Chaotic Hajara

A short 20 year old living and embracing the chaos!

[mournfulroses]

J. M. Grosvalet, from her book titled "Sugar Spells," originally published in 2025

[quotefeeling]

“I am going to marry somebody that makes me feel like a poem.”

— Lee Smith, Fair and Tender Ladies

[chaotic-hajara]

I just read a post on substack...it says:

"What a privilege to be tired from work you once begged the universe for. What a privilege to feel overwhelmed by growth you used to dream about. What a privilege to be challenged by a life you created on purpose. What a privilege to outgrow things you used to settle for."

And I genuinely pray and hope life is much kinder to every one of us. Most times in the middle of all of it, we forget that we are living in our answered prayers and just maybe we should give ourselves grace.

[feelingsoftheday]

i had to make peace with the fact that ppl hold different versions of me in their mind and what i think about myself matters the most

[thoughtkick]

“You have to let go of what could have been, how you should have acted and what you wish you would have said differently. You have to accept that you can’t change the past experiences, opinions of others at that moment in time or outcomes from their choices or yours. When you finally recognize that truth then you will understand the true meaning of forgiveness of yourself and others. From this point you will finally be free.”

— Shannon L. Alder

[perfectfeelings]

“The shame of it was they both loved each other, but they were both too young to know how to love.”

— Antoine de Saint Exupéry, The Little Prince

[chaotic-hajara]

You don't get to choose if you get hurt in this world, old man, but you do have some say in who hurts you.

-Augustus Waters

[chaotic-hajara]

The purpose of propaganda is to make one set of people believe that another set of people are not human.

[chaotic-hajara]

And those who were seen dancing were thought to be insane by those who couldn’t hear the music

- Friedrich Nietzsche

[thoughtkick]

“Because when something happens, she’s the person I want to tell. The most basic indicator of love.”

— Every Day, David Levithan

[stay-close]

“I’m not into convincing people I’m worthy. I’m into people who’ll convince me on my worst days that I’m still worth the world.”

— Reyna Biddy

[quotefeeling]

“I wish I’d done everything on Earth with you.”

— F. Scott Fitzgerald, The Great Gatsby

[ilydlls]

[thespilledquotes]

“I don’t hold on to anything anymore. Pain comes at me and I take it, chew it for a few minutes, and spit it back out. It’s just not my thing anymore.”

— Dave Eggers, A Heartbreaking Work of Staggering Genius

[quotefeeling]

“I can’t think about that right now. If I do, I’ll go crazy. I’ll think about that tomorrow.”

— Scarlett O'Hara, Gone With The Wind

[chaotic-hajara]

You’re not too sensitive neither are you overreacting.

If it hurts, it hurts! Don’t invalidate your feelings.

[chaotic-hajara]

I’m glad I’m practicing the art of forgiving myself for everything both within and beyond my control