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indifferent to his silence but ruined by his presence lowk

#kinkylove #target audience #girlblog

duchessripper

“why do you still use tumblr?”

listen— i have to keep track of my hyper fixations somehow

rewatching the eternal sunshine of the spotless mind in the theater is gon fix me for sure

#eternal sunshine of the spotless mind

fleurishes

“My mouth hasn’t shut up about you since you kissed it. The idea that you may kiss it again is stuck in my brain, which hasn’t stopped thinking about you since well before any kiss. And now the prospect of those kisses seems to wind me like when you slip on the stairs and one of the steps hits you in the middle of the back. The notion of them continuing for what is traditionally terrifying forever excites me to an unfamiliar degree.”

— Alex Turner’s love letter to Alexa Chung (via tinyneedles)

scipunk

Cyberpunk: Edgerunners (2022)

scarareg

This type of scene>>>>

cherryflavoredcoke

i will eat his flesh and keep him within me forever so that he cant escape nuh uh

cherryflavoredcoke

he escaped yall, i lost my appetite.

everytime my heart gets crushed by another human, i spiral back into listening to mitski.

good time for her to drop her new album.

i will never escape this cycle...

#mitski #heartbreak #yearning #stuck in a loop #endless cycles

snoopylovessoup

snoopy in the criterion closet

i will eat his flesh and keep him within me forever so that he cant escape nuh uh

#pomegranate

why do people desire for my physical form over my inner structure. why must it always be felt, touched and seen... why not heard, understood and loved? Why is it always lust? Am not anything beyong that? And why is it when love exist, it has conditions? When will i be enough?

#im unloveable #losing my mind

I wonder if he listens to this and thinks of me... thinks of how i made the worse decision ever from his perspective but how he's grateful that he won't be wasting his energy on someone who could just move on so easy from him and his contributions to a new guy.

Or does he maybe realize why i had to come to such conclusions. About the times he made me feel sorrow and pain but keep ignoring it just in hopes he would finally kee his word and change for the better for me.. for us. How i know i shouldnt have just hopped onto the next person, but I was just a teenager looking for love that i thought i thought was enough for me to be deserving while he was grown man i looked up to more as a guardian rather than a lover in all honesty.