Chaos Theory

What the hell was I thinking? ...oh, right.

[beardedmrbean]

[theman]

I GOT A FUCKING RAISE THE POTATO WORKED WTF

[tattooedzombigirl]

This potato works. Every. Fucking. Time.

[secondlina]

Reblogging because it’s a damn potato and I want to encourage people to assume potatoes are magical.

[plagued-roses]

MAGIC POTATO GO!🥔

[chaostheory]

i like this song. i miss drugs.

[alwaystiredshark]

For more of my art @alwaystiredshark

[chaostheory]

Tumblr is probably cheaper than therapy

but way less effective maybe?

Either way, i hope i pull myself out of this somehow because its pretty difficult to manage mentally.

[chaostheory]

The concept of forever feels so weird to me

[chaostheory]

[chaostheory]

The light remains in my life!

Something that brightened my day every time. Something that got my through the toughest times. Something i have a tremendous amount of love for. Something that added to how lucky i felt. I must've breathed the heaviest sigh of relief when i found out they're staying. It feels like now i can take on anything knowing i have safety.

[chaostheory]

Not sure why I'm talking it this hard but It feels like I'm losing a close friend. Something that brightened my day everyday... what do i do after that?

[chaostheory]

[chaostheory]

There's something missing.

When I was young, dumb, and broke, I never imagined I'd willingly turn down a promotion. Especially the job I aimed for ever since i started my career.

but.

Money is one thing, but having the time to use the money is another.

For now i found a happy medium and i think I'll keep it there for a bit.

[chaostheory]

[chaostheory]

Such is life

[chaostheory]

Listened to this song this past weekend. Raveena is on my playlist whenever I'm taking mushrooms. I can listen to her forever.

[chaostheory]

No one goes on this anymore right? i want to type stuff out because its much cheaper than therapy and i dont want to post it on my other social media accounts.

Anyway, i really gotta slow down and enjoy the moments more. i wish someone would remind me more often that I'm in the "good ole days"

For some reason i feel a bit nostalgic for when i was trying to figure out my life. i dont know why but i definitely need to explore that more.

Clearly my thoughts are all jumbled.

[chaostheory]

Why am I drawn to the chaos? 

Why cant I just chill...

[marcchurch]

[chaostheory]

this seems peaceful

[chaostheory]

i went to the vet today and after some tests found out my dog has cancer... my heart hurts.