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summary - looks like silver falls just got a new troublemaker. after her mom dies, [name] moves in with the walters, taking on the responsibility of keeping her best friend's little sister, jackie, out of trouble. with no one to cover her mistakes, [name] quickly learns that staying out of drama is harder than she thought. and with cole walter around, will she fall victim to the notorious cole effect?
warnings - MDNI, underage drinking, partying, mentions of unsavory past, character death, mommy issues, etc..
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Did the Walters not know what an AC was?
I woke up before my alarm, drenched in sweat, feeling like I'd sprinted around Central Park ten times without stopping.
Wiping my forehead with the back of my hand, I scowled and sat up, already deciding I'd need a shower before I could face the day.
Jackie was still fast asleep, tangled in the sheets, so I carefully slipped out of the creaky bed, tightening my bathrobe as I grabbed my shower bag.
Will had mentioned there was a bathroom on the second floor near the stairs, so I figured that was my best shot.
The house was still quiet except for the groaning pipes and rush of running water, which told me someone had beaten me to it.
I headed in that direction, ready to knock, when Nathan stepped out of his room down the hall, dressed in workout gear.
"Morning, [Name]," he said with a quick smile.
"Good morning." I glanced back at him. "Going out for a run?"
He zipped up his jacket and nodded. "Yeah, I go every morning." He tilted his head toward the bathroom door, his brow tightening. "You gonna take a shower?"
"Yeah, woke up really sweaty," I admitted. Jackie and I hadn't had time to shower last night since we were too busy unpacking and settling into our room.
Nathan pointed to the wall behind me. "Just so you know, there's a bath schedule."
I turned and stared at the paper taped there—rows of names scribbled beside different time slots.
It was six-oh-seven now, Danny's name blocked in, and Jordan's right after.
A schedule for showers? Who even needed that?
Couldn't everyone just pick their own time like normal people?
At this rate, Jackie and I had no shot at squeezing in before school. "Um... do you guys have another bathroom?" I asked.
"Yeah, downstairs," Nathan replied, tightening the strap on his watch. "The little kids use it, but they shower in the evenings, so it's free in the mornings. You can go ahead and use it."
Relieved, I smiled. "Thanks, Nathan. Have a good run." Without waiting for a reply, I turned away from the crowded schedule and started toward the stairs.
In the kitchen, Katherine was already busy with breakfast, standing by the counter with the waffle maker steaming in front of her. The smell of bacon in the air, mixed with the buttery scent of waffles.
She glanced up when I walked in, giving me a warm smile before turning back to her task. "Morning, hun," she greeted, sliding the lid of the waffle maker open. "How'd you sleep?"
"Fine," I answered quickly, not about to admit I'd spent the night sweating like a cow.
Katherine plucked out two golden waffles with practiced ease and set them onto a growing stack beside a plate of eggs and bacon.
"Good, good. Breakfast?" she offered, gesturing toward the spread with the spatula still in her hand.
I shook my head, shifting my shower bag from one hand to the other and nodding toward the bathroom down the hall. "I was actually about to take a shower. Do you have anything less..."
My eyes flicked to the greasy plates lined across the kitchen island—piles of bacon, eggs, and steaming waffles stacked high like a buffet.
"Less greasy?" I finished.
Katherine paused, setting the spatula down and wiping her hands on a dish towel as she thought.
Her eyes scanned the counter before she looked toward the refrigerator. "Um... I have some yogurt, and there are berries in the crisper. I could throw them together for you."
"Yeah, that'd be great," I said with a small nod, grateful for something lighter to start the morning with before heading off to shower.
I thanked her and moved on, crossing the hall toward the bathroom. A couple of backpacks and sneakers were piled near the mudroom door, proof of the younger kids rushing through the house yesterday.
The bathroom was tucked at the end, smaller than I expected, with a chipped white door and the sound of a faint drip coming from inside. I twisted the knob, relieved to find it unlocked, and stepped in.
The bathroom wasn't fancy—plain tile, a shower curtain printed with fading stripes, and a sink crowded with kid-sized toothbrushes in a cracked cup—but at least it was empty.
I hung my bathrobe on the hook, set my shower bag down on the counter, and turned on the water. The pipes rattled for a moment before giving in, warm steam quickly filling the room.
Finally, I could rinse off the sticky sweat and wet dog clinging to me since last night.
I finished quickly, dried off, and changed into my clothes for the day, packing my shower bag back up before stepping into the hallway again.
The house had grown louder since I'd left the kitchen—doors opening, footsteps running up and down the stairs, voices overlapping as everyone scrambled to get ready.
I slipped past the commotion. First day going to school here in Colorado, and I couldn't help wondering what it would be like.
Back in New York, everything had been routine, same faces, same teachers, a pattern I didn't have to think about. Now it felt I was starting over from scratch.
I checked my phone—six twenty-three. Not much time left before we had to head out. "[Name], I have your yogurt ready. Do you want juice or coffee to go with it?" Katherine called as I passed the kitchen. She stood by the counter with a spoon in hand, a small bowl already set out for me.
At the island, Alex, Jordan, Danny, Parker, and Benny were crowded around plates of waffles and bacon, already halfway through breakfast, forks clinking against plates.
"Oh, water's just fine, please," I replied, giving Katherine a quick smile before lifting my hand in a small wave toward the table. "Morning, everyone."
A few mumbled greetings came back between bites, but no one looked up for long.
I moved on without stopping, heading for the stairs. The house was getting louder now, the shuffle of footsteps overhead and the sound of chairs dragging back from the table filling the air.
By the time I reached the landing, Danny was stepping out of his room, brushing his hair out of his face as he adjusted the strap on his backpack.
"Hey," he said simply, closing the door behind him.
"Hey," I greeted back with a quick nod as I passed Danny in the hall, not stopping as I pushed on toward mine and Jackie's room.
The door creaked softly as I slipped inside, the air still warm from the night before. Jackie was curled on her side under the blanket, hair spilling across the pillow, dead to the world.
I set my shower bag down by the dresser and pulled my Bayswater tote from the chair, unzipping it to make sure everything I needed was inside.
"Jackie, it's time to wake up," I said, keeping my voice firm but low as I folded in my notebook, pens, and the smaller pouch I used for makeup.
She groaned faintly, burying her face deeper into the pillow, but I kept packing, sliding my phone into the inner pocket and checking the clasp before tightening the straps.
Once I finished packing, I let out a long sigh and set my tote by the door. Jackie still hadn't moved beyond a lazy shift under the blanket.
I walked over to her bed and leaned against the edge, crossing my arms as I looked down at her tangled hair and half-buried face.
"Jackie~," I said in a sing-song tone, drawing out her name. "Wake up~. You don't want to be known as the new girl who's also late for school, right?"
I tugged gently at the corner of her blanket, enough to make her stir, the faintest groan slipping from her as she dragged the covers higher.
Jackie cracked one eye open, squinting at me from under the blanket. "It's not even six thirty yet..." she mumbled, before her alarm blared sharply across the room.
I didn't hesitate—grabbing the sheets and yanking them off her bed.
"It is now. Wake up, princess—the sun's a harbinger of death," I teased, dropping the blanket neatly at the foot of the bed. "Katherine made breakfast, so make sure you eat before we leave, okay?"
Jackie groaned, burying her face in her pillow again, but I didn't linger. I left her to her usual wake-up routine, heading back to drop my bag by the door.
I wasn't about to risk leaving it anywhere near the Walter kids during breakfast—something told me they weren't fashion people.
Heading back downstairs, I spotted my small bowl of yogurt waiting on the counter, a glass of water beside it. The kitchen smelled faintly of bacon and toasted waffles, but the yogurt felt like a safe, light choice amidst the chaos. "Thanks, Katherine," I said quickly, offering a small smile as I picked up the bowl.
"It's my pleasure," she replied, brushing a stray strand of hair from her face. "I also went ahead and put a little honey in it, so it has some sweetness."
I took a careful bite, savoring the creamy texture and the gentle drizzle of honey mingling with the berries. "It's amazing," I said, letting the words slip out before taking another bite.
"Morning."
I glanced up to see Cole weaving through the kitchen, dressed but with damp hair that gleamed under the morning light—he must have just gotten out of the shower.
"Excuse me," he muttered, carefully squeezing between Katherine, Nathan, Parker, and Issac, who were all clustered around the island.
When he finally reached my side, he leaned over, glancing at my bowl as his hand reached for the coffee pot on the opposite side of me. "What are you having?" he asked casually.
I set my spoon down in the bowl and lifted it slightly, showing off the berries and honey mixed into the yogurt. "Yogurt with berries and honey," I said, holding up my half-eaten bowl like proof of my good choice.
Cole tilted his shoulder toward the island. "Didn't see that on the menu."
"That's because I asked for it," I replied, shrugging lightly.
"What, too good for waffles?" he teased, raising an eyebrow.
"Can you fault a girl for preferring something light in the morning?" I countered, taking a small bite and letting the sweetness linger on my tongue.
Cole tilted his head, a smirk playing at the corner of his mouth. "Not really, if the girl looks like you." He gave me a quick once-over, eyes scanning me from head to toe before taking a casual sip of his coffee.
Then, as if nothing had happened, he winked and strolled over to the other side of the island to start on his breakfast.
I froze for a moment, caught somewhere between disbelief and mild annoyance. You'd have to have some seriously good game to pull off something like that with such confidence, and clearly Cole thought he did.
I couldn't decide whether to roll my eyes or gag, but all I could do was shake my head subtly and focus back on my yogurt, silently telling myself not to let him get under my skin.
Lee came barreling into the kitchen on his skateboard, the wheels clattering against the tile and echoing through the room.
Katherine, perched by the counter buttering a slice of toast, "Lee, I hear that skateboard. That's staying home."
She immediately froze and shot her nephew a sharp look. "If you ride it in school again, you'll get a suspension."
Lee shot back a dramatic look of disbelief. "But Aunt Katherine—"
She cut him off mid-protest with a pointed stare that left no room for argument. "We have no more 'buts' to be had."
Lee's face scrunched up further, lips pursed and eyebrows furrowed, clearly weighing his options—and losing.
I leaned against the island, silently observing, and couldn't help comparing it to my own mornings. God, this was different.
At home, the penthouse was always quiet. The only people moving through it were the cleaners or the occasional maid.
Even when I lived in my dorm back at Highview, I'd chosen a single room to have space to myself. And still, even there, it was peaceful.
Alex let out a sudden snort, making heads turn in his direction. He'd been quietly buried in his book the whole time, so the noise came as a surprise.
"Why are you laughing at me?" Katherine shot a sharp look at her fourth son, her hands still busy arranging sandwiches and snacks on the counter.
Alex shook his head quickly, pressing his nose back into the pages in an attempt to hide behind the book. "I'm not," he mumbled, clearly hoping to avoid further scrutiny.
"You're going to have to rewrite that history paper on modern warfare," Katherine said without looking up, her voice calm but firm.
"Mom—" Jordan tugged at her sleeve, trying to get her attention.
"One second, please," Katherine replied, not breaking her rhythm.
"Mom!" Jordan repeated, this time louder, voice edged with frustration.
Katherine finally looked up from the brown paper lunch bag she'd been packing. "Jordan, what is it?"
Jordan let out an exasperated sigh. "I can't find Rumple."
"Again?"
I frowned, tilting my head. "What's a... 'Rumple'?" I asked Danny, who was leaning casually against the counter.
"Jordan's pet corn snake," Danny answered without a pause, as if it were the most normal thing in the world.
My eyes went wide. "I'm sorry... snake?" I muttered under my breath, glancing at the boy who looked so calm about it.
Albert had gotten a pass because he was a cute dog, but a snake? I knew the Walters lived on a ranch, but even so—letting a middle schooler have a pet snake inside the house?
"Don't worry, corn snakes are harmless," Danny said, giving me a small, reassuring smile as if that explained everything.
I swallowed hard and nodded, though it did little to calm the flutter of unease in my stomach.
Harmless or not, the thought of a snake slithering around inside the house—maybe even underfoot—made my skin crawl.
I kept my distance, inching toward the counter silently hoping Rumple was tucked away somewhere far from sight.
Even with Danny's assurance, I couldn't shake the image of that glossy, sinuous body sliding across the floor.
Finishing the last bite of my yogurt, I set the empty bowl aside and headed upstairs to grab my bag.
The stairs creaked lightly beneath my feet as I entered our room again, and I found Jackie just finishing packing her things.
"Jackie, I told you to hurry so you could have breakfast," I said with a sigh, pulling my bag over my shoulder and tightening the straps.
"Bus is leaving at five!" Cole's voice boomed from downstairs.
Jackie slung her notebooks and binders into her leather backpack with a quick, practiced motion. "I know. I just thought I'd have more time," she mumbled, zipping it closed with a soft click.
I glanced at the clock again, the minute hand inching closer to our departure time. "Well, make sure you grab something to eat from the fruit bowl before leaving, okay?" I reminded her, giving her a pointed look.
With that, I headed back downstairs, only to find the Walter clan in full chaos mode. Alex remained buried in his book, though he kept craning his neck to watch the chaos unfolding around him.
Nathan was crouched beside Jordan, helping him carefully check under chairs and behind cabinets in search of Rumple.
Issac seemed completely unfazed, eating his breakfast with his backpack already strapped to his back.
Danny and Lee were nowhere to be seen—likely getting their bags.
Katherine looked up from the island as I passed, offering a small wave. "Have a good day, [Name]."
"Thanks. You too," I replied, giving her a quick smile before heading toward the door, stepping past the commotion and the echoes of footsteps and muffled shouts.
When I stepped outside, the crisp Colorado morning hit me, and I was immediately greeted by the sight of Cole pulling the car up to the front and sliding it into a perfect parking spot.
He jumped out, swinging the door open and heading to the trunk. "Don't you have a regular backpack?" he asked, glancing at the sleek leather tote in my hands as he lifted his own bag.
"I—no," I replied, falling into step behind him.
I alternated between handbags back at Highview, liking the variety and the way it let me carry things neatly without dumping everything into a single backpack.
Some girls preferred backpacks, some didn't—it was personal—but I'd never liked lugging all my stuff around like that.
Cole tossed his bag into the trunk, and just as I moved to slide mine in, he held up a hand. "I wouldn't do that. Lee's bringing his board, and the others are gonna throw theirs in too."
"But Katherine told him not to bring his board," I said, frowning.
Cole's brows rose, silently asking if I really expected anyone here to actually follow instructions.
I shook my head slightly, realizing the futility of it, just as the first of the boys came charging in.
Lee hurled his skateboard into the trunk with a dramatic clatter, followed quickly by his backpack.
One by one, the others dumped their bags in, some still half-zipping, some bouncing slightly as they landed, until the trunk looked like it had been hit by a small tornado.
I stepped back, clutching my tote a little tighter. "Yeah, I think it'll just be on my lap," I decided, realizing there was no other safe spot with the trunk full of backpacks.
"Wise choice. C'mon," Cole said, wiggling his fingers to gesture me toward the passenger side and swinging the door open. "In you go, New York."
I climbed in carefully, sliding onto the seat once I made sure Danny would be sitting next to me.
He closed the door with a soft click as Cole rounded to take the driver's seat, giving the interior a practiced, confident sweep before starting the engine.
Jackie finally stepped out of the house, lingering on the porch for a brief moment as if gathering her courage.
I leaned forward slightly, calling out, "Jackie!" She looked my way, caught my wave, and started down the steps.
Alex re-opened the backseat door and stepped out, letting her slide in between him and Nathan.
I turned to her once she settled. "Did you grab anything to eat?"
She nodded quickly. "Mhm," holding the apple up with a small smile.
I exhaled quietly, relieved she hadn't skipped breakfast entirely, and shifted my tote slightly onto my lap, bracing myself.
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Cole pulled into the student parking lot, and I couldn't help but take it all in—literally every clique you'd expect from a high school movie was scattered around.
Jocks in varsity jackets laughing loudly, artsy kids lounging near the edge of the lot, and the ubiquitous group of girls who looked like they stepped straight out of a magazine cover.
A few of the jocks spotted Cole's car and waved. "Yo, Cole! What's up, man?" one called.
Cole responded with a brief fist-bump before maneuvering the car into an empty space, his confidence making the entire scene feel almost staged.
As the car came to a stop, everyone shifted to get out. "Hey, guys, we got a full car today, so that means, Isaac," Cole said, glancing in the rearview mirror at his cousin.
"No offering rides to random cheerleaders."
Isaac let out a sheepish chuckle. "Okay!"
Cole didn't miss a beat, giving them all another pointed look through the mirror. "Hey, and we leave at three-thirty. Okay?"
He reminded everyone of the school curfew, still sounding half like a drill sergeant, half like he was enjoying the chaos.
Danny held the door open for me. "[Name]," he said, offering his hand to help me out.
"Thanks," I replied, taking it as I stepped down, the soles of my shoes hitting the pavement with a satisfying thump.
Cole continued his constant reminders about the curfew, gesturing and squawking from the driver's seat, but I tuned most of it out, my attention drifting to the crowd of students and the first-day-of-school.
Everyone was out of the car now, except for one. I leaned toward the open backseat door.
"J."
Her expression was guarded, subtle unease in the way she hugged her bag to her lap.
I could tell she was slowly adjusting to all of this—the move, the house, the car full of Walter kids.
She finally met my eyes. "You okay?" I asked, a twinge of worry in my voice.
She gave a small nod. "Yeah," she said, but it didn't completely convince me.
Nathan and Danny soon joined us, hauling their backpacks over their shoulders. Both of them threw concerned glances her way, sharing my own worry.
"Hey, we'll show you to your classes," Nathan offered, stepping forward with a reassuring smile.
Jackie's face brightened immediately. "Really?"
Danny nodded emphatically. "Yeah. Can't have you getting lost on your first day." His tone was light.
I gave her a gentle nudge with my elbow. "See? You've got backup." Jackie's smile widened, and I could tell some of the apprehension was melting away.
Jackie stepped out of the car, and I slid an arm around her shoulder, giving her a gentle squeeze. "Just call me if you're not feeling okay, okay?" I reminded her.
Being a junior, I knew we wouldn't have many classes together right away unless she opted for the more challenging tracks—which, knowing Jackie, she probably would.
She clutched the straps of her bag tightly, her knuckles white. "Yeah, I know. Don't worry about me, [Nickname]," she said, shooting me a tight-lipped smile that didn't quite reach her eyes.
"Poor thing," I murmured, cupping her cheek lightly. Together, we stepped back and took in the school before us.
It was certainly... something.
Just a series of square, monotonous buildings conjoined together, blocks of concrete and glass with little architectural personality.
But for all its size, it lacked a certain je ne sais quoi—the intangible charm or character I'd felt walking into Highview's hallways.
There were no ivy-covered walls, no quaint archways, nothing that made you stop and think, wow, this is a school worth remembering. It was functional, but decidedly bland.
Cole leaned casually against the closed trunk, arms crossed, his eyes scanning our faces. "So, what do you think?" he asked, clearly gauging our reaction to the school.
"Big/Bland," Jackie and I said in unison.
My tone was blunt—honestly too honest—and Cole chuckled, shaking his head before kicking himself off the car and standing upright.
"Not like those fancy Manhattan schools, huh?" he said, stepping right next to me with a smirk.
His gaze flicked toward the monotonous blocks of concrete and glass that made up the campus. I nodded, unable to disagree.
Jackie adjusted her backpack and drew a slow breath, clearly bracing herself for the first day. I gave her shoulder a reassuring squeeze.
"Cole!"
A girl came bounding our way, her light blue cardigan swinging behind her as the hem of her burnt rouge polka dot dress bounced with each step.
She barely acknowledged anyone else, heading straight for him. "Hey," she greeted, and before Jackie or I could even move out of the way, she was in his space.
Cole didn't hesitate—he wrapped an arm around her waist and pulled her into a deep kiss, right there in the middle of the student parking lot. Jackie and I froze, blindsided.
I instinctively reached out and covered Jackie's eyes with my hand. "She's still a baby," I mouthed to Nathan and Danny, steering her a step back from the PDA happening right in front of us.
Around us, a few students glanced over, some rolling their eyes, others smirking as if this was nothing new.
Cole, of course, looked perfectly content, like kissing a girl in the middle of the parking lot was just part of his morning routine.
Jackie peeked up at me, clearly bewildered, and I could only shake my head at the spectacle.
At this rate, just shack it up in the car will they?
When they finally pulled away from each other, Nathan, Danny, and I exchanged glances like we could finally breathe again.
Jackie shifted uncomfortably beside me, her apple still clutched like she wasn't sure whether to bite into it or throw it.
Cole casually slid an arm around the girl's waist, completely unfazed by the attention he had just stolen from the parking lot.
"Good luck today, New York," he tossed back over his shoulder at me, smirking as if he'd just handed down a blessing before strolling off with her, carefree and smug.
The girl also turned back and gave us the stink eye.
Nathan rolled his eyes and jerked his chin toward the main building. "C'mon," he said, guiding Jackie and me forward.
Danny fell in step on her other side, making sure she didn't lag behind. We followed them through the stream of students heading inside, everyone clumped together in little packs that made the campus feel more claustrophobic than big.
The entrance itself was as boring as the rest of the place. Above the double doors hung a faded banner that read: Home of the Bighorns.
Beneath that, in an actual sign, Silver Falls High School.
No stone crest, no grand motto, no polished bronze plaques. Just canvas flapping in the wind and a plain sign.
Jackie slowed for a second to stare, and I couldn't blame her. This was all completely underwhelming.
"Is she his girlfriend?" I asked, still curious about the girl.
She was pretty enough, I'd give her that, but the look she shot Jackie and me back in the parking lot said everything—possessive, dismissive, like we'd just trespassed on her territory.
Danny pulled the door open for us. "Erin?" So that was her name. "Yeah, sometimes." His tone was casual, like this was common knowledge, but my ears perked up.
Dirt on Cole Walter on my second day? That had to be some kind of record.
"Cole doesn't really date," Danny explained as we stepped into the crowded hall, voices and footsteps echoing off the dull walls. "Like, he's got girls he hooks up with, but somehow he always ends up back with Erin."
My brow furrowed as the implication sank in. "But don't you..." I trailed off, realizing what I was about to say. The thought had already formed in my head, but I hesitated.
"Share a bedroom together?" Danny finished for me without missing a beat. "Yeah." His expression was unreadable, but the corners of his mouth twitched like he was used to that reaction.
I exhaled sharply, piecing things together, remembering the night I had seen Danny watching plays instead of sleeping.
It all made sense now. "I am so sorry, Danny," I said softly, patting his arm in sympathy.
Danny gave a shrug, brushing it off, though I caught the faintest smirk as if he appreciated the pity.
"You get used to it," he said, guiding us deeper into the tide of students rushing toward their lockers and classrooms.
Danny took both mine and Jackie's schedules, scanning them quickly as we weaved through the crowded hallways.
Students jostled past us, lockers slammed open and shut, and the roar of voices filled the air like static.
Finally, Danny stopped in front of a classroom door. "Okay. Here it is," he said, handing Jackie her schedule back.
I glanced up at the whiteboard inside where the words Treaty of Versailles were scribbled in bold marker. History. Of course.
Jackie clutched her bag straps tighter, her nerves written all over her face. I gave her a reassuring smile and patted her back.
"Text or call if you need me," I reminded her firmly, not about to let her forget she had me on standby.
Her lips curved into the smallest smile. "Love you."
"Love you too," I said, giving her arm a squeeze before she slipped into the room.
The door closed softly behind her, and I lingered for a second, staring at the dull classroom walls and the rows of desks before Danny gently tugged me forward, steering me toward my own first class.
"You guys are really close, huh?" Danny noted as we stepped away from Jackie's classroom and moved down the hall with the current of students.
"I've known Jackie since she was a baby," I said. "Her sister Lucy was my best friend." The words came out heavier than I intended.
Danny glanced at me, like he picked up on the tone behind it, but he didn't press.
We passed rows of identical lockers, a couple of kids leaning against them, half-watching us with that curiosity people always had for new faces.
I kept walking, focused on the conversation instead of the stares. Jackie wasn't just some kid I happened to know—she was family to me in a way that had nothing to do with blood.
Losing Lucy had only made that stronger.
Danny gave a small nod, thoughtful. "Makes sense," as though it explained everything about the way I hovered over her.
The way I made sure she wasn't thrown to the wolves on her first day here.
Jackie was all I had left.
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Apparently, I had math with the twins. Meaning Cole was in my class.
Why the universe seemed to be so pissed at me these days was beyond me—though if I had to guess, the answer probably traced back to my wild child tendencies in New York.
Karma had a way of circling back.
Danny guided me toward the front while the rest of the students milked the few free minutes before the bell rang.
He stopped by the teacher's desk. "Mrs. Travers, this is the new student I mentioned," he said.
The woman looked up from a neat stack of papers, her expression warm but firm. "I'm Mrs. Travers. [Name], right?" She extended her hand, and I quickly took it.
"Pleasure to meet you," I said, trying to sound composed.
"Happy to have you onboard." She gave my hand a polite squeeze, then glanced around the room. "There should be an empty seat in the third row. You can go ahead and take that one, and I'll have you introduce yourself once the bell rings. Sounds okay to you?"
Be put at the center of attention? Fuck no. Every instinct screamed no.
But my mouth betrayed me. "Perfect."
Danny walked me over toward the middle row, leaning in a little. "I'm right in the back if you need anything," he said. "And Cole's on the second row."
Of course he was. And speaking of, he wasn't even in the room yet.
Figures. I wouldn't have been surprised if Cole Walter was also prone to showing up late, perfectly timed to make an entrance.
I slid into my seat, placed my tote by my feet, and exhaled slowly, bracing myself for the inevitable label of being "the new kid."
When the bell rang, the last few stragglers rushed in, earning sharp, pointed looks from Mrs. Travers as she stacked and straightened a pile of graded exams on her desk.
"Alright," she began, standing at the front with the kind of presence that quieted a room without effort.
"I have everyone's term exam here, all graded with notes." She held up the stack like proof of judgment.
A low murmur swept across the room, the sound of students bracing for impact.
"Some of you did well—good for you," she said, tone brisk, "but to those who didn't, you will need to see me after class." Her eyes swept the room once more before she set the papers back down.
Then her gaze shifted to me. "But before that, we have a new addition to the class." She gestured in my direction.
Perfect. Just perfect.
Dragging myself out of my seat, I felt every eye lock onto me. For a split second, I was Cady Heron from Mean Girls, standing awkwardly while the entire room dissected me in silence.
And then the door opened.
Of course. Of course the timing had to be cinematic.
In strolled Cole Walter, the man of the hour himself, unbothered and smug. "Sorry I was late, Mrs. T," he said, like the rules never applied to him.
"Just sit down, Cole," Mrs. Travers replied flatly, pointing to his seat.
"Yeah..." he drawled, heading toward his desk with lazy confidence—until his eyes landed on me.
"Oh hey, New York." His grin spread like he'd just discovered a new toy, and the class rippled with chatter at his words.
I wanted to melt into the floor. The one thing I'd been hoping for this year was to fly under the radar, not have my name—and apparently my new nickname—broadcasted by Mister Popular himself.
Cole slid into his seat in the second row, still smirking. "Didn't know we'd be having the same class," he added, voice deliberately loud enough for half the room to hear.
A wave of whispers and side glances spread like wildfire.
"Cole," Mrs. Travers said firmly, his name carrying the weight of a warning. He leaned back in his chair, finally quiet, though his smirk never left his face.
She shot me a sorry look before mouthing go ahead. My eyes swept the room—every face turned toward me, waiting.
"Hi everyone," I started, my voice stable enough even though my palms were sweating, "I'm [Name], and I've just recently moved here to Colorado from New York."
A few kids nodded, polite smiles. Others just blinked like I was background noise.
But a cluster of girls in the back exchanged looks—whispers carrying just loud enough to hear "New York" slip between them like it was gossip-worthy intel.
"New York," Cole repeated under his breath, the smirk still plastered across his face, like he owned the nickname.
Mrs. Travers clapped her hands once. "Thank you, [Name]. You can take your seat." She cut through the tense atmosphere with professional efficiency, but I could still feel eyes lingering on me as I sat down.
Cole half-turned in his chair just enough to throw me one last grin before he finally faced forward.
I exhaled, slouching slightly in my chair, already counting down the minutes until the period was over.
Mrs. Travers straightened the stack of papers on her desk, letting the silence settle. "Alright, now that we've gotten introductions out of the way—let's get back to business."
She picked up an expo marker and turned to the board, scrawling Quadratic Equations in neat, blocky handwriting.
"Today we're starting a new unit. Don't panic, I'll walk you through it," she said, her tone half stern, half reassuring. "By the end of this term, you're going to be able to solve these in your sleep. And for some of you—"
She looked directly at a kid in the back who was still smuggling chips out of his backpack, "—that might be the only time you'll actually get them right."
A ripple of laughter moved through the room. Cole was spinning his pencil lazily between his fingers like he'd seen this lecture a thousand times before.
I leaned back in my seat, letting my eyes wander slightly as Mrs. Travers continued to outline the quadratic equations on the board. Honestly, none of this was new to me.
School back in New York's Upper East Side had been far more advanced, and I didn't exactly need to study to grasp the basics.
Notes weren't really my thing anyway—too tedious—but I kept my notebook open anyway, mostly to blend in.
Around me, kids were scribbling furiously, some glancing up at the board, others already whispering to friends.
I caught Cole glancing at me from the corner of my eye and smirked slightly under my breath. He had this annoying way of making even the mundane feel like part of his little performance.
Mrs. Travers began mapping out the standard form on the board, "Remember: ax² + bx + c = 0. This is the foundation. If you don't get this, the rest is going to be a very long uphill climb."
The lesson continued in that same methodical pace, Mrs. Travers slowly walked along the front of the classroom, pausing now and then to check if anyone had questions or to correct a student's misstep.
The students around me scribbled notes, heads down, pens scratching furiously, some clearly panicking over something I already understood in half a glance.
I stayed quiet, flipping my notebook open and letting my pen hover over the page, mimicking the motions of taking notes while my mind wandered elsewhere.
Honestly, I was just waiting for the bell to ring. Each word from Mrs. Travers blended into the background hum of the classroom—the monotony only broken by the occasional cough, pencil drop, or shuffle of papers.
It was nearing the end of the period when Mrs. Travers checked her watch and reached over for her desk.
"Now for your test results," she announced, picking up the stack of graded exams and beginning to pass them down the rows.
The shuffle of paper and soft murmurs of students flipping through their grades filled the room.
Of course, everyone but me got one. My hands stayed on the desk, folding over each other, as Mrs. Travers paused in front of me.
"[Name], do you mind if you take this test sometime later? I'd like to see where you are in the curriculum." Her tone was polite, she wanted to make sure the new kid wasn't skipping over material or something.
I raised an eyebrow, giving her a neutral shrug. "Sure, that's fine," I said.
Having no doubts I'd be able to finish it quickly, probably in less than half the time, but I kept that thought to myself, folding my arms casually as the rest of the class continued sorting through their papers.
When Cole finally got his test back, he scowled briefly, lips pressing into a thin line as he scanned the grade. I rolled my eyes subtly and turned toward Danny, nudging him lightly. "What about you? How'd you do?"
He lifted his paper just enough for me to see: A-. I silently applauded him, giving him that small, approving look that said good job.
Danny returned the grin, clearly proud but modest about it.
Then the bell finally rang. The sound sliced through the chatter like a starting pistol, and the room erupted into movement.
Students shoved chairs back, gathered their things, and began filing toward the doors. I slipped my tote onto my shoulder, standing beside Danny, glancing over at Cole.
He leaned back in his chair, expression neutral now, but I knew he was already plotting some way to make my day more... interesting.
The next few classes passed in a haze of lectures and half-hearted note-taking. Three of them were with Danny, two with Cole, each period blurring into the next. By the time lunch rolled around, I was shoving my tray aside when a ping from my phone reminded me of an email from the school's counselor: I had an appointment scheduled.
I made my way to the counselor's office and found Jackie just stepping out, flanked by a woman I assumed was Miss Jacobs—the counselor. This was the first time I'd seen her since Danny and I had dropped her off for her first class that morning.
"Hey," I said, keeping my voice low.
She gave me a small nod, still looking a little out of it. "Hey."
Miss Jacobs stepped forward, offering a professional smile. "[Name], yes?"
I nodded, slipping my hand into my tote. "That'd be me."
"Come in," she said, holding the door open.
I paused for a second, glancing back at Jackie. "Yeah, I'll be there—just give me a second." I rested a hand on her shoulder, feeling the tension under her thin frame. "You okay?" I asked, the thought creeping into my mind—had someone bullied her? Had something uncomfortable happened in class?
She shook her head, letting out a quiet sigh. "Mhm. Yeah, I'm fine. Just got my classes switched, is all."
I gave her shoulder a reassuring squeeze. "Let's go to lunch together right after this, okay?"
Jackie gave a small nod, sinking down onto it, looking a little smaller than usual, "Yeah," she replied softly.
I offered her a small, encouraging smile before turning toward the office door. Stepping inside, I closed it behind me.
Miss Jacobs gestured to one of the chairs across from her desk. "I'm Tara Jacobs, but please, just call me Tara," she said, her tone calm and professional, yet friendly enough to put me at ease.
"It's nice to meet you," I replied, sliding into the chair, my back straight and hands folded loosely in my lap.
Counselors and I had a long history—most of my previous visits had been tied to my behavior: underage drinking, minor mischief, and other run-ins that didn't exactly put me in a teacher's good graces.
So being here in a new school, with a fresh start, made this meeting feel unexpectedly nerve-wracking.
Tara placed a small salad off to the side of her desk, giving me her full attention again. "I just wanted to meet you and ask—how are you doing? I know this is a big change."
"I'm doing well," I answered, keeping my tone polite and straightforward. I didn't elaborate—there wasn't a need to overshare.
The truth was, I was fine. I could handle this; it was just a matter of letting them see that I wasn't the type to get caught up in drama...
She set her pen down and leaned her elbows on the desk, resting her chin lightly in her hands.
"I do want to talk to you about the future since you're a junior," she said, gesturing toward her computer screen. "I went ahead and looked at your grades—and I have to say, I'm impressed."
I didn't bother correcting her assumption. It wasn't surprising she didn't know about my history—my mom had made sure none of my stunts back in New York never touched my permanent record.
In her eyes, I was a model student; in reality, I just paid to win. "Do you have any schools you're thinking of applying to once you graduate?" she asked, her tone curious but encouraging.
I didn't hesitate. "Yale," I said, letting the name hang in the air like a challenge.
Her eyes widened slightly, and I caught the tiniest flicker of admiration—or maybe surprise. "Yale," she repeated. "That's ambitious. Do you have a plan for getting there, or are you still figuring things out?"
I leaned back in my chair, folding my arms casually. "I've got a plan," I said simply, not needing to justify it further. I didn't have to brag, and I didn't have to prove myself. It was enough that I knew where I was going.
"I've done internships for my mother's company since I was fourteen, a lot of community service hours through my old school's committee, and I was captain of the girls' field hockey team," letting the list roll off like it was nothing.
One thing I could thank those counselors back at Highview for was that they'd tried to keep me busy—plenty of programs, extracurriculars, and leadership positions designed to keep me from clubbing or sneaking out at night.
It hadn't always worked, of course, but it had given me a stacked résumé that now, conveniently, made me look responsible and ambitious.
Tara nodded as she typed quickly, occasionally glancing up at me, her expression neutral but attentive. "That's an impressive range," she said. "It's clear you've been proactive, even outside the classroom."
I gave a small shrug, leaning back in the chair, careful not to let my casual demeanor betray too much. "It kept me busy," I admitted, leaving out the part where I'd still found ways to make my own fun.
Her fingers paused over the keyboard as she studied me, but the slight smile she offered made the office feel a little less like a test.
"Well, that's exactly the kind of initiative colleges look for," she said. "It's good to see you're thinking ahead."
"Thank you," I said, offering a polite nod.
"Do you have any other schools just in case? Not Ivy Leagues—any UCs or CSUs?" she asked, her tone gentle but probing, like she genuinely wanted to make sure I had backup plans.
I shook my head slightly. "No."
If Yale didn't want me, I didn't want anything else. I had my sights set, and anything less felt like settling.
Tara raised an eyebrow, "I understand that Yale is your goal, but... why Yale specifically?" Her tone was not judgmental, but I could tell she genuinely wanted to understand my reasoning.
I paused for a moment, letting her question hang in the air while I considered my answer. "It's challenging," I said finally, shrugging lightly. "The academics are strong, the network is... well, it's Yale.
"It's also where my mom went to school," I added quietly, more to myself than to Tara.
It wasn't something my mom ever talked about with me—obviously. Still, I'd seen enough over the years: the plaques on her office walls, the framed photos with her friends.
She went to Columbia for undergrad with Aunt Angelica and Katherine, and then on to Yale for further studies.
It wasn't about following in her footsteps—well, maybe a little—but it was more about understanding what high-level expectations felt like, and proving that I could meet them in my own way.
That history, silent though it was, always lingered just beneath the surface, shaping the version of myself I wanted colleges to see.
I knew if I played that card, Tara wouldn't question me further. That's the thing with counselors—they can't discourage a student from pursuing something that could genuinely benefit their future.
And I knew Tara wasn't the type of woman to stand in the way of a girl wanting to follow in her mother's footsteps, especially a girl who'd lost her mom and might be clinging to that connection in her own way.
"Alright, [Name], I think we have a good sense of your goals and what you're capable of."
It was enough to keep the conversation moving without her pressing for details I wasn't ready to share, and it let me maintain control of the narrative.
"I'll check in with you periodically, but you're clearly on the right track."
I gave a small, polite smile, standing up and straightening my tote over my shoulder.
"Thank you, Tara."
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"How was your first class?" I asked Jackie as we walked the crowded hallway toward the cafeteria.
Dodging clusters of students chatting and carrying trays, the smell of lunch wafting up from the open doors ahead.
"It was good," she said, but the way her shoulders slumped and the faint frown tugging at her lips immediately told me that answer was bullshit.
"J." I stopped walking, and she mirrored me, glancing around as though expecting someone to appear out of nowhere to embarrass her further.
She drew in a deep breath, her fingers curling around the straps of her backpack. "The teacher had me introduce myself in front of everyone... and then asked why I came to Silver Falls." Her gaze dropped to the floor.
Right, there was no way she could tell a room full of teenagers that her whole family had died.
That she'd been shipped across the country to live with our mother's friends, or that she was basically starting over in a place where no one knew her.
"I... I don't know," she admitted, her voice quiet as she shifted from one foot to the other.
I froze. Alex had to come save me." I could see the relief on her face even as she tried to hide it—the panic of being the center of attention.
I reached over, "Hey, it's fine. First-day jitters, everyone goes through it." giving her shoulder a gentle squeeze. "You're gonna get the hang of it. It just takes a minute to figure out who's who and how things work here."
When we stepped into the cafeteria, the smell of hot food mixed with the faint tang of bleach hit me immediately.
The lunch line was decent, students chatting and laughing as they loaded trays with sandwiches, fruit, and the occasional mystery casserole.
I followed Jackie into the line, but honestly, I wasn't hungry. "I'm not really hungry, but I'll go find us a table," I said, pausing mid-step to make sure she understood.
She stayed put, shifting slightly from one foot to the other, nodding. "Okay," she said, keeping her eyes on the line ahead.
I slipped out of line, scanning the cafeteria for an empty table, but all I could see were clusters of kids crowded around trays, elbows bumping, and backpacks spilling onto chairs.
If this were Highview, I would have had a table claimed before anyone even noticed I was leaving the line.
"Hey."
I let out an audible groan, spinning to see who it was. Ding ding ding—two for two.
The guy I did not want to be associated with was standing right behind me. Cole.
"What are you doing?" he asked, leaning closer over my shoulder, low enough that no one else could hear.
I took a step back, scowling, irritation flaring. "Trying to find a table," I said sharply, not bothering to hide my annoyance.
He didn't move away. Instead, he placed a hand on the small of my back and guided me forward, weaving through the students like it was the most natural thing in the world.
"Let me help you," he said, leading me toward the front of the line.
"What are you doing?" I asked again, more incredulous than before, my eyes scanning the cafeteria as I realized a lot of students had started watching us.
"Trust me," he replied, smirking slightly, his grip firm but not uncomfortable.
I glanced back at Jackie, who was still in line, her brows furrowed in confusion. She mouthed the question silently.
'What are you doing?'
I quickly typed a response on my phone and held it up, exaggerating the panic: 'He's fucking kidnapping me, J. Call the police!'
Her eyes widened as she blinked, unsure whether I was joking or serious, while Cole continued steering me forward, oblivious—or maybe amused—by the silent drama unfolding around us.
From the corner of my eye, I spotted Alex storming off somewhere, his backpack swinging wildly as he disappeared down the hallway.
'Did someone do something to him?' I wondered for a split second, but I quickly brushed the thought aside.
Honestly, I would've wanted to be Alex in that exact moment—done with this cafeteria, leaving everyone else to deal with it.
When I faced forward again, I realized I was somehow at the front of the line with Cole, his hand still lightly pressing against my back.
"Cole, what the hell are you doing?" I snapped, irritation bubbling up.
I wasn't exactly innocent myself—I had cut lines before—but my carefully crafted plan to stay under the radar was being completely foiled by this arrogant little prick.
He smirked at me, the kind of cocky grin that made my stomach churn. "Don't worry about it, princess." Great, another nickname.
"I preferred the other one," I muttered under my breath, shooting him a sharp glance.
I'd much rather have him call me New York than have everyone assume I was one of his hookups.
"Excuse me. You mind if I slide ahead?" Cole asked the girl at the front of the line, flashing the kind of casual charm that made her step aside without protest.
I rolled my eyes as he moved past her, then watched as he grabbed a tray, picking food. "These are always good," he remarked, piling on a few items.
"Here, hold this," he said, shoving the tray toward me while he dug into his wallet.
Did he seriously think I couldn't pay for my own lunch?
I took the tray reluctantly, trying not to let my annoyance show, as he handed a card to the lunch lady. She slid it back with a nod, and suddenly we were cleared to go.
Cole led me across the crowded cafeteria to a table where I only recognized one person—Erin, the girl from earlier who had given us that snogfest in the parking lot.
She shot me a sharp glare as we approached, clearly not thrilled about my presence.
"All right, everyone. This is New York," Cole announced, planting himself at the side of the table like he owned the place. "New York... this is everyone."
A few of his friends just stared at me silently, sizing me up, while others offered small waves.
Resisting the urge to roll my eyes, I tried to memorize as many faces as possible, scanning the table like a general surveying a battlefield.
"[Name]," I said deliberately, emphasizing my name so Cole would hopefully get the hint and drop the nickname.
The girl sitting next to Erin offered a small, welcoming smile. "Hi." Well, at least she wasn't as icy as her friend over there.
Erin shot her a pointed look before turning back to her tray, clearly annoyed by any social niceties that didn't involve her.
Cole gestured expansively. "Sit."
I shot him a look. Everywhere was taken, and it seemed like he had only just noticed that no one was willing to make room.
I surveyed the table again—tight clusters of trays and elbows, students firmly rooted in their spots.
"Guys, move over," Cole called, leaning forward like he expected compliance. No one budged.
Erin finally chimed in, shifting slightly in her seat. "It's pretty cramped already."
Cole let out a theatrical sigh, lifting a tray beside hers. "Hold this," he told one of his friends. "You can have my seat."
I had about had enough of his theatrics. "No need," I said firmly, ignoring him. I didn't even want to eat lunch, so I turned to the girl next to Erin. "Mind taking this for me?"
She nodded readily, picking up the tray as dozens of eyes in the cafeteria turned toward us, curious.
I didn't want to play the bitch, but sometimes you had to act to get what you needed.
"You didn't think I actually eat this crap, right?" I said, digging into my bag for my wallet.
I pulled out a fifty, placing it on the spot where Cole had been sitting. "But thanks for the free labor."
I grabbed the tray back from the girl, mouthing a quick thank-you before weaving through the crowded lunchroom and handing my tray to Jackie.
She didn't look surprised in the slightest—she had probably expected this kind of chaos with Cole. "Jackie, got you lunch," I said, then scanned the room again.
I spotted Nathan sitting alone at a small table nearby. "And I found us a table," I added, gesturing toward him.
Jackie took the tray from me, letting out a long sigh as she balanced it in her hands. "Did you really have to do all that, [Name]?" she whispered.
Her eyes flicked nervously toward the other tables where Cole's group still lingered, clearly watching us move away.
I felt a twinge of guilt. Jackie didn't like being the center of attention, and dragging her into my little stunt probably didn't make her feel any more comfortable.
But I'd just blown a fuse—Cole acting like he owned the place, and knowing I wasn't going to sit there and let him pull the whole power play on me.
"I just couldn't help myself,"
We reached Nathan's table, and I slowed just enough to ask, "Mind if we join you?"
He looked up from his sandwich, chewing as he gave a small nod. "I thought you were sitting with Cole."
My eyes followed his for a second, landing right on Cole across the room. He was staring at me like I had personally declared war on his entire bloodline.
I turned back with a casual shrug. "Too crowded for my taste." I slid into a chair, Jackie sitting beside me, her tray already set down neatly in front of her.
Nathan's gaze flicked back toward his older brother, then back to me. His voice was even, "You shouldn't have done that."
Jackie and I exchanged a look, the kind of wordless conversation where she was silently asking what the hell I was thinking.
Sure, I'd humiliated Cole in front of half the cafeteria, but to me it felt like fair game.
Quid pro quo. He shoved me into the spotlight, so I shoved him right back.
How else was I supposed to make it clear that I had no interest in being near him in any way, shape, or form?
"Why?" Jackie asked, eyeing the options on her tray as if lunch might offer an escape from this mess.
"Cole loves a challenge," Nathan explained, his tone clipped but honest. "And you just gave him that."
Jackie turned her head, pinning me with a look that was half exasperation, half I-told-you-so. "I told you," she said lowly, not letting me off the hook.
Against my better judgment, I faced back across the room. Cole was still staring, but the expression on his face had shifted.
His usual smug smirk was there, but it was sharper now—like he'd just spotted his next game.
summary - looks like silver falls just got a new troublemaker. after her mom dies, [name] moves in with the walters, taking on the responsibility of keeping her best friend's little sister, jackie, out of trouble. with no one to cover her mistakes, [name] quickly learns that staying out of drama is harder than she thought. and with cole walter around, will she fall victim to the notorious cole effect?
warnings - MDNI, underage drinking, partying, mentions of unsavory past, character death, mommy issues, etc..
the charry files - m.list
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The first thing I noted the moment Jackie and I stepped foot on the house was that the porch was rather big, stretching wider than I expected, clearly made for summer evenings and large families.
Katherine's phone rang, and she let out an exasperated sigh when she saw the caller ID. "Jamal, why are you calling me? I'm not the doctor on call." She walked a few steps away, already half-distracted, leaving Jackie and me standing there like guests waiting for instructions.
I adjusted the handle of my tote because it kept rubbing against my sleeve too roughly, the strap digging in as I shifted it against my elbow.
A sudden rolling sound curved through the corner of the porch, wheels grating against the wood.
"Move!" someone shouted.
"[Name]!" Jackie's hand shot out and grabbed the back of my shirt, yanking me out of the way just as a boy zipped past on a skateboard, helmet strapped tight.
The wind of his speed brushed over me as he swerved cleanly to the other side, disappearing toward the far end of the porch. My feet slid back into place, and I balanced myself with a scowl.
Wow. What a welcoming committee.
"Jerk," I muttered under my breath, tugging my shirt straight again as Jackie's grip loosened.
Across the porch, on a pair of weathered couches set around a low coffee table, another boy lounged with a book open on his lap.
He noticed us instantly, closing it halfway and sitting up as if he'd been expecting company. His expression was warmer than the skater's had been, open and easy.
"Hi. Danny," he said, introducing himself without hesitation.
Jackie stepped forward first, brushing loose hair from her face as she answered, "Jackie.
"[Name]," I said, returning the introduction.
Katherine walked past us and began opening the front door, balancing her phone between her ear and shoulder as she said, "Did you take his vitals?" Her head tilted slightly as she juggled the conversation, one hand busy with the keys while the other gestured for us to follow.
George came up behind us, already hauling the bulk of our luggage, his steps heavy from the weight.
I stepped toward him and grabbed the handle of my own suitcase. "I can take mine," I said quickly, stacking my bag on top before wheeling it inside.
George had been carrying and pushing our things since we got off the train, and he'd driven us all the way here too, so letting him keep going without lifting a finger felt wrong.
Taking at least some of the load was the least I could do.
I followed George inside as he wheeled in Jackie's things. The house felt... homely, in a way that almost shocked me.
A sharp contrast to what I was used to—no polished marble floors, no expensive art hanging on the walls.
Even my dorm at Highview had felt more curated. Here, family photos lined the hallway, toys and sports balls scattered across the floor like the place was alive and unapologetically lived in.
We moved closer to what I assumed was the living room, mostly because of the sounds of a video game that bounced out into the hall the moment we stepped near.
Before we could enter, a little boy bolted out—swimsuit, dark tank top, floaties strapped to his arms, and a concerningly large stick balanced on his shoulder.
"Whoa! Whoa! Benny, stop running," George called out.
"I'm not running!" Benny shot back without slowing down, darting off into another part of the house before anyone could stop him.
Inside the living room, two boys were locked into a video game on the couch, controllers in hand.
George tried to get their attention. "Oh. Hey guys."
Only one looked up, pausing when he spotted me and Jackie standing behind. George waved a hand at the screen. "Can you guys stop that for a second?"
Both controllers lowered, though reluctantly. The one who'd noticed us first pushed himself up immediately, while the other sat still, eyes fixed blankly on us.
"This is Jackie and [Name]," George introduced. "Girls, this is Alex and Isaac."
Isaac gave a nod and a grin. "What's up." Alex didn't speak, still staring like we'd fallen out of the sky.
"Got a few other bags in the truck, if you can go get them?" George asked. That snapped Alex out of it. He blinked, stood, and finally extended a hand. "Oh. Yeah, sure thing. Hi."
Jackie stepped forward and shook it first. "Hello."
Then he turned to me, hand still outstretched. "Hey."
I took his hand, "Pleasure." giving it a firm shake.
His eyes flicked over me like he hadn't quite expected what he saw.
I slipped my hand free, stacking my bag tighter against my side, while he stood there as if he'd forgotten what he was supposed to do next.
George continued the little tour, motioning us forward. "Over here is the kitchen." It opened into a wide, rustic space that felt like the heart of the house.
A large wooden island stood in the center, sturdy and worn from years of use, while the countertops and cabinets were a soft milky white that caught the afternoon light.
George adjusted the weight of the suitcases in his hands. "I'm going to put these in your guys' room." I handed him the one I'd been dragging, careful to keep my Dior tote slung over my arm where it belonged.
Katherine swept in behind us, still on the phone, her voice brisk. "Well, it sounds like I'm going to have to sedate him," she muttered, balancing the call while setting two glasses of lemonade on the counter.
She passed them over without breaking stride, her hand gesturing for us to take them as she kept speaking into the receiver.
I wrapped my fingers around the chilled glass and followed Jackie into the kitchen. Taking a sip, the sharp tartness hit my tongue, refreshing but plain.
I couldn't help the flicker of comparison—back home, I would've preferred a limoncello spritz—but I reminded myself this was different.
I was different now, or at least trying to be. Sober streak intact, I swallowed the lemonade and leaned against the island.
"This sure is something, huh?" I said quietly to Jackie, who had been silently studying the space like she was trying to take it all in at once.
A tight-lipped smile tugged at her face. "Yeah. It is." She started toward me, but stopped short at the sound of a soft crunch beneath her shoe. We both looked down.
Under her foot was a small yellow toy car, clearly left behind by one of the younger kids. She stepped back quickly, brushing the sole of her shoe against the floor to free it.
I glanced around again, the memory of Benny with his floaties flashing through my mind, followed by Danny on the couch, Isaac, Alex, the skateboarder.
Just how many kids did George and Katherine have?
It was never actually disclosed, but by my count, we were already at five—and I had a feeling the tally wasn't final yet.
Jackie bent down, picked up the toy car, and set it neatly beside another one already resting on the post of the staircase.
She straightened, but her eyes drifted upward, locking on something above us. "[Name]?" she said, her voice low, almost distracted.
"Yeah?" I followed her gaze.
"Look." She pointed at the framed photos lining the wall along the steps.
My eyes landed on one in particular—a shot of three young women in graduation caps and gowns, arms around each other, grins spread wide. Katherine.
Aunt Angelica. And my mother.
I stopped in place, staring at it, the familiarity of her face jarring in such a casual family snapshot. The three of them looked carefree, caught in the moment, nothing polished or posed about it.
I let out a short breath, "Now that's an expression I never thought the Jeannette [Surname] was capable of making." mildly amused.
The only photo my mom and I ever had together was the yearly portrait that hung over the mantle back at the penthouse.
Perfect clothes, perfect lighting, perfect setting—yet never once did she smile. Not for the camera, not for me.
Year after year, the same cold expression, polished enough to frame but never warm enough to keep.
Me, on the other hand, I gave up on pretending by the time I was fourteen. The last portrait we sat for, my face was blank, jaw set. I refused to match her indifference with anything resembling joy.
After that, those portraits became less of a tradition and more of an obligation, another reminder of how far a staged photo could be from a real family picture.
"No, no, no. It's just the worst possible timing."
Katherine's voice carried from the hall, sharp with frustration. "I told you that [Name] and Jackie were coming today." She was still on the phone when she appeared, mouthing a quick sorry to us as she listened.
"Okay. No, of course. No, just tell her I'll be right there... okay, thank you." She hung up with a heavy sigh and gave us an apologetic look.
"Girls, I'm so sorry. I have to go." The way she said it made it clear she couldn't believe she was being called in right now of all times.
I lifted my glass and took another sip of lemonade, swallowing the tart taste.
Life in the medical field, I suppose.
From the way she juggled calls, it didn't take much to guess everyone in town probably had a pet, which meant being the local vet was less of a job and more of a never-ending summons.
Before either of us could respond, the front door opened, and a young man in his mid-twenties stepped inside, brushing the cool air off his shoulders.
"Oh, thank God. Will's here," Katherine said, letting out a sigh of relief as she moved to his side.
She draped an arm across his shoulders, already more at ease. "Girls, this is Will. Will, this is [Name] and Jackie. Girls, Will is our oldest—and he's the best."
Will extended his hand with an easy, warm smile. "Jackie, [Name]. Welcome."
"Hi," Jackie and I said at the same time, shaking Will's hand before stepping back.
"I have to go to the clinic," Katherine said quickly, already shifting gears.
"So can you take over and get them all settled in?" She glanced at Will as if passing him a baton, then began ticking names off on her fingers.
Her eyes landed on me, a silent question in them. "Benny," I supplied, though I still hadn't caught the name of the kid on the skateboard.
The little shit had yet to introduce himself properly.
"Benny," Katherine repeated with a snap of her fingers, the memory clicking back.
Will gave his mom a steady nod, calm and unbothered. "Yes." I blinked, taking a second to absorb it all.
Did they really have this many kids packed into one house?
Katherine bent to grab a leather bag waiting by the door, muttering as she swung the strap over her shoulder. "I cannot believe I'm getting called in right now." She shuffled toward the exit, clearly already thinking about the drive ahead.
At that moment George came down the stairs, "What? You have to leave?" pausing halfway into the hall.
"Yes. But Will's gonna take over," Katherine assured, straightening her bag on her shoulder.
"Great," George said, nodding and stepping back to give her space.
Katherine turned back to us, a tight, apologetic smile on her face. "Girls, I'm so sorry. I promise I will be back as soon as I possibly can." She gave us what felt like the umpteenth apology of the day, her gaze flicking between us and the door as if making sure everything would survive her absence.
I finished my drink, setting the glass down on the counter. "Don't worry," I said. If they trusted their oldest this much, I was confident we'd manage just fine.
Jackie tilted her head, glancing toward the hallway. "Hope the dog's okay," she added.
"Thank you," Katherine said, stepping through the front door and disappearing into the sunlight outside.
George waved after her. "I'm always around here somewhere. If you two need anything, call me, okay? I gotta get out to the orchard." He turned toward the back door off the kitchen, adjusting the straps of the bags he carried.
"Uncle George, wait for me!" a voice called from the kitchen entrance. A skateboard clattered across the floor as a small figure rolled in, hopping on effortlessly while George held the door open.
"So, the Tony Hawk wannabe is Lee," Will said, a smirk tugging at his lips as he watched George and the boy head outside.
I crossed my arms and muttered, "We've met," letting a small grumble.
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Will led us upstairs, the faint strumming of a guitar floating down the hallway as we walked. All the doors were closed except for one at the far end, a soft light spilling from the room.
"Nathan?" Will called, knocking lightly on the open doorframe.
On the floor, a boy sat with a guitar resting on his lap, fingers paused on the strings as if he had been mid-song.
Will gestured toward us. "This is Jackie and [Name]."
Nathan pushed himself up from the floor, setting the guitar carefully to the side. "Hi. It's nice to finally meet you." He offered a polite smile, a mix of curiosity and friendliness, as he stepped slightly forward to shake our hands.
Jackie stepped forward first, shaking Nathan's hand. "Thanks. You too," she said easily, a small smile tugging at her lips.
I followed, giving a subtle handshake. "A pleasure," I said.
"Come on," Will said, motioning down the hallway.
He started walking again, hands in his pockets, guiding us back down as if he knew exactly where everyone was and what we needed to see first.
Will led us out to the backyard, where the afternoon sun glinted off a large pool. Punk rock music blared from a speaker on the patio while three kids ran around, laughing and shouting over the noise.
Will held up a hand before we got too close. "I'm hard of hearing, so if I'm not looking at you or there's a lot of background noise, I won't understand. Just FYI."
One of the kids had a camera, recording Benny and a little girl as they mock-sword-fought with oversized foam swords, the sounds of clashing plastic mixing with the music.
Will moved toward the speaker and switched it off, letting the backyard settle into a quieter buzz. He turned to the kids.
"Hey everyone, this is [Name] and Jackie."
The kids froze mid-play, though the one holding the camera didn't stop—he trained it on Jackie and me, tilting the lens slightly as if sizing us up.
"Hey," the little girl said, giving a small, tentative wave.
Will pointed toward her. "That's Parker over there," he said, nodding in her direction. Then he gestured toward the little boy who had been running around the hall earlier.
"And that's Benny." The boy gave a quick grin, bouncing on his toes as if still half in motion, though he wasn't running at the moment.
Off in the distance, a horse neighed, the sound cutting through the quiet backyard for just a moment. From the pool, a tall, blonde, handsome young man emerged, water dripping from his shoulders as he climbed out.
The sight made me pause, the scene eerily reminiscent of that ridiculous part in the movie Lucy had made me watch—I think it was called Madagascar—with the hippos.
I shook my head slightly, trying not to laugh at the unintentional comparison.
Jackie turned toward me, lips pursed, her expression mirroring my own amusement, like she was thinking the exact same thing.
A small grin tugged at her mouth, and I remembered all too well why this felt familiar: Lucy had strung both of us along, insisting we watch the movie one night.
He stepped out of the pool, water dripping down his broad shoulders, and sauntered over to a sun chair that had a towel draped over it.
The sunlight caught the wet strands of his hair, making them shine like gold, but what drew my attention more was the way he moved—confident and fully aware of the effect he might have on anyone watching.
It didn't take long for him to notice Jackie and me. I caught the faint curve of his lips as he seemed to realize we weren't swooning like most might.
Instead, we were trying not to laugh. His gaze locked on mine, sharp and calculating for a second, before it softened into a teasing smirk.
Jackie leaned slightly toward me, eyebrows raised in mock warning. "Uh oh... I think he thinks he's interested in you," the corners of her mouth twitching.
I shot her a sideways glance, one brow lifted. "Amazing observation skills, Sherlock," I replied sarcastically.
Even as I said it, I couldn't help but notice him still watching me, eyes sharp and calculating, as if I had become prey.
Typical of guys to act this way. City or country, it didn't matter—same everywhere.
Will cleared his throat, raising a brow at his younger brother's performance. "Wanna introduce yourselves?"
Cole, lounging near the pool, didn't even bother. He just shrugged. "She'll figure it out."
Will shook his head with a small, knowing sigh. "That's Cole," he said, as if no further explanation was needed.
From across the pool deck, another figure bolted forward—a boy older than Parker and Benny, camera in hand, spinning it around us in wide arcs.
"Um... hi?" Jackie's brow furrowed, clearly uncomfortable at the thought of being filmed.
"Jordan, aspiring film director," he said, grinning like it was the most natural thing in the world.
I stepped in front of Jackie, gently guiding her back so she wasn't directly in the camera's path. "Hey, part of being a film director is making sure people are okay with being filmed," I said with a small, patient smile. "Come back when you have a contract."
Jordan jogged off, clearly excited to continue filming Parker and Benny, leaving Jackie and me momentarily free of the camera—until a giant, fluffy Bernese mountain dog bounded out of the pool.
The massive canine shook itself violently, sending torrents of water spraying in every direction.
"Albert, no!" Will shouted, but it was too late
Jackie and I froze, caught mid-step as the water hit us, soaking our clothes and leaving us drenched and smelling unmistakably like wet dog.
My fingers flexed as I stared at the wet stains spreading across my clothing, while Jackie grimaced, trying to dodge the worst of the splash. From the corner of my eye, I caught Cole leaning casually back in his sun chair, that infuriating smirk still plastered on his face, clearly entertained by our misfortune.
Will let out a disgruntled noise. "I'm so sorry. Here." He grabbed a towel with red-and-white stripes, holding it out toward us. Since there was only one, I handed it over to Jackie. "Here, Jackie."
She hesitated, eyes flicking to mine, unsure if she should take it. "Are you sure?" she asked, a little unnerved. She'd known me since childhood, so I understood why my calmness seemed unusual.
Because usually, I'd rack up a storm.
I offered a tight smile. "Yeah. I mean, it's not like my skirt was a thousand and a half." I let the words drop casually, letting the towel pass to her without any sign of panic.
As if trying to salvage what little dignity his family had left after the chaos, Will quickly shifted the subject. "Why don't I show you two to your room?" He gestured for us to follow, guiding us back into the house while shooting Cole a pointed look over his shoulder.
"Hey, start bringing Jackie and [Name]'s stuff upstairs, okay?" he called, his tone casual at first.
When Cole didn't move, Will's voice grew sterner. "Cole."
"I heard you," Cole said, busying tanning, though his smirk remained, clearly unconcerned with Will's exasperation.
"I'm so sorry. Try not to take it personally," Will said, returning with another towel and handing it to me. I wrapped it around myself, the fabric soaking up what little warmth it could, grateful for the small reprieve.
"Um, Will, how many of these kids are George and Katherine's?" Jackie asked as we followed him back up the stairs, glancing at the chaos left behind in the backyard.
"Oh. You didn't know?" Will said, a hint of surprise in his voice. "All of them." My eyebrows shot up. To pop out eight kids—kudos to Katherine and all her hard work.
He counted off for clarity. "There's eight of us kids. Plus Lee and Isaac are cousins on Dad's side."
That brought the total to ten, twelve if you counted Katherine and George as part of the full household.
The number made me pause, already trying to process the logistics of living in a house that felt more like a small village.
"Wait, you all live here?" The words slipped out before I could stop them, my eyes sweeping over the room as I tried to process it.
Will chuckled, shaking his head. "No. I live in town with my fiancée, Hayley, but everyone else? Yeah." He guided us down the short landing and opened the door to a room on the right.
The space was a creative dream, with shelves overflowing with art supplies and boxes scattered across the floor.
Murals were painted directly onto the walls, twisting and turning around the room in bursts of color.
Two beds sat side by side, separated by a small bedside table, like something out of a hotel room layout. Our suitcases were already set on the beds, giving the room a slightly more organized look.
I couldn't help but be drawn to the canvas on the easel near the corner; it was unfinished, brushstrokes frozen mid-idea. Will noticed my gaze. "It was my mom's art studio," he explained.
I let my eyes wander over the walls again, taking in the murals and scattered supplies. "She's a woman with many talents, I see," I commented, a small smile tugging at my lips as I imagined the energy it must have taken to create all of this.
Thunk!
I flinched at the sharp sound of something heavy hitting the floor, my head snapping toward the door.
Cole stood there, fully clothed this time, arms crossed over his chest. "Will, are you gonna help? There's a ton of stuff to bring up," he called, his tone casual but pointed.
I narrowed my eyes at him, certain he'd dropped it on purpose just to get a reaction. A brief glare shot his way, letting him know I wasn't impressed.
Will, unfazed, raised his hands in a calming gesture. "Cole, take it easy. We'll get it sorted." Cole smirked but didn't reply.
"I can help," Jackie offered, stepping forward.
But Will shook his head quickly. "No. You two make yourselves at home, okay?" He passed Cole, who lingered lazily at the doorway, still watching us with that infuriating smirk.
"Yeah. Don't worry about it, New York," Cole said smugly, giving me another appraising look before following after his older brother.
Jackie and I turned toward each other, instinctively pointing at one another.
"He means you," we said in unison.
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Jackie and I had been unpacking our belongings after changing into fresh clothes, courtesy of Albert and his unfortunate habit of drenching unsuspecting bystanders.
My skirt was still hanging off the back of a chair, damp and smelling faintly of wet dog, while Jackie had bundled her shirt into a plastic bag she'd found in her suitcase.
The two of us worked in relative silence at first, sorting our clothes into the small dresser drawers and clearing space around the beds.
It wasn't glamorous—folding jeans, stacking shoes, making mental notes of what needed to be dry-cleaned—but it was humbling.
The act of unpacking felt like a reluctant acknowledgement that this wasn't just a brief stop; we were actually settling in here, even if only temporarily.
Jackie hummed under her breath as she arranged her clothes in the her drawers, while I meticulously organized my things.
"So..." Jackie said eventually, pressing her clothes inside, "first impressions?"
I raised a brow, "Of the house, or of Katherine's army of children?" stacking a pile of tops in the dresser.
"Both."
"The house is... overwhelming," I admitted, closing the drawer with a snap. "Too much noise for my taste. I mean, eleven people under one roof? It's basically a boarding school."
Jackie nodded, "And the kids?" smoothing out a shirt before folding it.
I gave her a sidelong glance. "Some are cute. Some are tolerable." Then I smirked, sliding my Dior tote safely onto the shelf above. "And some clearly think they're God's gift."
"Cole," Jackie guessed immediately.
I rolled my eyes. "Please. If he thinks I'm going to swoon because he climbed out of a pool and smirked, he's delusional." I shook out a dress and hung it neatly in the closet.
"Barely five words in and you can already tell he's full of himself." I shrugged, tossing a quick glance her way. "I've modeled with way hotter guys."
Jackie smirked, folding another shirt into her drawer. "You did laugh," she reminded me, her eyes flicking up with amusement.
"At him, not because of him," I shot back, sliding the hanger onto the rack with a sharp click. "There's a difference."
Just as Jackie was about to say something, a knock came at the door.
"Come in," Jackie called, and the door creaked open to reveal Katherine with an apologetic smile already in place.
"Will told me what happened back at the pool." She slipped inside, closing the door gently behind her. "I am so sorry about Albert. He just gets really excited sometimes."
Excited was one way to put it.
Jackie and I exchanged a glance but kept our mouths shut, neither of us cruel enough to say what we were both thinking: that the dog had basically turned us into collateral damage.
"So, how are you two settling in?" Katherine's eyes swept over the room, taking in the shelves we'd partially cleared, the clothes we'd managed to unpack.
Since it was just the two of us, Jackie and I had gotten a pattern down, working like we used to when we'd rearrange our dorm.
It was rough around the edges, but manageable. "We're doing okay," I assured her, softening my tone.
Katherine nodded, though I caught the way her lips pressed together, like she was embarrassed about the clutter. "Can I get you girls anything? I'm sorry there's not more room up here yet."
"It's fine," Jackie said quickly. Then, almost sheepishly, "I'm sorry we're taking your space."
Katherine waved the words away like they were absurd. "Oh, please." She stepped toward an easel tucked into the corner, carefully sliding it aside as if it were more relic than tool.
"I don't have time to paint anymore with all the kids running around." She paused, eyes softening on the canvas. Then she turned to us. "I want you to have it."
"How'd it go with the surgery?" Jackie asked.
Katherine, who had decided to help me rearrange a bookshelf, blinked in surprise before answering. "Oh, um... it went well." Her tone softened, almost touched that someone had thought to ask. "Turns out Bo had a really bad ear infection. He's gonna be fine, but it was bothering him—and his owner even more." She gave a light laugh, shaking her head.
"Did you study veterinary medicine at Columbia?" I asked, curiosity pulling at me. "It's just... we saw the picture of you and our moms."
Katherine's hands stilled on the spine of a book. "No. Uh, I got my first degree at Columbia." A small smile tugged at her lips.
She brushed a stray lock of hair behind her ear. "And then I went to vet school at Colorado State." She leaned against the bed stand, her eyes moving slowly across the half-unpacked room as if the clutter had stirred something familiar.
"Both your moms were my lifelines back then. We were all just trying to survive classes and figuring out who we were supposed to be..." She tapped her fingers lightly against the wood, lost in thought for a moment before continuing.
Katherine sighed, not regretful but reflective, then reached over to stack a few stray notebooks on the shelf.
"I just can't help but look at you two and see Angelica and Jean."
I kept myself busy with the small, pointless task of folding the same shirt twice, unwilling to meet her eyes. Because hello—mommy issues.
Here I was, living under the roof of a woman who had known my mother in ways I never would, who spoke of her in a light I couldn't recognize, as though she were a version of Jeannette I had never been allowed to meet.
Don't get me wrong, I was grateful to Katherine and George for opening their home to Jackie and me, but gratitude had its limits when it rubbed against old wounds.
It was hard enough living with my mother's absence without hearing someone else remember her like she was a completely different person, someone softer, kinder, maybe even human.
That wasn't the mother I had lived with—at least the one who'd come home for only a few days.
I couldn't forgive, not then, not even now when she was gone. I couldn't forget either, no matter how hard I tried.
Some daughter I am.
"[Name]?"
I snapped out of my thoughts, blinking a few times. "Yeah?" My gaze shifted.
Katherine was no longer standing beside me but sitting on Jackie's bed, leaning slightly toward her with attentiveness.
Her brows knitted slightly, concern etched into her expression. "Dinner should be ready soon. Are you hungry?" I must have completely zoned out; the conversation had clearly moved on without me noticing.
I shook my head, straightening slightly. "No, I'm okay." I declined the offer, though I appreciated the thought.
"Okay. Well, just come down if you change your mind." Katherine stood, brushing a stray lock of hair behind her ear as she straightened.
She gave me a small, understanding smile, one that seemed to acknowledge everything I hadn't said aloud.
Without waiting for a response, she turned and walked to the door, pausing for a moment as if to make sure Jackie and I were both settled.
Then, with a soft click, the door closed behind her.
"[Name]?" Jackie called softly, her voice carrying just enough concern to make me glance up.
She knew about my relationship with my mom, and so did Lucy, which made her worry feel less intrusive and more instinctive.
"I'm fine, J," I said quickly, forcing a smile as I folded another shirt. I didn't want to drag the mood down, and I didn't need her pity.
Jackie didn't look convinced. She perched on the edge of her bed, her hands clasped loosely in her lap. "I'm just worried, is all..."
The Howard car crash, my mother's plane crash on the way to London. "We didn't really see each other much after we both found out what happened to them."
We were both in mourning, and I hadn't wanted to talk to anyone during that period. The only times our paths crossed were at the funerals.
"Yeah... sorry I didn't reach out to you at that time," I said, my voice soft, almost hesitant. I shifted slightly, avoiding her eyes.
Lucy must be turning in her grave. I had made a promise to take care of Jackie, and letting months slip by without reaching out felt like I had failed.
"It's okay. I know you had your problems to deal with," Jackie said softly, her hands resting lightly on her knees as she watched me.
I shook my head. "No, it's not." I turned fully to face her, letting my eyes meet hers. "Right before Lucy left for Bennington, she had me promise to look after you."
I took a seat next to Jackie on her bed, careful not to crowd her but close enough to make my presence felt.
The mattress dipped slightly under my weight. "I was pretty shitty at it at first," I admitted, letting my gaze drop to my hands folded in my lap.
"But I'm going to honor my promise to her... until you get into Princeton."
Jackie shifted slightly, her shoulders relaxing, though she didn't say anything yet. I could tell she understood, felt the sincerity behind my words.
She curled up and laid her head on my lap, and I couldn't help but remember how she used to do this whenever she couldn't sleep back when we were kids.
Her hair tickled my thigh, and I brushed it back absentmindedly, letting the familiarity settle over us. "You really mean it, huh?" she murmured, her voice muffled against my leg.
"Of course," I said, one hand smoothing over her hair. "I promised Lucy, and I meant it then, I mean it now."
Jackie let out a small sigh, a mix of relief and comfort. "Good. Because I kinda needed that."
I smiled faintly. "I've got you. Always."
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I could barely sleep, which wasn't surprising given it was my first night in Colorado, the unfamiliar air hit differently around me than New York ever had.
Jackie, on the other hand, was out like a light. I felt a small pang of relief seeing her finally resting; I wouldn't want her to develop insomnia on top of everything else.
Shifting up from my bed, I slipped into my slippers and grabbed my phone. It was almost midnight, and staring at a dark ceiling wasn't doing the trick tonight.
Quietly, I eased the door open, glancing over my shoulder to make sure I hadn't disturbed Jackie before slipping into the hall.
My steps were light against the floor as I made my way downstairs, the house mostly silent, save for the hum of the refrigerator and the distant creak of settling wood.
The TV in the living room was on, showing some show I didn't recognize, and I froze for a moment at a line that caught my attention:
"There are more things in heaven and earth, Horatio, Than are dreamt of in your philosophy."
Hamlet.
I hadn't expected to hear Shakespeare here, not at midnight. Peeking inside, I saw Danny sprawled on the couch, a few DVDs scattered across the coffee table.
He looked completely absorbed, flipping through a disc case, oblivious to my presence.
I didn't want to disturb him, or make a sound that would pull him out of his late-night escape. Quietly, I turned on my heel and made my way toward the porch, careful not to let the floorboards creak beneath my feet.
The cool night air hit me as I stepped outside, crisp against my skin. The sky stretched wide above me, studded with stars that seemed impossibly bright in Silver Falls.
I sank into a couch on the porch, staring dead-on at my phone. Why had I even brought it with me? I didn't have anyone to call.
The irony wasn't lost on me—knowing so many people, yet feeling completely alone in this exact moment.
The only person who would've picked up at any hour was... Lucy.
Now I couldn't call her anymore.
My finger hovered above her contact, hesitation twisting in my chest. A thin line spread across my lips as I pressed the call button, almost on autopilot.
I'd been doing this for a while, out of habit, out of need, out of the small ritual that had kept me tethered to her when we used to talk every single day.
As usual, it went straight to voicemail.
"Hey, Luce," I murmured, cringing at the casual tone, too light, too high-pitched for what I felt inside. "I'm just calling to say that Jackie and I are getting settled here in Colorado."
I knew Lucy would never hear it, yet the act of speaking it aloud felt like a thread connecting me to the past, to a voice I could no longer reach.
"It's been sort of a process, but I think we'll handle it just fine." Just saying the words out loud, imagining Lucy listening, made it feel like she was still with me in some small way.
"I really think you'd like it here in Silver Falls," I continued, letting my gaze wander over the rolling grassy fields beyond the porch. "Looks kind of like Bennington." I chuckled softly.
"I just want to say that I'm going to do my best for Jackie and for you." I couldn't break, a promise I had made to someone I could no longer reach.
Saying them aloud into the silent phone, into the empty night, was almost like staking a piece of myself into the world Lucy had left behind.
I let my gaze drift over the darkened fields, the wind tugging lightly at my hair, imagining her hearing me, imagining her nodding, even though I knew she never would.
"Anyway, call me back when you can, okay?" I whispered the words into the phone. "Love you."
My thumb hovered over the end call button for a few extra seconds, but eventually, I let it go and ended the call.
I set the phone down on the arm of the porch couch, letting my hands rest over it.
Then it happened.
Someone's hand landed on my shoulder. I whipped around, instincts firing, ready to deck whoever dared invade my space square in the face, only to be met with a head of blond hair catching the moonlight.
"Whoa, hey, it's just me," came the voice, easy, teasing, familiar enough to make my dread melt just a little.
I froze for a moment, blinking up at him, trying to process the sight of Cole standing there like some infuriatingly confident apparition in the dead of night.
My heart skipped in a way that was equal parts irritation and disbelief. Seriously?
Of all the people to show up while I was wallowing in my late-night existential meltdown, it had to be him.
I shoved a hand through my hair, trying to act casual, even though my stomach was doing little flips. "You scared the hell out of me," I said.
It didn't help that Cole looked thoroughly amused at the fact that I was about ready to knock the living shit out of him right there on the porch.
I could already hear the headline in my head: "New girl lands first-night right hook on Walters' son." Definitely not the first impression I wanted to leave with Katherine and George.
"Quick reflexes," he said, tilting his head with that smug grin plastered across his face.
I stared at him, incredulous. Was this guy even okay in the head? My hand itched with the urge to shove him back just enough to remind him that I wasn't a pushover.
Instead, I clenched my fists in my lap, trying to contain the irritation that burned hotter than it should have.
"What are you even doing up?" I asked, tilting my head slightly, trying to mask how unnerved I was by his presence.
"Shouldn't I be asking the same question?" he shot back, sauntering over to the couch across from me.
He wore a white tank top streaked with a few dark stains and grey sweatpants, looking casual in a way that made me want to roll my eyes.
A faint scent of oil followed him—not the cooking kind, but car oil—that made my nose wrinkle slightly. "Were you hot-wiring a car or something?" I crossed my legs.
Cole chuckled, leaning back on the couch, that smug look firmly in place. "I've got a truck at the back I've been working on for a year now," he said lazily, nodding toward the wooden shed at the edge of the yard.
I arched an eyebrow, "Mhm. And how's that going for you?" folding my arms across my chest.
He shrugged, stretching an arm over the back of the couch. "Slowly, but surely. Some things take time, you know?" His eyes glinted with that self-assured confidence.
"Right, and the reason you decided to scare me?" I asked, crossing my arms and leaning back slightly.
"I heard someone talking," he replied casually.
Ah—he must have overheard me when he got back from the shed.
My first instinct was to snap, to tell him it wasn't any of his business. But something told me I shouldn't let my frustration with the world—or with him—spill over so easily.
"Who were you talking to anyway?" he pressed, eyes narrowing slightly with curiosity.
"My best friend."
He must have picked up on the sorrow in my voice because he didn't press any further. Instead, he lifted himself off the couch. "Wait here," he said, disappearing toward the back door.
I watched him go, my eyes following the motion until he was gone from view, leaving the quiet night to settle around me again.
Moments later, he reappeared, something in his hands. "Here." I blinked at the burger he held out.
Now that I thought about it, I did remember the smell of burgers drifting through the house when Jackie and I had been cleaning up our room earlier, after we told Katherine we weren't hungry.
"Mom said you two hadn't eaten anything since you came, so she saved you two some," Cole explained.
I took the burger from him, holding it carefully in my hands. "Thanks," I said softly, not just for the food but for the thought behind it.
The simple gesture hit harder than I expected—he'd noticed, somehow, that I'd been feeling down, and he'd done something about it without a word.
It was... surprising, and even though I tried to brush it off, a small warmth spread through me at the realization.
I glanced at him, half-expecting a smirk or a teasing comment, but he just leaned back against the couch again, casual as ever, like it was the most normal thing in the world to notice someone's mood and do something about it.
A yawn escaped his lips. "Well, I'm gonna turn in for the night. Still got school tomorrow." He stretched out his arms above his head, emphasizing just how done he was for the day.
He glanced at me once, a faint smile tugging at the corner of his mouth. "Don't stay up too late, New York."
I nodded, wrapping my hands a little tighter around the burger.
summary - looks like silver falls just got a new troublemaker. after her mom dies, [name] moves in with the walters, taking on the responsibility of keeping her best friend's little sister, jackie, out of trouble. with no one to cover her mistakes, [name] quickly learns that staying out of drama is harder than she thought. and with cole walter around, will she fall victim to the notorious cole effect?
warnings - MDNI, underage drinking, partying, mentions of unsavory past, character death, mommy issues, etc..
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Life of wealth and privilege.
Now that's the life many dream of, or at the very least, hope to one day achieve.
To summer in the Hamptons, Tuscany, Lake Como—wherever the rich decide to burn through their endless supply of money.
Breakfast at Tiffany's.
A champagne cork cracking open with a sharp pop.
Shopping on Madison Avenue.
Guest lists for the most exclusive soirées.
Front-row seats at Fashion Week.
Hermès.
Loro Piana.
Chloé.
Chanel.
The Row.
That was my life, neatly wrapped in glossy ribbons and crisp receipts.
I lean back against the velvet sofa, swirling what's left of my drink. A few ice cubes clink at the bottom of the glass.
You're probably thinking to yourself: "What a pretentious bitch."
I set the glass down on the marble table, my fingers tracing the condensation ring it leaves behind.
Would it make you feel any better to know I lost the whole lot in a single night?
Now, I'm not about to cast myself as some martyr.
My mom fell headlong for a charming man in Nice—a city in France. Anyway, he left her to raise me alone; never once did he sign the forms or show up for parent-teacher nights.
A tidy stream of 'charitable donations' later, Highview Boarding School kept their mouths shut. The headmaster accepted the cheques with a smile and a discreet wink, and I was spared expulsion more than once for the stunts I pulled.
Underage drinking, clubbing until dawn—every reckless caper that didn't involve drugs.
Don't mistake that for stupidity. I wasn't one for self-sabotage with substances. God, no—I was far too pretty for that. That sentence is almost laughable, but it's true. I had a reputation to maintain; vanity can be surprisingly saintlike when it's useful.
Look, I had privileges and I used them—sometimes recklessly, sometimes with artful restraint. My misdemeanors were theatre, not tragedy: a stunt here, a scandalous entrance there. The sort that made society note you and then forget you by the next season.
So no sob story. Just facts.
Favors bought into my education, nights spent where the chandeliers were as bright as the rumors, and a refusal—stubborn, almost principled—to let anything ruin the look of me.
That, more than anything, was the code I lived by.
Mom was always away on business, too busy to waste time dealing with my antics. Whenever I pushed things too far, she sent her assistant round with a cheque and the problem disappeared. I walked away scot-free every time.
It left me wondering whether she actually loved me, or whether I was simply another obligation on her balance sheet. After all, I was the daughter of the man who'd left her to raise me alone.
My grandfather nearly disinherited her because of it. I think I met him once as a child, then never again. If she hadn't been his only child, I'm certain he would have cut her off without hesitation.
So I grew up with absence as my constant companion. On the rare occasions we were together—holiday dinners, usually—it was never warm or intimate. Just a cavernous dining room, a table far too long, and the two of us sitting at opposite ends, speaking little, eating less.
Maybe that's why I hated Lucy.
Perfect Lucy Howard.
Everyone adored her. She was kind, generous, beautiful in that effortless way that didn't need embellishment. Teachers praised her as if she were the crown jewel of Highview.
I always thought she was a sycophant, a prim little darling so proper it made me physically sick to even watch her glide through the halls.
She was everything I wasn't.
The daughter loved openly by her parents. A little sister who idolised her. Among our peers, Lucy's name was spoken with respect, even reverence.
Even my own mother.
She noticed Lucy. Spoke of her, once or twice, with a warmth she rarely afforded me. It stung in ways I couldn't admit at the time.
Lucy seemed to embody everything I was expected to be, yet refused to become.
Which makes it something of a wonder that she became my best friend.
I'd known Lucy since birth. Our mothers had been inseparable back in their days at Columbia. Somehow, that old connection trickled down to us, binding us even as we grew into different people.
It took years for me to actually let Lucy be my friend.
I mean, I was jealous of her. She had everything I felt I was missing—unwavering love and support from her family, always there when she needed them. The Howards were, to me, the very picture of perfection.
Yes, Benton and Angelica Howard were busy people, but they never let that interfere with their daughters. They showed up, listened, cared. Always.
So why couldn't my mother do the same for me?
It wasn't just resentment—it was gnawing envy that I carried with me. Lucy had a family that made her feel untouchable, while I learned early on that absence was the closest thing to love I could expect.
And yet, somehow, I let her in.
There were indeed times I managed to convince Lucy to join me for a few drinks, like the night we celebrated her heading off to college in Bennington.
Clink!
"Cheers!"
We laughed together, perched on the bar stools, "God, can you believe it?" Lucy said, her eyes bright. "I'm finally going to see more of the great outdoors!" she joked, tilting her glass.
I took a careful sip and smirked. "Hardly. I don't know how you'll survive without Bergdorf's being within reach."
Her college was in the countryside, I discovered, and I couldn't help but be mildly surprised. It was far more rural than I'd imagined.
Lucy grinned at me, unbothered. "It'll be an adventure," she said simply. And somehow, even as I teased, I envied her optimism.
"Sure," I said, arching an eyebrow, "if you count wearing flannels and pretending cow pastures are 'inspiring' as living the high life."
Lucy laughed, unbothered. "Better to meet people you'll actually like than pretending to like everyone at society dinners."
I smirked, swirling my drink. Despite myself, I liked that she could match my sarcasm. Rarely did anyone keep up without flinching—or losing charm.
I placed my glass down and rested the side of my head on my palm. "Oh, but pretending to get something out of someone... that's just so much fun, Luce."
She raised an eyebrow, a teasing glint in her eyes. "You mean, like a social experiment?"
"Exactly," I said, grinning.
Lucy shook her head. "Don't you ever corrupt Jackie with your ways."
I feigned an offended gasp. "My corrupt ways?" I repeated, raising a hand theatrically. "Honestly, I'm quite flattered you'd think I could corrupt Jackie. The girl's cleaner than a single wet wipe."
Lucy laughed, the sound light and genuine. "Don't tempt me to test that theory," she warned, though her grin betrayed her amusement.
I leaned back, letting a small smirk play on my lips. "Oh, trust me, I wouldn't dare... not too much, anyway."
Lucy stared at me for a long moment, and I felt a flicker of worry. "What?"
"Take care of her, please?"
Me? Take care of Jackie? Don't get me wrong—I liked Lucy's younger sister. We were actually fairly close. But trusting me to look after her? That was... ambitious.
"Sure," I said with a grin. "I'll introduce her to her first proper rager, maybe even get a tattoo—"
Lucy smacked my forearm playfully.
"I mean it, [Name]. Take care of her for me."
I scanned the bar quickly, almost expecting to see another person with the same name. "You're really putting a lot of faith in me here, Luce. And I'm not exactly the model you'd want Jackie to take after for the next two years, am I?"
She gave me that exasperated half-smile of hers, the one that made you feel simultaneously infuriated and charmed. "Exactly why she'll be fine. She'll survive... hopefully even thrive."
I shook my head, "Thriving, you say? I have my doubts." laughter tugging at the corners of my mouth.
What was Lucy thinking, entrusting her precious little sister to me?
"You've said it yourself, [Name]," she said softly, leaning closer. "Jackie's afraid to get her feet wet. She'll be in her sophomore year and still trying to figure out who she is."
I raised an eyebrow, resisting the urge to smirk.
"I honestly don't know who'd be better to trust her with than you," Lucy added, her tone firm, almost pleading.
I don't know why I agreed to do it.
It should have been Lucy asking Jackie to take care of me. Both Howard sisters were impossibly put together, polished in a way that made the world bend to their will.
And me? I was a mess. Disorderly, reckless, and far too fond of trouble.
Yet somehow, Lucy had chosen me. Entrusted me. And as much as I wanted to scoff, a small, stubborn part of me felt that trust—and the strange pride that came with it.
"She's in good hands."
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"Shit!"
I shot upright as my third alarm blared. Seven in the evening. Twenty-seven missed calls from Jackie. Fifty-three messages. All asking the same thing: where the hell I was.
Spring Break, which should have meant an easy week without faculty breathing down my neck.
Instead, I was scrambling, cursing endlessly, muttering, "I really shouldn't have gone for mimosas..." while trying to pull something vaguely presentable together for the charity event Jackie had organized.
Jackie Bean:
[Name], where are you?!
Oh, she was so going to kill me.
So far, I'd been keeping my promise to Lucy... to an extent.
I checked on Jackie regularly during school, made sure she was doing alright, and for a brief moment, I could pretend I was the responsible one.
Taking care of her—even halfway—had me brushing up on my own act. It was almost... civilizing.
Almost.
Jackie was counting on me to help promote the event.
I pulled on a dress that was vaguely appropriate for the occasion, added a touch of makeup, and spritzed Marc Jacobs perfume—enough to signal effort without looking like I tried too hard. Then I skedaddled out of my dorm in a rush.
Running barefoot down the hall, I pressed the elevator button repeatedly, simultaneously trying Jackie on my phone. Straight to voicemail. She was probably busy, orchestrating something with the precision only she possessed.
"Hey, Jackie," I muttered as I left a message, breathless. "Sorry for missing your calls... and your messages. I'll be there in a jiff."
The elevator dinged open, but I barely noticed, already plotting my entrance. Tonight, I had to make up for lost time—or risk getting a scolding from the only person who could genuinely keep me in line.
Not only that, but Lucy was coming down for Spring Break.
We spoke occasionally over the phone—brief check-ins where she'd ask how I was holding up, whether Jackie was doing alright, if everything was under control.
I couldn't help but wonder how she'd react when she saw me now—rushing around, slightly frazzled, trying to manage Jackie's event and my own crisis.
Somehow, I suspected she'd raise an eyebrow, give me that look, and quietly expect me to pull it all together anyway.
I quickly slipped into my heels, waved down a cab, and headed straight for the venue.
Thirty minutes later, I paid the fare, jumped out, and practically landed on the mini red carpet. The crowd's chatter swirled around me as I hurried inside.
"Excuse me!"
"Pardon me!"
"Coming through!"
"Love your dress!"
I weaved between guests, offering half-smiles and nods, trying to look composed while my heart raced. The place was loud—lights, music, and a mix of Highview students, alumni, and other schools all vying for attention.
I had to find Jackie before she lost her mind.
Spotting her in a striking red dress, I called out, "Jackie!"
She turned, a bright smile lighting her face, but she was mid-conversation with her friend Sammy. I waved, hoping to catch her attention without interrupting too rudely.
Jackie's eyes finally found me, and she gave a small, impatient wave. I hurried over, dodging a group of well-dressed guests and balancing my clutch.
"Finally," she said, half-laughing, half-exasperated. "Where on earth have you been?"
"I got caught up," I replied, smoothing the front of my dress as I reached her side. "You know... life."
She rolled her eyes but didn't argue. I could tell she was relieved I was here. For better or worse, I was exactly where I needed to be.
Sammy's eyes lit up as I approached. "Hey, [Name]! Love your dress."
I gave a quick smile, brushing a strand of hair behind my ear. "Thanks, Sammy. Trying to be on my best behavior tonight," I said, with just a hint of mischief.
Jackie laughed softly, nudging me. "You? Best behavior? Don't make me laugh."
I shrugged, smirking. "Hey, compared to how I usually am, this version of me is practically an angel."
Jackie rolled her eyes but grinned, and Sammy chuckled at my claim.
I glanced around the venue, taking in the setup—the decorations, crowd, the way the lights caught on the tables. "Not too bad work, both of you," I said, nodding in approval. "Honestly, I'm impressed."
Jackie beamed, obviously pleased with the praise, while Sammy looked slightly smug at my acknowledgement.
"Couldn't have done it without you promoting the event, [Name]," Jackie said, her smile genuine.
I waved a hand dismissively. "It's nothing. You know me—if there's a party, a cause, or a bit of both, I'm usually involved."
Since I had a reputation as a bit of a wild child, hopping from one party to the next, I knew more people than I cared to admit. My eyes swept across the room. "Ah, I see the boys from St. Aldrich are here too," I remarked, nodding toward a cluster of familiar faces across the venue.
Jackie followed my gaze, her eyes widening slightly. "Oh, perfect... just what I needed," she muttered under her breath, half amused, half exasperated.
I grinned. "Relax. I'll keep them in check..." I patted Jackie on the back before weaving through the crowd toward the table of familiar faces.
They looked up as I approached, recognition and smirks spreading across their faces. "Well, if it isn't [Name]," one of them called, raising his glass. "Came to make sure the party stays interesting, have you?"
I rolled my eyes playfully, leaning against the edge of the table. "Someone's got to keep things lively. Otherwise, what's the point?"
I leaned against the table, smirking as the boys from St. Aldrich teased me about my reputation. "You're looking far too tame tonight, [Name]," one of them said. "Don't tell me you've gone soft."
I raised an eyebrow. "Tame? Hardly. Just conserving my energy for when the real fun starts."
A few girls nearby chimed in, curiosity sparkling in their eyes. "So... any plans for Spring Break?" one asked, fluttering her lashes.
I tilted my head, pretending to ponder. "Oh, you know... the usual. A little chaos here, a little mischief there. Maybe a trip somewhere warm if I can be bothered."
Jackie snorted quietly behind me, shaking her head, while the girls exchanged amused glances.
"You always make it sound so effortless," another girl said, laughing.
"Effortless?" I repeated, feigning offense. "Darling, it's an art form. And trust me, I've mastered it."
My phone began to ring in my clutch. "Hold on one second, please," I called, excusing myself from the crowd to answer whoever it was.
Imagine my surprise when it turned out to be Barbara, my mom's assistant. She usually didn't call unless I'd done something wrong—and to my knowledge, I hadn't done anything... yet.
I pressed the phone to my ear. "What did I do now?"
"[Name]..." Barbara's voice was unusually solemn, making my brows knit together. "There's no easy way to say this..."
A sinking feeling started in my stomach, growing heavier by the second. I glanced across the room and noticed a man approaching Jackie—a man I vaguely remembered as Aunt Angelica's brother—leading her away from the party.
"What's wrong?" I asked, my voice tighter than I intended.
"[Name]..."
"Your mother's plane crashed."
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The last time I'd been sober for any length of time was when I was thirteen.
Back then, my mother had been on her way to London from Singapore for business—until her plane crashed.
Since the funeral, the reality of my life had been made painfully clear by the family lawyers.
Now that she was gone, everything was changing.
My trustee would be switched, meaning my trust fund and inheritance would now be managed by the person my mother had named in her will: my grandfather.
The thought alone tightened my chest. The man who had barely acknowledged my existence, who had almost disinherited my mother, would now have control over everything I'd ever had, everything she had left me.
He didn't even show up for the funeral.
Here I thought I'd have to leave New York, simply because he lived in another country. But then there was another part of her will that changed everything.
"Should an untimely death occur, my daughter, [Name] [Surname], will be in the entrusted care of my dear friend Katherine Walter and her husband," the lawyer read aloud.
The room felt impossibly silent. The only ones present were me and my mother's assistant, Barbara, whose expression was unreadable.
I swallowed hard, trying to process the words. Care of Katherine Walter... a stranger, someone entirely outside my world. And yet, this was what my mother had chosen.
The name wasn't entirely unfamiliar, yet I'd never seen the woman's face. Katherine was supposedly a close friend of my mother—and of Aunt Angelica's as well.
I tried to picture her, someone my mother trusted enough to leave me in her care, but nothing came to mind. A stranger, really, someone who held a part of my future in her hands without me even knowing her.
Barbara cleared her throat quietly, breaking the silence. "She and her husband are very capable, [Name]," she said softly. "Your mother trusted them implicitly."
Barbara had been taking care of me throughout the entire mourning period, handling the practicalities my grief made me incapable of facing.
The Headmistress had permitted Jackie and me to return to our family homes for the remainder of the year, a small mercy amidst the upheaval.
I nodded, though it hardly eased the pit in my stomach. Capable or not, this was a new world I hadn't asked for, one where decisions about my life and my future were being made without me.
"And the company?" I asked, my voice barely whisper.
Since I was still under eighteen, yet my mother's heir, I wasn't allowed to manage it on my own.
The decision-making, the control, everything would now be overseen until I came of age—or until Katherine and her husband deemed me capable enough to take the reins.
It was one thing to lose my mother. It was another entirely to have the life she'd built for me suddenly placed in the hands of strangers.
The lawyer cleared his throat. "Control over [Surname] Enterprises will revert to your grandfather until you reach the age of majority," he stated, letting the words hang in the air.
I clenched my fists, trying to keep my composure, but the pit in my stomach only deepened. "Alright. Thank you."
God, what a mess.
I had to get my act together. No more partying, no more drinking, nothing reckless or drastic.
My mother wasn't here to smooth over mistakes with a cheque anymore, and with my grandfather controlling my finances, I was in an entirely new kind of tight spot.
The thought that Jackie was in the same boat offered no comfort. She'd lost both her parents—and Lucy, too. The two of us were to be shipped off to Colorado, to this Katherine Walter woman I barely knew.
"Take care of her, please?"
Lucy's request echoed in my head like a mantra, impossible to ignore. Somehow, I was meant to be responsible now, not just for myself, but for Jackie too.
This time, for real.
The next week rolled by in a blur. Barbara oversaw the packing, the maids carefully wrapping every piece of furniture in large white sheets before shipping everything off to Colorado.
"[Name]... I know it's a lot. But if you need anything, you have my number," Barbara said, trying to sound comforting.
I pressed my tongue to the inside of my cheek, smirking. "Thanks, Babs, but I think a thousand dollars would be more than enough to bribe whoever's running this middle-of-nowhere circus."
Barbara raised an eyebrow, clearly bracing herself for more.
As you can tell, I hadn't exactly processed losing my mom—or Lucy—very gracefully. "Oh, don't worry about me spending it all," I added, tossing my hair back. "Mom saw fit to stick me out here, so I guess I'll just suffer in rustic paradise and pray I don't starve."
Barbara blinked, unamused but wisely silent. She knew better than anyone that words like comfort and consolation didn't really stick with me.
It didn't take long for me to get to JFK. Jackie was already there, standing beside her uncle Richard, clutching the handle of her suitcase like it was the only thing keeping her sane.
She looked up when she spotted me, her face brightening just a little, and for the first time in what felt like weeks, I felt something close to relief.
"Hey, you made it," I said, setting my bag down beside hers.
Jackie gave a small nod, her expression a mix of nerves and exhaustion. Richard cleared his throat, glancing between us as though checking if we were ready to go.
"Are you ladies ready?" Richard asked, adjusting his watch as though time itself was already running late.
Jackie shifted her grip on the suitcase handle and gave him a small nod. "As ready as I'll ever be," she said quietly, then glanced at me. "I just... I hope Katherine's nice."
I forced a half-smile for her sake, nudging her shoulder lightly.
Once we passed through security and made it into the private lounge, my eyes went straight to the bar. God, I was tempted. A gin and tonic would've taken the edge off, maybe even two.
No... you promised yourself you'd get it together.
I tore my gaze away, forcing myself into one of the leather chairs instead. Jackie was with me, and the last thing she needed was to babysit me stumbling onto the plane. If anything, I was meant to be the one looking out for her now.
Jackie sat down beside me, folding her hands neatly in her lap. For a moment, we just listened to the muffled clink of glasses from the bar across the room.
"You were staring at it pretty hard," she said softly, tilting her head toward the bottles lined behind the counter.
I gave her a sideways look. "What, can't a girl admire the décor?"
Jackie raised an eyebrow, the corner of her mouth twitching. "You don't admire décor. You plot."
I smirked despite myself. "Fair point. But relax, I'm not about to make a scene in the lounge. Not with you here."
Her shoulders eased, and she leaned back in her chair, satisfied with the answer. I caught the faintest trace of a smile before she turned her gaze back toward the departure board.
"Now boarding," came the announcement over the speakers.
Jackie straightened immediately, gripping her carry-on like she'd been waiting for this exact moment. I pushed myself up from the chair, stretching out my shoulders before grabbing my own bag.
"Well, that's our cue," I said, nodding toward the gate.
Jackie gave me a small smile, though I could see the nerves behind it. "Colorado, here we come."
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Four hours in the air, six if you counted the two Jackie and I wasted at the airport, and we finally landed in Denver. By the time we'd wrestled through the crowd and found the carousel, another hour had gone.
I glanced at Jackie, who was scrolling on her phone as if the world weren't falling apart around us. "What are you reading about?"
"About the town we'll be staying in," she replied without looking up.
Silver Falls.
I'd looked it up back in New York. A small town, more farmland than people, the sort of place where everyone probably knew everyone else's business before it even happened.
It hit me then—this was exile. Actual exile.
Queens get banished to gloomy towers, princesses get locked away in castles, and me? I was being shipped off to a town that probably thought Whole Foods was exotic.
If my mother wanted revenge for all the stunts I'd pulled, she couldn't have written a better punishment in her will.
Stacking our bags on our individual trolleys, I muttered, "Okay... pretty sure Katherine and her husband should be meeting us out the gate." I checked the message on my phone—Katherine had texted earlier, and Barbara had made sure both Jackie and I had her number before we left.
Jackie hesitated beside me. "[Name], before we go, can I call my uncle first? I promised him I'd call the moment we landed."
I gave her a small nod. "Of course. Go ahead."
She stepped aside, pulling out her phone. Part of me wondered why Aunt Angelica's brother had never been considered for custody of Jackie. I mean, he was her family. Uncle Benton didn't have anyone left either.
Apparently, though, it had been explicitly stated in the Howard family will that Jackie was to live with the Walters—just like me.
The more I thought about it, the stranger it seemed. Two girls, uprooted and sent halfway across the country to the care of strangers, all because some long-dead clause deemed it the "best choice."
I glanced at Jackie, still absorbed in her call, and sighed. At least she was calm. I, on the other hand, felt like I was teetering on the edge of a very steep cliff.
The most I got from Barbara was a text: "Behave and take care of yourself."
I shoved my phone back into my bag and exhaled, trying to calm the jitters in my chest. At the end of the gate, a woman walked alongside a man in a beige jacket, both scanning the crowd.
When her eyes landed on me, they widened for just a second. That had to be Katherine and her husband, George. "Jackie," I said, glancing back at her. "They're here."
Jackie gave a small nod, slipping her phone into her pocket, and we wheeled our trolleys toward them.
A warm, welcoming smile spread across Katherine's face. "Hi," she greeted, her eyes glistening slightly as she looked at Jackie and me. Understandable, I supposed, considering the resemblance we bore to our mothers.
Jackie stepped forward first. "Hi," she said politely, her voice calm and measured.
I followed, giving a small nod. "Hello," I said, keeping my tone neutral, sizing her up silently.
George, standing slightly behind Katherine, offered a courteous nod. Katherine sniffed lightly before pulling us into a tight hug.
I could almost feel what she was carrying—the grief of two long-time friends gone, both leaving daughters behind. The responsibility of picking up the pieces, of somehow guiding us through lives already complicated, must have been enormous.
"I'm so happy you two are here," she said, her voice thick with emotion.
Jackie returned the hug politely, composed as always, while I allowed myself a brief squeeze, careful not to linger too long. "Thanks Katherine," said Jackie.
Katherine pulled away from us, giving us one last look before glancing to her right. "So, um..." She hesitated, scanning for her husband, who was just a few feet away.
"Over here," chimed George.
Katherine let out a small chuckle. "Thank you." She placed a hand on George's broad shoulder. "You two remember George?"
I gave him a polite nod. "Hi, George."
"Hi, you two," he replied, and together, Katherine and George started pushing our trolleys for us.
Katherine's questions came in a rapid stream. "How... how was everything? Was the flight okay? Are you hungry or need something to drink? Coffee, maybe?"
I definitely could've used a drink, but not caffeine. "No, I'm good," keeping my tone neutral. The flight stewards had already served Jackie and me sandwiches, and at least that had kept my stomach from complaining.
Jackie adjusted her bag quietly, looking between Katherine and George. "Same here."
They led us to a quaint-looking marquis wagon. George opened the trunk and began loading our bags with ease.
"Ah, do you need help?" I asked, stepping forward, but he shook his head firmly.
"No, I'm all good here. Just go ahead and get in," he said, flashing a small, polite smile.
I glanced at Jackie, who gave me a subtle nod, and we slid into the backseat, the doors closing softly behind us. The vehicle smelled faintly of leather and pine air freshener. By the looks of it, they had it cleaned for today.
Katherine settled into the passenger seat, glancing back at us with a reassuring smile, while George climbed into the driver's side, already familiar with the route, it seemed.
While Jackie scrolled through her phone with quiet focus, I leaned back, headphones in, letting the music drown out the engine.
Outside the window, buildings and streets passed in a blur, each one smaller, simpler than anything I was used to in New York.
The only time I'd been to Colorado was for a skiing trip in Aspen—snowy slopes, crowded lodges, luxury rentals.
This was different. Smaller towns, wide-open spaces, farmland stretching into the horizon.
It was... quaint, almost painfully so, and I couldn't decide if I was intrigued or entirely unprepared for it.
Jackie didn't comment, of course, just kept her eyes glued to her phone, as if ignoring the landscape could make it less foreign.
As we left the city behind, the drive up to Silver Falls reminded me of the trips from New York to the Hamptons. Long stretches of road, small towns giving way to open fields, the scenery felt both endless and oddly calming.
I couldn't help but remember one of my less glamorous adventures with Lucy. We'd decided, in our bright teenage wisdom, to take a Jitney.
Worst mistake of our lives.
Someone had obviously had a disagreement with their breakfast, and the bathroom smelled like it had been through a war zone. Lucy had practically cried laughing while I tried not to gag.
In a few hours, we reached the gates of a ranch, driving down a winding gravel road until a large yellow house came into view. Two barns flanked the property—at least, that's what I assumed they were.
George eased the car to a stop at the front.
"Honey, do you need any help with the bags?" Katherine asked, stepping out gracefully. Jackie and I followed after her, trolleys in tow.
"No, thanks."
The house looked nice from the outside, but I reminded myself that just like boys, a handsome exterior didn't always mean the interior was any less questionable.
One could ruin a perfectly good house with poor taste in decorating, after all.
Jackie, who had been quiet since leaving the airport, finally lifted her gaze to the house.
"You okay?" Katherine asked her gently.
Jackie offered a tight, controlled smile. "Fine."
Katherine returned a sympathetic look and gestured toward the front door. "Let's get you two inside. We'll introduce you to everybody."
I wrapped an arm around Jackie's shoulders as she leaned her head on me. "Looks like this is our home for the next few years," I murmured, whether we liked it or not.
(vol. I)
how to hook a star ⊹ ࣪ ˖͙͘͡★
lloyd garmadon x reader
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summary -
she was adored, he was ignored,
her life bloomed like a rose, his, thorned and torn.
she owned the world, his dreams mere mist,
his heart, cold, spurned hers with a cruel twist.
as she dimmed away, his eyes opened wide,
she was the star he wished beside.
the brightest gleam in his darkest plight,
she was his beacon, his guiding light…
(vol. II)
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my life with the walter boys -
trying not the break everything ⊹ ࣪ ˖͙͘͡★
cole walter x reader
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summary -
looks like silver falls just got a new troublemaker. after her mom dies, [name] moves in with the walters, taking on the responsibility of keeping her best friend's little sister, jackie, out of trouble. with no one to cover her mistakes, [name] quickly learns that staying out of drama is harder than she thought. and with cole walter around, will she fall victim to the notorious cole effect?
chapter 1 - the price of privilege
chapter 2 - first night, last call
chapter 3 - quid pro quo
chapter 4 - the ninth wonder of the world
continuing....