβs been taunting your mind ever since youβve heard it.
Before you could even prepare yourself or more like jam your keys into the lock to rush in before getting caught you hear the small greeting for you, βHi miss!β You nervously gulp before turning around replacing your mumbled breath with a sweet smile towards the little girl holding her dadβs index finger with her small hand
βWell hi there!β You cheerily returned her greet with a fast wave, your eyes remained trained on her not daring to look up to her father hoping there would be no interaction between but the universe was not in your favor today
βComing back after a long day?β His voice filled your mind again and you held back a nervous smile not trusting yourself to speak only left you to nod at his words
Your eyes rose higher until you caught him and he gave a tight smile and you swore your heart mightβve exploded right then and there. It was something so simple yet it had your mind reeling.
You awkwardly touched your neck making it seem like it was sore when in reality you were making sure you still had a pulse.
βSay goodbye honey, sheβs had a long day at work. Iβm sure she needs some restβ Jay softly spoke to his daughter who looked up to your shaky eyes and raised her hand to wave goodbye to you
Your heart melted as you happily waved goodbye to her.
Too caught up in the moment, you seemed to have forgotten the very man you were successfully ignoring for those few seconds his daughter had your attention, βMake sure to rest wellβ
Before you could register the words, they were already walking past you in hushed whispers. Your mouth hung open trying to figure out a response that didnβt embarrass you.
βThank you Jongseong. Same to youβ You opted to say through the few second turmoil and when he turned around hearing your voice, itβs corny to admit but it was like slow motion
Everything seemed to be forgotten about as you were solely focused on him. The earrings that hung from his ears, his folded up sleeves exposing his forearm and watch until you saw his beautiful smile. A warm genuine smile.
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βWoah- Hold on. You mean to tell me that good looking man I saw on my way here was your neighbor?!β Your friend shrieked once you broke the news to her
Supposed to be an important study session for your upcoming exam somehow turned into a 3 hour talking session, laptops and papers discarded.
You groan at your friend's words, hate having to be reminded that he was indeed your neighbor. So close yet so far from you.
βHe dresses so damn good, looks like he has a lot ofβ Your friend rubbed her fingers together with raised eyebrows making you roll your eyes, βPlus I saw him with his little sister, heβs such a good brotherβ
βThatβs his daughterβ You unconsciously said and you didnβt realize until you took notice of the silence from your friend who stared at you like she had just seen a ghost
βYou mean to tell me that was his daughter with him..?β You nodded your head and your friend nearly fell off of her chair at the sudden revelation, βHoly shitβ¦ Youβre living next door to a dilf!β Your friend screech as she stumbled in her seat over to you
You jumped when she clasped your hands into hers, hopeful eyes staring directly into you with a certain mischievous gleam you knew far too well.
βSo when are you getting on that?β Your friend raised an eyebrow and you shot her a confused look
βGetting on what?β
Your friend had to take a minute or so to just look at you in amusement but not in a good way.
βYou mean to tell me you havenβt even thought about getting together with him ever since you saw him?!β
You yanked your hands away before lightly pushing her away shaking your head. βHeβs either married or at least seeing someoneβ You said trying to make it believable for yourself more than for herβbut you always noticed the lack of band on his ring finger every time you saw him or any sign of anyone else living with him besides his daughter
βI didnβt see any ring on his fingerβ Your friend shrugged her shoulders, tilting her head to the side
So he must be seeing someone. Because thereβs no way that he is single and roaming the streets just like that.
You quickly went to grab your discarded laptop to move on from the topic. This was enough talking for today about your undeniably hot neighbor who just so happened to be a dad.
Your friend suddenly slammed your laptop shut. βWhat are you doing?β You asked but saw her finger pointed directly towards you
βNo bigger question is what are you doingβ Emphasizing the you in her sentence
You stared at her dumbfounded, making her groan in annoyance.
βWhen was the last time you went on a date?β You opened your mouth to respond, βI mean an actual dateβ You closed your mouth right up
βExactly! Itβs been so long since youβve been treated, why not indulge in this nonsense just a littleβ She squished her thumb and index finger together showing basically no space in between them
βIn case you forgot, Iβm a broke student trying to get by till the end of this month. I donβt have ti-β
βYeah yeah I know. You donβt have time. You donβt have the money. You donβt have new or fancy clothesβ Your friend cited the same excuses youβve given to excuse yourself from anything thrown your way, βBut donβt let it stop you this time. I have a good feeling about this oneβ She softly hummed with a soft smile hoping you take her words truthfully
βHeβs most definitely seeing someoneβ You softly muttered
βAnd if heβs not?β
The question made you think. Even if there was the slimmest chance that he was in fact single and was not seeing anyone, why would he look your way? You donβt have much to offer.
βHeβs a dadβ You reminded but her soft smile dropped into something more menacing
βWell thatβs just the cherry on top, no?β
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βWhat would I do without you?β Your friend chimed, wrapping your sweater over her, it was well past midnight and you finally concluded your study session after all this time and you couldnβt wait to fall asleep
βYouβd be walking yourself out in the freezing coldβ She chuckled at your response knowing it was the truth but she happily skipped ahead but stopped in her tracks raising and hand up to stop you
Before you could ask anything, she pulled your arm to where she is and thatβs where you see Jay. His little girl fast asleep in his arms, her puffy cheeks squishing against his broad shoulder as he carefully closed the door shut wanting to make as minimal noise as possible.
He locked the car and stuffed his keys into his trench coat and right when he turned he caught sight of you and your friend looking, he furrowed his eyebrows immediately noticing how you werenβt wearing a sweater even though you were clearly cold from the shiver you let out.
Instantly you gave a quick smile to him not sure why he furrowed his eyebrows towards you but he kindly returned your smile with his own before walking past you and your friend still making sure his daughter was still fast asleep.
As he walked past you caught a whiff of his musk cologne and you wholeheartedly wanted to delve straight into it. It made your head woozy, it wasnβt strong enough that it was overbearing but it was strong just enough that made sure his presence was embroidered into your mind even when he was long gone.
βOhβ You heard your friend murmur and you turned to look at her dazed expression staring at where he once stood at the side of his car, βYou actually got a double D living next doorβ
βDouble what?β Pure confusion written over your face and she rolled her eyes as if it was the most known thing in the whole wide world
βHello, a double D! A father who has money. Dad and dollars!β
Youβve just had a revelation.
βYou my friend have a hot and rich double D living next door to youβ
βYouβre unbearableβ You scoffed but you gasped when she lightly hit you
βThatβs youβ
βBut I am being so serious right now, you better get on that man before I doβ Before you could retaliate her sentence you heard faint shuffling coming towards your direction and to your surprise, you turned to see Jay coming back minus his daughter
βOhβ He stopped in his tracks seeing you and your friend, βYouβre still here?β It easily could be mistaken as a harsh slap to the face but his tone was soft and gentle that there was nothing to it besides true curiosity
You opened your mouth praying that something coherent would come out but your friend knew better than to trust you and let you figure it out on your own. Especially when he was right there.
βShe was just being such a kind friend and walking me outβ Your friend softly patted your back and you mentally cursed at how cold her hands were against your thin covered back
βWhat about you? Coming out again?β Your friend tilted her head and you had to hold yourself back from dragging her away
βHave to bring the grocery upβ Jay lightly waved the car keys before unlocking his car as the trunk slowly opened
βWe can help you!β Your friend suddenly chimed in and you felt all color drain from your face, you just werenβt sure if it was from the cold finally getting to your numb face or how he stops walking and turns around
βYou want to help?β He raised an eyebrow and your friend eagerly nodded and threaded closer to him, when his eyes moved from her onto you wanting to see if you were coming along you remained frozen in place
All the time you were merely in his presence, your body shut down on you as you became just a hollow vessel. He expected a responseβany response from you but when he was received with nothing his lips formed a thin line and nodded his head.
βW-wait of course sheβs going to helpβ Your friend awkwardly chuckled before walking back over to you, βIt must be the cold getting to her. Silly her for not wearing a sweaterβ
You came back to your senses when your friend smacked your arm and you winced feeling how your spiky skin was far more sensitive to touch from how long youβve been out there.
Yet, you didnβt have any chance to collect yourself as she dragged you with her in front of him as she gleamed with a smile. He blinked at the sudden appearance of you in front of him while you gulped harshly trying to keep your thoughts sane.
Even up close, your eyes looked over his face, never able to settle on a single feature until you landed on the slightly chapped lips but moved your eyes up to catch his eyes. Under dim lighting he looked phenomenal.
βAlright letβs get those groceriesβ Your friend peeped
You looked away from him down to the ground before softly nodding your head. You were going to help gather some bags but you stopped when you felt a weight place around your shoulder. You looked down to see the trench coat over your body.
Turning to face Jay, he gave a gentle nod. βYou need it way more than meβ His voice rumbled throughout your mind earning the gears to shift inside you by his voice and gesture alone
His eyes examined you in his coat before softly smiling to himself at his thoughts, βNext time make sure to bundle up before going out. You can catch a cold easilyβ
The cold that was once lived in your body faded away into pure warmth and it was all thanks to your neighbor living next door.
It hadnβt taken long until all the groceries were brought into his place in one trip. Your friend huffed, shaking her head as if she had run a marathon.
You softly chuckled at her state and softly padded her back to help regulate her breathing again. Underestimating her energy after hours of studying finally caught up to her.
βWhoβ¦ Goes grocery shopping at this time?β Your friend pants
βI guess thatβll be meβ Jay chuckles earning a curious look from you which he catches, βThereβs not enough time in the day that allows me to properly shop and get everything I need, especially when Iβm with my daughterβ
βSounds like you need a babysitter-β Your friend starts but abruptly stops, you looked over to her and saw the same mischievous look on her face and it sent unease to rest in your stomach
βA babysitter would be niceβ Jay lowly sighed but waved it off, grateful to spend time with his daughter despite his busy schedule, βI just havenβt had the time to properly look into thatβ
βWell look no further because I know the perfect babysitter for youβ Your eyes widen and youβre suddenly pulled forward once again and stood in the middle of Jayβs place looking like an animal caught in headlights staring right at him
βW-wa-Whβ You tried to speak but nothing came out as you tried to adjust to what your friend just offered, who she just offered which was you
βYou?β Jay sucked his teeth as he looked at you noticing how his trench engulfed your body and unconsciously you straightened out your posture, βJust for uhm precautionsβ¦ Why would you be a good babysitter?β
The sudden light hearted demeanor from him changed instantly and you couldnβt blame him. Two random girlsβone of them your neighbor who you barely speak to, was just offered to take care of your daughter just like that. Youβd be surprised if he didnβt do this even if itβs late at night and heβs still yet to put the groceries away.
βI-I wonβt mind looking after your daughterβ You explained as best as you can as you felt Jayβs piercing gaze on you. Adjusting his jacket over you, your eyes flickered around, βI live right next door so Iβll never be far- Plus my schedule is pretty flexible even with schoolingβ
βAnd I mean itβll benefit you in the end right? Iβll do everything I have to do to properly take care of herβ
βI'd like to help you outβ You managed to give a smile the moment you made eye contact with him which you hoped didnβt creep him out, βI mean- You know to make sure you donβt get burned out so quickly and have time to focus on yourself! Trust me I know how it feels and itβs not funβ You awkwardly chuckled and you could hear your friend smacking her forehead behind you
His eyes never left yours and it felt like he was able to read every thought in your head. There was a moment of silence and you wanted to lay down in a hole and never show your face again. You nibbled on your lip as you watched Jayβs hard gaze on you.
He let out a sigh nodding his head, βAlright. When can you start?β
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Running around gathering your belongings into your bag still making sure to be as quiet as possible in order to not disturb the sleeping child in your bed.
You picked up a sudden dropped shift with the expectation of receiving a higher pay for the unexpected inconvenience. You could really care less for the ungodly hour youβll have to work, money is money and you desperately need it.
And right on time, you heard the faint knock at your door and you knew it was none other than Jay picking up his daughter.
This was only your first week babysitting her, the first time awkward but easy but after the 4th day it was better than the first timeβmuch better or at least you thought it was.
At your door, you closed your eyes and took a deep breath before carefully opening it to reveal Jay on the other side of it. A striking simple black suit that pierced your heart like an arrow as he adjusted his watch.
He raised his head to the sound of the door opening and gave a gentle smile making warmth spread across your chest. The silly little infatuation is driving you mad.
βHi Jongseongβ You greeted him, moving to the side just enough to welcome him in, βShe was a little more tired today. Sheβs sleeping right now, just give me a second and Iβll go get herβ
Without even being able to say a word, he watched as you disappeared. Normally, his daughter would be full of energy ready to greet him at the door when it was time to be picked up.
Keeping his lips in a straight line, he looked around your place noticing it was simple but homey. It spoke loud of who you were as a person which heβs come to realize, he doesnβt know much of.
He only knew the basic things about you but nothing in depth that could make him stand out in your life. He let out a deep sigh at the thought and rubbed his nape but stopped seeing you carefully carrying his daughter.
Her head rubbing against the juncture of your neck, her small arms wrapped around you and the fondness you looked at her with when she let out a small whine when you tried to hand her over to him.
Jay isnβt one to think of anything when seeing someone more specifically a woman holding his daughter but something bloomed in his chest as he watched you whispering in her ear making his daughter pull her ahead away from you to him.
He opened his mouth with a smile and extended his arms which his daughter easily slipped into from yours to his. βHi sweetheartβ He gasped as she quickly knocked her head into his chest and curled into her fatherβs embrace
You handed over her sparkly pink school bag towards Jay which contrasted his attire but you think it suited him quite well and found it more cute.
βThank you so much for looking after herβ He softly said and just hearing his soft voice made your knees want to buckle but stuck with just waving it off as nothing
His eyes looked you up and down and took notice of your clothing. Rather than the comfy clothes you wore the first time he came to pick up his daughter, you wore more formal clothing this time a jacket wrapped around you with your bag hanging off your shoulder and phone in hand.
Your phone vibrated and you looked at it to silently curse under your breath which didnβt go unnoticed by him. βIs everything okay?β He asked and you forgot that he was still there for a second
You replaced your frown with a quick smile, βYeah, I just have to head out soon for my shiftβ
Jayβs eyebrows knitted together, βA shift? This late?β
βWhatever can pay the billsβ You sadly chuckled and shrugged it off not noticing how Jay stared at you perplexed, he just got off his shift and here you were going to yours
βHow are you going to get there?β
βWalking but if Iβm lucky I can catch a busβ You explained but noticing time passing by you donβt think the chances are high
Jay remained silent, contemplating something as you walked them out. His daughter stirred awake when you locked your front door. You quickly apologized and tried to soothe her back to sleep but she looked between you and your dad with sleepy eyes. βWhere are you going?β Her voiced slurred with sleepiness
βI have to go workβ You softly explained but she tried to reach out to you shaking her head
She mumbles something ineligible and you softly giggled before stroking her head leveling with her whispering a soft goodbye again. Jay watched all of this unfold between his daughter and you, the same bloom in his chest forming all over again.
βI can take you thereβ Jay spoke before being able to comprehend his own thought process,
Your hand dropped to fall to your side. His eyes widened as he stared at your shocked expression
What the hell is he saying? His mouth opened and closed trying to follow up his statement but nothing came out. But his daughter seemed to understand him better than he understands himself. βYes!β Her energy suddenly boosted up at the thought of being able to spend more time with you
Jay stared at his daughter, shocked at her quick interest, he looked over to you and saw the shake of your eyes before letting out a strained laugh. βI donβt want it to be an inconvenienceβ You said
βRidiculousβ He chuckled not realizing how it made the harsh thump in your heart hard to ignore, βPleaseβ His voice softer than the first time
How could you say no to him? Well easy. You couldnβt.
Jayβs car reflected his personality perfectly. Nice and sleek, the black shining leatherβReal leatherβnot some fake leatherette to taint his car. His daughter and your happy chatter filling the car as he follows the GPS to your job.
One could easily mistake the dynamic. Easily. His foot slowed down on the brake pedal coming to a stop in front of the shops that illuminated in bright colors, 24 hours.
β24 hours?β He softly muttered not thinking youβd pick up on it but hearing your light sigh he moved from the sign to you who had a small smile
βLike I said. Whatever pays the billsβ You said, βThank you for the ride I really do appreciate itβ Your smile growing before turning your body in the seat to reach out your hand to the little girl in the back
βDonβt give your dad a hard time mhm?β You hummed which caused her to pout her lips, trying to reach other to grab your hand to keep you longer but the restraints of her car seat kept her in place
You shot Jay a different smile. Something warm and tense before stepping out of the car, waving goodbye to them before heading into your job with slack shoulders.
How couldβve he have been so naive, selfish, just so stupid. Youβve been taking care of his daughter while heβs been at work. Picking her up, cleaning up after her, making sure to give the proper meals needed all whilst welcoming her into your place easily, allowing her to sleep in your bed even holding back from taking regular scheduled hours to look after her just to end up working ungodly hours just to get money.
Money that shouldβve been in your bank account from the first hour you looked after his daughter and yet, he hadnβt paid you a single dime.
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At the same time you heard the knock of the door. βRight on timeβ You said while standing up and making your way over to the door which you expected her to follow suit
You opened the door just enough, βHi Jong-β But it slammed shut in front of his face
Your jaw dropped letting out a loud gasp to see his daughterβs hand on the door, a deep frown on her face before clinging onto your leg, shaking her head. βDonβt want to see himβ She huffed
Knitting your eyebrows you crouched the door peeling her off your leg to hold her arms. βNow that wasnβt very nice to do but why donβt you want to see him?β You softly asked but you let out strained a yelp when she launched her arms around your neck
You wrapped an arm around her, hoisting her up. βIβm going to open the door okay?β The lack of response from her made your lip tug to the side before opening the door again
Jay rubbing his creased forehead stopped. You gave an apologetic confused smile but he gave a tired smile in return almost as if he expected it. βItβs time to go back homeβ You whispered into the little girlβs ear but she let out a whine, roughly shaking her head and only held onto you tighter
Confusion written over your face as you tried to peel her off her body into Jayβs but she wouldnβt budge.
Letting out a deep sigh, he ran a hand through his neat hair. The locks slotted through each crack easily, messily ruining the sleek style into something far more loose.
Awkwardly shaking your head from that thought to look at Jay. βWhy donβt you come in?β You motioned him inside just like how you always did
How you welcomed him so easily when he hadnβt welcomed you like that showed the constraint he held himself up to. Sighing heavily as he walked in, you closed the door behind himβrocking the girl in your arms who hadnβt looked at her father once.
βMake yourself comfortable Jongseongβ
βI feel like weβll be here for a whileβ
And after hours of quite literal utter silence in your place, Jayβs daughter finally fell asleep in your arms.
βSheβs asleepβ You softly whispered to Jay who immediately perked up from the chair, sleepy eyes seeing his daughter happily laying against your body, a content smile on her face while in your embrace
βOh I didnβt know you were sleeping-β
βNo, it's fine. Iβm sorry I fell asleepβ Jay tried rubbing his hands over his eyes to wake himself up
βStressful day?β You softly questioned, it was a little invasive but the lack of sleep infiltrated your regular thought process that you spewed anything that came to mind
Jay stayed silent for a moment, his hands moving away from his eyes to look over to your droopy ones. You still managed to have a smile plastered on your face, especially to him.
There werenβt many times he could be vulnerable, not when he has to prioritize his daughter over everything, to make money which is never an issue for him just to make sure his daughter could have anything and everything she could ever want.
A need to fill the void that no material could ever fulfill.
βJust a littleβ He deeply sighed, his back sinking into the seat again, his arm resting against the armchair
You nipped at your lip, βWant to talk about it?β Each word smaller than the last not wanting to overstep a boundary with him but it was an invisible opportunity that heβs been wanting, waiting for so long
βThatβll be niceβ
As you laid Jayβs daughter into your bed, he stayed next to you the entire time. He knelt to the ground, placing a soft kiss on her forehead, mumbling something inaudible for you to hear before stroking his cheek with a saddening gaze.
He tugged at your sheets making sure she was fully covered before turning to face you. You looked at him with complete utter fondness and he stopped his movement. His gaze remained on you for a split second longer than he wanted trying to pull back his wandering thoughts from going deeper.
Clearing his throat, he knelt up from the ground which brought you out from the haze that you were. Your eyes widened as his eyes never left yours and you quickly turned a heel, βI-I have some wine, do you drink wine? Is wine good?β You rambled
Jay stared at your figure. He let out a deep sigh which soon grew into a small smile when you turned around to face him. The light behind illuminating your figure. βWine is perfectβ
Jay sat across from you, his usually strict attire now messed up. Three unbuttoned buttons from his shirt. Sleeves rolled all the way up to his elbow, his hair out of his slicked style to a messy middle part. Legs barely spread open, his lower body pushed forward as he twirled the wine left in his glass.
βSheβs upset with me todayβ Jay sipped drops of wine out of his glass before resting it onto his lap, βI mean I donβt blame her. I promised that her mom and I would take her out butβ¦β He sighed heavily
The mention of the mother made you suddenly tense. The first time you ever heard anything about her, neither did Jay or his daughter ever speak of her in your presence.
You gulped harshly, shifting on the couch. The material under your body is clinging onto your skin somehow. Itβs a normal reaction right or maybe youβre overthinking. It must be the alcohol seeping into your system already even though you hadnβt taken a sip yet.
βWe both got caught up in work so we had to reschedule but I had to be the bearer of bad news and when I had to break it to her, of course she was upsetβ
βIβm actually surprised she didnβt complain to you about it. She made it very known that she was upset at me and her motherβ Jay sadly chuckled to himself, his eyes trained on the wine glass
βItβs not your faultβ He quickly looked to you surprised to see the disagreement of opinion, βI mean- Thereβs some things that we canβt controlβ
βEspecially when you and your wife work-β
βSheβs not my wifeβ
Defying silence surrounds you and Jay. He was quick to rebuttal the assumption and it tingles something in your gut.
βMe and her mother co-parent. We were young and reckless and everything just happened before we even realized it and now we have our precious little girlβ Jay chuckled looking up from the wine glass to look at you, a certain glint in his eyes.
βBut weβre not- Iβm not marriedβ
You couldnβt look away from his eyes. They were enticing, captivating you deeper into the very thing you were holding yourself back from. Jayβs eyes never faltered from yours and you wondered how.
Trying to snap yourself from the moment to ground yourself in reality because even if he wasnβt marriedβJust co-parenting, he has to be seeing someone.
βO-Oh I seeβ You said, his eyes boring straight into yours
You harshly gulped while trying to ignore the bubbling warmth of hope soaring through you. A voice deep inside your mind voicing out your deepest desires.
Feeling as if Jay could see right through you and hear these thoughts made you shift in your spot again. What if he could hear them? What if he thinks itβs strange?
Through the slimmest possible lens, what if he felt the same way.
βStill donβt blame yourself for itβ¦ Iβm sure sheβll understand sooner or later. Maybe take her out to help somewhat ease the situation until you and uhm her mother can take her outβ You offered some advice as best as you could
Jay remained silent listening to you. His eyes finally look away from you and you let out a silent sigh of relief from the release of his hard gaze.
βTaking her outβ¦β Jayβs voice was barely above a whisper, he twirled the wine once again deep in thought
You stared at him, anticipation slipping deep into each crevice as possible in you until he spoke up again with his eyes looking back up to you, βDefinitely will have to do thatβ
There felt more to his words than the surfacing original topic of it yet, you couldnβt place your finger on it.
βYou know she talks about you a lotβ You were the one to look at him in shock
βReally? I hope itβs good thi-β
βAlwaysβ He interrupted taking another sip of the alcoholic drink to slip past in his throat, βItβs always good thingsβ He smiled towards and there was the same warmth you felt whenever you with him grow 10 folds
βIβve been meaning to give this to you. Iβm sorry that itβs taken me so long please forgive meβ Jay shuffled through his discarded jacket before pulling out an envelope leaning over to slide it over to you
βWha-β His shirt fell just enough that if you dared to look longer you could see the necklace dangling and past it was his sculpted chest
You pulled your eyes to the envelope and grabbed it with shaky hands trying to hold back from showing the burning of your cheeks. Your palm clammy trying to open the envelope but slipping every time.
You continued to try opening the envelope but soon Jayβs calloused warm hands engulfed yours. You jumped at the sudden contact but not enough to pull your hands away. Looking up to him, his face is daringly close to yours.
Able to feel his breath brush against yours, you smelled the hint of wine but it made your insides churn in a rather dark way instead.
βSlow dollβ His voice slurred and fluttering, βTake it nice and slowβ
His fingers clasped over yours, guiding your movement in carefully opening the envelope. Holding your breath as he made your fingers slip into the envelope slowly slotting your fingers to grab the thin paper inside to pull out.
There was a slight shudder rumbling out of your breath causing him to slip up a smirk. Your eyes widen in pure shock as you read over the words on the paper or more like check.
A check written out to not even a hundred dollars but instead 2 thousand dollars.
βI-I- Jong-Jongseongβ
Your mouth fell slack as you tried to find any words that could form at least anything in the slightest but nothing came out. βWhen are you free?β He whispered, his nose bumped against yours, his eyes looking deep and searching in yours
Your hands fell down with his on top, βIβd like to take you outβ
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An all black outfit. The button up something you hadnβt seen before. It accented his shoulders that screamed to you, his daring built back that your fingers itched to claw at. His more relaxed but styled hair with the singular strand falling in front.
Jay looked so good but he wasnβt staying. Instead he was going out while you were staying at his place to babysit his daughter like you always do.
And yet, selfishly you shouldβve made some lie that you were busy and wouldnβt be able to babysit his daughter.
But the look in his eyes swooned you and the silent hidden excitement from him landed you right on his couch with his daughter plastered against your side having to watch her dad finish getting ready.
βPlease call in case of anything. Itβs just some job party, nothing important. They always host themβ He rambled trying to diminish the past excitement he had, βActually you know what? Iβm not going anywhere, Iβll just stay with you bothβ Jay said beginning to take off his watch
βJayβ You simply said which made him stop, he looked over to you letting out a deep sigh, βGo to it. When was the last time you were able to enjoy yourself?β
Two weeks ago when I took you out is what he wouldβve said if he had the courage to.
That day two weeks ago had been the highlight of his social life that heβs had in years. Always being so focused on working and taking care of his daughter, he never paid attention to anything outside of it until you came into the picture.
He can remember it so vividly almost as if he were to be reliving it again. Your sweet smile greeting him and his daughter. βHiβ He breathlessly let out seeing you
He awkwardly fumbled with his suit as you took notice of his different style of hair different from the usual one you see him in. Instead of the usual strict sleek hair, it was loosely done, his hair moved to each side to expose his forehead slightly.
βHi miss!β You looked down to see his daughter dressed up as she crashed her body onto your body in a bear-like hug looking up to you with sparkly eyes
Letting out a heartfelt chuckle, you stroked her head before looking up to Jay with a gentle expression. Heβs never been bothered with seeing others with daughter and yet, everytime with you, he feels a twinge twist in his chest watching you and his daughter.
βDaddy give her your gift!β His daughter chirped making him flinch at the sudden spotlight on him, you tilted your head in confusion and he awkwardly rubbed the back of his neck before straining out a laugh
He pulled a bouquet of flowers from behind his back and your smile dropped before quickly growing into a bigger one. You nipped at your lip to hold it back anymore but it was near impossible.
βGuess the surprise is ruinedβ He softly murmur but you shook your head at his words and grabbed the bouquet
βIt caught me off guard so I think itβs a successβ You chuckled before grasping the bouquet, βTheyβre beautifulβ You admired the flowers while he only looked at you
Jay was floored. βYeah I knowβ He mumbled under his breath going unnoticed by you
βThank you Jayβ You looked up to catch him staring at you with a certain sparkle as he looked at you, he let out his own smile and if it wasn't for his daughter tugging at his hand, he wouldnβt have gotten out of the daze he was in any time soon
Instinctively looking at his daughter, he gave two fingers for her to hold and she looked over to you with her hand open. Instantly you knew what she wanted and allowed her to grasp your fingers.
βLetβs head out shall we? Our reservation is soon-β
βDaddy worked hard!β His daughter chipped in cutting him off, βAlways on the phone talking to people for itβ His daughter spoke making the tips of Jayβs ears turn bright red as you stifled a laugh
βOh did he now?β You raised an eyebrow looking over to Jay who hadnβt said a single thing to rebuttal the accusation, it was true, he wasnβt going to deny it
He wanted everything to be perfect and by the end of it, it was indeed perfect. Jay held his sleeping daughter in his arms, your hand wrapped around his bicep able to feel the slight bulge of it as he walked you to your front door.
Jay felt accomplished. The day was filled with nothing but laughter and chatter minus the exception of sudden silence when many people mistaken them as a beautiful loving family out to dinner which always left Jay in a ringing frenzy until you snapped him out of it everytime.
He didnβt know why the usage of family with you, to have you be mistaken as the mother of his daughter or as his wife left him hot and his heart pattering against his chest.
βThank you Jay for today. I had such a wonderful timeβ You smiled brightly and he was growing too accustomed to see your beautiful smile towards him
βIt was my pleasureβ He gave a tight smile as he felt sudden jitters all around, βIβm sure she enjoyed it tooβ He gestured towards his sleeping daughter
You nodded your head, a look of contemplation in your eyes before unlocking your door but right before you opened it, you quickly spun around and planted a peck on his cheek before fumbling with the door behind you.
Jay froze for a moment and just before you could slip through his fingers he strangled out a sound to stop you. You turned around, a faint dust of blush heating your cheeks as you lowered your gaze.
He gulped harshly not thinking this far ahead but knowing he had to come up with something, βI-I uhm if you want to of course- Iβd like to take you againβ He jumbled his words together until some sentence was formed
He anxiously looked at your dropped expression as you raised your head to look at him and heβll never be able to forget the chuckle you let out as you nodded your head softly biting back your smile.
The beating of his heart reminded him of what it was like to feel like a little kid having their first crush ever all over again. It never bothered him not feeling this in a long time but now being able to experience it again, it felt nice.
And yet, somehow he never managed to gain any courage to see when you were free. Excusing it to be poor scheduling with his working hours and you taking care of his daughter and schooling hours with the very few work hours you snagged just for extra pocket money even when he offered to pay triple the amount heβs been already paying youβWhich was nearly 3 thousand dollars daily.
Money is not an issue for Jay, never has been and never will be and heβs more than willing to cover all and any expenses you may have. His only issue is not nearly having enough courage to ask you again.
βDonβt worry about us, you know we always have our own fun here. Go have yoursβ Your reassuring voice reminded him of reality as you smiled through a fake smile
As wonderful the idea was if Jay stayed in that exact same outfit and didnβt go out for everyone to throw themselves at him. You knew it was unreasonable, these job parties are probably hosted in the first place with hopes that he shows up to at least one of them.
Ignoring the bubbling gnaw in your stomach twisting your stomach inside and out, Jay lets out a defeat sigh, clicking his watch back on and dusting off the imaginary dust off his clothes.
βSay goodbyeβ You whispered and Jayβs daughter smiled widely waving goodbye to her dad who stared at her and you in complete awe
He walked over, his hand resting on the armchair and leaning down to kiss his daughter on the forehead. In the process the same musk cologne filled your nose making your head dizzy and having him in closer proximity made your heart thump out of your chest.
His side profile was nothing but sheer perfection. You nibbled at your lip as you examined his features up close, always finding yourself in this very position. And yet, he was beyond reach.
Your lips tugged downwards but tried to replace it with a smile when Jay pulled away and looked over to you. His eyes boring into your wavering ones like usual, there was a split moment of hesitance. You gulped trying to ignore the patter of your heart.
Instead of saying goodbye, Jayβs breath shakily fanned yours with a staggering thing smile plastering on his face, βSee you soonβ
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He expected the party to loosen every fiber in his body but instead his emotions were only heightened ten folds. Every passing second heβs looking at his watch counting down the milliseconds waiting for what seems like a reasonable time to leave.
Sighing heavily, he shakes his head. He shouldnβt have listened to you. Heβd rather spend tonight with you and his daughter watching whatever you guys put on.
Swashing the drink in hand not having taken a single sip from the moment he arrived, his arms resting against the rail as he overlooked to see everyone enjoying themselves. He let out another heavy sigh just to check his watch again.
βMr. Park you look tensedβ He looked up to see his employee leaning against the rail next to him giving him a sly smile
Being the boss he is, he dropped his sullen face to give a professional smile. βDo I?β He sucked his teeth letting out a quick stifle laugh
She giggled at his remark like it was the funniest thing ever said, βIs it perhaps about your daughter?β She tilted her head and Jay didnβt like the fact she carelessly mentions his daughter
However, giving the benefit of the doubt, he assumes it must be the alcohol in her system noticing the nearly empty glass at hand.
He lets out an awkward laugh and tilts his head to the side giving no response. βOr is there stuff happening at home? Yβknow I would love to help out in anyway I can Mr. Parkβ The employee rubbed her hand up and down his arm slurring her words together
His eyes followed her movements and carefully pulled his arm away checking the time, βWill you look at that I have to get back home to my girlsβ
βYour girls?β The employee muttered to herself in confusion but she wasnβt able to dwell on it anymore when Jay took away the glass with a small smile
βDonβt drink anymore tonight. Make sure to rest properly and take some medicine in the morningβ Jay nodded his head and easily turned his heel walking past the other employees who all wondered where he was going but none dared to ask
It didnβt take long for Jay to get back to his but on the drive home, he was in pure contemplation. His elbow resting on the open window, feeling the night breeze fanning his face as his fingers played with his lips.
He possibly couldnβt. He shouldnβt even be thinking about you in this light and yet every time he sees you, he feels like heβs experiencing his first crush all over again.
Jay rushed out of his car once he parked it. Standing outside his front door, his hand raised to softly knock against it. After a few seconds of waiting which felt like an eternity. The door opened with your soft voice. βJongseong?β
Right when the door was opened wide enough, Jay stepped in not forgetting to lock the door behind him. He knew his daughter was fast asleep considering the time. It was just you and him.
You stared at Jay confused at the lack of response from him but you gasped when he suddenly grasped your hands, feeling the familiar calloused feel of them scratching your skin.
He looked deeply into your eyes and you nearly felt your heart burst out of your chest. Thereβs always been an underlying feeling thatβs been infiltrating him from the moment he first met you.
A pretty, money struggling woman that he wants as his to bask away into the sunset and take care of forever.
Jayβs hand held your lower back, his other hand holding the middle of your back flushing you against his. You let out a small squeal the moment your bodies clashed. His breath fanned over yours and the very faint smell of the musk cologne caused a shiver to run up your spine.
Youβve never seen him like this. So raw with emotion, yearning eyes, a tug at his lips. βJa-Jay?- Jongseong?β You stuttered not knowing how to address him in this moment, your heart thumping out of your chest
He drew in closer, his lips closing in on yours, βCall me Jay. Call me Jongseong. You can call me whatever you wantβ
βJust call out to meβ You felt his lips grazing yours before he softly planted them against each other
Your squished hands shivered but they carefully climbed higher until they reached his sharp jaw as you pushed further into his lips. Jay let out a pleased sigh feeling the reciprocation. His hand on your mid back traveled to grasp the back of your head.
His hands turned your body, his body filling in any empty space that dared to be left behind. Your hands squeeze in between under his arms, grasping onto the behind his shoulders in a desperate need.
Your mind was reeling, not a single thought in it besides the dadβThe hot dad next door, Park Jongseong.
His tongue gilded against your lip, begging for entrance. You easily allowed him to explore your mouth. His teeth tugging at your bottom lip in a haste making your squeal.
βGoing to have to be a quiet dollβ However, he wasnβt sure if he could keep up with his own words, Jay felt drunk when he was kissing you
Your lips grew swollen from how long heβs been kissing you but not once did he stop, the lack of oxygen would never stop him from kissing you.
The tips of your fingers dug deeper into his shoulder causing him to let out a loan groan at the feel. If there was one thing he was sure of, it was how badly he wants to make you his.
Jayβs arms loosened around your body enough to make his hands land on your hips to carefully guide your body deeper into his home that now always welcomes you in.
You allowed yourself to melt in his embrace. Every touch felt like fire against your skin, your arms flailed to wrap around his neck making sure not even for a second did his lip ever leave yours. Your teasing fingertips entangled in his hair.
Jay bit your lip to keep himself silent through the dizzy feeling of your tugs. The moment you reached his bedroom, the door closed shut as he quickly pushed you onto his bed, never detaching his mouth from yours.
His body slotted between your legs, as you wrapped around him. Holding him to keep him closeβdaring for him to get farther than just a few centimeters away only to drag him back in.
The feel of lightheadedness was finally catching up, through the few milliseconds that you both stopped to change positions were you able to properly breathe but it was taken away when Jay crashed his lips back onto yours.
The same repeated motions felt like an eternity that you never wanted to escape from. Jayβs hands holding your waist tightly while yours traveled playing with the back hairs loving how they run perfectly in between.
Jayβs been kissing you like a starved man who has been deprived of any sense of touch for so long which wasnβt far from the truth. One final tug at your lips before the wave of air filled your lungs through a loud pant.
Gasping for air contrasted the pucker of your lips ushering more kisses. Jay let out a deep chuckle, his thumb rubbing at your sides now planting softer pecks on your lips with a side smile tugging at his lips.
βMoreβ Your voice slurred, βPleaseβ
Your breathless pleas only fueled him further. Who was he to deny your desperate pleas.
βTalk to me. What do you want, doll?β He hummed in the juncture of your neck, his mouth leaving feathering kisses in its wake
The simple nickname leads to the attempt to squish your legs together, forgetting how Jay rested in the middle. He caught your attempt and let out a chuckle.
βYou like being called doll or do you like the fact that youβre my doll? Which one is it, mhm?β An unexplainable courage taking over him that he couldnβt remember why he didnβt ask you out from the moment he knew what he wanted
You could feel the smirk radiating off of him and you rolled your eyes which didnβt go unnoticed by him. He sucked in his teeth, his hand grabbing your chin with force to make you look at him.
βNow donβt be a bratβ He tooted before letting out a smirk, βUse your big girl words, which is it?β
Already have succumbed to him and his words from the moment you saw him standing at your front door. βYour dollβ You softly said
Pleased with the words, he let go of your chin to capture your lips with his, the kiss softer than the first one. His hand gilded higher up your side. You moaned in the kiss, happy to feel his lips on yours again.
Your hands wrapped around his neck to keep him in place, βLet me spoil youβ He murmured, your lips grew in a smirk which he felt, his hand tightened on your waist as if in a warming
Pulling away with a heavy pant, you looked up to him with curious eyes which captivated him, βI spend a lot of money you knowβ You snapped your fingers, βJust like thatβ¦β Your voice becoming lower than the last
Jay let out a laugh, his head dropping, βWell can you waste my money as quickly as I earn it?β His head raised when he questioned you
You froze at the retaliation. You nervously gulped before letting out a shy smile. You shook your head. Jay hummed in satisfaction at the response before planting kisses at the side of your neck. βDidnβt think soβ
Closing your eyes, you lose yourself in the sensation. Your body contorted with each of his feather kisses, you bit your lip loving each second of his mouth on your body.
While they moved lower and lower while his hands managed to slip under your shirt feeling your burning bare skin under his touch. You let out a louder gasp than intended when you felt his hand cup at your breast through your bra.
Your eyes shot open only to see Jay looking up to you with a gleam and smirk written all over his face. His hand dragged from under your shirt to your legs, his fingertips gliding until he reached the waist of your pants.
You let out a shaky breath, his eyes pleading for permission. You slowly nodded your head. βWhat a good girlβ He whispered the praise before dragging your pants down
The air caught in your throat but quickly noticing how he was leaving the sticky undergarment clinging to you, you stopped his hands from moving any further.
Jay immediately stopped and looked at you with worried eyes. He retracted his hands away and began to pull away but right when he was going to speak, you engulfed his hands to bring them back.
Stretching out his fingers, you looped them under to grab everything. Jay froze feeling the fabric of your underwear at his fingertips. He looked away with wide eyes to you but you gave a reassuring smile before allowing yourself to melt back into his bed.
βDonβt be so shyβ You whispered loud enough for him to hear, he let out strained chuckle before nodding his head
He pulled down every piece of fabric in one motion. You unconsciously squished your legs together, βItβs okay. You donβt have to do a single thing. Iβll take care of youβ He softly reassured as he pried open your knees to expose you to him
You closed your eyes shut while your hands fisted at his sheets. Jayβs eyes zeroed in on the glistening entrance that invited him to devour. Opening his mouth with a big breath, he went in and placed an open mouth kiss on your core.
You squealed and jumped from the contact but Jay hooked his arms under your legs before you could fully pull away from him. He groaned at the taste of your captivating arousal on his taste buds. His tongue glided over your folds lathering and mixing his saliva with your arousal.
βJong-Jayβ You breathlessly let out as one of your hands grabbed a fist full of hair, tugging at it while Jayβs mouth sucked and sucked practically all wetness from you
Jayβs groan vibrated from your core all the way to your head, infiltrating it with ease. No response to your calls of his name as he continued to lap at your pussy. Shivering with each kiss and suck, you let out a loud gasp when you felt the intrusion of his tongue teasing your gaping hole.
Jay immediately pulled away, the string of saliva connecting his mouth to your soaked smeared entrance, you nearly came to the scene.
βShhh, you have to be quiteβ He brought a single finger over his mouth, a smirk played on his mouth seeing the fading string on his lips, his finger glided over his swollen mouth
It collected all that was left over and Jay brought the finger into his mouth, tasting the lovely essence of you. He lightly hummed before bringing his finger out and gliding it over your mouth. βOpenβ The tone stern made you listen without hesitance
Seeing how easily you opened your mouth to welcome the singular finger in without any resistance had his pants grow tighter. Your tongue swirled around his finger, your eyes never letting go with his. He smirked wildly as he pushed his finger further down your throat.
A dark cloud consumed his mind. The rationality he tried to maintain drifted further away. You tried to take as much as you could, feeling how his fingers went further down.
βLooks like you can take stuff wellβ Jay sneered, a crazed looked in his eyes before you began choking on his finger, feeling the flesh reaching the back of your throat
Pulling his finger away, your mouth closed in on it, letting it out with a pop when his finger left the warmth of your mouth. His finger now covered in your saliva, he admired it.
Looking back at you only to see the wide hopeful eyes you stared at him with a loopy smile. βBeautifulβ He whispered softly to himself before lowering his head back down
Expecting or more like anticipating the feel of his mouth again, you let out a louder gasp at the slip of his two fingers into your gaping hole. βWas just calling to be filled. I couldnβt ignore itβ Jay muttered breathlessly as your walls clenched around him, βI promised to take care of you, didnβt I?β
βJ-Jayβ Your hand tried to grappled with his wrist but the drag of fingers near lying slipping out just to slip back him made you stop
Knuckles deep into you, he pulled out again just to shove them back in, repeating the same motion over and over again. The squelch of your arousal and the quiet pants let out, your mind became hazy quickly, βQuiet dollβ Jay whispered
Before you could retain a sense of awareness to respond, his mouth attached to your swollen begging bundle of nerves and the first suck made you let out a loud moan.
Your hand flew to cover your mouth and with wide eyes you stared at Jay who froze. The single beautiful noise he heard made him smile against you.
He looked to see you covering your mouth, worried filling your eyes. Your chest rising and dropping. His freehand traveled up to replace your hand with his own. His thumb stroked your cheek, a sharp look in his eyes.
Maintaining a good pace, his fingers pumped into your welcoming entrance, never forgetting to curl and scissor you open. You let your moans fall into his hand, muffled more and more, the more he pressed down harder.
Your eyes rolled to the back of your head feeling the flick of his tongue on your clit as if it were the sweetest treat to ever exist. The stimulation made you shake and back arch just for him. Breathing as best as you could through your nose with each calculated and careful rub to the nerves had you fisting fisting at his hair while your legs wrapped around his head latching him onto your pussy.
βSo fucking sweetβ He murmured to your muffled moans, βGive it to me. Be a good girlβ He knew you were on the edge, the pulse of you around his fingers was the near indicator, sucking him more and deeper into you
βJayβ You wail in his mouth before lightly biting on his palm to keep quiet as best as you could, βJa-Jongseong!β You let out louder when suddenly a gush of release shot out of you as you came over his fingers with a tight clench that forced his fingers out of you
Jay moved his fingers over your folds encouraging more of your juices to be released as he slurped as much out of your leaking entrance as he could, not wanting a single thing to go to waste. His tongue only add more to your sensitivity as you body contorted even after it finally came to a stop, βHelping you outβ The kisses were only constant while your whines and heavy pants continued, combining together
He stopped with one final kiss before finally pulling away and releasing your mouth from his hand. Your mind trying to comprehend and come down from the new height of pleasure, you let out a loud relieved sigh with a hidden shudder of satisfaction.
Seeing his smeared cover chin and loopy smile he had on his face made your chest flutter, βYou okay there?β Jay lightly chuckled at your weak nod, βBig girl words doll. You know how to use themβ Jay rose to hover above you
βFuck me Jayβ
Jay smirked letting out a hiss βWasted no time and used such nasty wordsβ
βThink you can be quiet for me?β Jay hummed trickled down your mind straight to your pulsating hole waiting to be filled
Nodding your head quickly and covering your mouth with your own hands made Jayβs lips tug to the side in pleasure. Jay fumbled with his belt, his eyes never leaving your lingering one and managed to free himself from the restraints of his pants with a strained sigh.
Your eyes widened zeroing in on the prominent bulge that was daring to burst any second, βLet me help youβ He whispered replacing your hand with his
Titling his head to the side admiring the scene beneath him. Sprawled onto his messed up sheets that heβll have to change after this, a daze filled look in your eye and his hand lightly covering your mouth.
Jay used his freehand as best as he could to free his raging hard-on thatβs been deprived for many years. Your eyes watched his every move to see how his cock sprung against his abdomen, having your jaw drop. A very much leaking tip and small twitches at the freedom and something that was bigβvery big.
He felt the slack of your mouth and chuckled to himself feeling the pride swell his chest. βWhatβs wrong doll?β He murmured when removing his hand waiting for some type of response
Your mouth opened and closed trying to form some type of articulating thought but nothing came out. βThink you can handle all of it? Can you think of taking me all in here mhmm?β Jayβs hand rubbed over your stomach in a slow manner
βThink you can be a good girl and stay quiet while I fuck you senseless?β
You were able to feel the thumping against your chest that you feared he would be able to hear. You donβt think in your wildest dreams would you be able to take someone like Jay. Yet, now in your wildest reality, youβll tryβwell more like you will.
You tugged at Jayβs forearm whilst maintaining eye contact with him. The soft tug at your bottom lip as you threaded his hand to cover your mouth. You nodded your head as your eyes looked at him with greed. βWhy donβt you find out?β
To your shock, Jay softly tugged his arm away from your hold. Your eyebrows furrowed in confusion as he tapped at your leg, βTurn aroundβ
Seeming getting used to your jaw falling slack, you looked at him in shock but didnβt hear an ounce of sputter in his tone. Not wanting to risk being left all hot and bothered even though you knew Jay wouldnβt dare. You were not testing his patience today.
With a harsh gulp, you flipped your body over. Jayβs hands hovering over your hips before tugging them up before you could fully lay them onto his bed. Your upper body pressed into the mattress, feeling the messed up sheets sticking to the side of your face.
Your hands fisted at the sheets at the new exposure you had for him while your cheeks burned in shyness. He rubbed your hips in awe, pulling one of your cheeks to the side to get a glimpse of the arousal covered crevice. βIs this all for me doll?β
βA-All for you. Just youβ
His other hand grabbed the heft into his palm before aligning at your entrance. βRemember to keep quietβ He reminded, βTake a nice big deep breath for meβ
You followed his instructions but before you could fully respond you felt the larger intrusion of his tip to your gaping hole making you silently gasp. The stretch compared to nothing youβve ever felt before and would possibly never.
βFuckβ You breathlessly let out as Jay continued to sink himself deeper
Jay tried his best to not ram himself entirely into the delicious confinement you provided but it called for himβwhile sucking and welcoming him inside.
βS-shit taking me so goodβ He muttered as quietly as he could, βCould stay inside you foreverβ
You felt like you were being split in half just by his cock alone. Your ragged breaths followed after another trying to remember Jayβs advice and not get lost in the sensation.
You peered over your shoulder as best as you could to see how Jayβs looked to where he entered you. The sheer consecration and control made your mind stutter.
Without a warning, in a single thrust, your body jolted forward and you felt full. You gasped loudly, the sheets crumbling more under your clamped hands and body. Your lip shivered as you tried to keep your noises to a minimum.
βJ-Jayβ Your voice cracked trying to get adjusted to your walls being so stretched out by him
βItβs okay, I got youβ His reassurance filled your chest with warmth, taking a few breaths to regulate your body, you weakly nodded your head as you dug your head into the mattress to muffle yourself, βSo good for meβ He uttered softly tracing your back
Moving his hips once, he quickly got lost in the sense of you wrapped around him. His thrust left you nearly empty only to be filled the next second. Each precise move was calculated to each maximum pleasure possible for you. Nearly able to feel his tip already hitting deep to your g-spot, poking to your insides in a teasing manner.
Your muffled moans fueled Jay further to the edge. He gripped at your hips, his slow pace now picking up only slightly. You were taking all of him and he never felt prouder. βTaking me like such a good girl, so damn proud of youβ
Feeling like your head was submerged in water, you relished in his praise. The senses that were always on high alert whenever he was around came crumbling down and became filled with him.
βF-for youβ You blabbed against the sheets and Jay managed to hear it making him tap at your lower back as he carefully placed his body onto of yours to melt as one
Each thrust led you further into the mattress, your mouth opened leaving small moans in its wake, leaving your mind blank to only focus on the fulfillment you had inside.
Turning your head to the side, you let out whined filled pants. βTake it doll- Not a fucking soundβ Jay grunted darkly into your ear
Your mind tried to recall the words just said to you. But deeper and stronger was the desire to let Jay know how he was making you feel. Feeling you clamp around him harder and the silent pants soon became quiet moans.
βT-Too good. βm sorryβ You mewled as he continued to thrust into you, βSo good, can-canβt help itβ Your body meshed as he continued
You took a loud deep breath while a whine rumbled out of your chest when he suddenly stopped his thrust, βAs much as I would love to hear youβ Jayβs sudden harsh thrust caught you off guard with a yelp, βYou need to be quietβ Each word followed by another harsh thrust that touched nearly every thing imaginable inside of you
Your broken wails were muffled by the bedding once again. Seeing the recoil of when he and you meet only fueled a carnal desire in him more. βGonna breed your sweet pussy dollβ
βYouβll be so full of meβ¦Will you like that?β Jay grunts having the calculated thrust embodied your mind and body just for him
His words added to the fire that was consuming your body whole. You nodded your head roughly. βRemember what I said. Big girl wordsβ Jayβs voice lulled into your ear, βWant me to fill you up thatβll you feel it inside of you? Until itβs moving around in you with each step you take?β
The obscene noises only grew louder against his bed as you tried to form a proper sentence to please Jay. βY-yesβ You pleaded as best as you could, βPlease Ja-Jayβ
βWhatever you ask for dollβ Jay snapped his hips harsher, as you clawed at the sheets for support, βTaking me so fucking good- Bet youβll take everything I give youβ
You weakly nodded your head, βWill- F-For youβ You murmured
His thrust grew frantic and irregular, his constant grunts filled your ears. The more you clamped around him, not daring to let him go of the welcoming embrace you had around him drew him nearer his organsm.
βDoinβ so good for meβ His hand held onto your body when he felt you tightened as you let out the loudest moan of the night as you came all over his cock
Your body shivered as you entered a state of pure bliss. βTake it- Just a little more for me- Cβmon dollβ His praises slipped passed your gaze and deep into your heart making the clench you had on Jay limit his range of motion but it was enough to have him snap and paint your pink velvet walls white of him.
A low groan slipped his mouth as he halted his thrust to properly fill you to the brim just like how he promised. He watched how you pulsed around him but none of the cum dared to fall out as you took everything he split into you.
Jayβs chest rose up and down, softly pulling out his semi hard cock out of you hearing the small hiss you let out at the sudden emptiness. Your body laid face first on his bed, your body rising and falling with each heavy pant. He smiled softly as he helped you turn your body around to face him.
There he realized his biggest mistake as he saw you masked in an afterglow. Your mouth was slack slightly opened, quiet whines fell out every now and then, your half lidded eyes staring up at him.
His eyes traveled to where he once was inside of you to see the few clumps of cum that spilled out. He cooed before quickly scooping whatever he could to sleek it over your folds before pushing it back in where he left it.
You whined loudly and slightly jolted at your sensitivity being tested when his fingers entered you again. βYou did so good for me- Such a good girl for me fuckβ¦ Iβm so proud of youβ Jay planted a messy peck against your cheek, βLetβs get you cleaned upβ He whispered
As he was going to remove his fingers out of you, you consciously tightened around them. You lazily shook your head unable to articulate proper sentences that wouldnβt lead you back on his cock again which ultimately failed, βWant your cockβ You slurred catching Jay off guard as he let out a strained cough
βWha-What was that doll?β
βI want your cock again sirβ
Like a switch went off in his head. Jayβs demeanor changed. Never knowing the single usage of sir could alter his mind forever. Instantly needing to give you moreβmore than anything you could ever ask for, wanting to spoil you rotten until you grow sick and tired of him.
He needs to fill you up until you possibly couldnβt hold any more of his cum in you. Softly prying your legs open, he aligned himself at your entrance again gaining your attention at how he easily complied to your request. βNo need to ask me twice dollβ
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The faint bristle of wind coming in through the slightly ajared window, the direct sunlight shining through caused Jayβs face to flinch before groggily opening his eyes with a low groan.
Normally, his daughter jumps on his bed to wake him from dreamless sleep during the weekends. Yet, it was different this time. He managed to wake up on his own to no ruckus but instead a peaceful morning.
Attempting to stretch out his limbs to release some of the tension and drowsiness from it, he stops when he hears the muffled grumbles and faint sound of crinkling sheets. Tilting his head to the side, there he saw you and his daughter basked in the sunlight right next to him.
His daughter coddled in between while you laid against his numb arm, both sound asleep. He fondly smiled to himself before placing soft kisses on each of your foreheads, careful to not stir either of you awake. This was all he could have ever dreamed of.
Been busy lately just wanna say I wonβt be able to update but Iβll try to post stuff as much as I can and wanna tell you guys Iβll be going to skz concert in December π€π€π»π€π»