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"mrow mrow meow I want to die !! " said the jirai for the 100th time that day ♡(˃͈ ˂͈ )

i'm trying to like Mood of the Day, but i hate the male lead sm (⇀‸↼‶) he's so terrible ! everyone told me he would be very charming, but he's just harassing poor Soo Jung

i just want to protect her from so many terrible guys

#mood of the day #jirai #kdrama #movie #i hate jae hyun

my friend is trying to introduce me to drinking tea instead of energy drinks, but i feel like brewed bag tea doesnt taste like anything ...

#jirai #jiraiblogging #monster #energy drinks #am i making tea incorrectly?

i made the mistake of picking up a seven hour shift today, so i will be gone for a while ;v; ill be back soon, prommy !

writing stalkerish letters to myself to fill the void ...

perhaps one day someone will love me as much as i love them ! (˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶) ‹𝟹

#jirai #jiraiblogging #bpd #toxic yuri summer

meow ^_^

meow meowwwww !!! (˶>⩊<˶)

my adorable mooties, if only i wasnt so shy ( ∩´͈ ᐜ `͈∩)

#mwah #i get so nervous #because you're all so wonderful

i refuse to let anyone know me completely, because what if they don't like the real me ? i don't want anyone to leave me

but i ask them to be genuine with me, and i'm paranoid all the time of what they could be hiding ...

i feel like such a hypocrite, but i know i am doing the best i can ^^

#jirai #jiraiblr #jiraiblogging #bpd #bpd blogging

i get so annoyed at fashion jirais tbh, not for being a fashion-only jirai (because that's fine, who doesn't want to look so cute!) but because a lot of them are already using a label (landmine) that doesn't apply to them and yet they still feel comfortable policing the fashion of others

"the day that people learn that jirai has rules is the day i can die happy" ... you find joy from yelling at girls that they "aren't jirai" because they don't/can't wear contacts and don't put on pien makeup ?? pien makeup... which wasn't a part of the fashion originally ??? sounds like a miserable kind of joy to me ...

#jirai #jfashion #small rant #jiraiblogging #i dont wear pien makeup im just always crying #and my eyes are fucking huge #take this #but am i not jirai enough?

i wish i could just drop dead

deadass how does one communicate with people like i gen need advice

i tell someone not to bring up my literal singular trigger? they do it anyway

i tell someone that something they did bothers me? they defend themselves//do it again//complain abt me to their other friends

like how do i tell ppl that they're upsetting me when i've lit been trained by half the people i talk to that i will only ever be punished for doing so ???

#jirai #jirai blogging #jiraiblogging #borderline problems #bpd #paranoid personality disorder #bpd advice

i wanna roleplay w ppl but like super noncommittally yfm

like i dont wanna get into an rp with someone and then suddenly feel the feminine urge to completely vanish without warning because i am mentally ill and sometimes pretend i dont exist

#rp #oc rp #roleplay #discord rp

pov your friends are cool but lowkey they havent texted you back in an hour so actually they hate you but oh wait yay they responded and theyre gonna get you a weed brownie and a soju tonight oh yay wait what if they hate you and want you to die and are going to lace it with arsenic

#jirai #jirai blogging #sighhhh #they call me the spiraller #landmine

penissekai

HELLO BELOVED OOMF (˵ •̀ ᴗ - ˵ ) may this landmine request lily kurosaki (my girlfriend is devilishly sweet) renders perhaps? hope ur having a good day :3 this one is training at mcdonalds!

AWWE CONGRATS ON THE JOB CUTIE PIE !!! >w< alts under the cut :3