Chasing Okay.

Doomsday is close at hand / I’ll book the marching band to play as you speak / I’ll feel like throwin’ up / You’ll sit and stare like a goddamn machine.

[chasingokay]

Been a bit. Still breathing. Barely.

5/17/26

[chasingokay]

“They hand me a label

victim

and expect me to pin it to my shirt

before I speak.”-chasing okay

08/31/2025

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10/20/25

The dents in the doorway

are from the days I boiled over.

A rage too big for my body

spilled into the frame.

I painted over them once,

but the dents stayed.

A reminder that some damage

doesn’t disappear with new coats.

Now I live with them.

I look at them every day.

I pray I never let my body

swing harder than my will again.

[chasingokay]

10/5/25

Just because….

[chasingokay]

9/10/25

[chasingokay]

“They hand me a label

victim

and expect me to pin it to my shirt

before I speak.”-chasing okay

08/31/2025

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These made me lol or feel something

08/16/25

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Ya know feels. 7/29/25

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7/16/25

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Fuck. July 2.

How do you not remember?

What the fuck

[chasingokay]

6/29/25

8:15

[chasingokay]

Desire can look messy sometimes I guess.

[chasingokay]

Fricks. 5/4/25 2:38am

Ain’t slept in days. Been falling asleep for a hour or less at a time. Since that Thursday. Since I wasn’t emotional enough I guess. I hold myself together all too well to be fucked up according to some people, but they aren’t flies on the wall at 3am. They aren’t here when the rest of the world sleeps and all I have is myself and the weight of the things I bare for someone who doesn’t lose any sleep over his choices that brought us here.

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Random meme dump for yall