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Disordered stoner | F | 21 | Cw:51.4kg Gw: 45 my tag is : ChAoTiC

[feelitinmybones]

She’s such a inspiration

[edrecoveryprobs]

Struggling with both restricting and bingeing

[chaotic-peace-hell]

Black Coffee 👌👌👌

[justcatposts]

“If you’re happy and you know it…“ 

(via)

[chaotic-peace-hell]

What a fucked up weekend ,

Please stay safe everyone, my inbox is always open if you want to vent/talk.

[chaotic-peace-hell]

Bodycheck 17.10.2020

I feel massive today, Can't wait until I'm finished my antibiotics and my wisdom tooth is pulled out so I can get back to fasting. I'm not even game enough to get on the scales.

[the-pinkopaque]

My Chemical Romance - I’m Not Okay (I Promise) (2004), Dir. Marc Webb

[cribblingdebression]

my least favorite part of having an eating disorder is the constant arguing and bargaining in your head. racing thoughts all the fuckin time like, “okay I’ve had 75 calories today. I can have a banana and still be under 200. wait, 1200 is still considered restriction. how much would I lose this week with a daily deficit of 500 calories? I can do that. I’ll still lose weight. but not as much as if I fasted. no. just have nothing. you could lose 3.5 lbs. this week! just have nothing. people do it every day. just have a fucking banana. you won’t even be at maintenance. but what if it triggers a binge? think about your jawline. why don’t I just have everything I want and purge? what percentage can you get back up when you purge? hey google…” AND IT NEVER STOPS.

[chaotic-peace-hell]

Glad the weeks is over.

Been in autopilot for too long, now I can chill the fuck out and not have to pretend like I don't hate people.

[throughtheeyesofmyself]

[happywishfull]

[thelatestkate]

Shop, Patreon, Books, Mailing List *•. ✧˖°`

[edo-vivendum]

“Isn’t it funny how day by day nothing changes, but when you look back, everything is different.”

— C.S. Lewis (via onlinecounsellingcollege)

[evermore-fashion]

Chotronette ‘Aurora Borealis’ & ‘Celestial’ Haute Couture Gowns

[anxietyproblem]

[raintome]

[witch-of-the-wild-xxx]

!!!!!!!!!!!

[fatcowboys]

[image description: tweet by Lyndsey Gallant @/apocalynds that reads: “I wanna share something my therapist said about anger that blew my mind: ‘Your anger is is a part of you that knows your mistreatment and abuse is unacceptable. Your anger knows you deserve to be treated well, and with kindness. Your anger is a part of you that LOVES you.’”

Next is a five panel comic someone drew based on that quote. the comic is drawn in black, white, and red and uses a simple line style. Each panel contains a fragment of the quote about anger, in English and Spanish.

In the first panel, a bigger creature, resembling a simplified humanoid, is pointing and yelling at a smaller similar creature who looks upset. Behind them is a small red shape connected to their back. It reads, “Your anger is a part of you… / Tú enfado es una parte de tí…” In the next panel, the larger creature continues to yell. the smaller figure wraps their arms around themself as the red creature on their back grows. The red has eyes and eyebrows that look angry. The panel reads, “…that knows your mistreatment and abuse… / …que sabe que tu maltrado y abuso…”

Next the larger creature is looming at the red anger, which has grown to be almost as big as the large creature. The large one crosses their arms and looks doubtfully at the red anger, which glares back. The small creature has its hands on its chest, looking down at the ground. the text reads, “… are unacceptable. / son aceptables.” Then the red anger is now yelling at the larger creature, face tight with anger, flashing sharp teeth and and pointing. The large creature looks taken aback, leaning away as the small creature looks down st the ground. the text reads, “Your anger knows you deserve to be treated well and with kindness. / Tu enfado sabe que mereces ser tratado(a) bien y con amabilidad.”

The final panel shows the red anger shale reaching around to surround the smaller creature in a hug. The text reads, “Your anger is a part of you that LOVES you. / Tu enfado es una parte de ti que TE AMA.” end id.]

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[chaotic-peace-hell]

Peaceful on the outside but inside my head is utter ChAoS