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the only thing granted equally to all is unfair reality

[chevellethoughts]

intro <3

ruler of my heart ➶♡

━━━━━━━━ 𖤓 ABOUT ME 𖤓 ━━━━━━━━

hii! my name is elaria but you can call me ria.

i don’t post much so i apologize for that but i get on once in a while.

my dms are open : )

don't forget to use my ml unless you like scrolling through my reblogs just to find my posts!!!

━━━━━━━━ 𖤓 MY CONTENT 𖤓 ━━━━━━━━

red dead redemption, hcs, ffs (maybe?), scenarios, oneshots, random content, formula 1, the last of us, heated rivalry, stranger things, supernatural, the summer i turned pretty, kny, and other random things basically

trying to shift but getting there !! thanks to ari for helping me so far

interests:

stranger things, avatar, supernatural, rdr1/2/o, tlou1/2/show, the outsiders, the summer i turned pretty, heated rivalry, resident evil, skz, enha, twice, f1, house md, p1h, fast&furious, house md, twd, hxh, one piece, smallville, death note, demon slayer/kny, jjk!!

fav bands/artists:

nirvana, the cure, weezer, chevelle, jeff buckley, radiohead, billy joel, beabadoobee, metallica, deftones, green day, alex g, linkin park

!!want to read/watch/play!!

heated rivalry/the long game, silent hill movies, re movies, the inheritance (trilogy), cyberpunk 2077, dbh, all re games (have only played re2/3 remakes)

━━━━━━━━ 𖤓 RULES 𖤓 ━━━━━━━━

if you're anything in the DNI section DO NOT INTERACT.

please do not request anything 18+ with underage characters or incest

im not comfortable doing requests with real life people x another person if one/both of them have partners (eg. hudcon) its okay if its platonic/in a satire way though! (like shipping george russell x max verstappen as a joke with their little family and their son kimi)

please don't request anything NSFW with underage characters or incest. Same with kinks like knife play or wax play (anything involving violence) or abuse/sa/pedophilia being romanticized.

DNI - tr*mpies, minors (only on 18+ posts otherwise feel free to view), DNI IF YOU SEXUALIZE UNDERAGE CHARACTERS, age players, bigots, conservatives, wincest shippers, if ur homophobic or racist anyways bye

ESPECIALLY dni if you're a zionist supporting genocide.

m y f a v s : @wishiedishie22, @/londybobundy!!!

ka12, steve ‘the hair’ harrington, dean winchester, castiel, molly o’shea, sadie adler, arthur morgan, javier escuella, john/abigail/jack marston, alexei (rip), heeseung, hyunjin, jongseob, hirai momo, ellie williams, dallas winston, aeon, muichiro, yuji, nobara, maki, megumi, choso, giyuu!!!

fav 'doomed' duos #satosugu/sugusato #shinazugawabrothers #dakiandgyutaro

also YES I prefer gego/sugusato let me have my gojo bottom geto top dreams

masterlist

creds to @doll-fairy, @zz4yun, and @enchanthings for the borders :)

chevellethoughts out!

[chevellethoughts]

do u guys ever regret getting into something just because its so doomed and depressing

[kuqisaki]

riko amanai — ep.27 hidden inventory 3 🐠

[kentuckyfriedmegumi]

i love megumi and his awkward charm

[animepopheart]

★ 【athéko】 「 しのぶ 」 ✔ republished w/permission ☆ follow btt’s fanart twitch stream!

[chevellethoughts]

she is me I am her I love shinobu

[chevellethoughts]

pov:

genya finally left the corps and sanemi stayed as a hashira

꒰'i have a feeling you got everything you wanted

and you're not wasting time stuck here like me

you're just thinkin' it's a small thing that happened

the world ended when it happened to me' ꒱ؘ ࿐ ࿔*:･ﾟ

haha noticed how i cut his name in half with the line...okay im sorryimsosorry

ygs should def follow my editing acc on tt @ec.dysis it's goated I promise and sorry for not posting a lot !! borders from @/cursed-carmine

chevellethoughts out

[cursed-carmine]

✴︎ RIBBON DIVIDERS

ﾉ Please reblog & credit if you use!

For different colors just send me an ask please!

WHEAT

SHADOW

PINK SKY

SPRING TIME

ICE COLD

[cinnabambishifts]

𝐒𝐭𝐨𝐩 𝐭𝐫𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐟𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 .ᐟ 👁️‍🗨️

𝑏𝑦 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑓𝑎𝑣𝑜𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑒 𝑝𝑠𝑒𝑢𝑑𝑜-𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑒𝑐𝑡𝑢𝑎𝑙:

𝐜𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐚𝐛𝐚𝐦𝐛𝐢(shifts) .✦ ݁˖

As Wittgenstein once said, “The limits of my language mean the limits of my world.”

As human beings existing on this earthly plane, so deeply shaped by the material conditions around us, we simply don’t have the capacity or the language to fully grasp spiritual practices that lie beyond what we consider “normal.” Practices like shifting can seem strange, even absurd, when viewed through our narrow understanding of reality.

The very development of our kind has been built on an absolutist vision: one truth, one path to that coveted thing we call knowledge. So it’s no surprise that we all feel an almost unconscious urge to categorize shifting, to pin it down to a single explanation, to shrink it into simple words, to turn it into a neat set of steps we can follow before trying again at night, once everyone else is quietly asleep in their rooms.

But shifting doesn’t aim to be a complex concept that demands years of interpretation. Shifting simply is, regardless of circumstances, beliefs, or the insecurities you might carry about it. It exists entirely independent of the illusion of identity you hold in this reality.

Let’s stop trying to understand shifting from such a limited standpoint. Let’s stop identifying so tightly with a human self shaped by a society that knows far less than it assumes. Let’s leave the ego behind. Let’s give up the illusion that there’s a single, final conclusion to reach on this subject.

Shifting isn’t difficult. It never has been, and it never will be. What’s truly difficult, sometimes, is letting go of the ego, the part of us that clings to our humanity, that fears losing the illusion of control over our ever-shifting nature as consciousness.

We already are. You don’t need to convince your brain of something it so stubbornly denies, conditioned as it is to do so.

𝐉𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐥𝐞𝐭 𝐠𝐨.

[wishiedishie22]

from ariana,

when the princess of meditation and goddess of her universe decides to make a tumblr account !!! lover of all nature and everything pink , , , hypnos devotee (!!) my heart will always be with the boy in another reality (p.b.p) witch && shifter . . . book &&& history enthusiast. the girl who brings her cat with her to every reality. latina!!! shifted.

about me. my realities. pinterest. my variants.

[chevellethoughts]

guys follow her thats my mama

im highkey lazy to share my drs but...might someday!!

[chevellethoughts]

hey so peter parker headcanons when

hmmmm maybe when u do my essay for me jk thanks for the post idea

[chevellethoughts]

v o c a b u l a r y . r e p l a c e m e n t s

that you should have!

words you should know:

- Plethora (n) excessive amount of something | "she has a plethora of art supplies."

- Debonair (adj) confident and charming | "He was known at school for his debonair charm."

- Revery/Reverie/Reveries (n) a pleasant though or dream | "I sat by the windowsill in reverie."

- Vehement (adj) passionate | "I became really vehement about my job."

- Hidebound (adj) unwilling to accept new ideas | "They grew hidebound in their views with age."

- Flamboyant (adj) bold, flashy | "He was a flamboyant dancer."

- Mirth (n) amusement, gladness | "The mirth faded from his features."

Replacement words:

Maybe | perhaps possibly potentially conceivably perchance likely unlikely supposedly presumably arguably feasibly doubtfully apparently reported seemingly hypothetically eventually probably improbably questionably mayhap

Before | prior 'to' earlier formerly previously ahead beforehand already sooner initially preexisting / or use specific times, such as "i saw him before." -> "i saw him last week."

Want | desire crave need wish long yearn prefer require demand seek pursue hope expect intent aim choose fancy covet urge aspire essential

Like | enjoy love prefer appreciate adore fancy favor relish admire cherish dig value savor desire esteem idolize treasure delight revere prize

describing something as 'fast' | swift sprint speedy quick rapid hurriedly turbo express hast zippy lightning supersonic turbo volant mercurial expeditive velocious

Sad | sorrowful heartbroken somber mournful demoralized disheartened glum dejected disconsolate dispirited forlorn melancholy pessimistic sullen wistful woeful downcast cheerless regretful spiritless languished aggrieved 

Love | amity allegiance delight sentiment warmth devotedness enchantment captivation fixation fascination endearment veneration folly

that's all!

chevellethoughts out!

[cadillacjohnf1]

okay so what i'm learning about the new cars is that they will commit suicide if you look at them the wrong way

[chevellethoughts]

modern rdr2 au! (sfw)

sorry 4 not posting for a while heh...

also, sorry for not including strauss, didn't know what to put for him :c

reblogs are appreciated <3

arthur morgan

✧ - goes fishing with Hosea or John & Jack almost every weekend

✧ - says he doesnt do valentines day but always sneaks flowers in for mary and writes letters with his immaculate hand writing but puts "- your secret admirer"

✧ - has a fancy collection of spurs ??

✧ - will journal till the day he dies. has started using other things rather than just a pencil, like using things he got from trips (eg. a pressed flower)

✧ - owns a really old truck like the one from twilight

✧ - LOVES cabelas & bass pro shops. owns a collection of their hats but never wears them..?

✧ - loves chick fil a sandwiches

✧ - gets sick on rollercoasters

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john marston

✧ - has BAD road rage.

✧ - sucks ass at minecraft and gets slimed by skeletons

✧ - gets laughed at for always dying

✧ - is somehow good at surviving in the nether???

✧ - has his own small collection of hironos because he liked them after being dragged to popmart by abigail

✧ - watches one piece

✧ - has the most RANDOM HOBBIES every month

✧ - literally cannot learn how to swim to save his life

✧ - little caesars lover. argues with the gang members over who has better pizza

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dutch van der linde

✧ - ditched cigars and started using alternatives

✧ - likes fruity drinks at the bar

✧ - took molly to hawaii once and scratched tahiti...

✧ - has a very productive schedule each day and week. gets up at 6:30 am every day and 5 am on work days.

✧ - old fashioned, still uses a phonograph player for music. LOVES old music.

✧ - loves giving christmas presents to the gang

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hosea matthews

✧ - unironically really good at juggling????

✧ - is a GOD at chess

✧ - takes jack to eat at in & out

✧ - takes a hot minute to process memes he's shown

✧ - reads the newspaper and loves the crosswords, collects the coupons

✧ - ALWAYS eats american breakfast

✧ - Facebook doomscroller

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molly o'shea

✧ - popular on instagram & lemon8

✧ - owns a really fancy vintage hairbrush and other glamed up versions of things like a hairdryer or a handheld mirror

✧ - always has the best clothes in the room

✧ - goes back to Ireland every year to see her family

✧ - designated fashion critic

✧ - loves marybeths picnics because she can take lots of good photos

✧ - has a whole DRAWER of lipsticks and glosses

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karen jones

✧ - always invites the girls on ladies nights to her house or in town

✧ - shops on etsy, vinted, mercari, depop, and facebook marketplace

✧ - goes all out for her halloween costumes

✧ - ALLLWAYYSS DRUNKKK and gets mad at sean 24/7

✧ - always wins in the most RANDOM games whether its beer pong or racing

✧ - loves christmas, has the most decorations

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kieran duffy

✧ - always deathly nervous around marybeth

✧ - likes random trinkets like buttons

✧ - is obsessed with horses

✧ - loves fruity bar drinks

✧ - eats oatmeal for breakfast with a banana

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sean macguire

✧ - LOVES going to the pub. drags karen or other members along sometimes.

✧ - loves Italian brainrot and new memes

✧ - is GOATED at pool

✧ - always teasing young jack tsk tsk

✧ - loves Snapchat filters

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javier escuella

✧ - has a collection of acoustic guitars, got into electric later on and owned 2 of them

✧ - has a soundcloud to post his music

✧ - wardrobe is full of nice clothes

✧ - works in a record store specializing in latin music

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susan grimshaw

✧ - ALWAYS SCOLDS JACK TO CLEAN HIS ROOM

✧ - the gang calls her grandma and she gets VERY offended

✧ - loves flower perfumes

✧ - used to tell jack bedtime stories

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jack marston

✧ - plays minecraft with john and begged to buy minecoins for shaders since everyone else had them

✧ - shut john out of their minecraft house one time and he was genuinely scared of it being night time outside because of mobs

✧ - goes to mary-beths house to read in peace

✧ - has his own bookshelf at home

✧ - loves lunchables and hates lunchly

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tilly jackson

✧ - LOVES to crochet, breathes crochet, lives crochet

✧ - always crocheted jack plushies until he was 7

✧ - has a small business for crochet

✧ - bakes the most BOMB banana bread, muffins, bread loaves, and cupcakes

✧ - gets baking requests but its tiring for her so she specialized in crochet rather than a bakery

✧ - hangs out a lot with marybeth

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uncle

✧ - plays the ukulele and is good at it??

✧ - has like 12 cases of beer in his house, always completely stacked

✧ - has a designated "pet pigeon" that he always sees and feeds at the park

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mary-beth gaskill

✧ - her chrome tabs are FILLED with fanfics.

✧ - owns a kindle

✧ - reads really whimsical romance stories

✧ - watches bridgerton

✧ - owns a fancy ceramic teapot + teacups set

✧ - owns a vintage typewriter, likes to use her fancy teacups and cozies up in a blanket while writing with her typewriter. has burning incense or a candle beside her

✧ - has cute reading glasses

✧ - has her own altoids wallet. decorates it with cute paper, a printed photo of her and kieran, laced ribbons. keeps a small lip balm, a perfume sample, candies or gum, a clip of money, and a scrunchie.

✧ - writes unsent letters to kieran

✧ - her side job is working at a bookstore

✧ - invites everyone to picnics

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simon pearson

✧ - worked in a butchery before opening a restaurant

✧ - owns a restaurant and sells that DANG STEW but it tastes amazing

✧ - someone in the gang keeps leaking his phone numbers online and he keeps getting troll calls

✧ - posts cooking videos on tiktok and went viral for a brisket recipe

✧ - LOVES COSTCO!!

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micah bell

✧ - uses reddit 24/7.

✧ - also uses x and uses years old information published by conservative rednecks as his research

✧ - gets pissed off at bill spamming the gc, ends up spamming back and makes everyone's phones lag if they dont mute their notifications

✧ - KEYBOARD WARRIOR

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charles smith

✧ - would own a cabin in the woods for hunting weekends

✧ - goes camping with the gang members

✧ - had a tamagotchi but it died...

✧ - works in an animal sanctuary

✧ - has a newfoundland named cooper

✧ - is really good at super smash bros ??

✧ - fortnite with jack, john & lenny

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bill williamson

✧ - has a chihuahua

✧ - crashes out in the gc for high grocery prices

✧ - victim to sean's snapchat filter shenanigans

✧ - is tired of Pearson's stew

✧ - was caught watching bl and said it's because it's what's trending these days..

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abigail marston

✧ - loves popmart and blind boxes

✧ - has a shelf for her collections

✧ - Temu victim but buys those smarthome gadgets she sees on instagram which wind up actually useful

✧ - loves christmas movies and watches them with marybeth and tilly while eating cookies (also made by tilly)

✧ - shops on amazon

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lenny summers

✧ - tutored jack as he was growing up

✧ - loves school and even made tutoring a side job

✧ - loves ikea for some reason, also likes the food

✧ - loves racing (motorsports, horse races, literally anything racing)

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reverend swanson

✧ - always drunk

✧ - gets easily carsick

✧ - always has the messiest hair. has puke stains on his clothes from drinking so much

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sadie adler

✧ - has never won ONCE in chess but is genuinely goated at checkers

✧ - owns 2 horses

✧ - makes the best cornbread but sucks at making anything else, learns how to cook later on through pearson and becomes decent at it

✧ - loves bedrotting and watching tv shows while at it

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josiah trelawny

✧ - uses tiktok to post his magic tricks and actually blew up once

✧ - has THE most HIGH PITCHED SCREAM EVER

✧ - is rarely seen, when he does attend group activities he sometimes brings along his family or just his kids

using @/deltamel's rdr2 dividers!

chevellethoughts out!

[chevellethoughts]

dallas winston relationship hcs (SFW) | gn! reader

sorry if its ooc!

during relationship

❥ smells like cigarette smoke trying to be covered up by old spice cologne because he wants to smell good for you but terribly fails

❥ can barely stand up when drunk and always starts blabbering random things and randomly stares at you

❥ you told him to quit but he said "one last pack" after another, he would hide the packs in the very back of the nightstand and in his back pocket on his jeans (you knew but didnt say anything). he soon realized he was afraid of losing you so he stopped smoking. you noticed because you stopped seeing the hidden cig boxes and that smoky smell on him & his clothes slowly wore off.

❥ after rumbles you're left to tend to his cuts and bruises, during those times he always just stares at you with realization in his eyes that you're the one he wants to spend the rest of his life with

❥ ygs occasionally hang out with pony & johnny and go to the drive-in to see a movie sometimes

❥ hates holding hands in public

❥ says he "doesnt do valentines day" but always gets you something you've mentioned before

❥ steals your fries whenever you go out to eat

start of relationship

❥ was lowkey harassing you every second when you first started dating??? in a "damn sweetheart you look NOIIICEE" way

❥ called you everytime before bed

❥ was GENUINELY head over heels for you (and still is) since the day you guys got together

❥ was always acting 10x jollier since it was made official

❥ ALWAYS teasing you about liking him

pre-dating

❥ when he locks in he has fancy granny handwriting and it's one of his hidden talents, you found this out the hard way and he started taunting you for YOUR handwriting

❥ has chicken scratch handwriting and you made fun of it and he liked it just because it made you laugh

❥ whenever you would catch him looking at you he would say it was because you looked so unbelievably like a weirdo and laugh it off but hes so OBVIOUSLY lying

❥ takes you out to dairy queen with pony tagging along sometimes, and very rarely johnny

❥ love language was/is annoying you

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post-relationship (extra):

❥ still thinks about you sometimes

❥ whenever he drives by dq and the drive-in he always remembers your smile and funny moments and it kills him knowing he won't be able to face you again

❥ pretends like everything's okay but he misses you a lot. it's a bit uncanny on how normal everything seems, but inside, hes definitely far from okay.

❥ he tries to avoid things that remind him of you such as your favorite movie, song, or food.

creds to @/rmstitanics for the borders!

chevellethoughts out!

[deansbutch]

happy valentine’s day <333 !!

[chevellethoughts]

ir81 x op81 little edit

i was bored and decided to get back into capcut...

streamable link:

https://streamable.com/osr161

chevellethoughts out!

[soapyyyyt]

they shouldve kept their swag im not forgiving anyone