Chatters of Soul Hearts

Chatters from the bottom of connected hearts 🔗🖤 ♾ VIII.IV.MMXIX https://www.instagram.com/chattersofsoulhearts/

[chattersofsoulhearts]

Your touches, kisses and perfume ar the only irreplaceable things in this universe. They turn my world upside down and leave me longing and begging for more. They give me butterflies in my stomach and that tingling feeling in my toes. But darling, they’re the only things that keep me alive and make me stand strong when I’m at my worst. And the most powerful thing about them is that they always bring me memories about you, and then it feels like you’re right here, lying in my bed next to me. At least for a tiny moment.

[chattersofsoulhearts]

We could run away together. We’d be running from the police, robbing banks. You drive, I shoot. Just you, I and stolen wine bottles. We’d rob a fancy wine cellar, steal all the wine. Throw expensive bottles to the cops or keep them all only for the two of us. Just perfect. I wouldn’t want nothing else than that.

[chattersofsoulhearts]

I want you so badly right now. Just hold you and run away from everything. And to not look back. Just the two of us. Because I don’t need anything else, just being with you is enough. And all the problems and setbacks suddenly start to disappear as long as I feel you by my side.

[chattersofsoulhearts]

I can’t imagine my life without you and I can’t imagine of losing you. There’s nothing or no one better than you. And I don’t love anything or anyone else the way I’m in love with you.

[chattersofsoulhearts]

Travels, doggies, little children, our home with a little, cozy wine cellar. All this doesn’t look that distant or unreachable. It’s just a question of time. And what is that time? This year passed by so fast, the next one will go by at the same pace. Time will never break us apart because we’re always together in our hearts. And we’ll soon feel the intoxicating kisses and touches again, it’s just a matter of time. But what’s that time when we’re always together.

Forever & ever & never apart.

Love you, my sunshine. 🖤

~K

[chattersofsoulhearts]

But can you imagine just how awesome it’ll be when we meet again. We’ll experience sweet pecks, passionate smooches, intoxicating touches. We won’t go to sleep, we’ll just want to be together, feel each other’s warmth, soft bodies. I don’t think there’re any words to describe what we’re gonna feel then. It’ll just be spectacular.

[chattersofsoulhearts]

Only your laugh is magnificent, your touches the warmest and most delightful, only with you I feel complete. I fell in love with you till the very first moment I had you by my side. And I’ll never let you go.

[chattersofsoulhearts]

You know, I’ve never used to believe those who promised infinite love, the moon and the stars or the whole universe. But you’re different. As time goes by, I realize that with you everything, even what seems the most unimaginable, becomes real.

[chattersofsoulhearts]

Only now I do understand how much I truly love and always loved you. Every single thing now reminds me of us: cooking the food that we used to cook together, seeing couples cuddling in the park, exploring the city like we used to. I miss you every single moment and wish you could be here, experience all of these new things together with me and just stick by my side. But you’re not and I know you can’t do that right now. I get that it’s just a matter of time when that’ll happen and oh boy, time flies like hell. But for now, I have to take the most of it on my own. So that when you come, I’d be already prepared to love you even more. In the ways I haven’t done and didn’t know existed before.

[chattersofsoulhearts]

I used to say that I’m busy, that I always had to get back home before 10, that I can’t stay over because my parents wouldn’t allow me to, that we should even hide our love because they just simply won’t approve us together. You know what? Fuck that. I should’ve been braver, should’ve stood up for myself and just didn’t follow such stupid rules. Now I’m free. Free to express myself, to set my own goals and rules, to make my own decisions. Free to build my own life the way I want to, not the way somebody else wants me to. Now I have time, I’m free to pull all-nighters, to sleep over, to go and have some fun. But there’s one problem. I don’t have you anymore, and I’ll probably regret for the rest of my life not doing all that way before.

[chattersofsoulhearts]

Forgive me for taking your love for granted. For forgetting to value time spent together. For not being with you when I was able to. For not making you a priority. If only I could turn back time and feel your last touch and last kiss once again. If only I could’ve loved you more. But I can’t. Only now I realize that I can’t imagine my life without you. I can’t think of loving somebody else the way I love you. But I hurt you. And you’re still there. Darling, just please forgive me for being such a blind fool. I just don’t know what I’d do if I lose you.

[chattersofsoulhearts]

You always think that you could’ve done something more, something different, something better, but in the end you realize that the most important things are enjoyment and memories. It was how it was and you shouldn’t think about how it happened - instead you should be happy that it happened at all and you just simply adored it the way it was at that moment, in that particular place. Cos spontaneity is always the greatest adventure, my dear 💛

[chattersofsoulhearts]

Watching last sunsets of this summer made me realize how much a year can actually do to a person: you can completely change your living place, meet new people, fall or break from love, shift your own personality, experience unknown things. And finally you realize that there’s absolutely nothing you can do ‘bout it, but just goin’ with the flow and tryin’ to make the most of every single moment, cos you never know if you have a chance to experience it next year. And even if you do it won’t be the same.

[chattersofsoulhearts]

Oh boy, you’ve no idea how I’m gonna miss those nights lyin’ half naked, skin to skin, hands intertwined, sharing the warmth of our bodies, giggling, cuddling, kissing and falling asleep in each other’s arms. Only then I understood how powerful the presence of another human being could be and how rarely we truly appreciate it.

[chattersofsoulhearts]

You’re the strongest and most addictive drug I’ve ever tried. When I’m with you I don’t want and don’t care about anything else. It took me only one date to get hooked onto you. And I don’t think I could ever let you go.

[chattersofsoulhearts]

Let me tell you a tale about a princess who saved the prince. And the prince immensely fell in love with the princess and now can’t even imagine his life without her. And that way she became the key part of his life. Muse of art, love and the entire world.

[chattersofsoulhearts]

On a warm and crowded friday night, with all the street lights, cars and people passing by, we led each other through the city life. Sitting on a bench on the riverside, kissing, touching and holding each other under the blankets till the middle of the night. Nowhere to hurry. No need of sleep. Just feeling each other and knowing that our love truly runs deep.