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what if Iām just stardust
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what if Iām an echo
sound waves from something already said
what if Iām just stardust
living the lives of those whoāre already dead.
Tiny pieces of trash is what makes me a lady
Yeah, my mind is asphalt. Drive on me baby
A black mirror is salt, but it gets me through it
Are you here to kill me? Donāt worry, Iāll do it
I am a dying star, failing to fight
Losing all my matter on a light polluted night.
Iāll push through this if it kills me
And when it kills me
Iāll be free
Iāll find you in the stars
Iāll take my ashes and empty them into the void. Iāll become dark matter. Iāll become what I have to to find a piece of you again.
Oh Iām dying alright
And Iām the one killing me
Itās PBR and Malort
Through all these fucking memories
I am pollen from a dying tree.
I watch it angrily
I am nothing but the hate you gave to me
Itās seeps within me endlessly
What will paradise feel like
If Iād never known it before
Would it feel like standing
When all Iād known is the floor?
It was alarming when you hit me
Even more so when you cried
Your guilt will kill you
Iāll carry your body as you die
The stars are starving tonight
I am too busy seeing the places Iāll never go to see the places Iāve already been
To be steady must be a fleeting thing
Because I see no rocks, only wings
Physically I am in Chicago
Mentally I am stuck sideways in the Suez Canal
I saw someone looking up at the moon. They did not see me but I saw them.
For that moment I was watching something magical, something like smoke dissipating into the air. I saw memories roll through them like waves on an ancient coast, saw bloodshed in the soft cant of their head.
That stranger was dreaming. Wishing on countless stars and remembering when they truly believed any of them would come true. Itās fire in the veins and raw meat in the gut.
I wanted so desperately for them to disappear, to accept the fate that only a star could grant.
But instead they looked down. Back to the subservient concrete, the disheveled city, the long walk home.
They passed me and I did not turn to watch them leave.
They saw me but I did not see them.
I sit eating while competing
With those spider in the walls
The webs were built real sturdy
But theyāve only let me fall
I study the rocks because no one noticed my smile. I hear the trees because no one listened to me when I needed it most. I cup the water in my hands because I see myself as a child seeping through fingers and spilling onto the kitchen floor.
Iāll clean up the mess, I promise.
I promise.
Iām sick of smiling through it all
Iām sick of this
Iām sick of the sadness
Iām sick of the madness
I canāt sleep anymore