i post random things that I love and my write ups.

[relatablepoetryandquotes]

“If he wrote it he could get rid of it. He had gotten rid of many things by writing them. But it was still too early for that.”

- Ernest Hemingway, Fathers and Sons

[drunkpunks]

i don’t want this body, this mind, i don’t want this. i want out

[the-moon-whisperer]

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

Self harm doesn’t always happen when a blade touches skin.

It’s skipping meals because you don’t feel like you deserve to eat today. It’s having sex because you want to be used or abused or defiled. It’s drinking recklessly because you might have the ‘courage’ do something stupid. It’s smoking - not because you need the nicotine - because you know it’s bad for you. It’s banging your head against a wall when you’re angry. It’s crossing the road without looking because you lowkey hope a car might hit you. It’s thinking about all the ways you could break a bone and make it look like an accident. It’s not taking painkillers because you want to suffer. It’s taking painkillers in excess because you know it’s dangerous. It’s walking home the more dangerous way because you’re kind of half hoping you’ll get attacked or raped or stabbed. It’s going for long walks at night and getting chilled to the bone and hoping that you get lost so that you can’t find your way back. It’s seeking out triggering material. It’s all the stupid little ways you punish yourself for existing.

Sometimes self harm happens when you put effort into depriving yourself of things you like or need, and sometimes it happens when you don’t put any effort into doing the things you like or need.

It’s a pattern of self-destructive behaviour, and it doesn’t only happen in one way.

[adoreslim]

tips for people new to ana/fasting

• leave • leave • get help before it’s too late • leave • delete this app • LEAVE

[proana-420]

Fuckkk I’ve seen this post before but I just hit this point^^

[toastbutteregg]

[543634]

i have no idea what a normal amount of food is

[failed-apple]

[perfeqt]

“Imagine being with someone where it’s safe enough to just talk for hours about your fears and the things you’re ashamed of … Imagine …”

— Unknown

[literaturecravings]

—The Picture of Dorian Gray, Oscar Wilde

[theoptia]

Simone de Beauvoir, from Diary of a Philosophy Student: Volume 2, 1928-9; Monday, November 5

Text ID: —I have so much love in me that I would like to cry;

[hearttattack]

im like "idk why i get bad headaches all the time:((" then i dont eat, dont drink water, consume too much caffeine, dont sleep and stare at my bright screen all day

[thoughtkick]

“Never make fun of someone’s passion because that’s the thing that saves them from the world.”

— Unknown

[thoughtkick]

“I’ve found that growing up means being honest. About what I want. What I need. What I feel. Who I am.”

— Epiphany

[moodchangingring]

[quotefeeling]

“Show me the most damaged parts of your soul, and I will show you how it still shines like gold.”

— Nikita Gill

[quotemadness]

“It’s easy for someone to joke about scars if they’ve never been cut.”

— William Shakespeare