.tomiokas

don't believe in perfection, it doesn't exist. @fishyguro on substack @fishygurooo on tt

[chevellethoughts]

intro <3

ruler of my heart ➶♡

━━━━━━━━ 𖤓 ABOUT ME 𖤓 ━━━━━━━━

hii! my name is elaria but you can call me ria.

i don’t post much so i apologize for that but i get on once in a while.

my dms are open : )

don't forget to use my ml unless you like scrolling through my reblogs just to find my posts!!!

━━━━━━━━ 𖤓 MY CONTENT 𖤓 ━━━━━━━━

red dead redemption, hcs, ffs (maybe?), scenarios, oneshots, random content, formula 1, the last of us, heated rivalry, stranger things, supernatural, the summer i turned pretty, kny, and other random things basically

interests:

stranger things, avatar, supernatural, rdr1/2/o, tlou1/2/show, the outsiders, the summer i turned pretty, heated rivalry, resident evil, skz, enha, twice, f1, house md, p1h, fast&furious, house md, twd, hxh, one piece, smallville, death note, demon slayer/kny, jjk!!

fav bands/artists:

nirvana, the cure, weezer, chevelle, jeff buckley, radiohead, billy joel, beabadoobee, metallica, deftones, green day, alex g, linkin park

!!want to read/watch/play!!

heated rivalry/the long game, silent hill movies, re movies, the inheritance (trilogy), cyberpunk 2077, dbh, all re games (have only played re2/3 remakes)

━━━━━━━━ 𖤓 RULES 𖤓 ━━━━━━━━

if you're anything in the DNI section DO NOT INTERACT.

please do not request anything 18+ with underage characters or incest

im not comfortable doing requests with real life people x another person if one/both of them have partners (eg. hudcon) its okay if its platonic/in a satire way though! (like shipping george russell x max verstappen as a joke with their little family and their son kimi)

please don't request anything NSFW with underage characters or incest. Same with kinks like knife play or wax play (anything involving violence) or abuse/sa/pedophilia being romanticized.

DNI - tr*mpies, minors (only on 18+ posts otherwise feel free to view), DNI IF YOU SEXUALIZE UNDERAGE CHARACTERS, age players, bigots, conservatives, wincest shippers, if ur homophobic or racist anyways bye

ESPECIALLY dni if you're a zionist supporting genocide.

m y f a v s : @wishiedishie22, @/londybobundy!!!

ka12, steve ‘the hair’ harrington, dean winchester, castiel, molly o’shea, sadie adler, arthur morgan, john/abigail/jack marston, alexei (rip), heeseung, hyunjin, jongseob, ellie williams, dallas winston, aeon, muichiro, geto, maki, megumi, choso, giyuu!!!

substack : @fishyguro |

fav 'doomed' duos #satosugu/sugusato #shinazugawabrothers #dakiandgyutaro

also YES I prefer gego let me have my gojo bottom geto top dreams

masterlist

creds to @doll-fairy, @zz4yun, and @enchanthings for the borders :)

chevellethoughts out!

[chevellethoughts]

such a procrastinator but I got it done

[cherii49]

day 205 of drawing charles leclerc until we win another race

lego turbo mode

[cherii49]

i love the fact that charles won after mini shal went turbo mode

[f-tality0]

Megumi

[chevellethoughts]

sometimes i think of majoring in psychology

not just to be able to read people like a book

but to understand myself

'i'm not a violent dog, i don't know why i bite'

ok sorry 4 the random post im bored

[chevellethoughts]

v o c a b u l a r y . r e p l a c e m e n t s

that you should have! (UNFINISHED, last upd. 22 Jun 2026)

words to know:

- Plethora (n) excessive amount of something | "She has a plethora of art supplies."

- Debonair (adj) confident and charming | "He was known at school for his debonair charm."

- Revery/Reverie/Reveries (n) a pleasant thought or dream | "I sat by the windowsill in reverie."

- Vehement (adj) passionate | "I became really vehement about my job."

- Hidebound (adj) unwilling to accept new ideas | "They grew hidebound in their views with age."

- Flamboyant (adj) bold, flashy | "He was a flamboyant dancer."

- Mirth (n) amusement, gladness | "The mirth faded from his features."

- Hiraeth (n) yearning for a home/feeling/place/person/time that doesn't exist anymore, or never did. | "The music evoked a sense of hiraeth in her."

- Charmolypi (n) feeling of happiness while being sad | "Finishing the final page of her favorite book, she sat on her bed in a state of charmolypi."

- Extirpate (v) to completely destroy or get rid of something | "My mother threatened to extirpate my ps5"

- Eleutheromania (n) a very intense desire for freedom | "Her eleutheromania drove her to abandon her comfortable life and wander the world."

- Furtive (adj) sneaky or secretive | "We furtively exchanged smirks at dinner."

- Indelible (adj) unforgettable/unerasable | "Her indelible remarks on my work caused me to sulk."

- Irascible (adj) easily irritated/angered | "My cousin is so irascible that I try very hard not to say anything to anger them."

- Lachrymose (adj) easily brought to tears | "My lachrymose tears spoke of overwhelming joy."

- Subtrist (adj) slightly sad | He was feeling subtrist after finishing the show.

tremulous - quaking/shivering slightly

rancor - long lasting feeling of bitterness/hatred/resentment

scintillating - visually sparkling or can be used like “we had a scintillating convo”

maritime - anything connected with the sea, oceans, and navigable waterways

sinecure

virulence

penumbra

equanimity

cajole

desiccate

procreate

apprise

equivocal

ascetic

delirious

enmity

fulcrum

fluking

strident

pliant

errant

ebullience

festooned

tendril

vicissitudes

malevolently - doing something in an evil, malicious, or spiteful manner

derisive - describe something that expresses mockery, contempt, or ridicule.

effigy - a sculpture or model of a person. can be life sized or a crude representation.

discursive - prose: means loosely structured and branching. logic: well-reasoned and analytical

diffidently - to do or say something in a shy/hesitant/reserved manner due to lack of self confidence

leviathan - a giant mythological sea creature, or in modern terms, anything colossal and powerful

loiter - standing or lingering in a public place with no clear, lawful, or obvious reason

moors - to secure/tie up a ship is to ‘to moor’ | also means open, uncultivated wild land

crestfallen - to appear deeply/visibly down, discouraged, or disappointed.

prefect - high ranking official, or a leader. can be used to describe older ‘classmates’

tinder - dry or highly flammable material used to start fires, such as tinder wood.

fervor - high energy, a passionate feeling, or an intense feeling

palled - weary, become less interesting/enjoyable/attractive

alighted - dismounted, perched, landed, settled, disembarked

sauntered - walk in a slow, relaxed manner without hurry or effort

phosphorescence - type of substance that absorbs light energy and releases it slowly as a glow

torrid - something very hot/dry, or full of intense/powerful emotions

assimilating - absorb/integrate something/information so that it becomes a natural part of your existing knowledge/self/identity

truculently

parried

inimical

essayed

cordon

trundle

balked

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replacements:

Maybe | perhaps possibly potentially conceivably perchance likely unlikely supposedly presumably arguably feasibly doubtfully apparently reported seemingly hypothetically eventually probably improbably questionably mayhap

Before | prior 'to' earlier formerly previously ahead beforehand already sooner initially preexisting / or use specific times, such as "i saw him before." -> "i saw him last week."

Want | desire crave need wish long yearn prefer require demand seek pursue hope expect intent aim choose fancy covet urge aspire essential

Like | enjoy love prefer appreciate adore fancy favor relish admire cherish dig value savor desire esteem idolize treasure delight revere prize

describing something as 'fast' | swift sprint speedy quick rapid hurriedly turbo express hast zippy lightning supersonic turbo volant mercurial expeditive velocious

Sad | sorrowful heartbroken somber mournful demoralized disheartened glum dejected disconsolate dispirited forlorn melancholy pessimistic sullen wistful woeful downcast cheerless regretful spiritless languished aggrieved 

Love | amity allegiance delight sentiment warmth devotedness enchantment captivation fixation fascination endearment veneration folly

that's all!

chevellethoughts out!

[chevellethoughts]

me finally updating a post oh wowie

[chevellethoughts]

v o c a b u l a r y . r e p l a c e m e n t s

that you should have! (UNFINISHED, last upd. 20 Jun 2026)

words to know:

- Plethora (n) excessive amount of something | "She has a plethora of art supplies."

- Debonair (adj) confident and charming | "He was known at school for his debonair charm."

- Revery/Reverie/Reveries (n) a pleasant thought or dream | "I sat by the windowsill in reverie."

- Vehement (adj) passionate | "I became really vehement about my job."

- Hidebound (adj) unwilling to accept new ideas | "They grew hidebound in their views with age."

- Flamboyant (adj) bold, flashy | "He was a flamboyant dancer."

- Mirth (n) amusement, gladness | "The mirth faded from his features."

- Hiraeth (n) yearning for a home/feeling/place/person/time that doesn't exist anymore, or never did. | "The music evoked a sense of hiraeth in her."

- Charmolypi (n) feeling of happiness while being sad | "Finishing the final page of her favorite book, she sat on her bed in a state of charmolypi."

- Extirpate (v) to completely destroy or get rid of something | "My mother threatened to extirpate my ps5"

- Eleutheromania (n) a very intense desire for freedom | "Her eleutheromania drove her to abandon her comfortable life and wander the world."

- Furtive (adj) sneaky or secretive | "We furtively exchanged smirks at dinner."

- Indelible (adj) unforgettable/unerasable | "Her indelible remarks on my work caused me to sulk."

- Irascible (adj) easily irritated/angered | "My cousin is so irascible that I try very hard not to say anything to anger them."

- Lachrymose (adj) easily brought to tears | "My lachrymose tears spoke of overwhelming joy."

- Subtrist (adj) slightly sad | He was feeling subtrist after finishing the show.

tremulous - quaking/shivering slightly

rancor - long lasting feeling of bitterness/hatred/resentment

scintillating - visually sparkling or can be used like “we had a scintillating convo”

maritime - anything connected with the sea, oceans, and navigable waterways

sinecure

virulence

penumbra

equanimity

cajole

desiccate

procreate

apprise

equivocal

ascetic

delirious

enmity

fulcrum

fluking

strident

pliant

errant

ebullience

festooned

tendril

vicissitudes

malevolently - doing something in an evil, malicious, or spiteful manner

derisive - describe something that expresses mockery, contempt, or ridicule.

effigy - a sculpture or model of a person. can be life sized or a crude representation.

discursive - prose: means loosely structured and branching. logic: well-reasoned and analytical

diffidently - to do or say something in a shy/hesitant/reserved manner due to lack of self confidence

leviathan - a giant mythological sea creature, or in modern terms, anything colossal and powerful

loiter - standing or lingering in a public place with no clear, lawful, or obvious reason

moors - to secure/tie up a ship is to ‘to moor’ | also means open, uncultivated wild land

crestfallen - to appear deeply/visibly down, discouraged, or disappointed.

prefect - high ranking official, or a leader. can be used to describe older ‘classmates’

tinder - dry or highly flammable material used to start fires, such as tinder wood.

fervor - high energy, a passionate feeling, or an intense feeling

palled - weary, become less interesting/enjoyable/attractive

alighted - dismounted, perched, landed, settled, disembarked

sauntered - walk in a slow, relaxed manner without hurry or effort

phosphorescence - type of substance that absorbs light energy and releases it slowly as a glow

torrid - something very hot/dry, or full of intense/powerful emotions

assimilating - absorb/integrate something/information so that it becomes a natural part of your existing knowledge/self/identity

truculently

parried

inimical

essayed

cordon

trundle

balked

━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ 𖤓 ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━

replacements:

Maybe | perhaps possibly potentially conceivably perchance likely unlikely supposedly presumably arguably feasibly doubtfully apparently reported seemingly hypothetically eventually probably improbably questionably mayhap

Before | prior 'to' earlier formerly previously ahead beforehand already sooner initially preexisting / or use specific times, such as "i saw him before." -> "i saw him last week."

Want | desire crave need wish long yearn prefer require demand seek pursue hope expect intent aim choose fancy covet urge aspire essential

Like | enjoy love prefer appreciate adore fancy favor relish admire cherish dig value savor desire esteem idolize treasure delight revere prize

describing something as 'fast' | swift sprint speedy quick rapid hurriedly turbo express hast zippy lightning supersonic turbo volant mercurial expeditive velocious

Sad | sorrowful heartbroken somber mournful demoralized disheartened glum dejected disconsolate dispirited forlorn melancholy pessimistic sullen wistful woeful downcast cheerless regretful spiritless languished aggrieved 

Love | amity allegiance delight sentiment warmth devotedness enchantment captivation fixation fascination endearment veneration folly

that's all!

chevellethoughts out!

[chevellethoughts]

me finally updating a post oh wowie

[keenanmcateerart]

colter arthur

[ratsinablanket]

saw an ddlc x rdr2 edit and had to draw this

[casseyissleeping]

"Dally raised the gun and I tho-" suddenly I'm not laughing anymore

[chevellethoughts]

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"the ocean never keeps what it cannot hold"

"sometimes love means letting go"

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[wishiedishie22]

wanting to message people on tumblr but i cant ruin my mysterious nonchalant facade i got going on

[akaamarin]

Yuji rocking them lighting mcqueen

[chevellethoughts]

awwwsooocuuuteee

[kuqisaki]

riko amanai — ep.27 hidden inventory 3 🐠

[kentuckyfriedmegumi]

i love megumi and his awkward charm

[animepopheart]

★ 【athéko】 「 しのぶ 」 ✔ republished w/permission ☆ follow btt’s fanart twitch stream!

[chevellethoughts]

she is me I am her I love shinobu

[cinnabambishifts]

𝐒𝐭𝐨𝐩 𝐭𝐫𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐟𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 .ᐟ 👁️‍🗨️

𝑏𝑦 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑓𝑎𝑣𝑜𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑒 𝑝𝑠𝑒𝑢𝑑𝑜-𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑒𝑐𝑡𝑢𝑎𝑙:

𝐜𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐚𝐛𝐚𝐦𝐛𝐢(shifts) .✦ ݁˖

As Wittgenstein once said, “The limits of my language mean the limits of my world.”

As human beings existing on this earthly plane, so deeply shaped by the material conditions around us, we simply don’t have the capacity or the language to fully grasp spiritual practices that lie beyond what we consider “normal.” Practices like shifting can seem strange, even absurd, when viewed through our narrow understanding of reality.

The very development of our kind has been built on an absolutist vision: one truth, one path to that coveted thing we call knowledge. So it’s no surprise that we all feel an almost unconscious urge to categorize shifting, to pin it down to a single explanation, to shrink it into simple words, to turn it into a neat set of steps we can follow before trying again at night, once everyone else is quietly asleep in their rooms.

But shifting doesn’t aim to be a complex concept that demands years of interpretation. Shifting simply is, regardless of circumstances, beliefs, or the insecurities you might carry about it. It exists entirely independent of the illusion of identity you hold in this reality.

Let’s stop trying to understand shifting from such a limited standpoint. Let’s stop identifying so tightly with a human self shaped by a society that knows far less than it assumes. Let’s leave the ego behind. Let’s give up the illusion that there’s a single, final conclusion to reach on this subject.

Shifting isn’t difficult. It never has been, and it never will be. What’s truly difficult, sometimes, is letting go of the ego, the part of us that clings to our humanity, that fears losing the illusion of control over our ever-shifting nature as consciousness.

We already are. You don’t need to convince your brain of something it so stubbornly denies, conditioned as it is to do so.

𝐉𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐥𝐞𝐭 𝐠𝐨.