Just a dog who fell in love with cats

[chess-skywatcher]

A few days ago I was discussing chaos and order in music with the person who the character is based irl, and the idea of chaos and randomness made me change subjects mentally and start thinking about the chances of a radioactive particle to actually decay, and a certain piece in old oil lamps has a radioactive element and that is basically the story of how this drawing came to be xD Nothing very serious... Sketched by pencil, colored with SAI just by mouse.

[chess-skywatcher]

Tag

Tagged by @lady-yomi

A - Age: 25, I’m turning 26 next august

B - Biggest fear: Loneliness... I spent all my childhood and most of my teenage years without really any significant bonds and unable to truly open up to someone, and the ghost of being rejected and returning to those days is always lurking at the back of my mind

D - Drink you last had: A glass of lemonade

E - Every day starts with: Staying a few more minutes in bed with my cat Ajedrez, nuzzling her and hearing her purrs 

F - Favourite song: Difficult to answer... “Frozen” from Within Temptation has a special place in my heart

G - Ghosts, are they real: I never doubted it, and had a few experiences with them years ago. For the time being they seem to have decided to leave me alone, and that’s more scary than her presence. 

H - Hometown: Montevideo, Uruguay... in the neighborhood Flor de Maroñas

I - In love with: my cat, and of course, someone I cannot have. 

J - Jealous of: People who have what I want and wanted the most: a loving well functioning family and a romantic partner 

K - Killed someone: Nope

L - Last time you cried: A few days ago, right after the wisdom teeth surgey... I was choking in a mixture of saliva and blood for hours until finally it calmed down

N - Number of siblings: An older brother and a younger sister

O - One wish: That certain someone would give me, give us, a chance

P - Person you last called/texted: A friend

Q - Questions you’re always asked: Sadly most questions are about work, timetables and payments, nothing too personal

R - Reasons to smile: My cats, my pigeon, my students, classmates and my few friends

S - Song last sang: "Against all odds” by Phil Collins

T - Time you woke up: About 9 AM

U - Underwear color: *looks because doesn’t remember* Sky blue XD

V - Vacation destination: I would really like to see Australia one day but I’m not in a rush

W - Worst habit: Ignoring my cellphone for hours... 

X - X-rays you’ve had: None

Y - Your favourite food: Mmmm... the chop suey I make for myself, and my own..... mmmm...  how do you say “empanada” in english? xD with meat cooked with sugar and raisings...  

Z - Zodiac sign: Leo

[chess-skywatcher]

An interpretation of a dream I had a few nights ago... a storm made of colorful feathers that ultimately led me here, looking for a dear friend. 

The character is my avatar/fursona Hikari, a female red and white irish setter. She usually wears thick-framed glasses like me IRL, but here I wanted nothing hiding her eyes. 

Sketched by pencil, colored with SAI

[chess-skywatcher]

The bearer of darkness.... again, based in someone I know IRL and love deeply, despite a lot of unfortunate circumstances that have probably ruined our chances of a future and happiness together. The flowers she is leaving belong to the genre "datura", nocturnal flowers from the family Solanaceae which are highly toxic. The symptoms after ingesting them are about losing the perception of reality, a symbol of how love sometimes make us lose our sanity and our ability to think and act with clear judgement 

Sketched by pencil, colored with SAI just by mouse

[chess-skywatcher]

The bearer of fire....   based on a friend, a beautiful woman with such a burning spirit that is impossible to ignore and look away... Fire isn’t all about destruction, but about passion and energy too. Her living flame have left me enchanted in more than one way...  

Sketched by pencil, colored with SAI just by mouse 

[chess-skywatcher]

“Paper cats” .... very simple drawing I made some days ago. The two cats are female, and based in people I know IRL and left heavy impressions on me.  

Sketched by pencil, coloured with SAI just by mouse