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taumarturg

my first blender creation. A low poly eastern red bat

what should I name him

obobro

Kataang × Earth Kingdom girls × 'that's rough buddy' duo

shin-nico

“I miss you. I love you. There’s no second I’ve lived you can’t call your own.”

— Mark Z. Danielewski, House of Leaves (via wordsnquotes)

#im sorry

inkskinned

someone asked me how you move on. do they know i still dream about you. waited to see if you’d say anything on my birthday, was kind of hoping for an opening. my mother says you sound different when you talk about her. i hold you like a coal on the back of my tongue.

how do we move on? i take pictures of flowers, of ferns, of things i think you would like. i brush my teeth and braid my hair and sing badly and nothing echoes good inside of me. i write poems about birds and burns and bleach and they all reek with the absence of you because not-writing about you is still writing about you. in my favorite daydream i come home to you and just kiss you and hold a candle to the dry tinder and propane, call conflict seeing sparks.

how do we move on? i guess. like this. i eat too many watermelon sourpatch candies because they’re my favorite. it makes my tongue bleed. i can’t taste anything for hours afterwards. i keep chewing long past the hurting. this is how next time i don’t say yes. this is how i light you out of me like a sunburn. this is how i chase out all this sharp white want. i say - okay. just this once. and then we need to walk away.

okay just this once. okay just this once. okay. just today. and then we move on.

orangiah

i’m really bad at talking about things but i have not been doing so great lately

artfulstar

Cookie Cat sang by the Gems

#i sobbed

doafhat

artfulstar

Steven and Connie’s date + I’d rather be me with you

changan-moon

钱维城 Qian Weicheng

jinx88kc

ella-bliss

novantinuum

The Atlas personality, drawing on the myth of the giant Atlas from Greek mythology upholding the world, is typically found in a person who felt obliged during childhood to take on responsibilities (extending beyond normal household chores or looking after siblings) such as providing psychological support to parental figures, often in a chaotic family situation.

They are thus liable to develop a pattern of compulsive caregiving in later life.

The result in adult life can be a personality devoid of fun,

and feeling the weight of the world on their shoulders.

Depression and anxiety,

as well as over-sensitivity to others

and an inability to assert their own needs, are further identifiable characteristics.

In addition, there may also be an underlying rage against a parent for not having provided love, and for exploiting the child for their own narcissistic needs.