our memories become stars

leisel | 24 | multi-stan | aussie aussie aussie, oi oi oi

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no need to keep awkward silence...

...be cool and move on

- leisel, 24, any pronouns - true aussie, born and raised - seungmin's ring on my finger, beomgyu in my dms, kissing yunho's hands, and jay holding mine

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Not Another Fairy Tale Taglist

italics mean i can't tag you !

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happy reading !

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ahhh i adore the fairy felix story and would love to be on the taglist !! <3

ofc thanks for reading !!

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Chapter 5: Deeper Into the Forest

pairing: fairy!felix x fairy!reader

Series Masterlist

Word count: 1.5k

summary: A fairy gets their wings once they're 13. A normal one at least. You're 23, and still without any. This leaves you without a mate, because who would love a wingless fairy? So when you decide to leave, it's quite the surprise to find a fairy with a wing missing…

warnings: i dont think theres anything other than it being absolute word vomit and garbage, NOT PROOFREAD

The next morning, sunlight streamed through the windows of the holiday house, casting a warm glow over the room. You and Felix stirred from your makeshift beds, the events of the previous night still vivid in your minds. As you stretched and rubbed the sleep from your eyes, you couldn't help but feel a renewed sense of purpose. The mysterious clue in your pocket seemed to pulse with an unseen energy, urging you forward on your quest.

Heeseung and the other vampires were already awake, gathered around the ornate table in the centre of the room. The atmosphere was markedly different from the night before, filled with a sense of camaraderie and shared purpose.

"Good morning, sweetheart," Heeseung greeted you with a warm smile. "Did you sleep well?"

"Well enough," you replied, glancing at Felix, who nodded in agreement. "Thanks for helping us last night. That clue we found… it feels important."

"It is," Heeseung agreed, his expression serious. "The journey you're on is not an easy one, but it's clear you have the strength and determination to see it through."

Felix looked down at the glowing rock still clutched in his hand, its light now a soft, steady pulse. "So, what's our next step?" he asked, looking around at the group of vampires.

Jay, the responsible one, spoke up. "The clue mentions 'those of green.' It could be referring to a group or an entity associated with the colour green. There are many possibilities, but one stands out: the forest guardians."

"Forest guardians?" you echoed, intrigued.

"Yes," Sunoo chimed in, his sweet voice filled with excitement. "They're ancient beings who protect the forests and all its creatures. They're said to have a deep connection to nature and are known for their green attire and abilities."

Felix's eyes lit up. "That makes sense! But how do we find them?"

Riki, the youngest vampire, grinned mischievously. "Leave that to me. I know a guy who knows a guy. We'll get you in touch with the forest guardians in no time."

As Riki set off to make the necessary arrangements, Heeseung turned to you and Felix. "While Riki handles that, we need to prepare you both for what's to come. The forest guardians are not easily convinced to help outsiders. You'll need to prove your worth and earn their trust."

You exchanged a determined look with Felix. "We're ready," you said, your voice steady.

Over the next few hours, the vampires helped you and Felix gather supplies and prepare for the journey ahead. They shared stories of their own encounters with the forest guardians, offering valuable advice and insights. Despite their intimidating appearance, the vampires proved to be kind and generous hosts, their initial theatrics long forgotten.

As the sun began to set, casting a golden hue over the forest, Riki returned with good news. "I've made contact. The forest guardians are willing to meet with you, but you'll need to travel to their sacred grove deep within the forest. It's a long and challenging journey, but I have no doubt you can make it."

Heeseung handed you a map, carefully drawn and marked with key landmarks to guide you on your way. "Stay on the path and trust in yourselves," he advised. "And remember, the forest guardians value honesty and respect above all else. Show them that, and you'll have their support."

With the map in hand and a renewed sense of purpose, you and Felix bid farewell to your vampire friends, grateful for their help and hospitality. As you stepped out into the cool evening air, the forest around you seemed to hum with anticipation. The journey ahead was fraught with uncertainty, but you felt ready to face whatever challenges lay in wait.

Together, you and Felix set off into the forest, the clue in your pocket guiding you forward. The path was winding and often treacherous, but you pressed on, driven by the promise of discovery and the hope of unravelling the mysteries that lay ahead.

“Do you think we can trust them?” Felix asked, glancing back towards the now distant house.

“I think so,” you replied, stepping over a gnarled tree root. “They helped us, after all. Plus, they seemed genuinely interested in helping us find the Heart of Eris.” Felix nodded, though his brow remained furrowed.

“I just can’t shake off how strange that whole experience was. I mean, vampires?” You chuckled softly.

“I know. It’s a lot to take in. But if we can accept that vampires exist, I suppose forest guardians aren’t too far-fetched.” Felix smiled at that, his mood lightening.

“You’ve got a point there. It’s just… this whole thing feels like a dream.”

“A very weird, vivid dream,” you agreed, sharing in his wonder.

As night fell, the forest came alive with the sounds of nocturnal creatures and the rustling of leaves. The moon cast an ethereal glow over the landscape, illuminating your path and filling you with a sense of wonder. Despite the challenges, you felt a deep connection to the world around you, as if the very forest itself was guiding you towards your destination.

“Look at that,” Felix whispered, pointing to a cluster of glowing mushrooms growing at the base of a tree.

“They’re beautiful,” you murmured, pausing to admire the bioluminescent fungi. “It’s like the forest is welcoming us.” Felix knelt down, gently touching one of the mushrooms.

“Y’know, seeing things like this make me forget a little about how dangerous this whole thing is…”

“I know what you mean,” you said, crouching beside him. “But we can’t lose focus. You convinced me to help you with this mess, so you better not forget about it.” Felix stood, nodding resolutely.

“Right. Let’s keep moving.”

The path grew narrower and more winding as you ventured deeper into the forest. Trees loomed overhead, their branches intertwining to form a natural canopy that blocked out the starlight. The only illumination came from the moonlight filtering through gaps in the leaves and the occasional glow of phosphorescent plants.

“According to the map, we should be getting close,” Felix said, studying the parchment by the light of a glowing flower he had plucked earlier.

“I hope so,” you replied, feeling the fatigue of the journey beginning to set in. “I could use a rest.”

“Me too,” Felix agreed, his steps slowing. “But we have to stay alert. We don’t know what might be out here.” After hours of walking, you finally arrived at a clearing bathed in moonlight. In the centre stood a towering oak tree, its branches reaching towards the sky like ancient arms. Surrounding the tree were figures clad in green, their eyes glowing with an otherworldly light. Felix grabbed your arm, his grip tight.

“This must be it.”

You nodded, heart pounding with anticipation. Or maybe it was the way his hand felt against the skin of your arm. “Stay close.” As you stepped into the clearing, the figures turned towards you, their movements graceful and fluid. One of them, taller than the rest and adorned with a crown of leaves, stepped forward.

"Welcome, travellers," he spoke, his voice a melodic blend of authority and kindness. "We have been expecting you." You and Felix exchanged a wary glance before stepping forward.

“We’re here seeking your help,” you said, trying to keep your voice steady. The figure nodded.

“We know. The winds of the forest have carried your story to us. But tell us, what brings you to our sacred grove?” Felix took a deep breath and began to explain, recounting your journey and the clues you had uncovered so far. The forest guardians listened intently, their glowing eyes never leaving your face. When Felix finished, the leader of the guardians stepped closer, his expression thoughtful. “Your quest is a noble one. But to earn our aid, you must prove your worth. We cannot grant our trust lightly.”

“What do we have to do?” you asked, your determination unwavering. The guardian smiled, a hint of challenge in his eyes.

“There is a trial you must undertake. It will test your courage, your wisdom, and your heart. Only those who are truly worthy can succeed.” Felix looked at you, his resolve mirrored in your gaze.

“We’re ready,” he said firmly.

The guardian nodded. “Very well. Follow me.” As you followed the guardian deeper into the forest, the air around you seemed to thrum with ancient magic. The trees parted to reveal a hidden glade, bathed in the soft glow of fireflies and moonlight. In the centre of the glade stood a stone altar, inscribed with runes that seemed to pulse with a faint, otherworldly light.

“This is the heart of the forest,” the guardian said, his voice reverent. “Here, you will face your trial. Prove yourselves, and the forest will aid you on your journey.”

You and Felix stepped forward, feeling the weight of the guardian’s words. The trial awaited, and with it, the next step on your path to unravelling the mysteries that lay ahead.

“So travellers, are you ready to take on what is to come?”

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leisel's note: am i back? yes! am i writing again? yes but very inconsistently! i had a brain wave and lost it halfway through writing this. ill be posting random short stories and writing peices more often than actual fics or chapters but please show support still !! reblogging helps a lot with motivation :3

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a letter to a lover friend

genre: angst

warnings: swearing, not proof-read so lmk if there's anything else

summary: a letter written by a heartbroken, lost and idiotic lover friend

When does one tell their closest companion that they lied about who they were? Before you consider them your closest companion? No, for what if they decide they don't want to be associated with someone like that. A well long time into your relationship? No, then it feels to them as if you've betrayed them. Never? But that would bring more dread and guilt and pain your way.

Then when? When the time is perfect? But then when will you know when that time comes?

Perhaps you'll just decide the change isn't necessary. Maybe the way they know you is the correct way. Maybe you both don't need the truth. Or maybe the truth is wrong.

Or maybe... let's stop with the maybe. Let's start with the facts. You've always loved facts, haven't you [REDACTED]?

If they don't accept you after you divulge into the secrets that kept your real self hidden, can you hardly call them a true friend? And the perfect time is only found by the person is which that time is perfect for. And if you ever want to voice the truths about yourself to your closest companion, do not consider them wrong for how can you tell someone else what is true without believing it for yourself?

With all that said, [REDACTED]... I'm not a good person. I am not someone to count on. I am not kind. And I am definitely not someone to hang around with. I am not handsome, I am not sweet, I am not who you believe me to be. I know changing your mind is hard, but this is what I know to be true. I am a jerk, a dickhead, an alcoholic. Someone not to be trusted. Someone you don't want to know. And I know you know these things, but you push them out because you want to see the best in me. But I can't let you.

I'm sorry [REDACTED]. Hopefully we'll meet again in future and I will be better than I ever was. Especially to you. Fuck, this is a mistake, isn't it?

I love you [REDACTED]

Yours truly, Da[COULD NOT LOAD, EXCEEDS CHARACTER LIMIT]

@jinnie-ret guess who's back baby (you were the only one I could find for my queens society taglist 😭)

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Can we talk?

The words rang through your head, swirling through your thoughts, dizzying you more than you thought possible. What a mean set of words.

Soon, I'm a little busy.

Each word, each syllable, each damn letter brought down a pain of its own. The power those words had on someone, to cause them to do this.

I'm sorry.

No, you should be sorry. You should have been the one apologising. Blood, sweat and tears, on your knees and begging for forgiveness, because this was never meant to happen.

I'm so damn sorry.

You wish you knew beforehand. Then maybe you could have helped. Maybe this wouldn't have happened. Maybe nothing would have ever gone wrong.

It's too late for apologies.

Two of them, dressed in their usual blue stepped into the room, papers and files in hand. They told you it wasn't your fault, that there was no way you could have predicted it. But you couldn't but feel this was all your doing anyways

Why am I so stupid?

"Ma'am, we're here to get a few details on the suicide of your colleague-"

"Friend. She was my friend."

"Right, your friend."

Minutes felt like hours. Or maybe it was hours. You couldn't really tell. Or maybe you could but none of it really made sense in your mind. Finally, it came to an end.

"One last question. We saw on her phone that you were the last person she called, right before the likely time of death. What was the last thing she said? Her family would like to know."

"Last words..?"

I just wish we could've talked.

"I just wish we could've talked."

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making friends is so much harder than i thought it would be i'm still working on getting a left arm for my 2nd one