For those wandering hopelessly, you're not alone.

Basically, this is a just another blog from another person. The difference? I'm not just another person. So take a look.

[chaoticwandering]

New chapter of my life and super stoked about it :)

[chaoticwandering]

[thomassandersfandersblog]

Nature Is Beautiful 🍃

[caligayy]

honestly this is me

[chaoticwandering]

Fuck yes

[danielle-gets-fit-deactivated20]

I have stretch marks.

[smallerbenz-blog]

Reblog if you do too. Just to prove that it is more normal than what people actually think.

[chaoticwandering]

New haircut, new play, wonderful cat. Favorite life.

[chaoticwandering]

Rules

“Let us make rules he said,” he said.  He had not changed a bit, he smelled the same, he talked the same; hell, he even walked the same.  He says he feels more familiar with rules because then he can at least intentionally break the rules and get in trouble on purpose.  So we made our rules, then we broke almost every single one of them and acted like it never even happened.  You see Darkside, I feel best addressing you because we are both at the end of each others list and seemingly don’t care about each other but we do.  Oh so sadly we do, and we cannot resist the pull of each other.  Honestly, I was sad when you didn’t contact me at all on or after my birthday, don’t know why I thought you would.  I want this love to work out and no offense but I do not want to go back to you so soon.  I think you would be the last person I would be with, to simply settle with you.  Knowing we wouldn’t get tired of each other but only caring enough to make it work.  I don’t want to settle I want to love.

[anamorphosis-and-isolate]

― Comet (2014) Dell: There are parallel universes out there where this didn’t happen. Where I was with you and you were with me. And whatever universe that is, that’s the one that my heart lives in.

[perfectly-modest]

Islamic headscarf 101.

[oppositeofbatman]

this is really important because I didn’t realize there was a difference and other people should know this 

[chaoticwandering]

Either I'm dreaming or o finally woke up from my nightmare. He came back and I have missed him terribly. He came, he came...

[chaoticwandering]

I'm gunna put on lipstick, a cute and sexy as hell shirt, shorts and maybe even curl my hair. Because why? Because I'm going to make you regret leaving me. You'll wish you had me back ya little shit.

[chaoticwandering]

I colored my hair and some quotes I found that I really love

[chaoticwandering]

Why am I crying in a bathroom? Right, because I thought of you.

[dariamorgandabber]

Someone with a social anxiety disorder will never get tired of hearing you say:

“I’m here for/with you” “I like you” “I love you” “I value you as a person” “Your opinions matter to me” “I’ll go with you if it’s too scary” “No matter what your anxiety tells you I’m not going anywhere” “Your feelings are valid”

Especially when they’re anxious Especially when they’re anxious Especially when they’re anxious

Even if you’ve already said it. Say it again. And again. Please. Cause it may seem silly to someone without S.A.D., but it’s actually really reassuring to be reminded of having support even if we were just reminded last week, or last month, or yesterday. It’s important. Really important. Cause the anxiety will often lead us to feel alone, unloved, like the person might go away if we share our feelings, even when we know it’s not true. It’s a million times easier to be convinced by someone else than by our own anxious brains sometimes.

This has been a PSA.

[glitchedhologram-deactivated201]

Also don’t get annoyed when they need the reinsurance. They do believe you but their mind tricks them that what you said isn’t true when they truly know it is, they just can’t control it.

[80sloveeegalaxy]

Please. If you know me or have ever spoken to me… please.

[reach-for-recovery-and-the-stars]

Please don’t get annoyed with us when you’ve to keep saying it to us please.

[chaoticwandering]

Asking for help

The thing with asking for help is that you barely get it. The problem with asking for help when you never ask for help is that you don't get help and you remember why you never asked for help in the first place

[chaoticwandering]

She loved him. She wasn't just in love with him or in love with the idea of him or anything else like that.  She was actually in love. He left her and it didn't amplify her feelings, didn't clarify her feelings, the pain and heartbreak made her not want to feel.  The heartbreak she felt was so great she would rather have felt alone all her life than have that one flicker of happiness that would never happen again. She loved him in such a way that she would have done anything for him.  Skeptics would ask her if she was willing to fight a pissed off mama polar for him. Her answer was simple,  yes. Either she would prove her love or she could have died loving him and him loving her. It would have been better than this, anything would be better than this. Even though she felt all this pain she tried to be there, for him. She tried to help me,  make him happy, and anything else she could do; anything for him even though he did not love her.

[chaoticwandering]

When did old and gray turn into young and sad?

[chaoticwandering]

And I would suffer my demons for the angel that is away

And I would suffer my sadness for your happiness. I would devote my time to make you happy even if it kills me on the inside everytime you don't respond. Because it makes you happy, and that is enough for me.