I have no secrets

Ethan Machado Fell | human QB for Mystic Falls Timberwolves so you going out for kicker or are you just stalking me? tracking:charmingethanfell

[ohlexa]

Makin’ my way downtown…

[melamemea]

forgive .

     sentences from gnash’s song ‘forgive’. trigger warnings apply.

“ i know you’re mad. ”

“ i know you’re mad when you can’t look me in the eyes.”

“ i need you better”

“ when you say nothing it’s like you’ve stuck a knife in my side ”

“ i know the feeling. ”

“ i know the feeling, it’s not easy being stuck with me tonight. ”

“ it’s not easy being stuck with me tonight. ”

“ to make things right, these things take time. ”

“ these things take time. ”

“ hold me. ”

“ i’m holding onto you for dear life. ”

“ i never know the words to say. ”

“ i never know the words to say, but you forgive me anyway. ”

“ we both know i’m the reason you cry. ”

“ do you need a break? ”

“ do you need some space? ”

“ do you need to change your mind-ways? ”

“ should i get away? ”

“ i’m afraid if i change you won’t look at me the same. ”

“ i wanna be your only shoulder when you have a bad day. ”

“ we’ve been arguing more than what we usually do. ”

“ i know i deserve what you’re putting me through. ”

“ if you mean what you say, and you want to me to go —”

“ if that’s what you want. ”

“ i want you to know that i’ll stay the night if that’s alright. ”

“ i’ll stay the night. ”

“ i’ll stay the night to make things right. ”

“ hold me ‘til the day that i die ”

[charmingethanfellaa]

onxofmykind‌:

She glanced over in the direction of his name being called and then she gave a gentle nod at his words. At least she knew where The Grill was, and while that held other memories at the moment, she was glad to know she’d have some company. “I believe you. I’ll see you in half an hour then.”

Time slowed down as he tried to countdown in order to get another encounter with Hope, finishing up with their team’s tradition he did pat his back making sure his wallet was there. Walking of the locker heading towards the meeting place, picking his pace he tried to get there first “Sorry Maya, I have lunch with someone.” Ethan spoke outloud walking past his sister opening the front door to the Grill, scanning the area there SHE sat playing with her hands. 

“i’m here” walking up from behind the booth sitting directly across from her. 

[charmingethanfellaa]

onxofmykind‌:

She was glad that at least one person here seemed okay with the new girl staying, and she pondered his words for a moment. “I could go for some food if you’re offering.” Honestly, she was pretty hungry, and while she figured out what she was going to do next and where to go from here, she figured this was her best bet. “Thanks…for inviting me along.”

Hearing his name being called out he turned now it was his mother, taking a step in her direction “okay then I’ll see you in half an hour? I’m gonna change and then meet at the Grill it’s the only place with good food.” Ethan chuckled hearing her feel included to their events, keeping his smile on as he kept his focus on her “what can I say? I’m a great host.” 

[charmingethanfellaa]

hit the heart for a one liner greeter post from Ethan 

[charmingethanfellaa]

onxofmykind‌:

Hope gave him a little smirk at that, tilting her head to the side as she spoke. “That is quite the LINE, you know?” she pointed out, knowing he knew that they didn’t know each other at all, but she didn’t mind the flirting if she was being honest with herself. “Does that mean you’re okay that I’m here then?”

“It’s more than okay Hope.” He replied quickly it showed the eagerness he held with Hope, looking over his shoulder noticing his teammates waving him back to the field “are you going to linger longer here? we have our game in two hours, we can have a snack before if you want”

[charmingethanfellaa]

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onxofmykind‌:

She was glad he was smiling, because at first she had thought that maybe she was saying all the wrong things. Instead, he seemed to be just as friendly as ever and she smiled back some more. Honestly, this was NICE. “Oh, you would just run into me again?” she asked, giving him a playful look, but it fell a little when he mentioned the bit about his teammates. “I suppose we can’t always ask for everything to be perfect. I’m sorry you don’t.”

“You are different from the rest, I can’t explain it but I like having you around.” Ethan confessed it seemed strange that he clicked with her that fast, noticing the beautiful smile touch her lips beautiful just like her. “I would DEFINITELY run into you again, you can say i enjoy your presence.”  

[charmingethanfellaa]

geminiloopholed‌:

❝I have a twin sister named Josette,❞  Who is the reason your arm is broken.  ❝Just let me know when we have to turn or anything.❞  Lizzie is great with planning trips and navigation when she has an idea of where they are going,  he could be seeing someone out of town that specialized in sports medicine.  If she is going to die at twenty-two,  she may as well live her life as wild and recklessly as she wants.  It hurts knowing Ethan had this dream of a future because she can understand having dreams ripped from you.  ❝She was at the game too. The really aggressive brunette.❞

Taking in the words she spoke hearing of her twin sister, eyes ahead he looked at the big building to his right nearing “It’s the big white building to the right.” He tried to remember the aggressive brunette she spoke of, he took a moment of silence remembering that day there was a girl in the opposite team taking command “I did see her, she is strong and a great captain from what I saw.” 

   Hoping this would be his last session and remove the bloody cast for once, he wanted to train again and start practice “If you like we can meet up at the grill? this takes at least an hour and I don’t want to make you wait.” 

[charmingethanfellaa]

geminiloopholed‌:

❝You know what they say about nice guys….❞  A pause just to pull out of the parking lot.  ❝they finish last.❞ the mustang was from a creepy guy her father is friends with and does all of that dad crap with.  Stefani’s father was all kinds of fucked up.  ❝but I like to think that finishing last in some cases could be a good quality.❞  sexual innuendo,  all in a day of Elizabeth Saltzman.  On the road,  she is able to relax a little bit and think on the fact that this guy has no interest in talking her ear off about the supernatural myth and it is nice after spending a record amount of time with mophead and in need of a break of all the nerd based facts that spill from his mouth.  ❝Protecting siblings is a hard job. Are you the oldest?❞

“I do know that saying and it’s also one that puzzles me, usually the nice guys are last but are never forgotten.” Having seen all typical sterotypes he did fit in the good guy list, being the one to protect others can be seen as immortal for doing these acts that look heroic. “I am the oldest but not by much and not having a father I act like one at certain times.” 

    Watching the road ahead he looked at the familiar street nearing his therapy location, leaning back into the cushioned seat “and you? from the way you established yourself you are not an only child.”

[charmingethanfellaa]

hope mikaelson‌:

She honestly hadn’t thought she’d show up, but if she was going to be here, she had to make friends, right? Plus, Ethan was cute and he was being nice, so why snub him when he was making an EFFORT? It was the fact that he seemed glad to see her, that made her smile a little bit and give a nod.

“Yeah, well, how else was I supposed to run into you again?” she asked, crossing her arms and tilting her head to the side. “Besides, new girl or not, school spirit is important, right?”

Placing his arms to his side he didn’t want to seem too eager of her presence, taking a step back giving one another space so she didn’t feel intimidated by him. “Run into me again? actually it would’ve been the other way around after all i’m your guide.” Ethan teased he couldn’t withhold the smile that was placed on his face, clearing his throat shifting his body “I’m here because of my title in the team, I don’t see eye to eye with my teammates.” 

[charmingethanfellaa]

geminiloopholed‌:

Elizabeth,  it almost makes her want to cringe because it reminds her of the vampire with a sexy accent that had pulled her in   ❝You know what they say, Mystic Falls is full of tourists that believe in the supernatural and hope to catch sight of a vampire or something batshit crazy.❞  But it isn’t crazy,  it is a real thing in her world.  ❝I’m a dancer,  queen b, always go big because going home is just not an option. I always get what I want in life because I take what I want.❞  She isn’t one to stay still and let things fall right into her lap.  she grabs what she wants with both hands,  give her an inch and she will take a mile.  ❝What about you?❞  Because you can’t say the wrong thing if you are just listening.  At the car,  Lizzie is unlocking and getting in,  buckling up and starting the engine. 

Hearing of supernaturals in this town was more a repetitive topic, to witness a vampire or witch is just a form of imagination to the townies. As he opened the car door for the driver and he walked to the passenger side, wow he was right with the way she spoke of herself the power figure he stated to himself earlier. “I’m a QB for mystic falls, was a star athlete protector of my sister while trying to be the same for my mom.” Ethan’s life can be a normal one just a typical family environment of a single parent “I love sports and i’m a nice genuine guy, I tend to be a peacemaker and let life try to point me to a new direction.”  Buckling up he placed the bag by his feet, glancing at the interior of an old blue mustang car it was still in a good shape.

[charmingethanfellaa]

geminiloopholed‌:

❝Pretty sure the students got involved but that was after my dad started fighting like he is some scrappy teenager and not an adult who can’t sit in the same spot for long without his back cracking.❞  It’s reaching down and grabbing the bag that was by his feet,  slowly allowing herself to come back up making it known she was checking him out.  ❝Dinner? It sounds like a good exchange.❞  As long as she doesn’t end up home at near twelve with her bra missing she will be fine with skipping a family dinner.  The blonde gives that fake confident smile and is turning on her heels,  forget needing to stop at the drug store for Josie’s latest rash and go flirt with a guy in a shameless attempt at getting someone to be on their knees in love with her because she craves attention even though she doesn’t seem like it at times.  ❝My car is just a block from here.❞ 

Ethan didn’t know that a fight brawled out after he was injured, why couldn’t Maya tell him? placing his bag over his shoulder now walking besides the blonde “I think your father had a reason he doesn’t seem to be one to just start a fight without reason.” This day seemed to be interesting from the rest of his week keeping himself distracted, as they made their way towards her car he let his eyes wonder to her slim figure she is appealing “a block down? why park far you couldn’t find parking in town?” The jock teased attempting to lighten their mood and get to know her more, dinner is ideal with real food instead the food his sister makes “tell me about yourself Elizabeth.” 

[charmingethanfellaa]

onxofmykind‌:

Talking to Alaric had taken a lot more out of her than she wanted to admit, but soon she was free of the principal’s office and looking around. This wasn’t anything like the Salvatore Boarding School–like at all–but she didn’t mind it as much as she thought that she might. There were a lot of thoughts running through her mind, but she found herself going out to the pep rally. She didn’t even know why, especially given she was definitely late…but better late than never?

Taking another look up to the left section closes to the exit there SHE was, his smile widen now taking his place in the field. Principal Saltzman stepped out to the center giving his speech. Ethan scanned seeing his mother and sister by the bench where his coach stood, time passed walking towards his family doing a quick wave before running towards the section Hope stood.

“Hey there, didn’t think I would see you here.” Ethan spoke slowing his speed so he can walk up to the brunette.

[charmingethanfellaa]

geminiloopholed‌:

Lizzie calls it a horrid day because she had been kissing that lying vampire that made her think she was having another episode,  another time where her twin looks at her and just assumes she knows everything about what goes on in Lizzie’s mind.  ❝Yeah, he’s my dad.❞  try not to sound embarrassed that the guy that started a huge fight with another in charge was her father.  Guilt at the fact her own twin is the reason this Ethan fellow lost everything.  ❝To be honest? I heard no one won unless you count the brawl in the parking lot and in that case, Salvatore school won.❞  she is almost sure that the game stopped after Ethan broke his arm because according to rumors no one wanted to play after that.  ❝You going home? I could drive you….❞  Wait to go, asking to drive him home like he is some helpless pony!

“Your dad is a great principal better than most we’ve had.” Ethan confessed enjoying how he had changed the environment in school, placing his bag down by his feet taking another look at the choice of color his sister picked “there was a fight? well at least it wasn’t between student’s right? that would suck.” He spoke he didn’t like how both schools hated one another for just a reason of sports, shaking his head wanting to be the peace maker “I was gonna go to therapy that is how I spend my days now.” He chuckled how bland his life is now “a ride would be great, afterwards want to join me for a bite to eat? I can repay you for driving.”  

[charmingethanfellaa]

geminiloopholed‌:

The muggle,  a total babe if Lizzie was saying so herself but she had been busy trying to get Hope to move on from the elf but now?  Elf is back and things are right in the world so now she can flirt without fear.  ❝Lizzie Saltzman.❞  Daughter of a headmaster that had just came back to being a headmaster.  ❝How’s the arm doing? I heard you took a bad hit during that horrid game.❞  Way to put your first in your own mouth.  Lizzie knows it the moment the words are out that she shouldn’t have asked but she is impulsive to a fault.

Looking down at his cast it was two weeks and he wanted to rip it off, it stopped him from having any activity requiring two hands “Lizzie Saltzman, quite the mouth full but random question are you related to Principal Saltzman? or just a weird coincidence you both have the same last name.” If he could go back to the day he wouldn’t say horrid but a freak accident, his eyes now on hers “It was quite a day but I still want to know who won, all I got from it was a broken arm and lost my scholarship.” 

[charmingethanfellaa]

rival student‌:

Hot as fuck,  Lizzie Saltzman is mature enough to know when a guy is just that good looking that she wants them just to say she has had them.  Well,  fuck this is going to be a mistake waiting to happen because flirting was harder then she lets on because putting her foot in her mouth is a Saltzman trait.  ❝Hey, Eric right?❞  Because if you knew his name right off the batt it would sound like you did research on him.  Hair gets touched behind her ear as a light blush graces her cheeks. 

The blonde he has seen her before in the field during their game, looking down at his cast wishing somehow it heals quickly “It’s Ethan actually, and you are?” He replied letting a small smile touched his lips, she was good looking and did have a sense of an authoritative trait it kept him interested.